first off, I want to say sorry for not being active on this acc at all. I would say I was burnt out and was overwhelmed by the number of asks I got, but truthfully, I've been dealing with an abusive household, which made it hard to be able to enjoy writing to the point I thought about deleting this blog. but I enjoy writing and rambling about my favorite characters so much that I decided to continue writing for now. requests will be open as soon as i post my masterpost !
first off, I want to say sorry for not being active on this acc at all. I would say I was burnt out and was overwhelmed by the number of asks I got, but truthfully, I've been dealing with an abusive household, which made it hard to be able to enjoy writing to the point I thought about deleting this blog. but I enjoy writing and rambling about my favorite characters so much that I decided to continue writing for now. requests will be open as soon as i post my masterpost !
first off, I want to say sorry for not being active on this acc at all. I would say I was burnt out and was overwhelmed by the number of asks I got, but truthfully, I've been dealing with an abusive household, which made it hard to be able to enjoy writing to the point I thought about deleting this blog. but I enjoy writing and rambling about my favorite characters so much that I decided to continue writing for now. requests will be open as soon as i post my masterpost !
i cant stop thinking about him coming back from a mission all sweaty and bloody, too tired to bother showering he immediately goes to lay next to you.
lowkey i feel like toby could either be big spoon or little spoon it doesnt matter to him as long as your scent overwhelms him.
although i think he loves being little spoon a bit more so he can have an excuse about having his head on your chest and you playing with his messy hair mhmmm
I personally feel like Tim is loyal, but he’ll turn that trust around if need be.
Like, if he absolutely has to. I also feel like he’s an amazing liar (thank you babs for this though as well, hence their fic)
But most of the time, he holds trust close to his heart (him trusting you) but that trust is easily eroded if you slip up too many times. It depends on what the circumstances are, but I’ll say 2-4 times he’ll let you slip up before he’s done.
And I’m saying this as if you were his colleague, not hit significant other.
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I feel like Brian is LOYALLL to the absolute MAX. He’s like a “good boy”/dog. Saying that, I personally believe that if he’d be any kind of animal it’d be either a mutt/mystery mix breed, or a good ol wolf dog.
Like Tim though, his trust is sour. He doesn’t trust others easily, same as Tim, but if you prove your worth to the fucking max, like. Have his back, like Tim does, he’d be the most loyal man to you.
He’ll let you slip up a good bit, slightly more than Tim. But he’ll slowly start withdrawing from you more than he’d let on.
Tim? He’d let you know. Brian, he’ll kind of still try and see the bright side, even if both sides are cloudy.
I’d say either 4—6 times. MAYBE 7 if you have a good argument.
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Toby.. okay- I feel like this guy has lest trust in people than Brian, but more than Tim. So I’ll say, right off the bat, 5 slip ups. Then he’d gladly kill you/shove you off himself.
Man, he’s a psychopath. And I’m not saying this as a fanfic writer. It’s just the sad obvious truth.
During his mood swings, the slip up limit differs for any action.
But he is very fucking loyal. Like.. bro.
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Jack/EJ. Now.. this man been through some SHITTT. So I’m starting off this with saying his limit is 2 or 3. It differs from how bad the fuck up is.
If it’s like something small, he’d tell you not to do it again. But if it’s something like blatantly lying to him or ratting him out.
He’s hunting you down and eating your kidney.
But he’s also very fucking loyal. Like Brian but not.. dog loyal. More like a cat. (I view EJ more catlike)
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Jeff… uhh you get no slip ups… sorry😭
Like if you fuck up once, he’s got you in his death note.
But when he’s got trust in you, and I mean this like. Enough that he’ll let you go on killings with him, or something very.. uh. “Close buddy buddy” kind of activities, bro your fucking GOLD.
He’ll kill people for you. Just say who. You don’t even have to say why.
Bro is like “say less, my knife was thirsty anyways”
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HABIT.. so. Uh. Like Jeff. If he lets you in, I guess you’re in??
But he’s definitely thought about killing you just for shits and giggles.
But when you does trust you, he’d let you live.
That’s the baseline of where that’ll go.
Just know that when he’s had enough of you, you wouldn’t even know cause you’d already be dead.
☠︎︎ an: I’ve been gone for so long. Dw guys, I’ll try to get back to posting regularly again!!
For Tim, reader threw away his cigarettes cause they hate them. And they also kept aggravating him on missions. I hc him having a habit for getting worked up easily.
And yeah, for Brian. Reader kept moving his stuff. I see him having like- MADDD OCD.
Maybeee reader did something he didn't like, and y'know that feeling when you start feeling
"meh" about a person or like. *neck scratch* about the person?? Yeah, that's how Brian felt after a while.
