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Toby with gender neutral reader that is Tim's younger sibling. Tim hasn't seen them in years (dont ask me how they reconnected lmfao), and is dealing with having them around- and now this fuck ass dork is being obviously down bad for them.
Meanwhile, reader is super sweet and pretty patient with Toby. Overall curious about him and giving him a lot of attention. But oblivious to the fact that Toby is infatuated with them.
I'm so interested in what headcanons and ideas you got with this!! Thank you!!
— TOBY FALLING IN LOVE WITH TIM'S YOUNGER SIBLING
AUTHOR'S NOTE: you guys know the drill... I took WAY too long to get to these, even I'm getting tired of this like damn bitch write something LMAO. Anyways lovely request, I had fun exploring this dynamic, especially with reader being Tim's younger sibling :]
CHARACTER: Toby Rogers
-I’ve brought this up in my last post but Toby is very delusional in general and it's even worse when it comes to romance. It doesn’t take much for him to be convinced that you're head over heels for him, especially since he didn‘t have a good image of what love is supposed to look like growing up, so treating him like a normal human being will have him sure you're madly in love with him.
-So when you show him nothing but patience and curiosity he's infatuated by you - you don't constantly brush him off like your brother, you acknowledge his existence and go out of your way to learn more about him, and not only that but you're so kind and sweet to him! He can‘t be imagining this right? You're surely obsessed with him the same way he is with you.
-Toby goes on for the longest time wholeheartedly believing that you two are in a relationship, just haven‘t verbally confirmed it because you're too shy or something but why would you need to do that when you already act like a couple? (you don't, he's just delusional). It'll be confusing for you at times because he'll get all in his head and explode after you interact with another person for too long, or pay attention to someone else for longer than he'd like, because he'll start yelling at you and arguing that you're being unfaithful.
-Genuinely believes you can do no wrong, he puts you on such a high pedestal that nothing you do will ever upset him because he'll find the most insane ways to justify anything you do (that heavily depends on his mood though, Toby's thinking is very black and white but he comes back crawling to you no matter what happens).
-Constantly makes jokes that you and Tim aren't related because you're an angel compared to him, it ticks him off but at the same time Toby can breathe within his vicinity and it'll have Tim huffing and puffing so who are we to decide lmao.
-He sees you as a lover and an older sibling figure all at once… not in an incestuous way though. He's probably made a joke about that before but then dropped it quickly after realizing that not everyone would laugh at an incest joke, especially his crush.
-What I mean by that is he feels safe enough to let go and let you take care of him, basically he feels loved and cared for by you. You're someone he'd seek out before making decisions or anything really, he needs your approval for everything he does.
-The relationship dynamic is… complicated to say the least, even Tim and Brian have stopped questioning whatever is going on between the two of you.
-God forbid he ever disappoints you, he'd actually whimper like a kicked puppy. I'm spreading pathetic wet dog Toby propaganda here and you'll all listen to me.
-I’m torn between Tim being somewhat… supportive? of Toby's fondness towards you, and absolutely hating it. If it were anyone else he probably wouldn’t give a fuck, maybe he'll give him some relationship advice because no matter how old Toby is he'll always see him as a young boy who's still not ready to face the world yet, but considering you're his sibling he'd probably want someone more stable than Toby for you. And also to keep you as far away from this whole Slenderman thing as possible but considering the fact that you live with them now it's nearly impossible to hide that part of their lives from you.
-He'd probably try to step in before things escalate but Toby is one persistent guy and he'll never let anything get in the way of his happiness. Tim doesn’t understand how hard he'd fought to finally have one good thing in his life, one good person who isn’t disgusted of him, so he won‘t let him distance you two no matter how hard he tries.
-It doesn‘t take a lot honestly, there‘s no denying that Tim has a soft spot for the boy even if he annoys him more often than not and you are the only one left in his family.
-If you're still oblivious after all that I don‘t know what to tell you, it's painfully obvious to the point where even Tim and Brian are trying to set you up together.
