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❤︎introduction post❤︎

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

18 she/her

basically an online diary / vent account

obsessed with my boyfriend !!! ❤︎ ❤︎ ❤︎

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❤︎bye-bye❤︎

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I put so much unnecessary pressure on myself to choose one style and stick to it? Like I feel like if I’m gonna be jirai I can’t wear any other style which is so stupid of me

It’s like an identity crisis ugh

[razorbladed-sugarcoated]

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Idk what the hell instagram instants are but I’m absolutely terrified of them for some reason

#whatarethey???

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I honestly don’t even remember how I ended up on jiraiblr/became jirai lmao

[sicklysweet420]

YOU. DO. NOT. HAVE. TO SELF HARM. TO BE JIRAI.

I’m so tired

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The fact that people actually need to be told this is insane….like what are we doing guys

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I don’t want to die but I feel like I don’t deserve to live

I feel like just ending things is what I have to do

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My psychologist appointment on Friday went very well btw ^^ I’m so glad

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I feel like an annoying parasite lol

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Can’t sleep again. Should’ve kept taking my meds

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Maybe I’ll take one now

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I’m too scared too actually

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Can’t sleep again. Should’ve kept taking my meds

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Maybe I’ll take one now

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Can’t sleep again. Should’ve kept taking my meds

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I’m always getting myself in the same situations

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Why can’t I stop crying

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I can’t stop crying I’m not happy why are things always too complicated

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Love opening tumblr after I spam posted during an episode ❤︎

[eviltwink-official]

Me

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Hi twin

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Life has actually been pretty good recently (I was happy today that’s it)

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I take it back