TW: ED

Goal : Look Like Emma Watson <3

[miellewr]

Hello!

I'm Mielle !

I'm 21

My Stats are -

Height : 5' 3" - 161 cm

Start Date : 10 - 6 - 2021

SW : 180.5 lbs - 81.9 kg

CW : 170.1 lbs - 77.2 kg

GW1 : 165 lbs - 75 kg

GW2 : 152 lbs - 69 kg

GW3 : 141 lbs - 64 kg

GW4 : 121 lbs - 55 kg

UG : 110 lbs - 50 kg

Lbs to lose this month : 15

Lbs lost since start date: 10.4

Lbs left to lose: 4.6

I'm not trying to promote ED

I am pro recovery <3

I am doing this for myself because I've been struggling to lose weight since I was a child, and I've been fat shamed my whole life. I also struggle with binge eating disorder.

I'm new to tumblr lol. Surprisingly i never had a tumblr phase so i'm not "back" to it i'm so new to this.

Anyways, stay safe!

[lemememeringue]

ngl I could do without experiencing the epic highs and lows of mental illness

[iobsessoverbands]

Tag 9 people you would like to know better

Thanks @sassholeantonius for the tag!!

Last song: Heresy by Pantera

Last movie: Nobody

Currently reading: not really actively reading anything, but I did start All The Missing Girls

Currently watching: rewatching Breaking Bad

Currently craving: sushi

I don’t really know who to tag?

@larsmybeloved @mustaint @oxymarine @the-world-passes-by

If you want to :)

[only-a-heartbeat-away]

Thank you for the tag!

Last song: My Michelle by Guns N Roses

Last movie: The Dirt

Currently reading: Nothing

Currently watching: Manifest

Currently craving: Chicken

@emometalhead @longlivejbj @artsyvioletgems @wierdoaliengirl420 and anyone else who wants to do this!

[de-luxeviolets]

Thank you @oxymarine for tagging me 💚! These are always fun 💕.

Last Song: West Coast - Lana Del Rey

Last Movie: Godzilla vs. Kong

Currently Reading: Not anything at the moment since I’m out of school for the year but I would like to read some more classic literature just because.

Currently Watching: I still need to finish Avatar: The Last Airbender but I’ve been too lazy get on Netflix on my own 😝. However, I kind of want to start watching The Tudors.

Currently Craving: Truffle Fries 🍟

Tagging: @strawberryswings @shelickedthebeater @tuesdaysgone @awildkaitlynhasappeared @joeelliott @green-tinted-sixties-mind @teenagedlobotomy @anotherhitandrun or anyone that wants to participate 💚!

[teenagedlobotomy]

thanks for the tag @artsyvioletgems !!💓

Last Song: Patience (Guns n’ Roses) 😌

Last Movie: i actually don’t remember. i think the last movie i watched was saw II

Currently Reading: Duff McKagan’s memoir :) shits fire

Currently Watching: nothing good on tv, so i started watching these stanford lectures on behavioral evolution on youtube. pretty neat stuff

Currently Craving: raspberries and bananas 😔

this is totally optional, no pressure, but i’m tagging: @i-wont-be-caged @savage-sunshine @slip-slip-slip-of-stephens-nips @wandahart and @til-our-ribs-get-tough !!

thank you @teenagedlobotomy

last song: ruby tuesday by the rolling stones and tragedy by hanoi rocks

last movie: the sons of katie elder is the last movie i watched, but the devil all the time is the last movie i watched purposefully lol

currently reading: emily dickinson first and second series poems

currently watching: a lot of law and order, law and order special victims unit, and law and order criminal intent

currently craving: painkiller pills and matcha

i’m tagging: @tommy-lees-lipstick @pinkpeachjams @ruined-razor

[pinkpeachjams]

Aww thank you @til-our-ribs-get-tough 🥺

last song: slumber party by ashnikko and mikrokosmos by bts

last movie: legally blonde lol

currently reading: “home body” by Rupi Kaur - it’s a poetry book and I like it a lot so far!

currently watching: Gotham and a shit ton of youtube

currently craving: Boba tea and cake

I’ll tag: @pinkpudgypearl @jiasdream @bonesfloat123 @name333

[justdonteat1807]

Thank you @pinkpeachjams 🥺💞

Last song: God’s Ddu-du Ddu-du by stray kids

Last movie: The lion King

Currently reading: the art of starving by Sam J. Miller

Currently watching: greys anatomy

Currently craving: Nori leafs and salmon

I’ll tag: @lowcal-vegan @edamame-salad @iqcaffeine

[edamame-salad]

Thanks @jiasdream how very sweet of you!

