{About me} Miks,She/Her, 19, non-native english speaker.
{About Blog} I'm currently focused on writing The Sixth Yaksha, but I intend to post some drabbles or one shots, but in an inconsistent way.If you have any questions or comments, I'm happy to hear! Or if you want to give me opinions to improve my writing, feel free too! My requests are open!
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{About the requests} Preferably I write about Zhongli, but I can do something about any other character you like. So feel free to send me any request with your preferences.
I will write either sfw or nsfw. I only write x reader fanfics, so that means I don't write character x character.
What I will not write: Incest, pedophilia, omegaverse, noncon, dubcon, gore.
English is not my first language, so feel free to correct me if necessary.
Warnings: Only romance, suggestive at one point (nothing much), established relationship, spicy but nothing explicit.
A/n: No, I'm not begging someone to welcome me home like this. I swear.
Alhaitham:
Alhaitham was used to these missions of yours lasting days, sometimes even weeks. But this time he felt different, you had been away for a long time, and you had not given any sign of life. Normally you would always find a way to communicate with him, but that didn't happen this time.
And these last few days it had become routine for him to stay up late, hoping that you would come into that house to fill the void he felt. But in the end, none of this happened, and he ended up just being overcome by sleep and tiredness.
And there he was again, sitting on the couch immersed in his daily reading. He had already lost track of the time, his gaze shifted focus, one hour all his attention was devoted to the book, but at some point he kept staring at the door waiting for some sign from you.
And just as he was about to doze off, his eyes so heavy they refused to stay open, he heard the door latch open, and he saw your silhouette. He even thought it was just the effect of sleep, he might be daydreaming or something, but soon those thoughts were put aside, as soon as he heard your sweet voice calling him.
"Haitham?" You called him softly, not knowing if he was awake or asleep there on the couch.
He blinked, once, twice, three times, before getting up and walking quickly towards you.
"Are you okay?" His hands grabbed you around the waist, pulling you into his chest and wrapping you in a warm embrace.
And you welcomed him, wrapping your arms around his body, letting yourself be carried away by the feeling of comfort it brought, you'd been away from home for days, nothing fairer than enjoying it.
"Yes, I am. And you?" You snuggled into his neck, murmuring in a low, tired tone.
One of his hands ran through your hair, gently stroking them, "I missed you, you took a long time." He whispers, full of tenderness in his voice.
And he worried, a lot, especially when you disappeared and didn't give news like that. His mind would think of so many things, that sometimes he couldn't even close his eyes with worry.
"Sorry, things got more complicated than I expected." And you gave him a little kiss on the lips, as a compensation for staying away.
And he stared at you with those eyes that reminded you of emeralds, this while he smoothed a scratch on your face with his thumb, gently dragging his finger all over the area.
"We have to take care of that, you can tell me how things went while I bandage it up." And to be honest, all he wanted was to keep you like this in his arms. All because he was dying of longing.
Even though he was all serious, with you he showed a different side. More caring and loving, he hated to think of losing you, it drove him crazy. With that, once you walked through that door and back into his arms, his heart ceased, and he took comfort in your touch. Which he missed so much.
Kaeya:
It was late at night, but for Kaeya the night had just begun. He was in his living room, enjoying a good wine, already on his fourth glass. Even though everything seemed peaceful, his mind was full of thoughts, and all of those thoughts involved you. Suddenly a commission had come your way, and it had been two weeks since you had been out to solve the problem.
Yet you and Kaeya always communicated, often by letters, you always sent him letters frequently. But not this time, he didn't receive any letters from you, and it was driving him mad.
He had looked for you in many places, used his position as a Cavalry Captain to try and find you, but he had no trace of you. All he could do was sit and wait, wait for you to knock on his door, and only then would he be reassured.
And as if the Archons had heard his prayers, someone knocked on his door. His heart began to skip beats as soon as he heard the sound at the door. He hurried to open it, only to see the little face he had missed so much.
He was quick to pull you into a hug, nestling you in his arms, not leaving a gap for you to let go.
"Someday you'll kill me with anticipation." He chuckles, as he murmurs against your ear.
And you laughed back, clinging onto him even tighter, if that was even possible.
"I'm back, I'm not leaving anytime soon." You nod at him, and he pulls away a little, only to pull you into a passionate, tender kiss.
Surely he wanted to take you to the bedroom and make love with you passionately, to make up for lost time. But he wanted to hear you out first, to take you in and make you feel wanted, just like you were. He would surely want to know the story in full detail.
"I'd be going crazy if I let you out again." With a cocky smile he says, his eye scanning every inch of your face.
Archons, how he missed you.
You put your hands around his neck as he leaned you against the closed door.
"I have so much to tell you, if it's up to me we're both going to spend the night awake." And honestly he didn't care, the next day he would make up an excuse for missing work. All this just to have the pleasure of seeing you wake up in his arms, and to have an even greater pleasure of keeping you in the soft bed with him.
"Not for that," And he points to the wine and the glass on the table, "I'll prepare some snacks for both of us, and get another glass." And he pulls away from you, not before stealing another kiss.
And if it were up to him, you'd be there until the morning, just enjoying each other's company. And maybe even something more will happen, it will help a lot to make up for his missing you.
Kaveh:
Days and days pass, and Kaveh is almost in a state of panic. Every moment you don't signal if you are okay to him, his heart freezes. He just can't think of anything else, all he wanted most was to have you by his side, and he would trap you in his arms in a way that you couldn't even get out if you wanted to.
That was the thought that kept him sane, he assured himself that you would come back to him soon.
All he could do was count every minute, he even tried to focus on personal projects, but he just couldn't concentrate, all the time looking out the window anxiously, hoping you would show up.
And as if by magic, as soon as he looked through the window he saw you, in your shabby clothes and carrying that heavy bag you always carried on long trips. And he ran out of the room, heading for the door to welcome you.
And he was the first to open the door, wasting no time to take you in his arms, "You almost killed me! Do you know how worried I was?" And just as quickly as he put you in his arms, he let you go and looked you over from head to toe.
"I'm fine, don't worry, I just need a good bath and a few cuddles, and I'll be brand new!" You say with a little smile, but that wasn't enough to convince him.
"You're all scratched up, your clothes are all tattered." He said it like an complaining old man, but the tenderness and compassion in his eyes didn't fade in a minute.
"It's all right, really." You gently put the palm of your hand on his cheeks, and he snuggled in.
Once he felt your touch, he quieted, as if the emptiness in him had been filled.
He took your hand and kissed it, then kissed all the way down your arm to your shoulder, "I missed you so much."
You took his face in your hands, cupping it, "You don't know how much I wanted to come home."
And then, he began to shower your face with kisses, whispering between each one, "You're not going to leave me again, are you?"
And then again, " Heavens I love you so much." With a final kiss on your lips.
You smiled against his lips, you couldn't take how adorable Kaveh could be.
It seemed to take his lips off yours was a bit of work, because he really didn't want to, just like you. But you needed a good bath, clean clothes, and good food.
"I'll prepare food for you, your tummy is rumbling isn't it?" He asks softly, while his forehead rests on yours.
With a giggle you nodded, and he took you by the hand and led you to the kitchen, "Stay here while I prepare it, I want to hear everything that happened." And besides, he would definitely help you take care of the bruises.
"Okay, I'll tell you detail by detail." You say it with a bright smile, and he comes over and gives you another kiss on the cheek.
Surely he wouldn't let go of you, he would be the rest of the day like a sly child after you. As soon as you finished doing the rest of your chores, he would hug you and tell you everything that happened in the last few days.
Just as he would be a great listener, he couldn't wait to spend a whole day with you.
Zhongli:
As the patient and calm man that he was, Zhongli didn't stress over silly things, however there were things that left him with a flea behind his ear. And one of those things was when you went out on those dangerous and long missions, sometimes he didn't even know when you were going to be back, and that made him a little apprehensive.
And there he was, in his office at home, having a cup of tea, reading some contracts he needed to review. As attentive as he was to what he was doing, he couldn't help but have thoughts about you, about when you would return to that house that had suddenly become so empty.
Since it was already considerably late, Zhongli had given up hope that you would return that day. But there was still that little glimmer of expectation that he would sleep next to you that night, he missed it so much.
And so, he heard the 'click' of the door opening, soon revealing your countenance, which he missed so much.
"Awake at this hour?" It was the first thing you said as soon as you saw him, and you would pay just to see the sparkle in those eyes all day long.
And he stood up, putting all those papers aside and giving you his full attention.
"I have been eagerly awaiting your arrival my dear." He held your face, thoughtfully stroking your cheeks.
"I hope I haven't kept you waiting too long." Relaxing your face in his hands you say, and he immediately gives you a breathtaking smile.
He pulled you into a hug, just to feel you in his embrace, whispering to you, "No matter how long I wait, all that matters is that you always come back to me." The velvety voice that always surprised you, that always gave you goosebumps. The love that oozed from his every utterance.
And you clung to him more, it was the best thing to come home, to be welcomed with such tenderness and love, what more could you ask for?
You kissed his neck lightly, softly saying, "I'll always come back to you."
And he gave you a satisfied smile, you could not give a better answer. As much as his mind was full of bad ideas that could happen to you, so every time you came home safe and well, it was a huge relief to him.
"I'll make something for both of us, you can go take a hot bath and put on more comfortable clothes." He strokes your hair, holding you by the chin and giving you a gentle, loving kiss.
And he didn't want to let you go, genuinely didn't, but he was content with the fact that he could hold on to you for the rest of the night.
He parted your lips from his, his fingers playing with your hair, and then he whispers again, "But first, can you give me one more kiss?" And he asks as if it's been forever since he last placed his lips against yours.
And so it was done, he gently pressed his lips against yours, letting himself be carried away by the sensation it brought him. He was craving you so much that he couldn't help himself, as if his skin, his body, everything about him was begging for you. You were the only one capable of giving him that feeling, and it took his feet off the ground every time.
With that last kiss, his plans changed, now he would join you in the bath. And then he would prepare the best food, he couldn't wait to take you to the shared room and there he would vent all the tension he felt these past few days.
Just to let you know how much you were missed by him these days.
Wanderer:
Normally, Wanderer didn't mind too much when you left for these commissions, you were always very competent and always came back soon. But this time it had been almost four weeks since you had signaled anything, you had left, just saying it would be another one of your assignments.
You had always been very secretive when it came to this, so he hadn't even bothered to go into details. However, now he felt a certain distress that you were spending so much time working like this, and even more so without giving any news of your whereabouts.
From time to time he would walk around the city of Sumeru, hoping to find you somewhere, but he never succeeded. And he had already done that for the day, what was left was to go home and wait for you, and he didn't even know why he was giving so much importance to that.
And as soon as he set foot inside the house, he was greeted with a hug, which was already familiar.
"I thought you forgot about me." You say in a joking tone.
And as if he needed this more than anything, he wrapped his arms around you, pressing you tightly against his body.
"You and your silliness, I would never do that." In an annoyed grumble he answered you, his hands clasped around your waist.
You lifted your face a little, just enough to kiss him lovingly on the cheek. His fingers tightened around you, signaling that he was enjoying it.
"You shouldn't take so long on these missions." He grumbled at you, but you knew he wasn't angry, he was missing you.
