@٠Mikary-Art٠

Any/All Pronouns • 16+ • Young Adult • Atheist • Hobby Artist & Writer • 《! Not taking Commissions !》 • 《! I Block Freely !》 • ✦▶Joined Tumblr 02.02.2025◀✦

[mikary-art]

⛥•𝖂𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖞 𝕭𝖑𝖔𝖌•⛦

!Read before Following or Interacting!

✦.𝑶𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝑺𝒐𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒔.✦

⛤Archive of our Own⛤

⛤Artfight⛤

I don't post my art anywhere else except Tumblr!

If you see re-uploads of my works on any other Platform《Pinterest,Instagram,Twitter,etc.》 please report it,as it has been re-uploaded without my permission!

✦. 𝑨𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆 & 𝒎𝒚 𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒈.✦

⛤ You can refer to me as Mikary or Mika and I go by Any/All Pronouns with no preference.

⛤ I'm fluently bilingual,with German being my native tongue and English my second but also preferred language.

⛤ I have been drawing both digitally and traditionally for around 5+ years,with my software for my digital illustrations being the free version for IbisPaintX. While I have been writing for around 2+ years.

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⛤ My works usually focus on pieces of media I enjoy,my own original characters or just things I find interesting.

⛤ My interest and hyperfixations are prone to change,but you'll know what piece of media I'm currently most invested in based on recent reblogs and uploads.

⛤ It might happen that I delete or re-reblog certain entries suddenly,which I mainly due for tidying up my Blog,as I'm a fairly organized person or just plain dissatisfied with how things are currently arranged on my Blog. Neither is done out of ill intend.

⛤ I may also like posts first before rebloging them a few days or weeks later,because I do want to leave a nice comment or two in the tags,but occasionally nothing comes to mind in an instant and I do try to avoid making compliments too repetitive.

✦. 𝑨𝒔𝒌𝒔 & 𝑹𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒔.✦

⛤ I will not answer questions with the expectations of getting to know personal information about me 《i.e Where do you live? When is your Birthday? Face Reveal? Do you have siblings? Etc.》.

⛤ Asking multiple questions in one ask is okay

⛤ While I don't take commissions for now,I am open for art trades/collabs.However if you aren't one of my mutuals and it's your first time asking,I expect you to finish your part of the trade/collab first,as a form of precaution from getting scammed.

⛤ Although I don't consider this a request Blog,I am fine with taking on art requests,if I upload a post stating that I'm open for them.

! I'm not open to requests per default !

Here's a list of things that I'm more likely to do upon request:

Original Characters 《Includes Lovechildren,Self-Insert & Personas》

Canon Characters from the Media I enjoy

OC x OC & Canon x OC

Queer Ships

⛤ Either way it doesn't hurt to ask for or about something,but please understand it if I say no and don't try to push or spam me. As well if I take long to answer your ask/request,as I tend to be scatter-brained sometimes and don't come around answering asks as quickly as I've meant to.

⛤ I'm a pretty open-minded person and as long as you're nice and respectful to me,I'll be too. So don't be afraid to interact with me,we're all a little weird and just people at the end of the day.

✦. 𝑴𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒂 𝑰'𝒎 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚.✦

「 Right off the bat,I should mention that I'm the type of person who gets attached to only about 1-2 Characters and doesn't care much for the entire cast in general. So sorry to those who hoped for variety.」

✧ BOLD = Currently most fixated on

✧ CROSSED-OUT = Not genuinely interested in anymore

✧ Italic = Newly interested in

✧ Normal = Passively interested in/Mostly Dormant

✦ Mangas/Animes ✦

⛤ Demon Slayer/Kimetsu no Yaiba

「 Enmu Tamio & Douma 」

⛤ Bungos Stray Dogs

「 Nikolai G. & Fyodor D. / Sigma & Atsushi N. 」

✦ Roblox Games ✦

「 Sebastian Solace 」

⛤ Pressure 《I DON'T SUPPORT ZEAL!》

⛤ Regretevator

「 Folly & Pest 」

✦ Indie Games ✦

⛤ Hollow Knight

「 The Vessels in general 」

⛤ Five Nights at Freddy's

「 Funtime Freddy & Millie Fitzsimmons 」

⛤ Deltarune

✦.𝑻𝒂𝒈 𝑵𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.✦

⛤ Art Tag: ✦Own Artworks✦

⛤ Writing Tag: ✦Own Writings✦

⛤ Crafting Tag: ✦Own Crafts✦

⛤ Yapping Tag: ☽Moon Mooing☾

⛤ Masterposts: ✦ Astral Archive ✦

⛤ Announcements: ☄ Message from the Meteors ☄

⛤ Q&A: ?¿Questionaire¿? / !¡Answered Ask¡!

