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[michin--yeoja]

- David Jones

[michin--yeoja]

It's been years since I've been back on this site and I forgot how much joy I had here. I wish I had been able to create a community - there were fledgling friendships that I let fall by the wayside.

I don't know why I'm back - needed to release my thoughts into the void I guess... There are some things I just don't have people in my life to be able to say this to.

I hate having social anxiety. I hate overthinking. It makes social situations so uncomfortable. This high school friend (lets call them Friend A) messaged, regarding a party - but the way she worded it, "I've invited x, y, z, friends. If you want to come, let me know and I'll send the details." And well, the history is Friend A had had a reunion some years back and hadn't invited my sister and I. My sister took major offense and kind of went off at the high school friends we had kept in touch with and had gone to the party. She wasn't wrong in that they could have mentioned to Friend A to reach out to us or on her behalf - something sis and I would have done. Now with this message - the way it's not an actual invitation, makes me feel like these friends said something to Friend A and it's an obligation invite. It's just, the wording! If you wanted to invite me, why not say "Hey, I'm hosting a party, here are the details, can you come?".

I don't know. Maybe I'm overthinking. But I just wanted to let out my thoughts and was thinking, how? I don't have anyone I share this with online. I'm not a journal keeper. Then randomly thought of Tumblr... And came back here, nostalgia hitting hard, but also, wow! This place has changed.

[michin--yeoja]

Wow... It’s been a while since I’ve been on Tumblr. Wish I had more time to create as I used to... I was just starting to experiment and improve my skills, but then life got in the way.

Anyways, I’m back because I was going through some stuff and found some of my poems I wrote and I have to say, they weren’t all that bad. Not the greatest, but not awful.

This one particularly resonated with me because of the pressure to marry I’m facing and the struggle I’m having explaining to my parents, mother in particular, why I’m not so keen on marriage or the definition of marriage Indian families have. It’s not about a good family, good career, but rather finding a true partner for whom I have feelings for me.

How Does It Feel to Fall in Love?

How does it feel when strong arms embrace you,

Squeezing until it feels as if your breath is rushing out,

But with a tenderness that belies how much you are cherished?

How does it feel to have hands clasp yours,

Not in restraint, but in care,

To prove that you don’t walk alone?

How does it feel to hear the whispered “I love you’s”,

To look in their eyes and see the truth burning bright,

And feeling safe in the warmth of that love?

How does it feel to fall in love,

To look at someone and see a future together

Because you trust them to stay with you forever?

[jaehwany]

Every moment that we spent together really made me happy. Let’s continue to be happy.

TWENTY-FIVE TWENTY-ONE (2022) dir. Jung Ji Hyun

[namchyoon]

I’m crying, Yi-jin. I don’t care about anything else. Be it a rainbow, this kind of love, or that kind of love… I can’t lose it. I just can’t. So, please don’t take a single step away from me!

TWENTY-FIVE TWENTY-ONE (2022)

[kateknowsdramas]

Did you even hold her hand yet? I have a plan.

[michin--yeoja]

Watching Twenty-Five Twenty-One is the most frustrating experience ever.

I mean, clearly the directors and writers did an amazing job with it, but every ending I’m just going “WHY?!?!?!” and dying with impatience for the next episode.

I can’t believe it’s ending next week (┬┬﹏┬┬)

[kdramadaily]

Something is definitely going on here. -Did you see anything? It’s my gut feeling.

[mostlyfate]

[ahsung]

Because of you, I'm… I’m so confused. I’m jealous of you. No. I like you. But I have an inferiority complex toward you. What does that sound like to you? You don’t know, do you? I don’t either. But I ended up saying I had to have you. I must have lost my freaking mind. I want to crawl into a hole and die. My mind’s completely blank! I like being sure about things, but everything is unclear when I think about you. That’s why right now, I really… hate you.

TWENTY-FIVE, TWENTY-ONE (2022) dir. Jung Ji-Hyun

[deokmis]

Your only weakness…is having me as your friend.

[kdramadaily]

You don’t know anything about me. I got the best score on my physical fitness test at my school. -Really? I ran 1,000 meters in 4 minutes and 50 seconds, I did 35 push ups, and my grasping power measured 35. I may not look it, but I’m actually quite strong.

ROOKIE COPS (2022)

[seawherethesunsets]

I’m sorry for being late. TWENTY FIVE TWENTY ONE (2022)

[kdramaladies]

Jin Young-seo says normalize going to restaurants alone!

[koreandragon]

the writing is so good because even though yijin clearly said out loud that he loves hee do, we can still tell it’s not a romantic love, not right now. i can tell because of the way yijin was written, the way yijin has been behaving. he hasn’t shown signs of romantic interest that you would always see in romance dramas. i think it’s very obvious that he loves hee do. he loves her because she’s important to him and vica versa. love takes all kinds of forms. and it can change over time. but right now it’s just that. love.

[ahsung]

Right. We are not close enough to share a shower together. Then we can become that much closer… But if you think about it, wouldn’t they find this situation more awkward than us? Haven’t they met only for the third time today?

TWENTY-FIVE, TWENTY-ONE (2022) dir. Jung Ji-Hyun

[mostlyfate]

A BUSINESS PROPOSAL 2022, dir. Park Seon Ho