"I promise I'll spend more time at home." And this time you give him a kiss on the lips, slowly to enjoy the moment.
And instead of rejecting it, which he would never do with you, he gladly accepted it, wanting it as much or even more than you.
"I think you'd better comply." He manages to murmur during the kiss, meeting you voraciously as he presses his lips against yours.
And then he finds your hand, and wraps his fingers around yours in a clear sign of affection. His free hand roaming around your waist, but he still held you tight.
After a while he stops, just to admire your beautiful face, which had a pink tint. And without you expecting it, he kissed you all over your face, and you can bet he was as red as you were.
His heart was pounding more and more, at the same time that he was reassured that you were home, he could not contain the excitement that ran through his body. You're there, you were finally there.
"I love it when you do that." You say softly, and he gives you a little smile, still holding you in his arms.
That was a more than accurate indicator for him to continue his advances, he might not say it with words, but certainly his attitudes showed how much he enjoyed seeing your reactions. With every touch, every kiss, every time his skin brushed against yours, he loved every little face you made.
The way he looked at you gave away how much he cared.
With a soft kiss on your lips he whispers, "Stay here longer, the house is empty without you."
Your heart warmed at the phrase, and you pulled him into a deeper, more passionate kiss. And he just dived into the wonderful taste your lips had.
And he is immersed in the delicious emotion he felt at that moment. And it was only then that he realized that he needed you there, just so things would make some sense. And surely, he would show you how great his feeling for you was.
Shhh, they don't need to know, that's our little secret!
Prompt: You are having to keep the relationship hidden, how does he handle this situation?
Featuring: Diluc, Childe, Alhaitam.
Warnings: A little suggestive. This also contains headcannons of what they would be like as boyfriends.
A/n: This is a kind of thank you to the 100 followers, I hope you like it! And yes, I will do other parts with other characters<3
Diluc:
The reason why you and Diluc had to keep this relationship under wraps was simple. He had been involved in many dangerous things, he had been threatened with death many times. He didn't care about himself, but he did care if it affected you in any way.
But the fact that he was protective complicated things a bit, he always wanted to know where and how your next commission would be, so he could help you and keep you safe. And maybe sometimes he would even pull some strings to get you out of a mess. When you left work late, he would watch you until you got home, safe and well.
And so every more intimate encounter was in discreet places, he always took care not to leave any trace behind. Although sometimes, he forgot some clothes at your house, not to mention the love marks he left on you. Which, by the way, were sometimes in very visible places, and he always did it on purpose.
The public meetings were at the tavern, but there you were nothing more than friends. And so you couldn't spend too much time talking to him, after all Diluc wasn't much of a talker, so it would be kind of obvious if you spent too much time there. But as soon as you entered, all eyes would go to you, who was the beautiful person who always captivated Diluc's gaze as soon as they entered that tavern?
But still, he would constantly send you gifts. He always left a message without saying his name, but by the way it was written you knew who it was. He always sent you candy, flowers, stuffed toys, and anything else you wanted and needed. Not only that, but every time you went out on some dangerous errand, he would check on you as soon as you got home. He wanted to make sure you were okay.
If anyone talked about the two of you, he would just dismiss it. Despite the rosy hue that appeared on his cheeks, all he would say was that you were a fellow professional, nothing more. But he would apologize to you every time he had to say it, because he hated having to say such a thing. You were his romantic partner, and he needed to reaffirm that to you.
And if someone tried to flirt with you, Diluc would push them away from you at the same moment. He was just being protective, that was the excuse he said whenever Kaeya teased him. But the truth was that his blood boiled every time someone tried to take advantage of you, he just wanted to explain to everyone that you already had someone, and that someone was him.
Childe:
It wasn't hard to guess that Childe's main reason for keeping this relationship behind closed doors was his job. He was part of the Fatui, involved in a lot of bad things, and almost no one liked their attitudes, and Childe was no exception. So to avoid these things getting back to you, he thought it best to do it this way.
But it was very, very difficult for him to be discreet about you. He was one of the most extravagant men you've ever met, and he just couldn't hide it. He was always very close to you, so close that sometimes he left the obvious exposed. So much so that sometimes you had to pick on him, just to tell him to be more quiet.
He would even listen to you, and understand. He'd soon try to do things the way you said, but he'd forget and go back to acting normal for the next five minutes. He would buy you whatever he thought would suit you, be it clothes, earrings or necklaces, all kinds of accessories. Sometimes when you went out together, you would come back with bags full of everything he had bought for you.
Childe was not at all careful when it came to meeting you. In fact he would meet you at your little place, but he would go replete, full of pampering, just let it be known to anyone who saw it, he was going to meet his beloved. Not only that, but he would leave his clothes at your house every time he went there, leave various other belongings at your house, just to have an excuse to come back.
He liked to go out with you, especially in public. This is because he loved to show everyone what 'close friends' you were. If someone asked what you really were, he would just reply, "That's my companion, the most loyal and faithful one I have!" With a corner to corner smile, proud to have shown you.
And he always accompanied you on your commissions, no matter when or how, he always went with you. He wouldn't let his beautiful partner go out alone like that, he had to be there for you. He would fight with you and help you in any way he could, he was quite the clingy one if you wanted him to be. And sometimes he would pray that you would get some commission that would go somewhere far away, just to have the excuse to be alone with you.
The word was simple, hate, he just hated it when someone belittled you, he couldn't help himself. He would teach that person a lesson, a sort of veiled threat, because if he heard it again, that person was screwed. He would go to great lengths to make sure that no one spoke ill of you, you were too good for anyone to have any kind of complaint.
Alhaitam:
As the great sage of the akademiya, Alhaitam might even have some who didn't like him very much, indeed. However, what he didn't want was for people to gossip about you, especially since you had a high position in the akademiya. And he didn't want people to associate that fact with your relationship.
It wasn't too difficult to hide the relationship, since Alhaitam was someone with enviable discretion. But even so he couldn't control himself when you were around, he could be immersed in one of his books, yet if you passed by him, he would look at you with a slight smile at the same moment.
Because of his hectic routine, sometimes you didn't see much of each other. But that didn't mean that you were apart, quite the contrary. Whenever you left the akademiya late, he would call you to eat something, he had to make sure that you would not stay long without eating. And after that he would discreetly accompany you home, where he would say goodbye to you from afar. And if you were lucky, he might even come in.
Certainly when he wanted to meet you, he would call you to his house, and there you could be more comfortable. But he would also be the type to make up a lot of excuses to get you to come to his office, often he didn't even have a real agenda, he just wanted to spend some time with you. Most of the time, the two of you would just lose track of time, you would spend hours in his office. And let's face it, that was a good reason for some distrust from others, since you often left there a bit messy.
And if someone did something against you, be it a threat or a bad joke, Alhaitam would call that person to his office and give him endless tasks. This was his way of keeping anyone who was malicious away from you, as well as anyone who even thought of flirting with you. If that were the case, you can be sure he would pass on even more tasks.
But in fact he would love to join you in a reading, he would bring two cups of hot coffee to go with it. But really, he just wanted to chat with you, the book didn't make much difference anymore. And you were the only one who could make this man laugh, or at least the only one who could quickly undo his stoic expression.
Even if there were a few buzzers here or there, Alhaitam always managed to stop them. And frankly, the frown he made could scare anyone. Besides, being the great sage had its perks, and no one would want to take a punishment from him. Sometimes he used his position as an advantage, it was only fair.
Every time you needed to work on a project outside the akademiya, he would take the day off to accompany you. He would go as your supervisor, but you both knew that was just a big lie. But in the end it was like killing two birds with one stone, you finished the project, and you spent time with him, wasn't that wonderful?
Prompt: He invites you to a tcg match, but things don't go as planned.
Warnings: Fluff, that's all
A/n: After the angst, nothing better than some fluff right? So there is.
Will cheat without thinking twice
He would cheat shamelessly, all that mattered was that he won. All to see your angry face because you had lost one more time, your reactions were simply priceless. The way you complained like a whining old lady was too funny to pass up. But his biggest reason was that you spent the rest of the night playing along, and you wouldn't stop until you beat him.
"You cheated!" You protest, making an annoyed face.
"What? Of course not, it's not my fault I'm better than you at this." The smug smile that gave away his intentions.
He had placed the deck of cards next to him, so every time he found some dirty way to distract you, and so he took the best cards.
"You did steal! Give me this deck here." You pull the deck from his hands, who at this point is already laughing.
And all the best cards were in that deck, which coincidentally was next to him.
"That's going to stay here on my side now, you're a cheater!" You cross your arms and look to the side
And he puts his hands on your shoulder, pulling you to him, "Alright, alright, let's play an honest game now." Gently he kisses you, leaving you all unattracted. He always used this to steal kisses from you, an excuse that always worked.
The perfect opportunity to switch decks again, and the good cards stayed with him. And here he goes with another one of his antics.
Oh oh, it looks like he's going to win once again.
Childe, Alhaitam, Kaeya, Venti, Heizou
You can't fool him, you just can't
It would take a while to understand how things work, but once they did it would be quite a contest. He would be very thoughtful, strategies and more strategies would be running through his mind.
"You won again, impressive." And there he was, full of thoughts of how to win the next match.
You smiled brightly, proud of yourself.
"Let's go again, I'll win this time." And he would keep going until he could beat you, even if he lost all the previous games.
And when he saw that he was going to lose, he'd complain, "How is that possible? You're cheating." He grumbles quietly, but you can still hear him.
"You're the bad one." And he looks at you with a frown.
"Then get up, show me the pockets of your clothes." You refuse, pretending to be upset.
And he got out of his seat, coming over to you, gently holding you by the shoulders and shaking you.
"Hey hey, stop." You protest with a laugh, and then two cards fall out of your clothes.
He crosses his arms, and makes a sulky face, "So you weren't stealing?" You turn your face away with a pout, how could you beat him? He always won you so easily.
"It's not really stealing, it's just an advantage." You say softly, all 'innocent'. Do you really think he'll believe you?
"Oh really? Then we'll call it even." He pulls you over, and makes you sit on his lap, so he can see all your cards.
"But that's not fair." You grumble, but isn't that exactly what you were doing?
"Beginner's cry." Get ready, because not only would he make you lose every game, he would gloat over every victory. As well as lecturing you on why you shouldn't cheat.
You asked for it.
Diluc, Zhongli, Cyno, Tighnari, Alhaitam, Ayato
Even try to cheat, but fail miserably
He wouldn't accept defeat, no way. He would whine until he could win, even try some tricks to win.
"There, look, a colorful bird." He says pointing up, just to make you look.
And you foolishly end up looking, he tries to change the cards but can't, you see him doing it at the same moment.
"Give me this!" You try to take the card, but he is faster and dodges.
"But it's my card!" And he gets up from the table holding the card tightly.
He prepares to run if necessary, this with a mischievous smile on his face.
And you decide to use the same trick, to distract him, "There, there, look at that lizard."
With this opportunity you take the card back, and he runs after you. You can forget about the game, you'll spend the rest of the night running around like two idiots. That's why it never worked out for you to play tcg, it never ended the way it was supposed to.
Now good luck running around the house, because he won't stop until he gets that blessed card out of your hands.
Shhh, they don't need to know, that's our little secret!