Toby, I feel like he's way easier to get ticked off.
He like, if reader tries teasing him for something, or like joking. It'd fuck him up a bit.
Now I'm not saying that Toby is weak. He's sensitive, yes, but it's the kind that he'll cry while beating the shit out of you.
Jack?? Uh small things will tic him off. But he's good at covering it up until it blows over. So genuinely, it could be anything.
For Jeff, it's a 50/50 chance if he likes you. I mean, he's got a nasty heart. He has one, but it's black. So then again, like Jack. It just depends.
HABIT???? Uh- good lord. Can’t necessarily say. Bit like Jeff and Jack tbh. But more “murder murder kill kill”
not gonna lie, the fact reader could vibing and trying to help them or lightening the mood and they get the ick makes me so sad
Reader tries to lighten Tim's mood with a joke, and he calls them annoying or something.
Reader is cleaning and moves Brian's stuff and he loses his shit
Toby teases Reader about something he's insecure about so she teases him and it ends up in a fight
Jack just breaks up with reader one day cause all of the little annoyances got to him, like maybe Reader tried to be sweet and cut up a kidney for him in slices and he saw it as an offense.
Reader kills a victim that had Jeff pinned and he blows up on them, while they were trying to protect him.
Habit just gets bored of them.
Like the angst of reader trying their best to be good and loving only get broken up with, like blindsided.
ugh oof poision damage quick please cure me! Please tell me which creep would gladly pick up the broken hearted reader and delight in whatever it was that the ex found so criminal
LMFAOO I WAS IN A DEEP ANGSTY MOOD WHEN WRITING ALL THAT.
Yes! Let’s heal you before sudden death!!
QUICK!!
Maybe Brain.. cause deep down he’s a little sweetheart.
And I see him as an “ol good boy” like I said before. Like. Toby is a Puppy, right? But Brian is like, this dog that roams the streets but everyone feeds him cause he’s always been there. And has never tried to be too mischievous.
Even though, Brian forgives Reader. He’s most likely not gonna just.. JUMP back into a relationship.
He has to brood first.
Then he has to drink his nights away with random people to fill the space in his bed.
And even after all that, he probably can’t look you in the eye for more that half a second before he’s turning the other way.
Part of him wants to. Really and Truly!
He wants to be able to hold you and tell you it’s alright! But he went too far!
He broke your poor heart by going too far. Now he has to brood until the feeling eventually withers away, or… you do.
TW!! - NSFW!!, Fem!reader, proxy!reader, kind of oblivious!reader, yandere (ish) toby, virgin!coded toby, light dead dove, obsessive!toby, requested by anon💕
A/n: kind of short😭 feels a little trash idk
To be fair, he didn't get much play from the start.
Being an outsider was nothing new to toby, it's not exactly like his tics made friends for him. Used to playing in mud with a stick by himself while the other kids squealed with their friends on the bright jungle gym.
That separation followed him well into his teen years and took root in his adult life. Sure he was surrounded by other people just like—if not worse than him, but he was always different.
He knew where he stood in the line up, Tim and Brian could practically get laid anytime they wanted if they talked long enough. Ben and jeff were just...ben and jeff. Jack may be a little more freakish but he was visually appealing, especially to chicks who were into the whole medical play thing.
But toby never really had a chance to begin with. He had the baby face, that rugged, scuffed-up look, the curly hair—all of it. But he always spoke too fast or too loud, stumbling over his words like a highschool wimp whenever anyone of the opposite sex even looked at him.
It was pathetic, and he became frustrated, which just made it worse. So it didn't exactly help when he got wind that another proxy would be joining their fucked up crew, not to mention it was a girl, double bad luck.
The real nail on the coffin was that you were his type. By far the best and worst thing to happen. He didn't go out of his way to speak to you often, but when he did have to, you weren't a total jerk. (shocking in this environment) you heard him out, didn't immediately poke fun at his disorder, you actually let him talk.
And that kickstarted the fire.
It was an inside joke between Tim and Brian, the poor man was going to but if you touched his shoulder again and you were none the wiser until now.
So naturally it got worse when he could actually get his hands on you when you started dating.
He clung to your side like a puppy, whether you were cooking or having a conversation with a completely different person, he was steady by your side.
Translate that desperate behavior, and add on the very obvious and large lack of socializing, and you get—well, a very needy brunette under you. Clawing at your thigh while you roll down on his cock.
"baby- baby pleas—please- slow down mfgh fuckkk.."
It doesn't matter what the pace is, or what position, he's burying his face into the curve of your neck. Groaning and whimper at an embarrassing volume.