-Small things like running a couple errands and leaving you and Toby alone in the cabin, or suggesting you two take a walk in the forest to "make sure there‘s no intruders", they're always raising a brow and nudging each other when Toby starts acting all lovey dovey, quick to excuse themselves when Toby starts feeling bold with you.
⸝⸝ synopsis: in which you and jeff are nestled against each other and you start licking his scars
⸝⸝ tags: gn!reader suggestive, ooc jeff(?), mentions of self harm, jeff loves reader trust,
⸝⸝ an: i really like the thought of licking someone idk...might as well be jeff!!
as you lie on top of jeff, your skin sticking to his, the faint smell of cigarettes wafts through the air as it stirs with your perfume and sticks to the curtains. the digital clock on your bedside table reads 2:34am, but neither you or jeff are willing to go to sleep; the two of you would much rather drown in each other's proximity.
"you're so fucking annoying," jeff utters, his voice seemingly laced with exasperation, but you know better than that, so you smother his face in wet kisses as some sort of feedback. when you pull back, jeff cups your face. despite the harsh and vile history behind his coarse hands, his touch still feels tame. you let out a huff and let your hands travel down to the hem of his shirt. "can i take it off?" jeff nods. he'll say yes regardless, so what's the point of asking?
pulling off the cloth over his head, your eyes land on the array of scars plastered all over his torso. some are cigarette burns, some are gashes, most are self inflicted. running your hands over the keloids, jeff looks at you with a dazed face. he looks so beautiful like this—the pale glow coming from the window washes over his modified features so elegantly; you'd never guess that he's a serial killer.
you latch your lips onto his neck, flicking out your tongue to taste his sweat. "fffuck...." he hisses out. soon after painting his neck with hickeys, you start moving lower. your lips finding their way to his scars, licking a big stripe up the cut across his chest. "what....what the fuck are you doing?" he meant for it to sound assertive, but it just comes out in a pathetic whine instead.
you unwillingly remove your lips from his skin "do you want me to stop?"
a beat of silence follows.
"don't stop."
after hearing his reply you beam up at him and immediately went back to kissing his scars, your lips ghosting over the keloids near his chest. sticking out your tongue, you lick the scars on his arm and give them small kisses.
soon after you place his hands on your cheek, your lips ghosting over his wrist. "i love you..." you murmur against his skin, like it was a secret.
"whatever," jeff grumbles in return.
⸝⸝ extra: omg this is so short AND IT TOOK ME LIKE AN HOUR OR SOMETHING TO ACTUALLY GET INTO THE FLOW STATE.
Bro looks skinny but when he flexes it's like dude shapeshifted into a whole ass gym
Yeah you'd bully him one day for not having muscles then he'd snap back saying he does have them, so just imagine the shock when you find out your skinny emo boyfriend turns out to have gains
It doesn't help how the hoodie hides his figure too...
He pmo now so let's go round 2, douse him in bleach and burn that man >:P
Toby x like extreme Yandere reader headcanons 🤤 like she terrifies him from time to time with how much she knows about him, things that he’s never told anyone before. Like think An Unhealthy Obsession by The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra
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— TOBY WITH AN EXTREMELY YANDERE READER
AUTHOR'S NOTE: this is lowk shorter than I'd like it to be, like I have the ideas but I can't write them down for some reason. Also I'm gonna admit something, most of the time I'm just yapping here to make the paragraph longer because it looks better and less empty LMAO.
CHARACTERS: Toby Rogers
-I fear you're just drawing this man in even more rather than scaring him away - Toby is fucked up alright, he holds onto any crumb of love and appreciation he can get from anyone around him with a bruising and unrelenting grip. Treating him like a human being is enough to have him head over heels for you, like he'd literally fall in love with a cashier if they brushed their fingers against Toby's for like a split second when handing him change, that's how deprived and delusional he is.