Prompt: You are having to keep the relationship hidden, how does he handle this situation?
Featuring: Diluc, Childe, Alhaitam.
Warnings: A little suggestive. This also contains headcannons of what they would be like as boyfriends.
A/n: This is a kind of thank you to the 100 followers, I hope you like it! And yes, I will do other parts with other characters<3
Diluc:
The reason why you and Diluc had to keep this relationship under wraps was simple. He had been involved in many dangerous things, he had been threatened with death many times. He didn't care about himself, but he did care if it affected you in any way.
But the fact that he was protective complicated things a bit, he always wanted to know where and how your next commission would be, so he could help you and keep you safe. And maybe sometimes he would even pull some strings to get you out of a mess. When you left work late, he would watch you until you got home, safe and well.
And so every more intimate encounter was in discreet places, he always took care not to leave any trace behind. Although sometimes, he forgot some clothes at your house, not to mention the love marks he left on you. Which, by the way, were sometimes in very visible places, and he always did it on purpose.
The public meetings were at the tavern, but there you were nothing more than friends. And so you couldn't spend too much time talking to him, after all Diluc wasn't much of a talker, so it would be kind of obvious if you spent too much time there. But as soon as you entered, all eyes would go to you, who was the beautiful person who always captivated Diluc's gaze as soon as they entered that tavern?
But still, he would constantly send you gifts. He always left a message without saying his name, but by the way it was written you knew who it was. He always sent you candy, flowers, stuffed toys, and anything else you wanted and needed. Not only that, but every time you went out on some dangerous errand, he would check on you as soon as you got home. He wanted to make sure you were okay.
If anyone talked about the two of you, he would just dismiss it. Despite the rosy hue that appeared on his cheeks, all he would say was that you were a fellow professional, nothing more. But he would apologize to you every time he had to say it, because he hated having to say such a thing. You were his romantic partner, and he needed to reaffirm that to you.
And if someone tried to flirt with you, Diluc would push them away from you at the same moment. He was just being protective, that was the excuse he said whenever Kaeya teased him. But the truth was that his blood boiled every time someone tried to take advantage of you, he just wanted to explain to everyone that you already had someone, and that someone was him.
Childe:
It wasn't hard to guess that Childe's main reason for keeping this relationship behind closed doors was his job. He was part of the Fatui, involved in a lot of bad things, and almost no one liked their attitudes, and Childe was no exception. So to avoid these things getting back to you, he thought it best to do it this way.
But it was very, very difficult for him to be discreet about you. He was one of the most extravagant men you've ever met, and he just couldn't hide it. He was always very close to you, so close that sometimes he left the obvious exposed. So much so that sometimes you had to pick on him, just to tell him to be more quiet.
He would even listen to you, and understand. He'd soon try to do things the way you said, but he'd forget and go back to acting normal for the next five minutes. He would buy you whatever he thought would suit you, be it clothes, earrings or necklaces, all kinds of accessories. Sometimes when you went out together, you would come back with bags full of everything he had bought for you.
Childe was not at all careful when it came to meeting you. In fact he would meet you at your little place, but he would go replete, full of pampering, just let it be known to anyone who saw it, he was going to meet his beloved. Not only that, but he would leave his clothes at your house every time he went there, leave various other belongings at your house, just to have an excuse to come back.
He liked to go out with you, especially in public. This is because he loved to show everyone what 'close friends' you were. If someone asked what you really were, he would just reply, "That's my companion, the most loyal and faithful one I have!" With a corner to corner smile, proud to have shown you.
And he always accompanied you on your commissions, no matter when or how, he always went with you. He wouldn't let his beautiful partner go out alone like that, he had to be there for you. He would fight with you and help you in any way he could, he was quite the clingy one if you wanted him to be. And sometimes he would pray that you would get some commission that would go somewhere far away, just to have the excuse to be alone with you.
The word was simple, hate, he just hated it when someone belittled you, he couldn't help himself. He would teach that person a lesson, a sort of veiled threat, because if he heard it again, that person was screwed. He would go to great lengths to make sure that no one spoke ill of you, you were too good for anyone to have any kind of complaint.
Alhaitam:
As the great sage of the akademiya, Alhaitam might even have some who didn't like him very much, indeed. However, what he didn't want was for people to gossip about you, especially since you had a high position in the akademiya. And he didn't want people to associate that fact with your relationship.
It wasn't too difficult to hide the relationship, since Alhaitam was someone with enviable discretion. But even so he couldn't control himself when you were around, he could be immersed in one of his books, yet if you passed by him, he would look at you with a slight smile at the same moment.
Because of his hectic routine, sometimes you didn't see much of each other. But that didn't mean that you were apart, quite the contrary. Whenever you left the akademiya late, he would call you to eat something, he had to make sure that you would not stay long without eating. And after that he would discreetly accompany you home, where he would say goodbye to you from afar. And if you were lucky, he might even come in.
Certainly when he wanted to meet you, he would call you to his house, and there you could be more comfortable. But he would also be the type to make up a lot of excuses to get you to come to his office, often he didn't even have a real agenda, he just wanted to spend some time with you. Most of the time, the two of you would just lose track of time, you would spend hours in his office. And let's face it, that was a good reason for some distrust from others, since you often left there a bit messy.
And if someone did something against you, be it a threat or a bad joke, Alhaitam would call that person to his office and give him endless tasks. This was his way of keeping anyone who was malicious away from you, as well as anyone who even thought of flirting with you. If that were the case, you can be sure he would pass on even more tasks.
But in fact he would love to join you in a reading, he would bring two cups of hot coffee to go with it. But really, he just wanted to chat with you, the book didn't make much difference anymore. And you were the only one who could make this man laugh, or at least the only one who could quickly undo his stoic expression.
Even if there were a few buzzers here or there, Alhaitam always managed to stop them. And frankly, the frown he made could scare anyone. Besides, being the great sage had its perks, and no one would want to take a punishment from him. Sometimes he used his position as an advantage, it was only fair.
Every time you needed to work on a project outside the akademiya, he would take the day off to accompany you. He would go as your supervisor, but you both knew that was just a big lie. But in the end it was like killing two birds with one stone, you finished the project, and you spent time with him, wasn't that wonderful?
I'll always miss you, you will shine like gold in my memory.
Zhongli x Reader
Wc: 2.7k
Warnings: Angst, hurt no comfort, reader dies. Toxic relationship, Morax is an idiot brute, this is set in the Archon war, reader is a warrior.
A/n: I had this draft written here a while ago, decided to post it because it's one I really like. As the old Morax is described as a more rough and ruthless person, I imagine that for him to change there had to be a major event. And so I ended up writing this, maybe I'll do another ending because I genuinely don't like sad endings, but it went together so well I decided to leave it like this.
"Morax, please listen to me." And there you were, in one of those endless fights with your husband.
The reason this time was that you had found a group of people, begging for a place to stay, since they were wandering around. This group had been exiled from Sumeru, the reasons were not yet clear, nor did they know why. There were children, elders, even young pregnant women, you couldn't just ignore them and let them die.
And you had offered them a home in the Guili Plains, the place where the Liyue population was housed. But Morax did not accept, nor did he seem to want to change his mind.
"I've said what I think, and I'm not going to change it." And he didn't even look at you, on the contrary, he walked even faster to distance more from you.
"Can you stop being so irreverent?" You quicken your steps and stand in front of him, stopping him from moving forward.
He narrowed his eyes in your direction, his face turning into an angry frown, "I told you, don't make me repeat myself. If you choose to save those people, you can forget about coming back. I don't want you around." His words were sharp as blades, wounding as such.
And seeing his face without a drop of expression, without a single regret. How could he say such impactful things as if they were nothing?
"How can you talk like that? I'm your spouse, I'm just trying to help." You could already feel tears forming in your eyes, he always acted like a brute, but there were times you couldn't even handle it.
"You can help me by protecting my people, not by harboring strangers." The coldness with which he spoke to you was abysmal, it didn't even seem like you had any kind of relationship.
"They are people too, they have feelings too. They are afraid to die, they are simply out in the open."
"I care what's mine, we're in a war, we can't save everyone. And I chose to take care of what is mine, my territory together with my people". He states, with that usual stoic face. With that arrogance and selfishness that would drive anyone crazy with rage.
"So that's still a no?" Breathing heavily you ask him one last time, the hope you had of him giving in had simply vanished.
"It was always a no. If you're going to keep talking about it, you can save both your time and mine." Snide and sharp, he never seemed to change.
"Then you won't want me here anymore, I suppose." To his surprise, you wouldn't give up. You would keep your word no matter what.
"Go ahead." Nothing more, not a sentimentality, nothing. Just treating you like you were just another one of his pawns, like you were just another one in the crowd.
A hot tear ran down your face, your heart burning as if it had been recently scalded.
"Are you really going to treat me like this? Like I'm nothing to you, and this ring means nothing?" You removed the ring, holding it with trembling hands.
The engagement ring, which he had made for you himself, was so beautiful. With jade detailing all over the ring, and even more precious was the message it had, 'It will always be you'. According to him, it was to show how much you meant to him.
And now? Were those beautiful words just thrown to the wind?
He huffed, looking incredibly upset and tired of this situation, but he didn't show you anything, he wasn't sad, sorry, guilty, nothing. As if none of this mattered.
"Have it your way." Completely indifferent he mumbles.
"Okay." You threw the ring away, without even looking at where it went," If it meant nothing to you, it meant nothing to me."
Now he seemed to take some notice of you, but was clearly displeased.
But there was no time for him to talk or complain to you, you ran out of there. He wanted to go after you, but the pride he carried in his chest was stronger.
A feeling of guilt invaded his heart, but he still wouldn't let his feelings get the better of him, because he believed that you would go back on your decision.
You wouldn't exchange him for a group of people you barely know, but that was exactly the point he didn't understand. It wasn't that he wouldn't help you, it was the way he dealt with certain issues. He was so focused and objective, that should be good, but it wasn't the case with him.
He always complained that you think too much about others, just as you complain that his behavior is often harsh and hostile. He believed that you would come back, but he was wrong, very wrong.
it had been three weeks since you had even dared to look at each other. He couldn't swallow his pride, and neither could you. That arrogance and selfishness he possessed could get on anyone's nerves, and you were not immune to it.
No matter how many times you tried to make him understand that things were not practical as he claimed they were, he would never understand, he was a real brute.
And that was the last straw for you, people were not objects that he could control as and when he wanted, and he didn't seem to want to understand that.
You had left the village, and had no desire to return. You had tucked yourself away in a simpler hut and in a place you suspected Morax wouldn't go near. Even though you loved him so much, you doubted if he would ever change.
It was so many doubts mixed with the anger you felt about the things he said, you took it out on the monsters you met in front of you, without letting a single one escape.
With quick and precise blows, you used your blade with an unmistakable dexterity. But even this was not enough for what would happen next. A monster that you didn't even know what it was hit you, and ended up hurting you.
You didn't even know where it came from, you didn't even have time to react. Your body heaved and you fell to the grass abruptly, as you felt a sharp pain run through your entire body.
And when you managed to stabilize yourself and look at the monster, it was no longer there. It had already turned to dust.
"You with this stubbornness. You can't even take care of yourself." From the familiarity in his voice, it wasn't hard to guess that it was your husband.
