Summary: The typical someone gets injured during the mission, furthermore their frustration of failure turns into sexual tension which drives them into having an aggressively steamy session in bed. // 2,653
Warnings: 18+ SMUT, language, hints of violence and someone getting injured, oral sex (male receiving), unprotected sex
A/N: @papi-chulo-bucky love u, fAM!!
FEEDBACK, PLEASE?
Everyone nodded in agreement as Steve stood at the far edge of the glass table, giving his final remarks on what to do on the mission. It had been days and the team was already getting impatient with the army of robots invading the city, nevertheless, things somehow kept going downhill.
You couldnât specifically point out the flaw the mission had that made it unable to defeat the enemies sooner, but it definitely had something to do with someone fucking the plan up and deciding to execute in his own ways as there was always someone too hardheaded to actually strike for the perfect timing.
The last time the Avengers tried to attack had completely backfired. Just as everyone thought the team of superheroes were getting the upper hand, more androids began to emerge from some kind of black portal that had another universe on the other end. Thus, having to withdraw from the battlefield and create a new game plan.
Within a number of days that passed by, Steve decided to split the team into groups of duos and trios. You didnât mind getting paired with him knowing he never doubted your skills at least once and that he trusts you on helping him win this mission. Although you werenât quite sure if that was the only reason why he chose to fight with you side by side, acknowledging that you had your fair share of intimate and steamy moments with him from previous times.
âAlright, I suppose everyone knows what they have to do and where they should be located at,â Steve prompted, âwe have been going through this for days therefore we close the portal as soon as possible and retrieve the scepter.â
 Everyone nodded in agreement. Sooner afterward, they were gearing up in their distinguished suits and prepping their weapons for whatâs about to come â in your case, you wore a Prussian blue uniform, that was vaguely similar to Natashaâs, and carried two distinctively sharp Katanas as your weapon of choice.
âAre we all set?â you asked, earning several responses of agreement before joining in with Steve while the others went on with their assigned partners.
Although just as a few hours had gone by, things werenât going as smoothly as planned â believing that Tony was one step ahead from the enemies, with his newly invented gadgets and improve suits, but in reality they were five steps further from your master plan. The Captain sensed it too, discerning that Clint and Natasha were being chased by too many he could handle and that the Hulk was getting swarmed all around and needed more help to escape.
No matter how great Captain Americaâs shield is, you could see him struggling as he continued to throw the object in the air and receive it within seconds like a boomerang, hitting numbers that werenât enough to compensate with the destruction left in the city of New York. Along with that, he greatly smashed one droid with the edge of his shield, quickly running towards it and lifted both his feet to knock it out completely.
However, things were going downhill and you could see Steve being bothered by that fact. His face twisted into a series of troubled emotions, thoughts getting overpowered and caused him to get a bit distracted by it which was enough grip for one of the robots to tackle him to the concrete road. In addition to that was him losing grip of his shield, now that it has flown in the air and landed far from his reach.
âSteve!â It caused you to look aside and catch a sight of him and his face getting beaten up by the sharp metal figures, leaving multiple scratches and wounds all over. Soon enough there were tons of droids crushing him and you could barely discern where his body was at.
It was difficult enough that you were trying to hold back against three robots, but things became more complicated once you neatly sliced them into pieces and began to dash to Steveâs body that was still lying against the cold ground. He hardly coughed and looked at you with hints of blood streamed from his forehead. âYouâve got to be shitting me now, Super Soldierâ you muttered under your breath while calling and seeking out for assistance from any of the other members in the team.
there will be a brief hiatus for the uploads in this blog. believe me i wish to continue, but having this massive writers block while drowning in an ocean of requirements for my studies, i just can't seem to spark up coherent thoughts.
i'm sorry though i promise i'll be back! xox, maree
45. What is the strangest object youâve used to masturbate vaginally or anally? 77. Do you enjoy rough sex?
45. what is the strangest object youâve used to masturbate vaginally or anally?+ so far itâs just the handle of a new hairbrush
77. do you enjoy rough sex?+ damn right i do!! choke me and/or make me tear up while being pounded onto the bed, do anything rough to me because i love a good challenge ;)Â
20, are you loud or quiet when you masturbate?+ iâm usually loud since my moans are pretty hot & piercingÂ
95. do you âsquirt?â+ your girl here definitely does!! itâs one of the best parts when i masturbate
105. explain your best sex experience in detail.+ in my now ex-boyfriendâs bedroom. i was riding him while partly naked and he was enjoying the view of my ass while it bounced against his skin. he was pretty deep inside of me and the crown of his cock felt too good up my cunt, plus his moans got the best of me and it was fucking hot because iâm a huge sucker for those!!