-I should really talk more about Toby's fucked up side because if you're already extremely obsessed with him then you've done most of the hard and dirty work because in any other case, Toby would be a teeny tiny bit manipulative and hear me out on this - if he can have it his way, he’d convince you to cut the rest of society from your life, you don‘t need friends and family when you have him! He can be anything and everything you want all at once. He'd rather you give him your full undivided attention, his jealousy issues often spark arguments. And I don't mean any of that in a… controlling abusive way even though that's what it sounds like, he's just so pathetic and insecure he's afraid that one day you'll finally wake up and realize you deserve better than him, and replacing him is gonna be real fucking easy, at least in his opinion.
-Like you can mention a conversation you had with someone you know around him and Toby would get noticeably quiet and pouty, remembering that he's not the only person in your life makes him upset. You're quite literally his everything. His love is very raw, passionate, and obsessive - he is not normal about you at all.
-So if you're doing all of those things without him having to work for it? He's in heaven.
-I think the only time you'd truly freak him out is if you say anything that remotely hints at you knowing about his past, I know that Toby technically can't remember anything that happened but his body didn‘t forget, the mention of certain details is enough to flip his mood like a light switch even if he doesn’t exactly understand why he's feeling or reacting this way.
-So yeah that‘s the only time where he'd not tolerate your behavior, anything else is fair game.
-If anything he'd encourage it by purposely leaving some of his belongings in places where you'd see them so he can notice when you take stuff, makes him more giddy because he's aware of your little collecting habits and when they happen.
-I know that they're all crazy criminals with… questionable tendencies themselves but the other creeps have pointed out your weird behavior to Toby but he genuinely doesn’t give a fuck, i'm telling you this man is right where he wants to be.
-I imagine Toby to be the type of guy who'd do anything his partner asks him to do without even thinking about it, like he doesn’t hesitate whatsoever, so getting him to distance himself from anyone who got too close for your liking is fairly easy. Like you don‘t even have to bother resorting to physical violence with anyone because he'd listen to you without any trouble.
-He’d get all giggly and flustered finding the sticky notes that you leave all around the place to express your unhealthy devotion to him. He has designated a spot for your notes on the wall beside his bed so the first thing he can do as soon as he opens his eyes in the morning is remember your unwavering love for him.
-The most freaked out couple in all of America LMAO.
Everything said about Toby so far just makes him sound like a pushy, desperate pervert, but he still carries a lot of negative aspects.
He has a twisted perception of love and dating. While he's not stupid to think everything he's sees is the truth, he is dumb enough to think that it doesn't influence his way of thinking.
Media he consumes does leave a mark in his mind and he subconsciously refers to it. From poorly acted romcoms to equally bad pornos, he believes that if he strong-arms pesters you into following his lead then he's guaranteed a girlfriend. He'll do things he thinks will make you like him and misinterpret your reactions into a narrative that'll suit whatever fantasy that he has in mind.
That awkward smile you give a stranger you encounter at the gas station—that must mean you like him, right? Oh, what about when you talked to him nicely soon after ("Sorry, do you mind if I grab that from in front of you? Thank you!")? You didn't react badly to his bandages or his quirks—you'll give him a chance, right? Hey, you're not fighting back as much as before—you must really like him now.
Toby will twist reality into whatever he sees fit. If you manage to break it (which isn't difficult, to be honest), he'll get in your face and argue with you. When you push him to his limits and his intimidation tactics aren't working, he'll explode with rage and stomp off for the night. He just wants whatever everyone else has. Why do you two have to argue and fight? This is nothing like the stuff he watches. He's really stumped on how to mitigate this bump in the road and speed run to the good stuff like hugs from behind and sex.
Why can't you accept his version of reality instead of whatever you think is okay?
Something that personally irks me (and it’s not just the CRP fandom that does this) is when people pull out the “well realistically, this person would end up becoming like their abuser” card.
While yes this is unfortunately true in some cases, the OPPOSITE is also true. Where people DONT become like their abusers and I really wish we had more stories where this happens. I feel like it would be better to represent people who were able to break the cycle and encourage others to do the same.
I feel like this theme could be explored in a number of Creepypasta rewrites, AUs, oc, etc. I wish more people tapped into this idea.