"Shut up." You mustered the strength to speak, it seemed as if your strength was draining away second by second.
Even in such a state, the weakness and frailty you were in didn't seem to make any commotion in Morax.
"If you knew you wouldn't be like this." So cold, so distant. Every word of his hurt so much.
How could he be so indifferent? So cruel.
"You won't even see your spouse? You won't even try to take care of me?" Even though you tried to sound strong and imposing, all that came out was a shaky, tired voice.
"I'm no specialist in this. Go find help somewhere else, I told you I don't want you around." It wasn't just anger, it was a feeling of someone who had been defied, you hadn't followed his orders, and he was hating you for it.
You had traded him, that's what he had in mind, but you didn't leave because of that. You loved him like crazy, and you had helped him in many ways. But he still needed to think more about others, trust humans more.
To learn to understand that people were not just pawns that he moved when and how he wanted, it was far from that. And now he was experiencing the fact that someone might not follow his orders, and that someone was you.
He went to look over his shoulder one last time, as he began to notice a pool of blood starting to form around you, he hurried his steps over to you.
"I have to take you, the healers will help." Bending down close to you he whispers. The sudden change in behavior that soon showed his desperation.
"You know they won't, there's nothing else to do." You couldn't control the tear that welled up in your eye.
It had been a very deep wound, you didn't need any healer to tell you that you were hopeless, the village was far away, there would be no time to get there. Several other warriors had died like this, and it would be no different with you.
His stoic expression turned to one of terror, his pride gone in a matter of minutes.
"Don't talk foolishness." He nestles you in his arms, carrying you so gingerly that it seemed he was afraid of hurting you with the slightest touch.
"Leave me here," he opened his mouth to protest, and you continued, "Please."
He propped you up on his chest, wrapping you in the clothes of his own body, so that you were properly protected.
"Why are you so stubborn? I can't understand you." For the first time you heard him speak in a broken voice, he was trying not to cry.
"I just want to save time, you know you don't have much to do." You gently caress his face.
He wanted to tell you so much, but he couldn't put it into words, ever.
"I shouldn't have acted like that." Finally, he admitted it. But now it was too late for any regrets.
You intertwined your fingers with his, smiling faintly. He could feel your strength fading little by little, and he could do nothing.
You were too fragile, just like all humans. And he could do nothing.
Nothing.
He couldn't believe it, how could a being as powerful as him be so powerless like that? That shouldn't be right, but it was.
"Please stay." He pleads, but how could you fulfill that request? His voice was so shaken it sounded almost unrecognizable.
For the first time he was losing one of his partners, he had always protected them all as best he could, and none of them had gone so far. But the first was you, his first big loss was you. How would he be able to handle it? No, he couldn't.
"I will never forget your eyes, they are so beautiful." You say softly, almost inaudible.
And he let a tear escape, all the armor he had made in his heart had broken, and he couldn't control it. It was the love of his life leaving, all he could do was watch, how could he be so useless at a time like this?
"Stay, keep your eyes open, I'll get help, I'll…" Not even he himself believed his own words, much less believed that you could save yourself.
He felt so much guilt, how could he have been so negligent? He had never been very sentimental, but now he felt it all at once.
He could hardly describe his exact feeling, because he had no exact feeling. Now he understood all the human emotions you spoke of, a pity he could only understand now, on your deathbed.
The birds were singing, it was a beautiful day, the sun had the most beautiful glow. And yet Morax was there, on the grass with you in his arms, crying in despair like never before. The blood that stained the green of the vegetation, and the pain that remained impregnated in Morax's soul.
And then, like one of those tricks played by fate, everything fell silent. Morax sobbed softly, and made one last plea, "Don't leave me, I really care for you. I love you, stay here." He held your hand tightly, seeing how small it was compared to his.
It was the first time he had been that clear, he had never really opened his heart to you, a shame that the first time he said 'I love you', you were no longer there to hear it.
And as soon as he realized it, a faint cry was all that came out of Morax's mouth, followed by an audible sob. He realized that you died there, nestled in his arms, holding his hand, so angelic.
His beloved had left him, eternally.
Millennia had passed since your death, 3.800 years to be exact. Yet this hurt Morax so much that he was never able to forget you.
Even though he left the Archon life aside, now going by another name, Zhongli, and leading a more modest life as a simple Liyue citizen, the memories he had with you were vivid, shining like gold in his memory.
He martyred himself every day, he blamed himself, a guilt that he would never be able to eliminate from his chest, he would give everything, even his life for you to come back.
And today this feeling was stronger than ever, because it was the day of your death, the day you left him alone in this world. Another year had passed, and even so it seemed like yesterday when you died, at least that's how Morax felt.
And as he did every year, he bought your favorite flowers, picked them carefully to make sure that you would like them. Plus he provided the wine of his choice, it was the only thing that made his mind clear on a day like this, even if he wasn't very used to all that drinking.
When he was ready, he went to your tomb, which was made in the Guili Plains, the place where everything began, and also where everything ended. He always kept your grave clean, after all he visited you every day, no matter how hectic his routine could be, he would always come to your grave daily.
"I missed you, my dear." He says these words to the wind, anyone passing by would think he was crazy, but he didn't care.
He always spent hours talking to you, talking about everything that had changed, and how he had changed. He always thought that no matter where you were, you could always hear him.
Gently he put the flowers on the grave, and sat down on the floor, while pouring himself some wine. "I just wanted to remind you that I love you, more than anything else."
On a day like today, he wouldn't even try to hold back the tears, or the pain in his chest. He caught himself thinking how proud you would be to see the progress Liyue had made, how beautiful the city looked now.
He wanted to show you that he understood what you said in the last minutes of your life, he wanted to show you that you had become a better person. This was due to a great influence of yours, who now was not here to accompany him on this journey.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I did, my beloved. You would think it magnificent the way everything has progressed, how humans could achieve so much." His voice choked, his face red as the tears came down without stopping.
'His beloved' , was so sweet when it came out of his lips, but so melancholy by the look in his eyes, those gentle golden eyes that expressed so much sorrow.
A love ended in such a way could hurt so much, and Morax knew it. He had experienced it so harshly, but he stood firm to keep the nation you two had fought so hard for standing, and he would keep fighting because he thought it was the way to repay you for all you had done for him.
Every time he remembered you crumbling in his arms, his heart squeezed in such a way. Your face paled along with your frail body, looking as if it would break at any moment. And with that he remembered how much he missed you in his arms, your laughter, the warmth of your body, your beautiful face.
He missed it all, and remembered these moments bitterly, but also joyfully, because he remembered when you were still with him.
He would protect the people at all costs, and keep everything safe as long as he was alive, he would watch over everything you believed in. He would gladly do this for the rest of his days.
Now all he could do was wait, wait for him to take his last breath. And then finally, finally he could meet you, and tell you everything that happened during those years.
Prompt: He invites you to a tcg match, but things don't go as planned.
Warnings: Fluff, that's all
A/n: After the angst, nothing better than some fluff right? So there is.
Will cheat without thinking twice
He would cheat shamelessly, all that mattered was that he won. All to see your angry face because you had lost one more time, your reactions were simply priceless. The way you complained like a whining old lady was too funny to pass up. But his biggest reason was that you spent the rest of the night playing along, and you wouldn't stop until you beat him.
"You cheated!" You protest, making an annoyed face.
"What? Of course not, it's not my fault I'm better than you at this." The smug smile that gave away his intentions.
He had placed the deck of cards next to him, so every time he found some dirty way to distract you, and so he took the best cards.
"You did steal! Give me this deck here." You pull the deck from his hands, who at this point is already laughing.
And all the best cards were in that deck, which coincidentally was next to him.
"That's going to stay here on my side now, you're a cheater!" You cross your arms and look to the side
And he puts his hands on your shoulder, pulling you to him, "Alright, alright, let's play an honest game now." Gently he kisses you, leaving you all unattracted. He always used this to steal kisses from you, an excuse that always worked.
The perfect opportunity to switch decks again, and the good cards stayed with him. And here he goes with another one of his antics.
Oh oh, it looks like he's going to win once again.
Childe, Alhaitam, Kaeya, Venti, Heizou
You can't fool him, you just can't
It would take a while to understand how things work, but once they did it would be quite a contest. He would be very thoughtful, strategies and more strategies would be running through his mind.
"You won again, impressive." And there he was, full of thoughts of how to win the next match.
You smiled brightly, proud of yourself.
"Let's go again, I'll win this time." And he would keep going until he could beat you, even if he lost all the previous games.
And when he saw that he was going to lose, he'd complain, "How is that possible? You're cheating." He grumbles quietly, but you can still hear him.
"You're the bad one." And he looks at you with a frown.
"Then get up, show me the pockets of your clothes." You refuse, pretending to be upset.
And he got out of his seat, coming over to you, gently holding you by the shoulders and shaking you.
"Hey hey, stop." You protest with a laugh, and then two cards fall out of your clothes.
He crosses his arms, and makes a sulky face, "So you weren't stealing?" You turn your face away with a pout, how could you beat him? He always won you so easily.
"It's not really stealing, it's just an advantage." You say softly, all 'innocent'. Do you really think he'll believe you?
"Oh really? Then we'll call it even." He pulls you over, and makes you sit on his lap, so he can see all your cards.
"But that's not fair." You grumble, but isn't that exactly what you were doing?
"Beginner's cry." Get ready, because not only would he make you lose every game, he would gloat over every victory. As well as lecturing you on why you shouldn't cheat.
You asked for it.
Diluc, Zhongli, Cyno, Tighnari, Alhaitam, Ayato
Even try to cheat, but fail miserably
He wouldn't accept defeat, no way. He would whine until he could win, even try some tricks to win.
"There, look, a colorful bird." He says pointing up, just to make you look.
And you foolishly end up looking, he tries to change the cards but can't, you see him doing it at the same moment.
"Give me this!" You try to take the card, but he is faster and dodges.
"But it's my card!" And he gets up from the table holding the card tightly.
He prepares to run if necessary, this with a mischievous smile on his face.
And you decide to use the same trick, to distract him, "There, there, look at that lizard."
With this opportunity you take the card back, and he runs after you. You can forget about the game, you'll spend the rest of the night running around like two idiots. That's why it never worked out for you to play tcg, it never ended the way it was supposed to.
Now good luck running around the house, because he won't stop until he gets that blessed card out of your hands.
I'll always miss you, you will shine like gold in my memory.
Zhongli x Reader
Wc: 2.7k
Warnings: Angst, hurt no comfort, reader dies. Toxic relationship, Morax is an idiot brute, this is set in the Archon war, reader is a warrior.
A/n: I had this draft written here a while ago, decided to post it because it's one I really like. As the old Morax is described as a more rough and ruthless person, I imagine that for him to change there had to be a major event. And so I ended up writing this, maybe I'll do another ending because I genuinely don't like sad endings, but it went together so well I decided to leave it like this.
"Morax, please listen to me." And there you were, in one of those endless fights with your husband.
The reason this time was that you had found a group of people, begging for a place to stay, since they were wandering around. This group had been exiled from Sumeru, the reasons were not yet clear, nor did they know why. There were children, elders, even young pregnant women, you couldn't just ignore them and let them die.