⛤ Arrangement: ✦ Topic Divider ✦

《 As I reblog various different topics I occasionally post a Topic Divider,which holds no significance other than just to section a larger amount of the same content from another in a more visually pleasing manner.》

✦.𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐃𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬.✦

Disrespecting any of the following aspects results in blocking and/or report

✦.𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬.✦

⛤ I do not condone any type of sexualization,regardless if it's of oneself,me or the content I make.

⛤ Sending Anon Hate & Hate speech will get you nowhere expect ignored,deleted and blocked.

⛤ Please be at least 16 years of age before you interact with my Blog or AO3.

⛤ This is due to the fact that most pieces of media I focus on have an age rating of 16+ in of themselves but also because of the topics,content I might explore,talk about and post may not be suitable for people underneath the age of 16.

⛤ This personal age limit is done for my own comfort but also to help readers & viewers to navigate and stay clear of things that could be triggering or otherwise harmful for them in any way.

⛤ That being said,my Blog can contain the following Content and Depictions:

⚠︎ Blood,Gore,Violence,Body Horror

⚠︎ Suggestive Text & Illustrations,Nonsexual-Nudity

⚠︎ Swearing & Slurs

⚠︎ Bright Colors,Flashing Lights,Eyestrain

⚠︎ Psychological & Physical Horror

⚠︎ Mental Disorders/Conditions

⚠︎ Discussion of Discrimination & Heavy Topics

⛤ I will tag generally triggering content with a TW 《Trigger Warning》 and potentially but not necessarily triggering content with CW 《Content Warning》.

×✦!𝐃𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬!✦×

☒Completely Blank/Untitled Blogs

☒Purely Sexual/Fetish/NSFW Blogs

☒ Pro/Competitive Self-Harm/Eating Disorder Blogs

☒ Sexsists,Racists,Terfs,Biggots

☒ LGBTQIA+Phobes,Xenophobes

☒ Pedophiles/Lolicons,Zoophiles,Incest,Pro/Darkship,Yandere Fans

☒ Rapists/Non-Con,Groomers,Nazis/Facists

☒ Sizeists,Weightists,Thinspo

☒ Anti-Furries,Anti-Therians,Anti-Alterhuman

☒ A.I "Art"/Generative A.I Supporters

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☒ Simps and Stans of any character/real person/celebrity,specifically the ones who only care about the sex appeal and excuse and or justify harmful actions 《I.E Pedophilia,Rape,Abuse etc.》 However you're still allowed to be interested/like controversial characters as long as you're responsible about it 《Acknowledge that their actions are part of them and aren't something to romanticize or brush off.》

☒ People who force their religious believes onto others/abuse it to 'justify' hateful behavior and People who hate on another's religion. 《Criticizing is okay in my opinion as long as it's within reason or done to adress issues.》

☒ Anyone who supports,encourages,glorifies self-harm,suicide,eating disorders,domestic violence and abuse of any kind.

☒ Anyone who tries to justify or downplay child pornoghrapie with it's 'just' fiction/art. This includes pornoghrapie of aged up minors.

☒ Anyone who jokes about any of the above in a manner that tries to downplay the harmfullness and danger or glorification of said topics,which includes such depictions in fiction. It doesn't justify anything.

☒ Anyone who supports/encourages/glorifies any of the above.

⛥•𝕰𝖓𝖏𝖔𝖞 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝕿𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊•⛦

[aspiriphim]

in return for the comic, id like to finally present these Aster doodles @mikary-art : 3

i hope these are okay : D

[mikary-art]

✦ AHRARAHAHRAAAAA,cries and dies and gets reincarnated 24 times /pos. 《I'm alright- I promise- 》

✦ No seriously,THANK YOU SO MUCH Aspiriphim! I adore your attention to all the details in Aster's design,like their spots and jewelry. Another detail I really like 《As the biology nerd that I am》 is how Aster's earfins are angled up in the drawing that has them smiling,as the muscle structures that contort to make a smile also tend to simultaneously pull the ears up. It makes perfect sense,as Aster's ears often emote alongside their facial expressions.

✦ The Interaction between Cedar and Aster has me cackling and mischievously grinning,because you bet that Aster would raise hell for the responsible doctors,if he notices,that they did a sloppy job with the mutation procedures,that they didn't bother correcting.