How would the creepypastas react to you doing their make up ? Would they even let you ?
Idea by my beautiful bby @nymph-ette111 ily twin !!
WARNING : hmm maybe a bit suggestive for some of em but nothing too much cuz it ain’t really em acting and it’s just em talking
PAIRINGS : B.E.N. ; Jeff The Killer ; Eyeless Jack ; ‘’Ticci’’ Toby
B.E.N.
-surprisingly he wouldn’t really be THAT much against it in my opinion. Like sure he’d whine a little about it.
-I mean, you’re interrupting him in the middle of a good game with an actual good team and lobby, who wouldn’t be mad ?
-everything depends on his mood.
-if he is reluctant about it ?
-he’ll make you sit on his lap while he’s at his desk or…what ? He’s already letting you do his make up, he’s not going to also get up and walk ALL THE WAY over where you’re sitting !!
-he can fly ? Yeah, true, he can. But why would he ?
-he’d have his hands on your waist while you straddle him and let you do your shit.
-of course, you won’t be escaping the occasional tickles to distract you from your work. That fucking little shit. Fuck
-if he’s in a good mood or feeling like bonding with his lover tho ?
-he’d help you gather your makeup and put everything on the bed while asking about the things he doesn’t know about.
-‘’What’s this ? No, not the highlighter dude, the cylindrical thingy.’’
-oh that was bronzer and not highlighter ? He knew it. Shut up, he’s trying to bond okay ?
-I think he’d have a pretty ticklish face to be honest. Like you’d use a brush to put eyeshadow ? His eyelid is twitching real hard.
-‘’Dude I can’t help it if you just graze my eye !’’
-do NOT let him get started on highlighter and glittery things. He loves using it on you while you’re working, but his long ass nails scrap the bottom of your stuff and then you get mad at him.
-not like he did it on purpose but hey let’s just yell at him right ?
-he hates foundation tho. The liquid one, cuz it’s sticky and gives him pimples.
-oh and don’t think you’re escaping the dirty jokes puss puss.
-bro grabs all your brushes and place them side by side while you watch him, thinking he’s helping you sort your brushes.
-aww. He’s helping you—…
-‘’Okay so, between all these brushes, which one is closer to my size twin ?’’
-oh never fucking mind.
-okay but i deadass think he’d pull it off pretty well ? I like to imagine him having slight feminine facial features.
JEFF
-it all depends on what you’re gonna do on his face, what kind of make up, the products you use etc.
-I hc him as a metalhead or a goth guy so I guess he’s pretty used to make up like white foundation and black liner.
-if you’re telling him you’re gonna do a full face, but not the one he usually does ?
-oh boy. How do I tell yall without getting slimed.
-he’s TOTALLY against it okay ? Like you’d have to be EXTRA convincing right ? And even if you do convince him, you’ll have to be extra careful with his scars and eyeballs.
-‘’Both you said ? Hands AND mouth ? Let me consider this.’’
-right. Then nothing for the next 24hs
-anyways, it’s gonna be REAL REAL hard convincing him to let you do a full face on him. This guy’s masculinity is…yk. Fragile.
-let’s say he agrees okay ?
-he’d make it super hard for you to actually focus and do your stuff right, he’s hopeful that if he bothers you enough, you’ll leave him alone.
-‘’Bro your gloss is burning my scars.’’
-‘’Oh ew the color you picked is awful, does not match my eyes.’’
-‘’Ew what’s this smell ? Why does your powder smell like that ?’’
-‘’Careful— CAREFUL !! My eyeball is RIGHT here.’’
-he made me mad while writing this oh my god.
-anyways, like I said, a real nuisance. You either crack or give up.
-heh get it ?
-im getting distracted im sorry let me go back in character.
-once he felt a feeling that you actually want to do this to spend time with him and that the fact he doesn’t really cooperate makes you disappointed, he just sighs and sit still.
-he’s still reluctant about you doing his make up but he also doesn’t like it when you’re upset because of him.