And you had offered them a home in the Guili Plains, the place where the Liyue population was housed. But Morax did not accept, nor did he seem to want to change his mind.
"I've said what I think, and I'm not going to change it." And he didn't even look at you, on the contrary, he walked even faster to distance more from you.
"Can you stop being so irreverent?" You quicken your steps and stand in front of him, stopping him from moving forward.
He narrowed his eyes in your direction, his face turning into an angry frown, "I told you, don't make me repeat myself. If you choose to save those people, you can forget about coming back. I don't want you around." His words were sharp as blades, wounding as such.
And seeing his face without a drop of expression, without a single regret. How could he say such impactful things as if they were nothing?
"How can you talk like that? I'm your spouse, I'm just trying to help." You could already feel tears forming in your eyes, he always acted like a brute, but there were times you couldn't even handle it.
"You can help me by protecting my people, not by harboring strangers." The coldness with which he spoke to you was abysmal, it didn't even seem like you had any kind of relationship.
"They are people too, they have feelings too. They are afraid to die, they are simply out in the open."
"I care what's mine, we're in a war, we can't save everyone. And I chose to take care of what is mine, my territory together with my people". He states, with that usual stoic face. With that arrogance and selfishness that would drive anyone crazy with rage.
"So that's still a no?" Breathing heavily you ask him one last time, the hope you had of him giving in had simply vanished.
"It was always a no. If you're going to keep talking about it, you can save both your time and mine." Snide and sharp, he never seemed to change.
"Then you won't want me here anymore, I suppose." To his surprise, you wouldn't give up. You would keep your word no matter what.
"Go ahead." Nothing more, not a sentimentality, nothing. Just treating you like you were just another one of his pawns, like you were just another one in the crowd.
A hot tear ran down your face, your heart burning as if it had been recently scalded.
"Are you really going to treat me like this? Like I'm nothing to you, and this ring means nothing?" You removed the ring, holding it with trembling hands.
The engagement ring, which he had made for you himself, was so beautiful. With jade detailing all over the ring, and even more precious was the message it had, 'It will always be you'. According to him, it was to show how much you meant to him.
And now? Were those beautiful words just thrown to the wind?
He huffed, looking incredibly upset and tired of this situation, but he didn't show you anything, he wasn't sad, sorry, guilty, nothing. As if none of this mattered.
"Have it your way." Completely indifferent he mumbles.
"Okay." You threw the ring away, without even looking at where it went," If it meant nothing to you, it meant nothing to me."
Now he seemed to take some notice of you, but was clearly displeased.
But there was no time for him to talk or complain to you, you ran out of there. He wanted to go after you, but the pride he carried in his chest was stronger.
A feeling of guilt invaded his heart, but he still wouldn't let his feelings get the better of him, because he believed that you would go back on your decision.
You wouldn't exchange him for a group of people you barely know, but that was exactly the point he didn't understand. It wasn't that he wouldn't help you, it was the way he dealt with certain issues. He was so focused and objective, that should be good, but it wasn't the case with him.
He always complained that you think too much about others, just as you complain that his behavior is often harsh and hostile. He believed that you would come back, but he was wrong, very wrong.
it had been three weeks since you had even dared to look at each other. He couldn't swallow his pride, and neither could you. That arrogance and selfishness he possessed could get on anyone's nerves, and you were not immune to it.
No matter how many times you tried to make him understand that things were not practical as he claimed they were, he would never understand, he was a real brute.
And that was the last straw for you, people were not objects that he could control as and when he wanted, and he didn't seem to want to understand that.
You had left the village, and had no desire to return. You had tucked yourself away in a simpler hut and in a place you suspected Morax wouldn't go near. Even though you loved him so much, you doubted if he would ever change.
It was so many doubts mixed with the anger you felt about the things he said, you took it out on the monsters you met in front of you, without letting a single one escape.
With quick and precise blows, you used your blade with an unmistakable dexterity. But even this was not enough for what would happen next. A monster that you didn't even know what it was hit you, and ended up hurting you.
You didn't even know where it came from, you didn't even have time to react. Your body heaved and you fell to the grass abruptly, as you felt a sharp pain run through your entire body.
And when you managed to stabilize yourself and look at the monster, it was no longer there. It had already turned to dust.
"You with this stubbornness. You can't even take care of yourself." From the familiarity in his voice, it wasn't hard to guess that it was your husband.
"Shut up." You mustered the strength to speak, it seemed as if your strength was draining away second by second.
Even in such a state, the weakness and frailty you were in didn't seem to make any commotion in Morax.
"If you knew you wouldn't be like this." So cold, so distant. Every word of his hurt so much.
How could he be so indifferent? So cruel.
"You won't even see your spouse? You won't even try to take care of me?" Even though you tried to sound strong and imposing, all that came out was a shaky, tired voice.
"I'm no specialist in this. Go find help somewhere else, I told you I don't want you around." It wasn't just anger, it was a feeling of someone who had been defied, you hadn't followed his orders, and he was hating you for it.
You had traded him, that's what he had in mind, but you didn't leave because of that. You loved him like crazy, and you had helped him in many ways. But he still needed to think more about others, trust humans more.
To learn to understand that people were not just pawns that he moved when and how he wanted, it was far from that. And now he was experiencing the fact that someone might not follow his orders, and that someone was you.
He went to look over his shoulder one last time, as he began to notice a pool of blood starting to form around you, he hurried his steps over to you.
"I have to take you, the healers will help." Bending down close to you he whispers. The sudden change in behavior that soon showed his desperation.
"You know they won't, there's nothing else to do." You couldn't control the tear that welled up in your eye.
It had been a very deep wound, you didn't need any healer to tell you that you were hopeless, the village was far away, there would be no time to get there. Several other warriors had died like this, and it would be no different with you.
His stoic expression turned to one of terror, his pride gone in a matter of minutes.
"Don't talk foolishness." He nestles you in his arms, carrying you so gingerly that it seemed he was afraid of hurting you with the slightest touch.
"Leave me here," he opened his mouth to protest, and you continued, "Please."
He propped you up on his chest, wrapping you in the clothes of his own body, so that you were properly protected.
"Why are you so stubborn? I can't understand you." For the first time you heard him speak in a broken voice, he was trying not to cry.
"I just want to save time, you know you don't have much to do." You gently caress his face.
He wanted to tell you so much, but he couldn't put it into words, ever.
"I shouldn't have acted like that." Finally, he admitted it. But now it was too late for any regrets.
You intertwined your fingers with his, smiling faintly. He could feel your strength fading little by little, and he could do nothing.
You were too fragile, just like all humans. And he could do nothing.
Nothing.
He couldn't believe it, how could a being as powerful as him be so powerless like that? That shouldn't be right, but it was.
"Please stay." He pleads, but how could you fulfill that request? His voice was so shaken it sounded almost unrecognizable.
For the first time he was losing one of his partners, he had always protected them all as best he could, and none of them had gone so far. But the first was you, his first big loss was you. How would he be able to handle it? No, he couldn't.
"I will never forget your eyes, they are so beautiful." You say softly, almost inaudible.
And he let a tear escape, all the armor he had made in his heart had broken, and he couldn't control it. It was the love of his life leaving, all he could do was watch, how could he be so useless at a time like this?
"Stay, keep your eyes open, I'll get help, I'll…" Not even he himself believed his own words, much less believed that you could save yourself.
He felt so much guilt, how could he have been so negligent? He had never been very sentimental, but now he felt it all at once.
He could hardly describe his exact feeling, because he had no exact feeling. Now he understood all the human emotions you spoke of, a pity he could only understand now, on your deathbed.
The birds were singing, it was a beautiful day, the sun had the most beautiful glow. And yet Morax was there, on the grass with you in his arms, crying in despair like never before. The blood that stained the green of the vegetation, and the pain that remained impregnated in Morax's soul.
And then, like one of those tricks played by fate, everything fell silent. Morax sobbed softly, and made one last plea, "Don't leave me, I really care for you. I love you, stay here." He held your hand tightly, seeing how small it was compared to his.
It was the first time he had been that clear, he had never really opened his heart to you, a shame that the first time he said 'I love you', you were no longer there to hear it.
And as soon as he realized it, a faint cry was all that came out of Morax's mouth, followed by an audible sob. He realized that you died there, nestled in his arms, holding his hand, so angelic.
His beloved had left him, eternally.
Millennia had passed since your death, 3.800 years to be exact. Yet this hurt Morax so much that he was never able to forget you.
Even though he left the Archon life aside, now going by another name, Zhongli, and leading a more modest life as a simple Liyue citizen, the memories he had with you were vivid, shining like gold in his memory.
He martyred himself every day, he blamed himself, a guilt that he would never be able to eliminate from his chest, he would give everything, even his life for you to come back.
And today this feeling was stronger than ever, because it was the day of your death, the day you left him alone in this world. Another year had passed, and even so it seemed like yesterday when you died, at least that's how Morax felt.
And as he did every year, he bought your favorite flowers, picked them carefully to make sure that you would like them. Plus he provided the wine of his choice, it was the only thing that made his mind clear on a day like this, even if he wasn't very used to all that drinking.
When he was ready, he went to your tomb, which was made in the Guili Plains, the place where everything began, and also where everything ended. He always kept your grave clean, after all he visited you every day, no matter how hectic his routine could be, he would always come to your grave daily.
"I missed you, my dear." He says these words to the wind, anyone passing by would think he was crazy, but he didn't care.
He always spent hours talking to you, talking about everything that had changed, and how he had changed. He always thought that no matter where you were, you could always hear him.
Gently he put the flowers on the grave, and sat down on the floor, while pouring himself some wine. "I just wanted to remind you that I love you, more than anything else."
On a day like today, he wouldn't even try to hold back the tears, or the pain in his chest. He caught himself thinking how proud you would be to see the progress Liyue had made, how beautiful the city looked now.
He wanted to show you that he understood what you said in the last minutes of your life, he wanted to show you that you had become a better person. This was due to a great influence of yours, who now was not here to accompany him on this journey.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I did, my beloved. You would think it magnificent the way everything has progressed, how humans could achieve so much." His voice choked, his face red as the tears came down without stopping.
'His beloved' , was so sweet when it came out of his lips, but so melancholy by the look in his eyes, those gentle golden eyes that expressed so much sorrow.
A love ended in such a way could hurt so much, and Morax knew it. He had experienced it so harshly, but he stood firm to keep the nation you two had fought so hard for standing, and he would keep fighting because he thought it was the way to repay you for all you had done for him.
Every time he remembered you crumbling in his arms, his heart squeezed in such a way. Your face paled along with your frail body, looking as if it would break at any moment. And with that he remembered how much he missed you in his arms, your laughter, the warmth of your body, your beautiful face.
He missed it all, and remembered these moments bitterly, but also joyfully, because he remembered when you were still with him.
He would protect the people at all costs, and keep everything safe as long as he was alive, he would watch over everything you believed in. He would gladly do this for the rest of his days.
Now all he could do was wait, wait for him to take his last breath. And then finally, finally he could meet you, and tell you everything that happened during those years.
Warnings: Fem! Reader, fluff, too much romace on this,established relationship/marriage.
A/n: For some reason these headcannons are one of my favorites! Besides that this is one of my favorites brainrots.
