It was all started with a blessing in disguise, few simple words and courage. I witness myself walking on a jelly feet and black heart for a very short-while then transformed into a complete opposite for the rest of the year.
Looking through my weekly diary all I got is big smile and tears. I realized that time is really short and how I value every single day is a happiness and accomplishment on its own.
I saw myself doing things that I never thought I could. I saw myself living and being surrounded with great people. I saw myself more caring and loving. I saw myself being blessed in every single step. I saw myself being loved like never before. I saw myself walking stronger towards my passion and career. I saw myself listening more. I saw myself taking risks to fall. I saw myself fell into a game. I saw myself making a wrong decision. I saw myself having a faith. I saw myself partying and living out loud like doomsday is real. I saw myself celebrating more wonderful time with my beloved family and friends. I saw myself going to places that I never been. I saw myself and my family losing a great family figure. I saw myself meeting some of the most inspiring and wonderful people in their field. I saw myself inspired by many people I met on the street. I saw myself moved by the courage that the less fortunate ones have. At last, I am gratified.
I experienced more things like never before. I understand myself more than ever. I become honest to myself and believe that life is magical. I learned that life itself is the true journey. I found out that after I recall all of those moments, ups and downs, gaining or losing, what remain is the good memories. The loss that we had keep reminding us to stay wise, humble, strong and persistent.
To my family, I could never ask for more - we are getting closer and stronger as one. Thanks for the love and support throughout this year. We will get in touch even more.
To my second father, late Uncle Orok. Your spirit, good deeds and thoughts will always stay within us. The mourn of your loss really opened many heart and eyes. I still hoped that we can finish our last conversation while drinking your favorite wine. I love you and always will.
To my true blood friends, we always knew that we are built with a very solid foundation of trust, understanding, support and laughter. Lets keep on making history for our lifetime.
To my colleagues, the architects and designers who are experts in building a virtual home in the office. Thanks for all of the good time, support and guidance.
To those who believe in me and gave me opportunities, thanks for the trust you have invested. The lesson given and taken helped me to connect the dots of my life quest.
To those who come and go, a great time wasted is never wasted. Nobody really disappear from our life, the roles just change. Thanks for being part of the journey.
To a place I once called home, you might have a lot of idea that are unspoken. But yes the time, comfort and lessons you gave me really brings out a lot of good things in me. Thanks for being warm, safe and amusing.
To those who might got hurt, angry or disappointed on me. I apologize. Not that things are better left unsaid, But what's spoken were enough and I believe the truth that we individually have in hands explains everything. Good memories remains.
One year have passed. Time for another chapter. I've learnt that the moment I got on my knees I see more and I feel more. I'm looking forward for everything life can offer and commit on the options that I have.
I think its my time to run. Good luck to me and to you. Stay passionate, faithful, wise and strong.
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