(you have a lovely taste in music btw..)

Last song: 3108 by Ha Hyunsang

Last movie: Conviction

Currently reading: The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett

Currently watching: Breaking Bad (again)

Currently craving: surprisingly nothing, maybe a cup of coffee, but it’s late, so I shouldn’t.

I’d like to tag: @silkymacadamianut @heroes-are-dull-shit @heavenisaphantom @thevampirequeeniwanttobe @avistruggles @totally-fucked-up-and-not-skinny

only if you want to of course. 💙

[heroes-are-dull-shit]

Oh 😮 thank you @edamame-salad ❤️

Last song- oh shit by Lentra

I don’t really read or watch movies lol sorry

Currently watching - drawfee draw v tubers

Currently craving - salt, all the time, anytime

Id like to tag: @brittlerose @tobeperfecttt @thinparkji @skinny-and-sapphic @prettyrexia @wildflower-jiji

@edamame-salad is actually my sideblog 🙈, but I’d love to do this again. So thank you for tagging me @heroes-are-dull-shit , how very sweet of you! 🧡💛💚

Last song:

I swear I’m fine.

Last movie:

It’s been quite a while, since I saw a movie, that really inspired me. But besides Conviction, I also liked The Woman In The Window on Netflix recently.

Currently reading:

It’s been a while since I read this book, but for those who haven’t already, I want to recommend „The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A Fuck“ by Mark Manson

Currently watching:

(rewatching) Breaking Bad, Scrubs and Buffy

Currently craving:

Mango 🥭

Who else shall I tag?: @filmegf @heroesaredull @awholelattenothing @nickmilleresque @obliviousreid and whoever wants to, but you don’t have to of course. ~

[awholelattenothing-deactivated2]

@wildflower-salad thanks so much for tagging me!☺️

Last song:

They soothe my soul

Last movie:

Currently reading: I’m taking a Korean class this summer so mostly Hangul letters and phrases 😅

Currently watching: I’m on season 9 and only have 8 more to catch up on!

Currently craving: watermelon with tajin!

I’ll tag @ambivalenk @foreverhastowait @paperthinandslim @teal-eaf

[foreverhastowait]

thanks for tagging me @awholelattenothing!! <3

last song: love will tear us apart - fall out boy

last movie: sabrina (1995)

currently reading: IQ84 - haruki murakami

currently watching: community & because this is my first life

currently craving: tiramisu 

i’ll tag @why-do-you-look-so-blue @visibleheart @sadangelh0urs @foreverraininginhere @dainty-gardens ,if you guys feel like doing this :)

[foreverraininginhere]

thanks for tagging me @foreverhastowait :,)

last song : power - siiickbrain feat. pussy riot

last movie : the woman in the window, on netflix

currently reading : haven’t been able to make myself read all the books in my closet in a while, but i am reading a bunch of theories online about the legend of zelda breath of the wild 2 coming out supposedly sometime next year

currently watching : rewatching - breaking bad, cobra kai, and spinning out (these are all on netflix btw if anyone’s interested)

currently craving : a tweety bird popsicle from the ice cream truck

I’ll tag @mmmmmyeah @moss-covered-lungs @strgzng444 @everythingtried @buzzyfuzzybee @skinandbohnes @mellowbonesland @nocalpizza @soon2bthinn2

only if you all feel like it of course :)

[nocalpizza]

Awwww thanks for the tag @foreverraininginhere ur so sweet

Last Song: Clay Pigeons - Michael Cera

Last Movie: The whole Divergent Series lol

Currently Reading: New Moon - S.M.