✦ Also the way Aster is holding Cedar,is hilarious,though it really would put emphasis on how outraged they would be,that they would pick up Cedar seemingly at random. 《At least,that's what I think is happening right now. As usually Aster doesn't pick up other,smaller subjects/people without asking.》

✦ Though in regards to the way Aster holds Cedar,there's another detail that I love,that being that he holds them up by the shoulders and not by underneath their armpits. As that is where most subjects' gills begin,and thus a very vulnerable area,that you wouldn't like being touched.

✦ And yet again,the size difference between the two- I cannot-. Seeing this now makes me realize how Aster's hands are around the same size as Cedar's,and those are huge. 《Just like his eyes,no....Cedar don't cry.》

✦ Thank you!!! and you bet I already have new ideas for these two! >:]

[mikary-art]

「 My Portfolio Card for this Year's Artfigt 」

✦ Everyone grap your designated masks and costumes and get your drawing utensils ready. We'll see each other on the 1st July in the Theater,when it's finally time to take center stage!

Art Fight

An art gifting game

[mikary-art]

[mikary-art]

「 At last,it is finally complete! The first proper comic I ever did! 」

✦ This comic has been in the works for a few weeks,but I finished it quicker than I ever thought possible,because I know my procrastinating AUDHD ridden Ass when it comes to bigger projects. But I locked in on this!

✦ Cedar belongs to @aspiriphim,with whom I discussed the idea behind this interaction beforehand. But also to you Aspiriphim,I hope I characterized Cedar right,both in personality and looks.

Furthermore there's some silly Behind the Scenes stuff Below the Cut

✦ So I had a little mishaps you could say,in that I didn't look up how big Cedar and Aster were in comparison to each other,because none of the panels depicted them 1:1 side by side.

✦ None of the panels,except for the head silhouettes one on the right page. This was where I needed to check their height differences,to get their head sizes right,and while I already knew that Aster was larger than Cedar.

Well...

Unless I misunderstood something in this Post, THIS 👆 is their freaking size difference and man,I'm crying /j

✦ I made Aster similar to Sebastian's size and height,and both totally forgot how large that is in comparison to a human,as well as that Cedar is close to human size without their tail.

「 This Post by Tunchek explains Sebastian's size pretty well 」

✦ Welp...it is what it is,but when I pulled out the chart to determine their size difference,I was just going: "Oh...Oh no..,that's way bigger than I thought" and it cracked me up so bad.

[mikary-art]

✦ Bust shot of how Sebastian will look like in my Pressure Rewrite "Below the Depths" ✦

「Lore-Bites about the Design and Sebastian」

Sebastian has two scars above both his upper eyelids,from where a smaller second pair of eyes used to be,during his early days after the mutations were completed.

The additional eyes were fully functional,however they caused Sebastian incredible discomfort,with how their growth caused changes in the muscle and bone structure of his skull.

Leading him to scratch at his secondary eyes to the point of unintentionally clawing them out and sustaining an infection to both of them. Thus what remained of his smaller pair of eyes,had to be surgically removed.

In my Rewrite Sebastian has more curl and volume to his hair,as in my opinion in the actual canon his hair appeared too 'straight' and 'thin' for his Chilean-American heritage. Plus I gave him more hair overall 《beard-hair,eyebrows and though you can't see it in this drawing,body hair as well》.

I envision his body-type to be a nice blend of muscular and fat/chubby,both in his mutated as well as human form. Mama fed her kids well,and given he is mixed with blue whale DNA he has a good layer of blubber on him to match.

Personally -and as the biology nerd that I am- I always read Sebastian having an esca,which is a trait exclusive to female anglerfish,as him being intersex,which is canon in Below the Depths.

「 Bonus: Lineart Version 」

[vigna05]

New era new designs for this guys

Welcome abord the "Hope" fier dump Boys

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[vigna05]

Ready for the wedding

As usual It started as a joke but It turned into well- this lol :3

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[vigna05]

My Divas

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Guess who learned to make timelapses >:3

[vigna05]

🥀HAPPY ALMOST HALLOWEEN 🕸️

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I swear I love Bouncer.

P.s. This is the drawing that inspired me to draw the comic 🧡

[vigna05]

🕸️LATER THAT NIGHT💀

This is a sequel to the Halloween comic.

The Bouncers squad Is relaxing at the end of the night

Unfortunately can't say the same for HQ but o well :3

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I'm so proud of this ✨✨

[vigna05]

[miles-edgewords]

everything i was too scared to say about pressure

now that pressure’s gone to shit for obvious reasons, here’s a list of things that made me mad about the game & the dev’s treatment of it that i was too afraid to talk about before.

please note: this is not in any way comparable to the deplorable actions of zeal towards ren. that is by FAR the worst thing to come out of any of this, and it needs to be taken seriously. i am posting this as what, prior to the allegations, would have been constructive criticism. now it is coming from a place of anger and disgust, so i’m not mincing words.

additionally, i am on twitter once every few months at most. most of the things i’m citing here aside from the game/wiki are things i either encountered very recently or things i specifically searched for.

