Ignore the mess

He/They, 19. Primary hyper fixations: Prehistoric fauna and sometimes even flora and Jurassic World Camp Cretaceous & Chaos Theory. 5 years strong bayybeeee I watch things and do art when my brain allows (send help, the lack of motivation is holding me, captive, i miss my hyperfixations) working on an about me, mini about me: i dont fuck with nazis, racist, sexists, homophobes, transphobes, zoophiles, and anything in that vein or adjacent to it. and any garbage i post will be 100% human made. i do not fuck with ai or ai "art"

[nightowl43978]

Why tf did they put my girl through all of that 😭 (Edit)

[swan2swan]

[faggotry-enjoyer]

so fucked up that "most comfortable position" and "least painful position" are Not the same.

[miathemerp]

Loser 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

[adaminaart]

Screaming, crying, throwing up

[weeping-willowzzz]

SO about that finale aye??

[haevenssent]

[miathemerp]

Httyd hybrid dragon i made

Skrill + stormcutter. I have no clue what to name it, but im pretty proud of how it turned out i think i mixed the features well enough.

Soon it will have color

[escuerzoresucitado]

[gayyyboykissrr]

Ben pincus:

[nightskyli]

Brooklyn's reactions to everything regarding Ben's injury and nearly dying gets me.

Because the others have already been through the death of a friend. A member of their family. They lived for months thinking she died. They know that pain and are about to experience it again.

Brooklyn though? She has witnessed the others nearly die several times (but they were okay right after and/or she could do something) and did think Ben died very early on when he fell off the monorail. However, that was before they bonded, before they were close? Now? It is clear she loves Ben dearly. And she ends up in a moment where she's helpless to save him and she thinks she's going to watch him die painfully.

Do you think she sometimes looks at the others and wonders how they ever forgave her for letting them feel that kind of pain for months?

Watching one of them die slowly and painfully for less than 24 hours nearly shattered her. Do you think she sometimes wonders if she would have ever forgiven one of them if they did that to her? After everything with Ben?

Ben getting injured and nearly dying is so fun to chew on from Brooklyn's perspective considering her character arc for real.

[swordbeliever]

tried to vent in a trans space about how, as a trans man who’s been on T for a long time (over 7 years now), i have noticed that the more i pass as a man, the less welcomed i am in queer spaces unless i go out of my way to feminize myself. and how that sucks! and it’s isolating!!! and it feels horrible to see ppl who used to like you and be close to you drift further and further the more masculine (& therefore more comfortable in urself) u become…

only to get ppl replying to me and saying “well if you dressed more fem then ppl wouldn’t be intimidated by you. you signed up for this”

i’m sorry but i didnt sign up for social isolation when i transitioned, i signed up for gender euphoria and comfort in myself and my life. and i had hoped that the ppl in my life would be able to see how much joy that brings me and continue to love me.

[gor3sigil]

A cis woman tells me that maybe she should transition to gain male privilege as I'm recovering from getting beaten up in the men's bathrooms.

I tell her to be my guest and give me a call when she gets her jaw broken, I always carry a first aid kit and a pepper spray.

She calls me a misogynistic asshole.

A cis man tells me that he'd sure love some T.

Gave him my prescription and best of luck with the constant shortages and getting denied.

He calls me a pussy.

I'm fighting for my life and reproductive rights. I get told to get off women's fights, that it's not about me, like I shed my womb after my first T shot.

I search for support groups for SA victims, and I'm stuck in the same “women/NBs only”. Still shooting my shot, send an application. I introduce myself. Never get a call back.

I go to a trans night. Say I go by he/him. Get told back “yeah, that's how we all start !” by a trans woman. I'm too exhausted, I get up and I leave.

I hang out with my friends, one of them drunkenly says masculinity is a prison we must learn to escape. She gets rows of applause. Back to drinking alone.

Yes I could explain it. But who'd you rather be ? A delusional girl or a man made threat ?Or it could be better, I could just not exist ! And we'd bleach my corpse and I'd become a casualty. Not an F, ot an M, a W for Wound and for Wrong.

I put a candle on a single cupcake, 2 years on HRT. I blow it in the dark. Curtains closed like casket.

[miathemerp]

Behold

A gift

Close up smoothie

I was gonna add more colors but hes cute as a little all blue creechur (and hes so tiny, hard to color)

[phoenixfatality]

BENJAMIN PINCUS YOU ARE FUCKING LUCKY TO BE ALIVE

[crocs-simp]

Underrated Ben Pincus quirk:

His voice dropping a whole ass octave for one single syllable

[campbenji]

both kenji and ben were willing to die just to make sure the other was safe btw. that's canon.