Kazuha:
Kazuha, would be quite shy to ask you for this, even if it was something he wanted very much. He didn't know how you would take the news, even if he had been daydreaming about the idea for a while.
"My dear, I want to talk to you." He calls you, rather fearfully. His heart was beating so fast, even he wondered why he was so nervous.
You sat down on the couch with him, and even without talking to him you could see that he was anxious.
"What's wrong?" You squeeze one of his hands, making him look at you.
He swallows, then gives a silly little smile, "I wish there was someone else here, not just the two of us." And he regrets it right after he speaks, how could he have been so clumsy with a simple sentence?
"Are you thinking of bringing someone to live here?" Your confused face already said perfectly that you hadn't understood anything.
"N-no, no." He sighed, why the hell was this so embarrassing?
You hold his face, looking at him with a frown, "You look weird, what's wrong?"
"I want to grow our family, I really do." He holds both your hands, gripping tightly.
You smiled with confusion at first, but after seeing his expression you understood what he meant.
"… Do you mean kids?" And now it was you who was nervous, even though you two had been married for a while, it was different when this conversation comes up like this.
"Yes, I would love to. I'd love you to carry my children." And he was so sincere, so kind. Even if he was in a cold sweat, completely nervous. He was still all cautious with you.
You gave a blown smile, it was so special to hear him talking to you like that. He was more than ready to take that step, and he wanted to very much.
"You have no idea how much I want to." You smiled beautifully, and he grabbed you in a hug so strong, so genuine.
"We'll be the best parents, you can be sure." He assures you.
And about that you could have no doubt, Kazuha would do everything to be the best father possible. He would work hard from the time you were pregnant until the time the baby was born, and he couldn't wait for that moment. You were very special to him, and he would settle down and live happily with the family he would make with you, the love of his life.
Kaveh:
Since early morning Kaveh was pacing around, he was anxiously waiting for you to come home. Lately he could only think of one thing, he wanted to have kids with you, he just didn't know how to bring it up.
His face flickered as soon as he heard the sound of the door opening, it was you who had just arrived.
"My sweetheart, how was your day?" It was the first thing he always asked you, regardless.
"It was good as far as possible, and you?" You give him a little kiss, and he returns it.
"It was great, great. I wanted to talk about something with you." He says reluctantly, he felt so nervous.
You look at him a little puzzled, precisely because he seems a little tense, "About what? Did something happen?"
"It's because I wanted to grow our family, you know? Something beyond the two of us." And there he was, he had prepared so much, but the words seemed to come out all messed up.
You look at him with a frown and ask, "Do you want a pet? Don't tell me you want to bring those desert foxes home." You say smiling, squeezing his cheeks.
"The foxes? Pffff, no, that wasn't quite it." He gives one of those nervous laughs, his gaze a little confused.
"Then what? Any of the street dogs you've seen around? Or was it a kitten?" And he was getting more and more clumsy, how could he say that?
He took a deep breath, closing his eyes and relaxing a bit, thinking to himself 'it's going to be okay Kaveh, you can do it.'
He hugs you, holding you tight and close to him, and then he whispers, "We've been married for a while now, and I was wondering if you could give me the joy of having a copy of ourselves running around this house." And your eyes widened at what he said, now you understood what he meant.
"Do you want to have kids with me?" You stammered, it turned out you felt as afraid as he did.
He pulled back a little and looked at you, his eyes filled with love, "Yes my dear, I want to very much."
Your heart beat so fast, you knew that at some point he would ask you for it, Kaveh was always very good with children.
"'B-but you don't have to feel pressured, in case you don't want to-"
"Of course I do, my darling, I want it as much as you do." His face lit up, he smiled happily, the kind of smile that made you mesmerized.
He takes you in his arms and gives you a twirl, "I'm going to be the best dad in the world, and you're going to be the best mom!"
From now on, the only thing he would talk about was the baby, he couldn't wait to see you pregnant. He would prepare the best outfits, the best room, he would give everything of the best quality to the child, and of course the main thing, love.
Diluc:
Ever since Diluc asked you to marry him, he was sure that he wanted to have a family with you. And he thinks it's high time to talk to you about it, and he was so nervous, it was still something he didn't know if you wanted, and he was eager for an answer.
And he had been thinking all day about a way to broach the subject, and now that he was coming home it seemed he had forgotten everything he had planned. He came into the house, and went straight to your shared bedroom.
And there you were, reading the book while waiting for him, his heart warmed every time he came home and saw you, no matter how long you were together, the feeling was always the same.
"My love, you came home late today." And as always you welcome him with a smile, opening your arms to cuddle him.
And there he went, snuggled in your arms, feeling at home.
"Have you ever thought about adding to our family?" was the first thing he said, as always Diluc was direct, although he wanted to be a little more delicate this time.
You were disconcerted by the sudden question, was he referring to a kitten you had been taking care of for a week?
"Oh, you mean the cat? I was going to talk to you, I really want to bring him to our house." He grunted, and you realized that wasn't what he meant.
"No, of course you can bring the kitten if you want, it's your house too after all." He raised his face, leaning his forehead on yours, "I'm talking about us, about having a baby."
His face was so red, and yet he looked at you so tenderly. And you're surprised, and then you find yourself smiling like a fool.
"So that's why you've been distant lately? You've been thinking about it all week, haven't you?" You stroke his red strands, as he wraps his arms around you.
"Yes, I was thinking of a way to ask you that, in a way that was more…. Gentle. I guess I failed." He says in a sigh, and you can't help and end up letting out a laugh.
"You have that way about you, I couldn't have asked for it in a better way. I'm ready, I really want it." You caressed his face, gently tracing your fingers over his cheeks.
He gave a sweet smile, relieved even. He came over and kissed you, full of love and affection.
"I love you, very much. Thank you for that." He murmurs as he lays you down on the bed gently.
Diluc would be an exemplary father, unmatched in every way. Just as he was a perfect husband, and he would look forward to seeing a little child running around that big house. He couldn't wait to see you pregnant, carrying his little ones. And he would arrange to have you pregnant as soon as possible.
Childe:
"So my love, what do you think of kids?" Out of the blue, that's how he would start this conversation.
All you did was look at him confused, you believed he was talking about his siblings, he had talked about trying to bring them to live with the two of you.
"I like them, but why the question? Do you want to bring your siblings to visit us?" You looked at him, and he had a little smile on his lips.
He ran a hand through his hair, and then said, "I do too, but I don't mean that. What do you think about having our own child?" And he wasn't the least bit embarrassed, quite the contrary.
And you blushed a little, as you instinctively put your hand on your belly, "So you want to?"
As if you had asked the question with the most obvious answer he nodded, quickly moving closer to you.
"Can you imagine these little ones running around the house? I can't wait to play with one of them." And now you understood why during the week he had been buying baby things, clothes, socks, shoes, bottles. Every little thing you could imagine.
"What do you mean, one of them?" He had already talked about his desire, and he had respected the fact that you didn't feel ready yet. But that didn't say he was going to tell you about it every chance he got.
"I want more than one, don't you?" Childe was a man who wanted a big family, and if you wanted it that way too, there would be lots of little ones in that house.
You laughed and put your hands on his neck, ruffling his hair. "You're eager, aren't you? Ever since we got married you've been talking about it."
He wrapped his arms around your waist, "It's just the thought of seeing you pregnant, of having a smaller version of you. I can't help myself!" He kisses you, sweet and calm.
"Then we should try to have one of our own, don't you think?" With a smile from corner to corner you say it, and he's soon completely overjoyed. As if you've just given him the happiest news in the world.
He scoops you up in his arms, giving you a tight hug, "Right! right! I saw a store that sells stuff for kids, I can show you!" And he's already talking as if you're pregnant, eyes shining with the purest enthusiasm. "You'll show me later, you've bought quite a lot of stuff like that this week haven't you?" You ask him in a laugh, and then he puts you down.
"It wasn't that much, just a few things." And he kissed you again, he just couldn't help himself after receiving such news.
In the middle of the kiss he murmurs, "I'm going to spoil you rotten, you know that right?" As if he needed to say that, he already spoils you normally, pregnant then.
Prepare your ears, because you would only hear about this subject for the next few months. And Childe would be even more euphoric with the confirmation of your pregnancy, which would certainly not take long to happen, the future dad Childe would not waste time.
Zhongli:
As a man who had lived long ago, Zhongli had many desires, and one of those was to see his beloved wife carrying in her womb the fruit of his love, his own kids. As you had been married for many, many years, this had always been a topic that you both spoke about easily, but only now had Zhongli taken the courage to make this request. He wanted to see you pregnant, carrying his clutch. He had always been very thoughtful about it, because he didn't know if he would be able to raise a child properly, and so he learned, and observed literally everything about it, and so he could draw his own conclusions. And being married to you, that was his will, and now he felt a security to be a father, and to increase the family. Even if it didn't seem like it, Zhongli liked the idea of a big family, he wouldn't mind if it were just the both of you, but the idea of several miniatures of you and him running around made his heart warm.
"Good morning my dear." It was the first thing you heard as soon as you opened your eyes in the arms of your beloved.
"Morning, have you been awake long?" You snuggle into his chest, as he gently strokes your hair.
"It's been a while, I had some things on my mind." And you lifted your head to look at him, Zhongli was usually not easily fretted, so you puzzled over what might be on his mind.
And he laughed as soon as he saw your sleepy little face all confused, you were a very adorable little thing.
"I was thinking about us, about our future." And again he caught your eye, you were all focused on him.
"Did I do something?" You murmur, your voice overcome by sleep.
He laughs again, then replies, "No, don't worry, but yes, it's about you, about both of us."
You sit up in bed, and stare at him with a stunned expression, thoughts scrambling just as much.
"…?"
He puts his hand on your belly, gently stroking, "I'd love for us to expand our family, what do you say?"
You look at him with a smile, silly of you to think he meant a pet. You could tell by the look on his face that he was so looking forward to it, it was one of the few pleasures he hadn't experienced yet, and now he wanted to do it with you.
"Do you think we're ready?" And it was always an insecurity, after all raising and teaching a child was not an easy task, far from it.
"We'll only know if we try, it's your choice." Now he held your hand, stroking it with his thumb. Like the gentleman he was, he would never force you to do anything, everything you did would be of your own free will.
With a blush on your face you turn back to him, nestling into his chest. "So I guess we should work on that, right?"
And he smiled, a smile so bright and so beautiful. He was relieved to know that like him you wanted it too.
"Of course we should, my dear." He was excited, he couldn't wait to see you beautifully pregnant, and then to see his baby into the world.
Even though there was still a long time to go, he would already start planning changes in the house, just as he would already start to take an interest in baby utensils, in a very short time the house would be full of these things. And as for pregnancy, you should not worry, he will certainly not take long to leave you pregnant, he would do it as soon as possible.
Warnings: Fem! Reader, fluff, too much romace on this,established relationship/marriage.
A/n: For some reason these headcannons are one of my favorites! Besides that this is one of my favorites brainrots.
Kazuha:
Kazuha, would be quite shy to ask you for this, even if it was something he wanted very much. He didn't know how you would take the news, even if he had been daydreaming about the idea for a while.
"My dear, I want to talk to you." He calls you, rather fearfully. His heart was beating so fast, even he wondered why he was so nervous.