-SEBASTIAN-

the fish, the myth, the legend. a character with so much potential, handled in just about the worst possible way. let’s talk about him.

the way his ethnicity was handled was lazy and quite honestly insulting. as a white individual i can’t comment on the experience of being chilean-american, but nearly every recent post i’ve seen from chilean fans (and more largely hispanic fans in general) has been negative, and with good reason. sebastian being chilean felt like a complete afterthought. it never came up in the game at all despite zerum’s claims that he was entirely fluent in spanish and spoke it all the time prior to his arrest (and that, despite speaking in english 100% of the time, he “thinks entirely in spanish”??) and essentially it’s only ever mentioned with the fact that he,, likes empanadas. obviously, a character’s ethnicity does not need to be a large part of their personality, but it feels like zerum reduced him to a stereotype while conveniently avoiding any actual effort or work that could’ve been put in to flesh it out even slightly.

extending my previous point, half of sebastian’s lore and other facts about him were not present in the game. if you didn’t go searching on the pressure wiki, you would not know that he was chilean-american, or that he had a younger brother, or where his ring came from (more on that later), or any of the dozens of other “fun facts” shoehorned into the official wiki by zerum. this is a problem i have with more games than just pressure, but they took it to the extreme.

speaking of the ring… oh god, the ring. for those unaware, “zerum” is both the screen name of sebastian’s “creator” (whether she actually created sebastian is currently being disputed and it’s not looking good for her, but i digress) and the name of her original character, a bunny-humanoid who we know absolutely nothing about. i will refer to the oc as “OC!zerum” to avoid confusion. there was originally no lore between OC!zerum and sebastian in the game, but as people started shipping themselves with sebastian and creating ocxcanon content, zerum became upset and announced that he had been married (or engaged, it’s unclear) to OC!zerum the whole time, so any ocxcanon content was invalid and banned from the discord server and other places she could see it. this was supposedly only enforced in the discord server (which would’ve been fine on its own, it’s her server ig) but it was enforced everywhere else, too, just not officially. there was an onslaught of posts from her that were a mess of passive-aggressive rants about ocxcanon/selfshippers despite both zerum and zeal claiming they were “fine with selfshippers outside of discord”. now, if she genuinely wanted to create a romance subplot for sebastian, it would’ve been at least somewhat more manageable, but it didn’t seem like that was the intent at all. the whole OC!zerum situation wasn’t treated like a plot point, it was treated like a “fuck you” to anyone who made any ship content with sebastian outside of shipping him with OC!zerum… despite the fact that nobody knew anything about her and she was not a character in the game. A ring was added to sebastian’s character model as a “reminder”, and every so often zerum would once again vaguepost about her frustrations towards people not “respecting her boundaries” which would send her fans hunting for anyone posting any non sebastianxOC!zerum content. people were doxxed, sent threats, and insulted. it was extremely ugly and unprofessional on zerum’s part.

this brings me to another point: zerum, and to an extent many of the other devs and writers including zeal, not understanding the concept of a fictional character being public. when you put your oc into a video game or any other piece of public content, you are losing your ability to have full control over them. it sucks, but you have to learn to live with it. people are going to create things that don’t align with the way you see your characters, and you have to accept that. the fact that sebastian was “zerum’s oc” and “belonged to her” was reiterated over and over again to the point where you’d thing you were looking at an adoptables page, not the page for a video game played by millions of people.

with every recent update, sebastian became more cruel, mean-spirited, and inhumane. this directly went against everything zerum and zeal said about his character outside of the game, and it was pretty explicit that it was done solely to make players stop shipping themselves with him. i wouldn’t be surprised if adding an actual animation of him during the death scenes instead of just the light from his eyes was another attempt at that. (quick note, i hated that they did that. it took away the spook factor completely and just made it goofy and aggravating, which i suppose makes sense if they wanted people to like him less. that may just be my personal preference, though). i shouldn’t need to explain why this is a shitty and weird thing to do, not to mention a horrible strategy for game development in general.