-‘’You fucking crybaby. Do your fucking shit, but don’t turn me into a girl, try to do the type of things I usually do. And be careful with the scars.’’
-he’s a bit ashamed that he likes it when he actually stand still. He’s still gonna complain at some point but you quickly shut him up when you gently hold his hair to not stain it with the foundation.
‘You’d occasionally catch him looking at you really intensely, this time not to distract you but only because he actually likes watching you being so concentrated.
-seeing you so focused on him makes him feel seen.
-you didn’t hear shit from me okay ?
-once you’re done, he surprisingly likes the way you did his eyeliner and VERY VERY subtly hint it.
-‘’the liner is very symmetrical. I didn’t say I liked it, I said it’s symmetrical. Everybody can do this shit don’t feel special about it.’’
EYELESS JACK
-oh my poor baby. He absolutely would love letting you do it but he’s scared of ruining your work because of the tar dripping from his ‘eyes’.
-he’d even ask you if you’d prefer to do it over his mask instead to be sure not to ruin it.
-when you insist that you want to do it on his face he just agrees because why would he say no to quality time ?
-given his lack of eyes, his other senses being more developed, makes the contact of your brush against his skin more ticklish.
-he’d occasionally twitch there and then because of the feeling but wouldn’t interrupt you during it.
-the feeling of your hands cupping his face so gently and the brush tickling his face makes him purr.
-‘’did you just purr ?’’
-‘’no I didn’t…’’
-‘’yes you diiiid awww..’’
-you know what else he does ? He eats people. Now get back to work.
-other than the occasional purring, he’s pretty silent, not that he’s that talkative in general but he’s just laying there enjoying the moment with his head on your lap.
-he also apologizes a lot when his tar starts dripping and you have to wipe it and ruining the make up at the same time.
-‘’oh no i’m so sorry love, do you want me to fetch my mask ?’’
-he enjoys spending time with you so much and he’s so upset that his tar stains your make up. He’s so quick to apologize whenever it happens.
-he’s glad you don’t have foundation to match his skin tone, because the feeling makes him squirm a little.
-except if you have gray foundation for some reason ?
-holding your hands and rubbing his face against it.
-ruining the make up. Again.
-he looks really cute when you finish.
-not that he can see it.
TOBY
-dude he’s so hyped.
-he usually is pretty quick to agree to whatever you suggest to him whenever you two are together because of his very little free time as a proxy.
-quality time is a BIG BIG yes to him, he’s so happy that you want to do things with him.
-you could’ve asked Nina, Jane, any girls in the mansion but you picked HIM !!
-of all people !
-you don’t understand how happy he is, really.
-‘’make up ? H-hell yes baby turn me into a l-latina baddie.’’
-he practically lets you do anything on his face as long as you don’t put mascara or get too close to the eyes because he doesn’t want to tic while you’re doing it and you accidentally poke his eye.
-he may not feel pain, but it still is a weird feeling that he doesn’t really like to experience, you know ?
-he’d grab your free hand or wrist while yapping about his latest mission, or what he did with the others. That’s the only time he actually can, he just loves talking to you so much.
-he wouldn’t be able to sit still tho, because of his tics, yes, but also because he wants to enjoy his time with you as much as he can.
-‘’c-can I do your make up too once- w-when you’re done with me ?’’
-‘’wait can you t-try something I’ve seen on TikTok ? You put lipstick on y-your lips a-and— fuck— then you kiss me.’’
-I mean, you could do that yeah. And then clean it up.
-oh wait he has to check what he looks like every seconds tho. After you’re done with a step, he immediately grabs the small mirror on your palette and checks himself.
-‘’you’re doing s-so good baby.’’
-that sounded lwk freaky guys lmao.
-I deadass think that a brownish lipgloss would look so good on him
-oh also he insists that you keep his freckles visible, he finds himself more handsome like this.
I’m sorry if Toby is inaccurate, I wanted to try and include his illnesses but I was worried to misinterpret them and didn’t risk it.