"toby- ngh- you're being loud"
"m'sorry I c-can't—feels too good baby ohmygod-"
He's almost entirely embarrassed about the fact that he cums so quickly, but it's not really his fault, plus you don't seem to mind it much. So what if his girl makes him nut within a few minutes? He's pussy-whipped at best.
at worst? He's grunting incoherently while pounding into you from behind, purposely overstimulating himself to the point where he doesn't even remember the last load he spurted inside of you.
Despite his lack of experience sexually, what he does know how to do, is atleast make you comfortable afterwards. Running a bath for the both of you and cuddling with you until his arm goes numb (if he could feel it)
So while toby is a total loser when it comes to sex, he's you're loser, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
I just have a quick question. So what if slendermans human proxy s/o was actually in a life or death situation and he had to help her. Would he or would he just leave her? I’m just asking cause your slenderman is so interesting to me and he hates humans.
i think it depends on 1)how close you are 2)did you deserve to die
Slenderman obviously hates humans. He is an evil, violent, supernatural being, but weirdly enough, I think he does have some sort of feelings.
I believe if you were sort of like a sort of daughter to him, he wouldn't let you die. He obviously never wants to have kids, but if you managed to have some sort of father-daughter relationship, he would save you from death
Same as a proxy, you're something useful for him. If he can try to save you, he will, but if it's out of his reach, OR you disobey him many times to the point where he was going to get rid of you anyway, he's not saving you.
if you somehow manage to have a romantic relationship with him, I think it depends on how useful you are to him in order to help you. He'll always think of him and his needs first. If he decides there's more he wants of you, he'll save you no matter what.
Just wondering, if slenderman does hate humans? And the reader is a human or maybe a proxy for him… how would they become like a couple? Maybe not actual couple cause we know how slenderman is 😭. But how would they become a thing if slenderman hates humans especially if the reader was crushing on him and felt guilty
This is why it's hard to write for Slenderman a bit esp for human!reader bc I don't see it as a mutual relationship
It's more like he has you, but you WILL never have him. A relationship with him would mean he gets to study/ experiment on you.
i think if the reader were a proxy, he would be somewhat gentle to you. he wouldn't give you special treatment. You would still need to obey him, and still be punished if you disobey him, but he wouldn't treat you like complete shit
You would have to be useful to him for him to give any sort of attention.
NSFW MNDI: DARK THEMES
Obviously, he uses you for his own pleasure. This aligns with the entire experiment I mentioned earlier. I like to imagine your first time together to be him seeing how you would like with his tenacles inside you. Slowly testing how far he can push you.
Gradually, he uses you when he needs to fuck his frustration out. I wouldn't say sex slave per sex (even though I'm pretty sure if he were desperate enough, he would), it's more like his own personal sex toy. It's hard having wild bat shit insane killers in my house.
BUT he is a piece of shit because, say you start to lose feelings, or someone is treating you better than him, 1)if they are not a proxy/killer, he will make them have slender sickness till suicide, 2) isolate you.
He WILL not share you with anyone. God forbid anyone even TRIES to flirt with you. Oh, and there's no point in hiding it- he will always find out. He will do all of this and STILL claim not to have feelings for you
Bonus: I feel like he really is in deep shit with you. If you were a human, he'll send one of the proxies to stalk you and report back to him if you talk/sleep with anyone.
Content.MNDI. gn!reader, stalking, kidnapping, drunk reader, obsessive brian, dark themes
A/N: I didnt know if to make this part nsfw, but i wanted brian to yearn for reader mostly lol ! wouldnt mind making this a series.
The thing about Brian is that he is very strategic and patient. He's always quiet, so you never know what he's thinking or what he's going to do.
He thinks of himself as a gentle admirer.
He spotted you one day in the woods, wandering around with your headphones on. You were so blissfully unaware that for twenty now, there's been a man following you. You were so distracted, you could have easily been hurt if it weren't thanks to him
To secure your safety, he made sure to walk you home. from afar, of course.
Since he is at a higher rank than the other proxies, he's allowed out of the mansion every now and then. And also he's allowed to drive the car without supervision.
He follows you to understand your schedules and routine. hates it when you walk home late. Don't you know how many creeps are out at night? (not including him, he's just protecting you)
he doesnt do anything weird or at least anything out write disgusting. but he starts to be infatuated with you.
When you went out to a club one night with your friends, Brian decided to be bold and go inside as well.
With loud music and how smoky it was, the brain had a hard time following you around. Once he found you, he made sure he didn't lose sight of you, but still made sure he wasn't caught
"You know that guy has been staring at you for a while?" your friend says while handing you a drink. "Who?" "That guy with the turtleneck and also avoiding eye contact with us right now." You spot the tall figure from across the room and catch him looking back at you before quickly turning his head. "Oh my god, you're right," you turn back at your friends and giggle.