-P.AI.NTER-

so much potential, so little time. (except there was a lot of time, actually. it just wasn’t used properly.)

my first gripe with the way painter was handled was that members of the team repeatedly told off anyone who asked about their pronouns or identity (they are a computer, it was a reasonable question) because it “wasn’t relevant to their character” all while giving a hundred fun facts about sebastian that were completely irrelevant to the game but were all added to the official wiki. it was handled super weirdly and even just “painter doesn’t really have a concept of gender” would’ve been an acceptable answer. instead, people were shut down and borderline made fun of for asking.

sebpainter, the ship between sebastian and painter, was very popular for a period of time. now, to the best of my knowledge, pretty much everyone who enjoyed that ship would have had absolutely no problem with the ship not being canon. what was strange was that it was only after this ship started becoming popular that zerum started insisting that they saw each other as siblings. again, if it had ended there, it maybe would have been a little borderline on her part, but still basically okay. and then it got worse. zerum and her fans would harass anyone who enjoyed the ship, all but directly calling it incest despite the fact that in the game there is no reason to infer that they see each other as siblings. players were just expected to have read all of zerum’s twitter page and gathered information about their relationship there. it was really weird and i can’t imagine anyone involved on any side of the argument felt comfortable about it. (and this is coming from someone who personally saw them as sibling figures. the harassment towards shippers was fucked up and completely unjustified.)

-ISSUES WITH THE DEVS IN GENERAL-

the ring incident, the sebpainter discourse, and a lot of the other discourse surrounding the characters in pressure boiled down to a certain type of unprofessionalism on the part of zerum, zeal, and some other members of the team. they saw themselves as being on the same level as the fans to an unhealthy and overall negative extent. things like expressing dislike towards sebpainter or jokingly telling people to “cope” because your ocxcanon is better than everyone else’s are things that are perfectly acceptable to do as a fan, but unprofessional and potentially dangerous to do as one of the creators. this applies especially when you’re the creator of a roblox game where a lot of the fandom is younger and lacks nuance. entire hoards of people would attack each other online because of statements casually thrown around by the development team, and zerum in particular had a habit of treating sebastian like he was still her personal oc and not a character in a video game. again, you can have your own personal version of a character you create! that’s perfectly fine! but when you put them into a public game, you are giving up your ability to make that the widely accepted version of them.

almost every interaction, and i mean, like, 95% of them, that we have seen zeal have with fans has been negative, hostile, and strangely defensive. he has threatened to sell the game on multiple occasions when completely valid criticism was brought up, victimized himself in every possible situation, and never acted mature or like he fully understood the extent to which his actions were reaching people. his suicide threats now are a repetition of behavior he’s had for a long time. any time someone would accuse him of something, he would guilt-trip them, bring up his autism and poor mental health, and refuse to actually acknowledge what he was being accused of. if his first half-joking threat to sell the game had been a one-and-done, whatever. everyone freaks out sometimes, it happens. but instead of getting better, zeal got worse. it happened multiple times to the point where everyone was walking on eggshells posting any sort of constructive criticism or bringing up anything he’d done wrong. i can’t imagine how it must have felt to work on the team during that time. as we now know, he would only get worse.

i want to state again that none of this in any way compares to the atrocities committed by zeal against ren. that should be the main focus right now. this is just a rant written by a tired college student because it finally boiled over. please send your support to ren and to others who have come forward about their experiences. if you see something, say something. keep yourselves safe, keep each other safe. thank you for reading. <3

[meewble]

Given that I've now engaged several times with the community, shared artwork and even financially contributed to Pressure, I feel a responsibility to put out a statement of any kind.

Renn, what happened to you was unforgivable. There's been a lot of stuff about the devs that have for a long time gone ignored because of the smear campaign against you and against anyone who tries to speak up about the bizarre relationship the Pressure team has with the community. You deserve your moment to be heard. You are believed. You deserve the best.

Please refrain from financially supporting the project as it puts money in the pockets of harmful people who have done everything they can to victimize themselves continually. As well as that, please don't bother Gianni about this situation, as he has done the right thing and removed himself from the game and situation in support of Renn.

They are not children, they're grown fucking people. They own a profitable IP. Don't hit me with that 'the brain finishes developing at 25' bullshit. That doesn't excuse discrediting a victim and protecting a rapist.

I've had quite enough of people defending the immaturity of the Pressure team.

Best wishes to Renn.

[mikary-art]

✦ I saw and read the Document,detailing what happened to Renn/NoLongerNull yesterday and I'm absolutely disgusting by Zeal and people like Kat and Zerum for tolerating rape and sexual assault.

Renn/NoLongerNull's Document

What Zeal Did to Ren / NoLongerNull at RDC 2025

What Zeal Did to Me at RDC 2025 Written and compiled by the person to whom this happened. Edited with the help and support of my friends.

《Trigger Warnings are included at the Top of the Document. Additionally Renn went out of their way to preface who they are and who Zeal is,presumably for people who are not on Twitter or the Official Discord Server or otherwise are not updated/educated on the state of the Pressure Team.》

✦ But I'm not here to repeat what was already said,Meewble already put it into the appropriate words.