You sat down on the couch with him, and even without talking to him you could see that he was anxious.
"What's wrong?" You squeeze one of his hands, making him look at you.
He swallows, then gives a silly little smile, "I wish there was someone else here, not just the two of us." And he regrets it right after he speaks, how could he have been so clumsy with a simple sentence?
"Are you thinking of bringing someone to live here?" Your confused face already said perfectly that you hadn't understood anything.
"N-no, no." He sighed, why the hell was this so embarrassing?
You hold his face, looking at him with a frown, "You look weird, what's wrong?"
"I want to grow our family, I really do." He holds both your hands, gripping tightly.
You smiled with confusion at first, but after seeing his expression you understood what he meant.
"… Do you mean kids?" And now it was you who was nervous, even though you two had been married for a while, it was different when this conversation comes up like this.
"Yes, I would love to. I'd love you to carry my children." And he was so sincere, so kind. Even if he was in a cold sweat, completely nervous. He was still all cautious with you.
You gave a blown smile, it was so special to hear him talking to you like that. He was more than ready to take that step, and he wanted to very much.
"You have no idea how much I want to." You smiled beautifully, and he grabbed you in a hug so strong, so genuine.
"We'll be the best parents, you can be sure." He assures you.
And about that you could have no doubt, Kazuha would do everything to be the best father possible. He would work hard from the time you were pregnant until the time the baby was born, and he couldn't wait for that moment. You were very special to him, and he would settle down and live happily with the family he would make with you, the love of his life.
Kaveh:
Since early morning Kaveh was pacing around, he was anxiously waiting for you to come home. Lately he could only think of one thing, he wanted to have kids with you, he just didn't know how to bring it up.
His face flickered as soon as he heard the sound of the door opening, it was you who had just arrived.
"My sweetheart, how was your day?" It was the first thing he always asked you, regardless.
"It was good as far as possible, and you?" You give him a little kiss, and he returns it.
"It was great, great. I wanted to talk about something with you." He says reluctantly, he felt so nervous.
You look at him a little puzzled, precisely because he seems a little tense, "About what? Did something happen?"
"It's because I wanted to grow our family, you know? Something beyond the two of us." And there he was, he had prepared so much, but the words seemed to come out all messed up.
You look at him with a frown and ask, "Do you want a pet? Don't tell me you want to bring those desert foxes home." You say smiling, squeezing his cheeks.
"The foxes? Pffff, no, that wasn't quite it." He gives one of those nervous laughs, his gaze a little confused.
"Then what? Any of the street dogs you've seen around? Or was it a kitten?" And he was getting more and more clumsy, how could he say that?
He took a deep breath, closing his eyes and relaxing a bit, thinking to himself 'it's going to be okay Kaveh, you can do it.'
He hugs you, holding you tight and close to him, and then he whispers, "We've been married for a while now, and I was wondering if you could give me the joy of having a copy of ourselves running around this house." And your eyes widened at what he said, now you understood what he meant.
"Do you want to have kids with me?" You stammered, it turned out you felt as afraid as he did.
He pulled back a little and looked at you, his eyes filled with love, "Yes my dear, I want to very much."
Your heart beat so fast, you knew that at some point he would ask you for it, Kaveh was always very good with children.
"'B-but you don't have to feel pressured, in case you don't want to-"
"Of course I do, my darling, I want it as much as you do." His face lit up, he smiled happily, the kind of smile that made you mesmerized.
He takes you in his arms and gives you a twirl, "I'm going to be the best dad in the world, and you're going to be the best mom!"
From now on, the only thing he would talk about was the baby, he couldn't wait to see you pregnant. He would prepare the best outfits, the best room, he would give everything of the best quality to the child, and of course the main thing, love.
Diluc:
Ever since Diluc asked you to marry him, he was sure that he wanted to have a family with you. And he thinks it's high time to talk to you about it, and he was so nervous, it was still something he didn't know if you wanted, and he was eager for an answer.
And he had been thinking all day about a way to broach the subject, and now that he was coming home it seemed he had forgotten everything he had planned. He came into the house, and went straight to your shared bedroom.
And there you were, reading the book while waiting for him, his heart warmed every time he came home and saw you, no matter how long you were together, the feeling was always the same.
"My love, you came home late today." And as always you welcome him with a smile, opening your arms to cuddle him.
And there he went, snuggled in your arms, feeling at home.
"Have you ever thought about adding to our family?" was the first thing he said, as always Diluc was direct, although he wanted to be a little more delicate this time.
You were disconcerted by the sudden question, was he referring to a kitten you had been taking care of for a week?
"Oh, you mean the cat? I was going to talk to you, I really want to bring him to our house." He grunted, and you realized that wasn't what he meant.
"No, of course you can bring the kitten if you want, it's your house too after all." He raised his face, leaning his forehead on yours, "I'm talking about us, about having a baby."
His face was so red, and yet he looked at you so tenderly. And you're surprised, and then you find yourself smiling like a fool.
"So that's why you've been distant lately? You've been thinking about it all week, haven't you?" You stroke his red strands, as he wraps his arms around you.
"Yes, I was thinking of a way to ask you that, in a way that was more…. Gentle. I guess I failed." He says in a sigh, and you can't help and end up letting out a laugh.
"You have that way about you, I couldn't have asked for it in a better way. I'm ready, I really want it." You caressed his face, gently tracing your fingers over his cheeks.
He gave a sweet smile, relieved even. He came over and kissed you, full of love and affection.
"I love you, very much. Thank you for that." He murmurs as he lays you down on the bed gently.
Diluc would be an exemplary father, unmatched in every way. Just as he was a perfect husband, and he would look forward to seeing a little child running around that big house. He couldn't wait to see you pregnant, carrying his little ones. And he would arrange to have you pregnant as soon as possible.
Childe:
"So my love, what do you think of kids?" Out of the blue, that's how he would start this conversation.
All you did was look at him confused, you believed he was talking about his siblings, he had talked about trying to bring them to live with the two of you.
"I like them, but why the question? Do you want to bring your siblings to visit us?" You looked at him, and he had a little smile on his lips.
He ran a hand through his hair, and then said, "I do too, but I don't mean that. What do you think about having our own child?" And he wasn't the least bit embarrassed, quite the contrary.
And you blushed a little, as you instinctively put your hand on your belly, "So you want to?"
As if you had asked the question with the most obvious answer he nodded, quickly moving closer to you.
"Can you imagine these little ones running around the house? I can't wait to play with one of them." And now you understood why during the week he had been buying baby things, clothes, socks, shoes, bottles. Every little thing you could imagine.
"What do you mean, one of them?" He had already talked about his desire, and he had respected the fact that you didn't feel ready yet. But that didn't say he was going to tell you about it every chance he got.
"I want more than one, don't you?" Childe was a man who wanted a big family, and if you wanted it that way too, there would be lots of little ones in that house.
You laughed and put your hands on his neck, ruffling his hair. "You're eager, aren't you? Ever since we got married you've been talking about it."
He wrapped his arms around your waist, "It's just the thought of seeing you pregnant, of having a smaller version of you. I can't help myself!" He kisses you, sweet and calm.
"Then we should try to have one of our own, don't you think?" With a smile from corner to corner you say it, and he's soon completely overjoyed. As if you've just given him the happiest news in the world.
He scoops you up in his arms, giving you a tight hug, "Right! right! I saw a store that sells stuff for kids, I can show you!" And he's already talking as if you're pregnant, eyes shining with the purest enthusiasm. "You'll show me later, you've bought quite a lot of stuff like that this week haven't you?" You ask him in a laugh, and then he puts you down.
"It wasn't that much, just a few things." And he kissed you again, he just couldn't help himself after receiving such news.
In the middle of the kiss he murmurs, "I'm going to spoil you rotten, you know that right?" As if he needed to say that, he already spoils you normally, pregnant then.
Prepare your ears, because you would only hear about this subject for the next few months. And Childe would be even more euphoric with the confirmation of your pregnancy, which would certainly not take long to happen, the future dad Childe would not waste time.
Zhongli:
As a man who had lived long ago, Zhongli had many desires, and one of those was to see his beloved wife carrying in her womb the fruit of his love, his own kids. As you had been married for many, many years, this had always been a topic that you both spoke about easily, but only now had Zhongli taken the courage to make this request. He wanted to see you pregnant, carrying his clutch. He had always been very thoughtful about it, because he didn't know if he would be able to raise a child properly, and so he learned, and observed literally everything about it, and so he could draw his own conclusions. And being married to you, that was his will, and now he felt a security to be a father, and to increase the family. Even if it didn't seem like it, Zhongli liked the idea of a big family, he wouldn't mind if it were just the both of you, but the idea of several miniatures of you and him running around made his heart warm.
"Good morning my dear." It was the first thing you heard as soon as you opened your eyes in the arms of your beloved.
"Morning, have you been awake long?" You snuggle into his chest, as he gently strokes your hair.
"It's been a while, I had some things on my mind." And you lifted your head to look at him, Zhongli was usually not easily fretted, so you puzzled over what might be on his mind.
And he laughed as soon as he saw your sleepy little face all confused, you were a very adorable little thing.
"I was thinking about us, about our future." And again he caught your eye, you were all focused on him.
"Did I do something?" You murmur, your voice overcome by sleep.
He laughs again, then replies, "No, don't worry, but yes, it's about you, about both of us."
You sit up in bed, and stare at him with a stunned expression, thoughts scrambling just as much.
"…?"
He puts his hand on your belly, gently stroking, "I'd love for us to expand our family, what do you say?"
You look at him with a smile, silly of you to think he meant a pet. You could tell by the look on his face that he was so looking forward to it, it was one of the few pleasures he hadn't experienced yet, and now he wanted to do it with you.
"Do you think we're ready?" And it was always an insecurity, after all raising and teaching a child was not an easy task, far from it.
"We'll only know if we try, it's your choice." Now he held your hand, stroking it with his thumb. Like the gentleman he was, he would never force you to do anything, everything you did would be of your own free will.
With a blush on your face you turn back to him, nestling into his chest. "So I guess we should work on that, right?"
And he smiled, a smile so bright and so beautiful. He was relieved to know that like him you wanted it too.
"Of course we should, my dear." He was excited, he couldn't wait to see you beautifully pregnant, and then to see his baby into the world.
Even though there was still a long time to go, he would already start planning changes in the house, just as he would already start to take an interest in baby utensils, in a very short time the house would be full of these things. And as for pregnancy, you should not worry, he will certainly not take long to leave you pregnant, he would do it as soon as possible.
Warnings: It's not smut but it's quite explicit, possessive behavior. Kaeya does not accept the end of the relationship.
You were moving on after the breakup with Kaeya, it had been a little over a month and you were feeling a little better, although you were still a little down about it. And as a way to unwind a bit you decided to go to a concert that was going to happen tonight, it would be a good way to pass the time and be cool for a bit.
And here you were, relaxing and chatting with some friends, having a few drinks here and there. And you had already noticed a guy checking you out all the time, you just ignored it and kept having fun.
You decided to get up and dance a little, after all it wouldn't hurt. And yet the same guy kept following you and made several advances with you, until he decided to get even closer.
"A beautiful person like that shouldn't be alone, don't tell me that's your case." The random weird guy asks.