Currently Watching: Naruto, Community, Letterkenny, and Ghost Adventures

Currently Craving: Cool ranch Doritos (but they make me very sick) and Goldfish crackers. and a Taco Bell Bean and Rice Burrito

I’ll Tag (but dont feel pressured to do this if you dont want to) @empty-shawtyy @downhearteddainty and @sugarfreeenergy-drink

THANKS FOR THE TAG @nocalpizza

last song: time of the season - the zombies

last movie: the road within

currently reading: they both die at the end

currently watching: wayne

currently craving: my mum’s pizza :)

i’d like to get to know u better

@malikacountscalories @mango-pickle @herbalskins

[herbalskins]

thanks for the tag lol @empty-shawtyy

last song, all the time

last movie, i care a lot

currently reading, putney

currently watching, mickey mouse

currently craving, chicken alfredo

id like to know you better!

@plastic-cheese @wannabethin-47kg

[wannabethin-47kg]

Thank you for the tag @herbalskins

Last song: Orange Juice by Melanie Martinez

Last movie: The Wicked

Currently reading: They both die at the end

Currently watching: Vincenzo

Currently craving: Cinnamon Rolls

I’ll be tagging @starvednymphet @fortyninekg @bingerestrict

[tinyprettypls]

thanks for the tag babes ❥ @wannabethin-47kg

last song: swan song- lana del rey

last movie: started watching the virgin suicides but fell asleep

currently reading: weightless

currently watching: bojack horseman and little women LA

currently craving: pasta

tagging: @40kg-bunni @starvingviolets @skinnylikeherrr2 @sugar-coated-sweet-heart @wolfblvvd

[starvingviolets-deactivated2021]

thanks for the tag @starvednymphet ! <3

— last song: “used to be my girl” by the last shadow puppets

— last movie: black swan

— currently reading: “hamlet”

— currently watching: “the umbrella academy”

— currently craving: chocolate cake

@1chiko @frailfallingfairy @samgay + anyone who wants to do this :)

[1chiko]

thanku @starvingviolets for tagging me ! ♡

➛ last song: runaway by txt

➛ last movie: perfect blue

➛ currently reading: the song of achilles/they both die at the end

➛ currently watching: la casa de papel (money heist in english, i think?)

➛ currently craving: sushi

tagging: @r0ttendxll @skinnywouldbenice @moishte @neo-amazonian @ghostly-gossip @wwbubbleww @catmonster @novocainebarbie @givemeskinnipls3 @saintchristina and anyone who wants to do this too !! ^^

[moishte]

tysm @1chiko for tagging me, this made my day <3

- last song: woman by doja cat

- last movie: mean girls

- currently reading: nothing atm but my fav book is tell no one

- currently watching: jane the virgin and manifest

- currently craving: jajangmyeon (black bean noodles)

tagging: @matchathin @pudgypixie444 @chuurexia @bunnybmi @dainty-bunnie @malikacountscalories @samgay @cutewaif @skinnywouldbenice @sparkl3guts and anyone who wants to do this !!

[pudgypixie444]

omg ty @moishte for the tag! this made me so happy :)

-last song: All Too Well by Taylor Swift

-last movie: legally blonde

-currently reading: The Chase by Elle Kennedy (free pdf, no $ for problematic authors)

-currently watching: sherlock holmes

-currently craving: nothing atm

id like to tag- @smallersunflower @frailfay @anoressiaa @d0llyparts @dyingforperfection1234 @thr1vingforthin @enby-is-dying @bluefingertips @ffixateonme @anastasia-konakova and anyone who wants to participate <3

[ffixateonme]

aw tysm for the tag!! <3 @pudgypixie444

last song: dream boy pt. 2 by tara bridget

last movie: lady bird

currently reading: elsewhere by gabrielle zevin

currently watching: death note

currently craving: reese’s cups/peanut butter

i’ll tag @n0tthinenough @matchathin @self-hatred-hoodie @fatgirlfairyxx @eating-is-not-for-corpses @sknnyluckycharms @soonskinni @wannab3skxnny @0calzpls @starvingstonedandskinny @cupcakehuggies190 @wannabethin-47kg

(if you’ve already done this or don’t want to that’s ok!! no pressure <3)

[sknnyluckycharms]

thanks for the tag @ffixateonme :,)

last song: kiss it better - rihanna

last movie: the truman show and radio days (watched them back to back)

currently reading: nothing besides fanfiction….