111. do you sleep partially/fully naked?+ partially naked; only my panties and a cozy shirt on.
hmmmm, maybe a fic where bucky/steve (either or, Iâm pretty indecisive) take a special liking to their new secretary/assistant? You canât see it right now, but Iâm totally wiggling my eyebrows suggestively
âi have been really pissed at you, for tonight and the previous months...â
âi know and iâm sorry, doll.â
rating: general audience + ex-husband!steve au
note: my heart melted on this one... i hope you enjoy!Â
your hand tensely rested against the white tablecloth, adjusting your hips against the uncomfortably cheap plastic chairs and in addition to it was your miserable face screaming how much you were displeased towards your high-school reunion setting.
if it wasnât for natasha then your presence wouldnât actually be here moping around while downing your system with some low-end alcoholic beverages, nevertheless you didnât want to let your favourite red-headed agent down and thus so here you were.
despite enjoying her night by tagging along with your former schoolmates like tony stark and bruce banner, natasha did express her deep concern upon setting yourself apart from them since she did want you to enjoy the night as much as she has.
but the little convincing wouldnât do any good after being conscious for the fact that your ex-husband might also be coming to the party. the mere thought of him being around you already caused you feeling nauseous and sick to your stomach.Â
even though the party had been ongoing for almost half an hour and the chances for steve to show up decreased every minute; however knowing his main man, bucky barnes being a sucker for parties then he definitely wouldnât miss out for an opportunity like this.
although after kicking antihero asses and lying low from the townspeople for several months, there may be a possibility that he couldnât be coming anytime soon since that must have been exhausting for his part.
the red-head sat across from you sensing the combination of great anger and sadness radiating from your persona â because of not knowing what to do or say once you actually come face-to-face with steve, you were left miserably attempting to run away from all of this.Â
âyou wouldnât be solving anything unless you begin talking things out with him.â as for natasha helping you out with some great advice, you were nevertheless too much of a coward to step up.
for several months of being left alone even so to take care upon your three-year old son, you were furious as to why steve had never given the time to even pay a mere visit, barely even seeing the improvement noah had gone through after a year without him.
everything sucked and you felt nothing rather lost especially for the first few months of the separation. yet here you were withstanding the heartache and sleepless night upon solely taking care of noah, "regardless it has been awfully difficult, you know?"
as you continued to explain, "i had to act for both responsibilities and be there for my child at the same time endure the massive heartbreak i'm experiencing myself."
thankfully natasha did feel bad for you and offered help whenever you needed someone to watch your kid out.
after restless months of being a single parent, she did think that you deserve some kind of day off spent upon either for pampering yourself or diving into the dating sector once again â to be honest you were too much of a handful to even delve in with the second option.
for the meantime, noah was being taken care by your mother at her house across the town from yours and would be driven back around tomorrow afternoon. which meant that the night was completely yours to enjoy and do whatever you desire, but hopefully wonât ignite too much of your recklessness.
the moments passed by were which spent by showing her numbers of pictures you took out from every event he has been at his school as natasha found them irresistibly adorable.
âheâs the reason i wake up to with a smile on my face each morning.â a sigh escaped subsequently from your lips reminiscing the moments in bed and waking up to the sight of steve letting out mellow snores beside you, but that was all behind now.