✦ Rather I want to spread a small flicker of light in the face of the recent Pressure News. By announcing that a good handfull of the important Voice Actors for Pressure are quitting their work for the Game in support for Renn/NoLongerNull:

Gianni Matragrano,Voice of Sebastian Solace

Link to the full Post

《From Left to Right》

Diana Garner,voice of Gotchapon

Artydoesstuff,voice of the P.AI.nter

Allanah Fitzgerald,voice of N.A.V.I A.I

✦ These pictures were provided to me upon request by my Mutual @epitaphys. To whom I talked about the current Situation of Pressure an hour earlier as of making this Post.

✦ Furthermore,relatively well-know Pressure Artists on Tumblr also side with Renn/NoLongerNull:

Cotgar in this Post

Shandzii in this Post

Tikhondownichi in this Post

Zluckychap in this Post

Fangedmaidenn in this Post

Smiuffzo in this Post

Solacefish in this Post

Mr-Lightt in this Post

Babasmind in this Post

《Not tagging them,because they all have enough on their mind right now. I'm aware that there's more people showing their support,but the ones listed are those that I know of.》

✦ I'm glad that in our times,were people are so bombarded by horrendous news,that we are starting or might as well already be numb to,that there's still people with a backbone who won't keep silent or stay compliant and help the voices of victims,and their situations,to be heard.

✦ Renn was incredibly brave to speak about their situation. Especially on Twitter. Therefore it gives me hope to see the quick acting of the mentioned Voice Actors,by standing up for what is right.

✦ In regards to myself,I won't play Pressure any longer,but I will continue to make Fanwork of the Game. However I will tag it with a 'Do not Support the Pressure Devs!' from now on and anything related to Pressure,will be on a hiatus for an uncertain amount of time,as I myself need time to digest all of this.

✦ To anyone who will cut off any and all engagement with Pressure,I thank you for the likes and engagement you gave to small artists like me,and I hope your love and enthusiasm for Pressure will find something new to fill your heart with joy.

✦ I sincerely hope Renn/NoLongerNull will be able to recover and that their recovery will be kind on them. I wish them and any other rape/sexual assault survivor the best in life,and that there will always be people to support them,and keep their voices heard.

✦ While I hope that Zeal and those who tolerated and or complied his actions to this day,face serious consequences for what they've done and that their attempts to silence those they have wronged,will fail and be punished as they should.

[mikary-art]

✦ While this was to be expected that Zeal's side of it all would come to light,which is not a bad thing at all,given this is a complicated situation,I want to say a few things:

1. First of all:

I will not pick a side,as I cannot judge either Rens or Zeal's sides properly,because I do not have unfiltered access to either of their Documents.

《In case you didn't know,the Google.Doc in the previous reblog was made inaccessible due to 'guideline violations'.》

I won't get on the hellside that is Twitter just to read Zeal's Document. Neither do I want to make a stance based of on retelling of what apparently has been stated in either of their Documents,without being able to fact check if it's true by myself.

Which is something I expect more people to do as well:

If you do not have direct access to the source material,which are Ren's and Zeal's Documents: DON'T FUCKING JUDGE OR MAKE CLAIMS!

I don't care how many different people claim the same thing,if they do not link the source that apparently supports their stance,then I won't believe them.

Society nowadays is so fucking polarized and fake news as well as the discarding of facts in favor of one's own bias or beliefs are nothing new.

2. Secondly:

If your response to Zeal's apparent suicide 《he is still alive to my awareness but is currently hospitalized without personal internet access》 was to celebrate or make fun of it,THEN GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND I HOPE YOU FEEL FUCKING ASHAMED OF YOURSELF.

Even if I myself wouldn't have mourned over the death of a possible sex offender,if you do not see an issue with encouraging or celebrating the suicide of someone,then go to therapy for fuck sake. Have you ever considered how people,who are at suicide risk, must feel watching the videos of people making fun or doing remixes of Zeal's breakdown in his suicide video?

It's suicide glorification and if you think that's acceptable,then congrats,you're just another stain in the shitshow. I don't care if you say 'But it's only towards bad people,like rapists or pedophiles' a society or people who encourage suicide to begin with,will only breed an environment full of hostility and inhumanity and not justice.

Because even those you try to protect,will see how you handle and treat those that are at suicide risk/suicide victims like them.

3. Thirdly

Pressure is beyond salvation,outside of Fan-Reclaims/Rewrites,by now anyway.

The possible sexual assault aside,Zeal,Zerum and Kat as well as a good handful of the Developer Team,aren't good people to begin with.