I made this post to talk about a couple topics that have been going around in the crp fandom (when is there not something going on really) and I'm using the comment that @sanityshorror left on my latest post to kind of start this rant, it's long as fuck so buckle up. Also just clarifying something, I am in no way attacking Sanity or anyone personally, if I use a second person perspective when talking just know that I'm using it generally and it's not directed towards specific individuals.
I can see where Sanity is coming from with the whole "it's horror" argument and while I do agree, it's not an excuse to blatantly mischaracterize characters. As for the "they're serial killers" part, I feel like that argument most of the time just takes away the complexity of the characters because you're narrowing them down to their homicidal tendencies. In fact, I think slapping any problematic and fucked up behavior you can think of onto a character that is canonically a murderer doesn't make your portrayal realistic, you're just reducing them to heartless murder machines. “Oh this character kills people? Okay I'll make them touch children and rape women as well.” Is genuinely what this entire thing sounds like to me.
Also I want to clarify more on what I consider a problematic headcanon - making the creeps hard to be around, or showing the unpleasant sides of mental illness, or not being afraid of not infantilizing these characters and reminding people that they're grown adults with fucked up pasts that made them the way they are now… etc is not problematic. In fact, I'd love to see more of it and even write about it myself. But it gets to a point man... I've seen people call Toby a nazi, Laughing Jack a pedophile, Tim/Masky has been depicted as a misogynistic asshole multiple times in fanfics purely because he was somewhat aggressive in Marble Hornets (which I beg to differ, that man is a sweetheart he was just fed the fuck up) and so much more shit that doesn't make sense for the character. For example, how are you going to call Toby an abuser when he has shown clear distaste towards his father's behavior and treatment towards him and his family? That guy literally used to take hits for his mom and sister so his dad wouldn't let it out on them, turning into his father is the last thing he'd want to happen. It reminds me of filmmakers that use a shit ton of unnecessary (keyword: unnecessary) rape and sexual assault scenes that don‘t add anything to the plot other than shock value.
Now I want to talk about a specific creepypasta writer whose posts have been circulating around twitter recently, I'm sure most of you have seen them already and if not I'll put screenshots below, this'll help me expand more on how it isn‘t the headcanons themselves that are the problem, it's the mischaracterizing aspect of them:
Besides Tim’s part that is just straight up wrong, like out of all the wrong things in the world that is the most wrong thing ever, the others can be rewritten for sure because they definitely wouldn't react positively but it also depends on the severity of the situation... oh well, opinions differ. Moving on to what I think is a different prompt by the same writer is an X-Virus one that is again just blatant mischaracterization:
Just by reading this you can tell the prompt is related to pregnancy and uhh I'll give them the benefit of the doubt and assume the writer just doesn‘t know about the newer information regarding X-Virus because his creator is somewhat active on Tumblr and has stated multiple times that Liam would be caring and protective as a lover but I don't think everyone is aware of the creator’s account:
Now here's the thing… I wouldn‘t even be mad at these types of headcanons if the characters were canonically represented that way. Let's take HABIT for example (and I know he's technically from a youtube web series/ARG but still a very prominent and recurring character in the creepypasta fandom, similar to how Masky and Hoody were basically adopted). This guy's name is literally Mankind‘s Bad Habit, he's supposed to be problematic and fucked up. I'm not gonna spoil what he's done just in case, especially since EMH has been gaining a lot of new fans lately. But yeah, if you give a character like him problematic headcanons it'd make sense. What I'm trying to say throughout all of this rambling is it isn't the headcanons themselves, it's the mischaracterization. Just because a character is canonically a murderer, doesn't mean they'd do every fucked up thing under the sun.
You guys are constantly bashing others for writing silly and fun headcanons of the creeps, constantly nagging others for being unrealistic and saying "They wouldn't do something like that." then turn around and do shit like this as if you're not on the same boat. At the end of the day, these are fictional characters. We can coexist and enjoy different portrayals of the same characters, just don't shit on others and ruin the fun for them because you don't agree with their opinion.
