[milkbog]

bea (like "bee" 🐝) | 27 | any/all pronouns | pacific northwest

former wholockian (circa 2011) 🫡 & now i just reblog shitposts

the only tags i use consistently are for my OCs

xoxo

[anh3-donia]

insane goodwill pickup

[girlnumbers]

always get a large sized drink. you don’t know what life has in store

[str-ngeloop]

it's called the whether because it depends

[cutecipher]

dr. macklemore (podiatrist): i fix your granddads toes

[amazoogle]

it's Tuesday all day today and there's no known way to prevent this

[milkbog]

my groceries rang up for $156,000 at walmart and nobody could figure out why. my bad for buying smoothies ig

[spiderbasil]

you start to understand why they invented the bed

[milkbog]

i hate that i had to trigger another crash before anyone believed me but i have formally been diagnosed with MECFS (again)

[milkbog]

funniest possible time for my therapist to just not text me back ever tbh

[milkbog]

so glad i spent 4 hours of my day for an appt where they told me my back pain is genetic, can't be helped, and oh btw did i know im fat? losing weight might help! no promises though

[segamascott]

[yuckiee]

[shittttyproblems]

not today...

[ceruleanheaven]

life is so awesome if we ignore all that

[torsnach]

Fool me once I kill myself on the spot

[milkbog]

im having a really hard time. a really really hard time. i am dealing with everything alone and genuinely my options are push through or kill myself. so i guess i will push thru

[milkbog]

neurosurgery appt tomorrow. going to try and lift my wheelchair in and out of my car alone best case and worst case i have to tough out walking from parking lot to hospital etc which idk maybe being in more pain is good for them to see

calling to schedule all my imaging tomorrow too. upright MRI and liver ultrasound and bladder ultrasound

pt twice a week for the time being

weekly primary care appt on tues. report on the neurosurgery appt + continue to emphasize the fatigue. maybe hint at the hopelessness but again i don't want to be dismissed so idk

pain management clinic in a little over a month. primary reason is to consult about epidural injections, i don't really expect them to offer me much else but who knows

therapy at some point but my therapist has been rly bad about texting back and then misunderstanding MY texts when he does so idk

i think that's it. for now

[milkbog]

im having a really hard time. a really really hard time. i am dealing with everything alone and genuinely my options are push through or kill myself. so i guess i will push thru

[milkbog]

neurosurgery appt tomorrow. going to try and lift my wheelchair in and out of my car alone best case and worst case i have to tough out walking from parking lot to hospital etc which idk maybe being in more pain is good for them to see

calling to schedule all my imaging tomorrow too. upright MRI and liver ultrasound and bladder ultrasound

pt twice a week for the time being

weekly primary care appt on tues. report on the neurosurgery appt + continue to emphasize the fatigue. maybe hint at the hopelessness but again i don't want to be dismissed so idk

pain management clinic in a little over a month. primary reason is to consult about epidural injections, i don't really expect them to offer me much else but who knows

therapy at some point but my therapist has been rly bad about texting back and then misunderstanding MY texts when he does so idk

i think that's it. for now