For instance: Zerum is generally Queerphobic [Transphobia/Homophobia] as well as racist [see Sebastian's poorly executed double nationality] and her unhealthy obsession with wanting Sebastian to be completely her own.

✦Link to the Evidence✦

Kat scammed Artists to do things for free

The continues ignorance of Trans/Homophobia in the official Pressure Discord Server,which Zeal -instead of taking it seriously- just called it Drama and did nothing about it. Plus the fact that 'female Anglerfish' was changed to 'mutated Anglerfish',in response to people interpreting Sebastian as intersex and/or trans because of that information,as well as that Eyefestation was changed from gender-neutral to male,just speaks of both misogyny and transphobia.

✦Link to the Evidence✦

These are just examples,and aside from that,when one of the Devs behaved shitty none of the other Devs went ahead to correct or admonish them for their actions.

And if the counter-argument to that is 'Well,what if the other Devs weren't aware of it?',which I doubt considering they were able to create and update a game together,that would just speak about how little the Devs trust each other,therefore would mean that they were aware that their actions weren't right.

4. Fourthly

While we as the Fanbase deserve to know the truth and have a right to be emotional over being lied to for so long,WE ARE NOT JUDGES OR A LEGAL COURT.

What has happened and continues to happen between Ren and Zeal is a legal issue and not something for the public to judge.

Stop trying to make ultimatums or statements,none of us have the absolute truth,none of us are appropriate or fit to say who was in the right and who was in the wrong,because we don't have all the facts.

However,we as the Fanbase are allowed to express our distress or emotions,we are allowed to cope with the situation by sharing our thoughts on this matter. But not by calling everyone,who isn't feeling the exact same way about it as you,every slur in the book and demand everyone to side with you.

Even as someone who was and still is personally against Zeal and the Devs,albeit for the reason mentioned above even before the alleged sexual assault,I recognize that this is a complex issue and witch hunting those that disagree with me will only make things worse.

If someone's opinion pisses you off for whatever reason,then BLOCK THEM seriously. The situation is still heated and nowhere near true clarity,and barking at each other like feral dogs or typing KYS like some 12 year olds on TikTok over it,won't make shit better.

5. Fifth and Final Statement

Those who continue to make Fanworks for Pressure right now or for the near future:

You aren't evil or contributing to the problem of the SA,as long as you do acknowledge it,your fanart or fanfiction didn't and never has financially supported the Devs.

Your OCs,OC × Canon or selfships and inserts didn't and never have financially supported the Devs,they were entirely yours to begin with.

Besides with the rigid mold that Zerum wanted Sebastian to fit into,everyone who has depicted Sebastian as queer,actually Chilean or given him personality beyond what we see in the game has already done better than Zerum or the Devs ever could with him.

The Devs have proven that they do not know how to properly handle fandoms,thus keep doing the things that Fandoms have always done:

Make OCs,Make AUs,Make Headcanons,agree that the canon sucks sometimes,write that Fanfiction,write that Character analysis be it of the fan-favorite or the character with 2 minutes of screen time,write your Interpretations,Ship Characters

Be harmlessly Cringe and be Free!

[meewble]

Given that I've now engaged several times with the community, shared artwork and even financially contributed to Pressure, I feel a responsibility to put out a statement of any kind.

Renn, what happened to you was unforgivable. There's been a lot of stuff about the devs that have for a long time gone ignored because of the smear campaign against you and against anyone who tries to speak up about the bizarre relationship the Pressure team has with the community. You deserve your moment to be heard. You are believed. You deserve the best.

Please refrain from financially supporting the project as it puts money in the pockets of harmful people who have done everything they can to victimize themselves continually. As well as that, please don't bother Gianni about this situation, as he has done the right thing and removed himself from the game and situation in support of Renn.

They are not children, they're grown fucking people. They own a profitable IP. Don't hit me with that 'the brain finishes developing at 25' bullshit. That doesn't excuse discrediting a victim and protecting a rapist.

I've had quite enough of people defending the immaturity of the Pressure team.

Best wishes to Renn.

[mikary-art]

✦ I saw and read the Document,detailing what happened to Renn/NoLongerNull yesterday and I'm absolutely disgusting by Zeal and people like Kat and Zerum for tolerating rape and sexual assault.

Renn/NoLongerNull's Document

What Zeal Did to Ren / NoLongerNull at RDC 2025

What Zeal Did to Me at RDC 2025 Written and compiled by the person to whom this happened. Edited with the help and support of my friends.