"Go talk to him, clearly he's into you, plus he's cute!" "Fuck it, after this shot I'll go to him." You take your shot, then your chaser, and start walking up to him. You see it in his eyes; he panics a bit, looking everywhere but you, and you find it silly.
"Are you going to keep staring at me, or are you going to ask for my number?" you say as you sit down with him and tilt your head being giving him a coy smile.
Brian stays silent for a few seconds before opening his mouth, "Sorry, it's hard to think straight when looking at you." "Does that work with other girls?" "I don't know, this is the first time I used it," he says with a smirk.
fuck he's charming. You don't know if it was you being tipsy, but you felt butterflies in your stomach.
Brain kept buying you drinks, you know you shouldnt acceot this many drinks, but you dont want to stop talking to him. hes a really good lister
"Okay, that's it, you're cut off." he grabs your drinks and sets them down on the table. The world is spinning, and you can't keep your balance. 'It's fineee, I can have one more." You try to reach for the drink, but he pushes it farther away from you.
"You can't go home by yourself, let me take you home," "but what about my friendss?" "Don't worry about them, they left a while ago." "Wait, what?" You stand up to look around, but sit back down because of how dizzy you are
"No-no, they wouldn't leave me?" "It's okay, angel, I'll take you home." "But-" "shh, let's go." He leaves you no time to think as he grabs your arm and places it on his shoulder, slowly lifting your body. He hugs your waist to make sure you don't fall and starts to exit the building.
He finds his truck that was park a bit far from the club. He opens the passenger door, placing you there, and buckles your seatbelt
You let out a small thank you and let your face lie on the cold window, snoozing off
When you wake up, you feel yourself shiver because of how cold you are. Your head is throbbing, and your mouth is dry. You open your eyes but still see nothing but darkness. What the fuck? You blink a few times to make sure your eyes are open, but you still see nothing
You try to touch your face, but you couldn't, both of your hands were restrained. You tug and pull, hearing the chains clink and clank, but it is useless. You started to panic. You don't remember much from last night. You went out with your friends, you met a cute guy who you cant even remeber the name of and then you got drunk with him.
Wait, was he even drinking with you? Wait, no, he offered to take you home. surely atleast one of your friends know your missing, right?
"Hello, is anyone there?" "Oh, you're finally awake. good." You hear him walk up to you and remove your blindfold. You squint and blink excessively to get used to the light. It doesnt help that you're hungover.
You look up at the man as he's squatting, and your worst nightmare comes true. It was the guy from last night. "I'm not going to hurt you. I don't dare to" "Why are you doing this?" "You really don't know I've been watching you for a while? You can't be this dumb. I know you're smarter than this."
You shake your head profusely, "No, please, just let me go, I won't tell anyone." "Of course you're not, you're staying here with me, my love."
"Please no." "What's wrong? You liked me last night. What changed?" "YOU'RE INSANE, JUST LET ME GO" "Watch your mouth, angel, don't make me fix it." You shut up right there, not daring to say anything, he has the avangate. You don't know what he's capable of.
You look around and familiarize yourself with the messy white room. You assume this might be a warehouse, considering all the weapons that are hanging on the wall. You at least pray it's a warehouse. The realization hits you that you might die soon, and you start to tear up.
He lets out a deep sigh before going to a table and grabbing something. He comes back with a water bottle. "You must be thirsty, huh?" You let out a small no
"No? You're hanged over angel. Don't worry, it has nothing in it."
You hate that you got wasted. You hate how insally dry your mouth is. You hate how you have no choice but to trust him.
"Open up." Luckily, the bottle as a straw, so its easier to drink it. You quickly start to sip the water.
You finished the entire bottle, letting out a small thank you.
"Can I ask you something?" "Hmm." "Why me?" "What?" "Why did you have to kidnap me?" "Because you have to be mine, angel. I can't have anyone else have you."
He strokes your cheeks gently. "It doesnt matter how long it takes, you're going to fall in love with me. I can wait," he says as he kisses your forehead.
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Ik in one of your posts you were saying if the men could have kids or not. Can slenderman have kids?
hmm i think he could reproduce, but he definitely DOES not want to. Especially NOT with a human. I believe he thinks humans are disgusting creatures are better off as mindless slaves he can control.
ik there are headcannons of him being a father to the crps or a good father figure to Sally, which I think was really adorable back in 2015, but now knowing his character better, nooo... dare I even say there's no limitations to killing/torturing them for kids to him. If they're in the way, remove them.
so yes, he can have kids, but he would NOT play the role at all. Unless he views his partner as an equal, he would raise it and be somewhat less cruel to his kid.
