Mia X Anastasia.

5'2, 20 F |SW: 151 | CW: 116|✔️GW1: 135| GW2: 108| UGW: 99

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maturing was realising bul1m1a cheeks look way worse on me than one meal ever could

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edtwt is so ruthless, i'm back on tumblr where everyone is nice just depressed lmaoooooo

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what do you think is the main motivator for your ED?

its embaressin but mine is getting more attention from boys💀

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find a lot of similarities with my diet& my alcohol addiction. I can't just stop after one drink, i'll probably get blackout drunk. Safer to stay sober. I also can't stop eating after just one meal. That's why I genually find it easier to eat nothing for days than to eat very little

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Ordered a bunch of clothes online. They were all size S& way too big on me. I may have lost hundreds of dollars on clothes that don't fit me, but at least Shein called me skinni so im good :)

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fuckfuckfuck how do i get back on track fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

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my sisters getting worries about me

she knows i have a history with EDs& has noticed my fast weight loss

I say i'm eating 1200 kcal (not true), but she's worried that's not enough as well

What can I say to help ease her mind? She's such a good person, she doesn't deserve to be worried about me all the time, i feel so bad:(

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just failed my driving test& thought to myself "i would've passed if i was skinnier" lmaooooo what is wrong with me

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girlies

EVERY SINGLE PERSON I MEET KEEPS COMMENTING ON MY WEIGHT LOSS

It's only been 3 weeks

it truly feels better than any food ever could <33333

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went to a family gathering

good news: every one of my aunts came up to me to comment about my weight loss, saying i look as skinny as my 12 year old ballerina cousin:)

bad news: i eated :(

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i be ⭐️ving & my brain keeps telling me that i shouldn't drink that much water because i'll bloat AS IF i got this fat by simply drinking too much water lmaooooo

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i feel so strong when i feel weak standing up

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i work as a very small influencer & just got invited to a body positivity event to give a talk about "what it's like being a plus sized girl on social media" i think i'm gonna throw up

never talked about bopo on my page & have never called myself plussize publically, thought i'm average :(

just a reminder that if you think you're average, all everyone else sees is "not skinny"

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i want to romantisize my ed but i keep almost shitting myself lmaoooo

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today i quit vaping bc i found out it has calories. YAY FOR LUNG HEALTH!!!

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i got an eating disorder and all i lost was my silly little hair

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i'm fat so noone ever notices i'm 4n0rexic :D

i'm fat so noone ever notices i'm 4n0rexic :(