《Trigger Warnings are included at the Top of the Document. Additionally Renn went out of their way to preface who they are and who Zeal is,presumably for people who are not on Twitter or the Official Discord Server or otherwise are not updated/educated on the state of the Pressure Team.》

✦ But I'm not here to repeat what was already said,Meewble already put it into the appropriate words.

✦ Rather I want to spread a small flicker of light in the face of the recent Pressure News. By announcing that a good handfull of the important Voice Actors for Pressure are quitting their work for the Game in support for Renn/NoLongerNull:

Gianni Matragrano,Voice of Sebastian Solace

Link to the full Post

《From Left to Right》

Diana Garner,voice of Gotchapon

Artydoesstuff,voice of the P.AI.nter

Allanah Fitzgerald,voice of N.A.V.I A.I

✦ These pictures were provided to me upon request by my Mutual @epitaphys. To whom I talked about the current Situation of Pressure an hour earlier as of making this Post.

✦ Furthermore,relatively well-know Pressure Artists on Tumblr also side with Renn/NoLongerNull:

Cotgar in this Post

Shandzii in this Post

Tikhondownichi in this Post

Zluckychap in this Post

Fangedmaidenn in this Post

Smiuffzo in this Post

Solacefish in this Post

Mr-Lightt in this Post

Babasmind in this Post

《Not tagging them,because they all have enough on their mind right now. I'm aware that there's more people showing their support,but the ones listed are those that I know of.》

✦ I'm glad that in our times,were people are so bombarded by horrendous news,that we are starting or might as well already be numb to,that there's still people with a backbone who won't keep silent or stay compliant and help the voices of victims,and their situations,to be heard.

✦ Renn was incredibly brave to speak about their situation. Especially on Twitter. Therefore it gives me hope to see the quick acting of the mentioned Voice Actors,by standing up for what is right.

✦ In regards to myself,I won't play Pressure any longer,but I will continue to make Fanwork of the Game. However I will tag it with a 'Do not Support the Pressure Devs!' from now on and anything related to Pressure,will be on a hiatus for an uncertain amount of time,as I myself need time to digest all of this.

✦ To anyone who will cut off any and all engagement with Pressure,I thank you for the likes and engagement you gave to small artists like me,and I hope your love and enthusiasm for Pressure will find something new to fill your heart with joy.

✦ I sincerely hope Renn/NoLongerNull will be able to recover and that their recovery will be kind on them. I wish them and any other rape/sexual assault survivor the best in life,and that there will always be people to support them,and keep their voices heard.

✦ While I hope that Zeal and those who tolerated and or complied his actions to this day,face serious consequences for what they've done and that their attempts to silence those they have wronged,will fail and be punished as they should.

[mikary-art]

✦ Aster's Character Reference Sheet ✦

《 Clothed Version 》

《 Nude,Non-explicit, Version 》

✦ Information ✦

Sidenote: Some information stated in this Post are outdated and no longer canon

They have dual citizenship,being Scottish and Norwegian,which simultaneously are their nationalites.

-> His mother's side is Scottish,while his father's side is Norwegian.

As a result of that and often traveling between the two countries since childhood,Aster is fluently bilingual and has a mix between a Scottish and Norwegian accent when talking.

Aster is an only child,but is in relatively close touch and contact with their cousins.

Originally Aster strived to become a Lawyer,but switched to studying medicine pretty early on. Finding to like it more than studying law.

Furthermore they also studied one year abroad in the US in pursue of their masters degree. Where he and Sebastian actually met each other in passing on the campus,but didn't acknowledge each other,due to studying different things.

Aside from their medical profession,Aster does cat breeding as a side hustle,having specialized in nordic breeds,and owning a Main Coon and Norwegian Forest Cat Mix named Frigg,himself.

While not strictly religious,Aster beliefs in norse mythology and uses one of his desk shelves as a little altar,which they dedicated to Freyja,Lofn and Loki.

Prior to their mutations,Aster's hobbies included rollerblading,playing the drums,motorcyling,gymnastics and going fishing with his family.

Some of their favorite music artists are 6arelyhuman,System of a Down,Femtanyl,Limp Bizkit,Linking Park and Mother Mother.

Aster is Transgender 《FtM》 as well as Non-Binary and goes by They/He Pronouns,their gender expression is androgynous and he likes wearing expressive eyeliner,black nail polish and doesn't mind wearing skirts.

《The markings directly underneath their chest are tattoos,that they got done after the top surgery scars healed completely.》

[mikary-art]

✦ Another Magma doodle I refined,definitely enjoyed drawing Aster with a severe resting bitch face.

✦ Given Aster earfins are relatively large their physical resting position is usually at a droopy angle,due to the weight of them.