flower born fruit

[ Mikey | 1997 ] I love the sun and I love its children

[convelocity]

Form roots, create ashes

Grab prints here or here

[bubiliviary]

Verdant strider 🌿

[sterek-ao3feed]

The Fountain of Life III: Spellsinger

Read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/64836589

by Mikethenut

It was a tempting offer. Let go of the knife, step away, and run off somewhere. But what about after? Would the nightmares return, would he suffer like before? If what Keo said was true, then this was something he had to face. Besides, his friends were still trapped inside.

…

It was time for Stiles to awaken. Through thick and thin, with muck and grime – the only way out was through. Will he make it past all the bodies standing in his way? And more importantly – will his friends still recognize him on the other side?

Note: This is the third entry in a four-part series. You can read each part on its own, but don’t expect to understand everything right away. WARNING: The second chapter has explicit gore. If you find it to be too much, you can just assume that Stiles saves the day … somehow :)

Words: 9278, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English

Series: Part 3 of The Fountain of Life

Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Allison Argent, Original Male Character(s), Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Nogitsune (Teen Wolf)

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 02, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Time Skip, Aged-Up Character(s), Mental Instability, Mental Breakdown, Magical Stiles Stilinski, Dark Magic, Suspense, Psychological Horror, Body Horror, Blood and Gore

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64836589

[i-am-a-fish]

you're cute and it's tuesday

[glassvase]

I'm cute and it's tuesday

[kofitiamat]

[sterek-ao3feed]

The Fountain of Life II: Dark Wings

Read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/62532616

by Mikethenut

Derek had, of course, noticed the change in Stiles. Almost immediately, he could tell that something was wrong. They all did, to an extent. But Derek saw more. When he looked at the younger man, he saw a reflection of the same pain he once felt, the brooding darkness that had nearly eaten him alive. How could such a terrible state befall Stiles, and for what reason?

…

While shadows gathered in corners, a long-standing plan of prophecy closed in around Stiles. Will his friends help him escape, or will they doom him to his fate? Sometimes it takes only a single person standing in the way.

Note: This is the second entry in a four-part series. You can read each part on its own, but don’t expect to understand everything right away. This part develops the Stiles/Derek relationship and the main plot of the story.

Words: 11387, Chapters: 3/3, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of The Fountain of Life

Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Sheriff Stilinski (Teen Wolf), Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Allison Argent, Isaac Lahey, Original Male Character(s)

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 02, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Time Skip, Aged-Up Character(s), Angst, Getting Together, Pack Dynamics, Mental Instability, Magical Stiles Stilinski, Suspense

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62532616

[sterek-ao3feed]

The Fountain of Life I: Crow's Eye

Read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/61303033

by Mikethenut

Derek’s voice betrayed a depth that Stiles didn’t expect. It was true that Derek hadn’t met Stiles and Scott on the best terms – but that had been years ago, and as far as Stiles was concerned, water under the bridge. There was no need to have it weigh on their minds in the present. There were more pressing matters to address.

…

Four years had passed since Stiles went to college to earn a degree in criminal justice. Now was the time for him to come home and restart his life in Beacon Hills. Little does he know that an enemy has been waiting in the shadows, and sooner or later, a dark past would catch up to him.

Note: This is the first entry in a four-part series. You can read each part on its own, but don’t expect to understand everything right away. Stiles/Derek will be more prominent in the next part.

Words: 7954, Chapters: 3/3, Language: English

Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Sheriff Stilinski (Teen Wolf), Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Allison Argent, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey, Original Male Character(s)

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 02, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Time Skip, Aged-Up Character(s), Angst, Getting Together, Pack Dynamics, Mental Instability, Magical Stiles Stilinski, Suspense

https://archiveofourown.org/works/61303033

[mikethenut]

Right before Fontaine, I managed to complete my AMV! I hope you like it

[mikethenut]

Love Me More: Evangelion AMV

This is my first ever AMV! Let me know what you think in the comments, any feedback is appreciated! I also have a couple more ideas for an Evangelion AMV, so...

[lenateliier]

Wanderer

[prinsomnia]

[lightheartedsuggestion]

I have the right to be happy and I will not let you or anyone else take that from me.

[ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit]

post secret 30.12.18

[noirlac]

[inferior]

Armour by Brad Wagner

[moosekleenex]

Give yourself a big hug for making it through this year.

[squareclocks]

I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up. 

[fini-mun]

From what my therapist told me, this happens because our emotions aren’t really on the ‘opposite’ ends like we tend to think of it. Happiness is not ‘up’ and sadness is not ‘down’-. In a way they’re actually right ‘next’ to each other.

If you’re super happy, it can turn into super sad very easily, because your emotions are already highly elevated and it’s only a very minor shift as far as your brain is concerned.

Knowing this can help you fight it, and it can help you be more aware of what’s going on while you’re happy and help avoid shifting towards misery.

I used to always wonder why it seemed like my happy days ‘couldn’t last’ or that bad things would ‘always’ happen when I was happy. It’s not that happiness is doomed to fail, it’s that emotions are volatile. I hope that helps people who experience this too- when you understand what’s going on more it’s easier to manage.

[untrustyou]