currently watching: SNL, criminal minds, buzzfeed unsolved, baywatch

currently craving: ice cream like always :(

i’ll tag @wannabe-smallagain @greenteaeyebags @sk1n-n-b0n3 @did-nt-do @greenteaangel @4norexic4sparagus @40kg-bunni @thinningbodypls @cxllarbone-crisis @sadboyhour5 @chewingcigarett3s @burningphantomthing

i tried not to tag anyone twice but i’m a dumbass and sleep deprived so i might’ve. u don’t have to do it if u don’t want to tho, i don’t mind :)

[burningphantomthing]

thanks for tagging me @sknnyluckycharms !

last song: Rasputin - Boney M.

this music is hilarious, i can’t stop listening.

last movie: Thor - Ragnarok

currently reading: white, red and royal blue; Magnus Chase; Boudica; Moon spells; and lots of fanfiction.

currently watching: Brooklyn 99, The Walking Dead, some romantic Dorama about ghosts and all the marvel movies in cronological order.

currently craving: sweets, particularly chocolate cause I’m on my period. but also, money.

id really like to know more about: @starvingkittyyyy @whatsgoodshawty @bunnyhunt @fxxkoffeveryone @skelet0nbones @xmiss-sugar-pinkx @moon-childs-ed

you guys don’t need to answer I’d you already did or if you don’t want to. No pressure!! just having fun, love you

[xmiss-sugar-pinkx-deactivated20]

thanks for the tag @burningphantomthing :)

last song: brutal- olivia rodrigo

ngl can’t stop listening to the whole album…on repeat

last movie: a quiet place pt 2

currently reading: what about the law? and the secret barrister ( they’re for my uni applications to study law lol) and the last fiction book i read was probs fifty fifty by steve cavanagh

currently watching: American horror story (im obsessed lmao), rewatching greys anatomy and suits oh and love island uk lmao

currently craving: hmmm ice cream and sleep? im on my period lmao so that’s fun. and ngl also craving affection/attention lol (bit sad ik)

hmmm idk who to tag but id like to know more about:

@afuckedupghost @miellewr @orghnno @swtcherryana @maye-boneiii @h0ll0w-h0n3y

ummm i think that’s it sorry if I’ve tagged people more than once lol

u guys don’t have to answer if u don’t want to- no pressure!

[miellewr]

Last movie: either to the bone or a quiet place 2

Currently reading: perks of being a wall flower

Currently craving: eating without feeling guilty lmfao

[miellewr]

I weighed myself when i shouldnt but oh well i'm gonna wait until i finish my period and start weighing again

[miellewr]

Okay so food log

Total cal : 800

Burned: 40?

Net: 760

Breakfast: nothing

Lunch:

- iced tea ( 64 )

- canned corn ( 240 )

Snack: 4 small spoons of icecream ( 75?)

Dinner: small beef burger ( 420 )

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I was not planning to eat but my sis came back from work with an extra burger she didnt eat so i was like why not tehe i caved

[calellon]

Do you talk to your mutuals?

Telepathically more than actually

[miellewr]

Okay so i'm back home ... starving mode on? Hell yea

[miellewr]

Three days left of my period 😪 i hate the extra weight

[unproblematicana]

[miellewr]

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[miellewr]

So am i going to always take a period leave from tumblr cuzz wtf is up with periods and weight gain dont get me started on the cravings cuzz i aint shutting up if i do

[zarovich]

sorry if i come off as stupid, its because i am

[miellewr]

So i ate shitty stuff today and i didnt count cals and i feel like shit... i didnt pack or anything fuck me

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[miellewr]

I'm a paranoid ass bitch so i aint riskin it

[miellewr]

Closer to entering 75 i have 2.2 kgs left ✌🏻 I celebrated by eating two little sweets from my bday gift lol and it's like 96 cals ✌🏻

[writingsforwinter]

What's your favourite part of your daily routine?

going back to bed

[miellewr]

So i ate good today and I didn't go over 1000 i over estimated it's prolly 800 cals and i walked 14k steps <3

[miellewr]

Good news is that i'm 170.4 lbs today and that's 77.3 kgs im so close to my first goal 😙✌🏻