"I'm fine, I don't need company." You even try to speak politely, but he still kept insisting.
And again he tries to hit on you, only this time the answer didn't come from your mouth.
"If I were you, I would calm down. Or do you want me to calm you down myself?" The voice you instantly recognized, your ex-boyfriend Kaeya.
He put his arm on your shoulder, resting his chin on your head. The man made a sort of sulky, disgruntled face and soon dispersed into the crowd.
"Did he do something to you?" He whispered softly, just for you to hear. Even though he spoke softly, you sensed how jealous he was. He would never tolerate you with someone else, you can bet on that.
"No, nothing. Appreciated you helping." And then you feel him snuggle into the crook of your neck.
"You look beautiful today, that dress is perfect on you." He kissed your neck.
You let go of him and moved away a little, but he wasn't willing to let you go. So he pulled you back to him. His eyes locked on you, analyzing you from head to toe.
"What's the hurry, baby?" He holds you close, gently stroking your cheeks.
"I don't think we should be doing this…" You murmur, but your body didn't want to comply.
He chuckled and whispered, "I was watching you from afar, you look so sexy. Dancing in such a way, I couldn't help myself." And you can catch him biting his lower lip.
You blinked twice, looking at him with a skeptical face."Can you let me go?"
"I'm sorry, but I'm not going to let my beautiful partner go out like that." And indeed he wouldn't, an opportunity like this he couldn't miss.
Slowly he slid his fingers down your arm, and you didn't know if you were just letting yourself go or if deep down you wanted it as much as he did.
"Kaeya no, we're done." You whisper in his ear, but who said he cared?
"Don't ask me to stop, because I won't." His digits trailed down your back, pulling you closer and closer.
You trying to pull away from him tried to put your hands on his shoulders, in a way to distance yourself, but he used that as leverage.
"Wanna get closer sweetie?" He says cynically, completely convinced. He knew exactly the power he had over you.
"Kaeya please…" It turns out that your voice comes out in a whimpering form, and you can see the gleam in his eye as soon as he heard your sweet voice.
By then his arm was wrapped around your waist, his lips touching your cheek gently. He was so close, and yet you couldn't push him away, something about him was so tempting.
"I won't let you go, you know that don't you?" He whispers directly into your ear, making your body shiver with the sensual tone he had.
You just let out a heavy breath, as if you weren't thinking straight anymore.
Your body together with his, his head on your shoulder as he held you tightly around the waist, his hands eagerly waiting to go down some more.
"Leave me alone, we're both done, we have nothing left. We're done Kaeya." Reluctantly you say, but not even you believed it.
"Who says we're done?" Now his hand went straight to squeeze the soft flesh of your ass, he shamelessly put his hand under your dress. Because he knew you wouldn't refuse.
Trailing kisses to the corner of your mouth he whispers, "You are mine, as I am yours. And nothing will change that." Without wasting much time he pushed his lips against yours, the sweetness of your lips he craved so much, missed so much.
He squeezed your ass, pulling you even closer to him, while you moaned low against his lips.
You wrapped your arms around his neck as your hand ran through his hair. And you could feel him smiling smugly, the bastard knew what your weaknesses were, and he was going to take advantage of them very well.
While the lights were off like this, you felt free to do whatever mischief came to mind. You were kissing madly without caring about anything around you, as if all that mattered was just that moment, nothing else.
He pulled his mouth away from yours, leaving a trail of saliva. And you could tell how turned on he was just by feeling the growing bulge in his pants.
"After we're done having fun here, I'll get us both a room. There you can be as loud and sexy as you want." With his fingers he played with a lock of your hair, his mouth gently kissing your shoulder.
"Kaeya-" You whimpered his name, who giggled in response.
"You're mine, only mine. And if I have to, I'm going to fuck you until you remember," and so he licked and kissed your neck, then asked, "And you're going to take it all, aren't you?"
Prompt: Genshin men reacting to you wearing their shirts!
Warnings: Modern Au
"You look incredibly beautiful."
Kaveh would feel his heart flutter when he saw you walking around the house in his shirt. To him it was a work of art, you looked simply enchanting, he could spend the day just admiring you. Besides taking a picture of you and putting it as a wallpaper, he would always leave his shirts easy for you to wear whenever you wanted.
"It looks quite big on you. You still look dazzling."
To Zhongli you looked breathtaking every time you wore one of his shirts, even if it looked clumsy on you he loved it, you looked simply adorable in his eyes. All day long he would make sure you wore it, and he would lend you more than one, just to see how you looked in each one. And with that he would make sure you looked so good in all of them.
"Oh, it was with you…. You look gorgeous."
Diluc would catch himself looking for his shirt, and found it the moment you walked into the room wearing it. It looked so comfortable on you, plus you looked cozy while wearing it. And now he couldn't stop looking at you with a blush on his face, he couldn't handle the fact that you looked so perfect. From now on he would probably 'forget' some of his shirt on the bed, just to see you wearing it again.
"Do you want to keep this one for yourself?"
It would be a kind offer from Alhaitam, he would be willing to give all his shirts to you, because you looked amazing in each of them. And he didn't mind sharing with you at all, because he loved the fact that the shirts would eventually get your scent on them. And every time he wore it, he would remember you. So he would constantly invite you to wear them, just to see how pretty you looked.
"Don't take it off, I mean it! You are beyond perfect!"
Childe would go crazy seeing you in his clothes. He wouldn't want you to stop wearing them, in his mind his shirts looked better on you than on himself. His eyes would twinkle as soon as he hovered over you, he would wonder how you could be so beautiful. He'd be very clingy, you couldn't blame him. He'd make sure you wore his clothes more often.
"You don't get tired of taking my breath away, do you?"
Words would not be enough to describe how pleasurable it was for Kaeya to see you in his shirt. He just loved it when you did that. For him it was so sexy, and even so romantic. The way the shirt seemed to be so large on you, but still looked amazing. Every time you wanted something more comfortable to wear, the first option would be his shirts, he wouldn't miss this opportunity. He'd make you walk through the whole house like that, just to get a glimpse of you.
Prompt: Genshin men reacting to you wearing their shirts!
Warnings: Modern Au
"You look incredibly beautiful."
Kaveh would feel his heart flutter when he saw you walking around the house in his shirt. To him it was a work of art, you looked simply enchanting, he could spend the day just admiring you. Besides taking a picture of you and putting it as a wallpaper, he would always leave his shirts easy for you to wear whenever you wanted.
"It looks quite big on you. You still look dazzling."
To Zhongli you looked breathtaking every time you wore one of his shirts, even if it looked clumsy on you he loved it, you looked simply adorable in his eyes. All day long he would make sure you wore it, and he would lend you more than one, just to see how you looked in each one. And with that he would make sure you looked so good in all of them.
"Oh, it was with you…. You look gorgeous."
Diluc would catch himself looking for his shirt, and found it the moment you walked into the room wearing it. It looked so comfortable on you, plus you looked cozy while wearing it. And now he couldn't stop looking at you with a blush on his face, he couldn't handle the fact that you looked so perfect. From now on he would probably 'forget' some of his shirt on the bed, just to see you wearing it again.
"Do you want to keep this one for yourself?"
It would be a kind offer from Alhaitam, he would be willing to give all his shirts to you, because you looked amazing in each of them. And he didn't mind sharing with you at all, because he loved the fact that the shirts would eventually get your scent on them. And every time he wore it, he would remember you. So he would constantly invite you to wear them, just to see how pretty you looked.
"Don't take it off, I mean it! You are beyond perfect!"
Childe would go crazy seeing you in his clothes. He wouldn't want you to stop wearing them, in his mind his shirts looked better on you than on himself. His eyes would twinkle as soon as he hovered over you, he would wonder how you could be so beautiful. He'd be very clingy, you couldn't blame him. He'd make sure you wore his clothes more often.
"You don't get tired of taking my breath away, do you?"
Words would not be enough to describe how pleasurable it was for Kaeya to see you in his shirt. He just loved it when you did that. For him it was so sexy, and even so romantic. The way the shirt seemed to be so large on you, but still looked amazing. Every time you wanted something more comfortable to wear, the first option would be his shirts, he wouldn't miss this opportunity. He'd make you walk through the whole house like that, just to get a glimpse of you.
Kaeya was not shy about showing affection in public, in fact he liked it a lot. He didn't mind putting his arm around you, and pulling you in for a kiss in front of everyone. But he loved to see your little face blush every time he did it. Not only that, but he had a way of hugging you a lot, and maybe a few naughty hands here and there, Kaeya was shameless enough if he wanted to be.
Not that he was shy, but Kaveh would be a bit more reclusive about being affectionate in public. He would always walk in holding hands with you, as well as give you a peck from time to time. But he would never be too intimate, because he thought that more romantic things should only be between the two of you. But if you teased him just a little bit, he certainly wouldn't deny you a tender kiss.
Cyno would proudly show everyone that you were his partner, the one he chose to live with. He would even be a little bit clingy, not that it would bother you at all. He would kiss and hug you without any problem, he was a proud boyfriend. And anyone who asked would hear him talking for hours about how special you were. So there was no shame in any demonstration of affection on his part.
For Tighnari good discretion was essential, but he was a bit more open when it came to you. Hand holding, warm hugs, and even the way you put some flowers on his hair because you thought it was pretty. He didn't mind any of that as long as it was you, so every time you put a little flower on him, he would proudly wear it. And he also wouldn't mind if you stroked his ears or tail in public, he would easily approve.
Wanderer was not a very fond of these things, but with time he became more comfortable. He felt much more comfortable when you walked holding hands with him, for him it was a simple gesture that meant a lot. But besides this, he also liked to put his arm around your shoulders while you were walking, this way he kept you close and people saw that you were a couple. So for him simple things like this were very meaningful.
Kaeya was not shy about showing affection in public, in fact he liked it a lot. He didn't mind putting his arm around you, and pulling you in for a kiss in front of everyone. But he loved to see your little face blush every time he did it. Not only that, but he had a way of hugging you a lot, and maybe a few naughty hands here and there, Kaeya was shameless enough if he wanted to be.
Not that he was shy, but Kaveh would be a bit more reclusive about being affectionate in public. He would always walk in holding hands with you, as well as give you a peck from time to time. But he would never be too intimate, because he thought that more romantic things should only be between the two of you. But if you teased him just a little bit, he certainly wouldn't deny you a tender kiss.
Cyno would proudly show everyone that you were his partner, the one he chose to live with. He would even be a little bit clingy, not that it would bother you at all. He would kiss and hug you without any problem, he was a proud boyfriend. And anyone who asked would hear him talking for hours about how special you were. So there was no shame in any demonstration of affection on his part.
For Tighnari good discretion was essential, but he was a bit more open when it came to you. Hand holding, warm hugs, and even the way you put some flowers on his hair because you thought it was pretty. He didn't mind any of that as long as it was you, so every time you put a little flower on him, he would proudly wear it. And he also wouldn't mind if you stroked his ears or tail in public, he would easily approve.
Wanderer was not a very fond of these things, but with time he became more comfortable. He felt much more comfortable when you walked holding hands with him, for him it was a simple gesture that meant a lot. But besides this, he also liked to put his arm around your shoulders while you were walking, this way he kept you close and people saw that you were a couple. So for him simple things like this were very meaningful.