âthatâs it, i hate seeing you this miserable like this!â the red-head exclaimed dragging you by your wrist once you had placed your phone in your purse. eventually the both of you ended up standing across clint and thor who had welcoming grins spread over their faces.
natasha handed you a shot glass filled with a crimson coloured liquid while you declined at first stating that you thought of having enough already for tonight. but the second you heard cheering from your behind and sensing it was steveâs arrival, you took the second thought and immediately downed the drink.
bruce was the first one to usher in steve, hearing his voice that states how much they have missed him after several missions accomplished from before, and here you were praying that the blond hopefully wouldnât notice you from the crowd.
drink after drink you didnât dare look to you back in case steve might get a quick glimpse of your figure and soon enough you would end up tipsy resulting for natasha driving you home. âjeez, maybe ease down there or else you might end up getting drunk.â
clint expressed mild concerned while you merely chuckled back at him, âoh please, i doubt anyone could get completely drunk off these cheap cardboard flavor drinks.â
you were somewhat right though? after some time the inexpensive alcohol gave you enough courage to dance the night away and forget about what you were worrying earlier, so now you were giggling and twirling your index finger in front of tony stark alongside natasha. âby the way this was a really great party, tony.âÂ
before you could further speak up you were interrupted by a familiar voice. one that you could differentiate amongst everyone in the party even if you were intoxicated to some measures.Â
your entire body tensed up as you turned around and expectedly faced the blond super soldier with a dark cap atop his head and fake spectacles placed in front of his face, steve.Â
and you merely scoffed at his attempt on starting an unwanted conversation, question if it was really you and that he hasnât seen you for the months that had gone by.
âobviously itâs me, stevie, who else would it be?â you crossed your arms against your breasts while impudently staring at him; if he did pay a visit to your house then he would have gotten to see you along with his son â steve can be dense often times and it could be irritating within those moments.
the blond man took a step closer towards you and by that moment the people that surrounded you earlier were now across the room from you, leaving the two of you privately. âlook iâve been wanting to talk to you about everything that has happened,â
the emotions you felt earlier now had boiled up again, âdonât start with me.â
steve gave you a puzzled look as if he expected you to actually listen to him after what he had done. âyouâve been gone for most likely a year, leaving me heartbroken together with your son while you never even tried to pay a visit and you wanted to talk now?âÂ
soon enough steve froze with your words while you took a deep breath thinking that you finally got your shit together and said what youâve been longing for. you didnât let him react to your statement as you rushed outside seeking to find a place to cool down a bit.
though instead you saw bucky casually smoking a cigarette that was currently placed between his lips. he took a glance behind once hearing you push the doors open and a simple cheeky smile crept upon his cheeks, âlook who we have here.â
âcanât believe you got your ass drunk back there, doll.â bucky blew a fresh cloud of grey smoke onto the other side followed by a raspy laughter then decided to speak up and ask why you were outside when you could be enjoying more from what the party has to offer, sensing a reference to a certain captain.
âwanted to take in some fresh air, plus i wouldnât mind avoiding steve for the rest of the night here.â a frown inched to the metal-armed soldier as he dropped the tobacco he had been smoking and stepped against it on the pavement.Â
âknow there was never a time when steve didnât think about you after every mission; big guy missed you every day and he feels sorry for leaving you behind like that,â bucky explained.
you groaned not because of another unwanted explanation but also for the fact that your temples now started thumping and your mind felt light-headed. your steps became wobbly while the alcohol now was sinking into your system, you definitely needed to head home now.
but what you didnât notice was steveâs presence now standing behind from you and his best-friend. he had a remorseful expression as he stepped in offering you a ride, âyou shouldnât be walking late at night, especially after being fairly drunk.â
even though you wanted to protest, your body merely stumbled against his sturdy torso as steve caught you between his arms. he helped you to stand while making your way towards his car before parting off with bucky for the night.
the drive home was deadly awkward if it werenât for steve striking another conversation upon the subject of noah. you tried everything to ignore every question he had and simply rested your head against the window, up until he had enough.
âi know iâve been terrible for the actions i did to you and noah, but just know that there was never a day i regret leaving the both of you behind.â alike what his best-friend had stated huh.
âand donât even accuse me for never trying to ask what had been going on within our sonâs life because i have been calling you all these months and you always end up declining it.â
those words ran across your thoughts over again until you havenât noticed that the ride was over and that steve now pulled his car over onto the side. he got out from his seat and jogged towards the passenger side, helping you out and into your front door.
you fumbled your purse for the house keys and took a while before you got to unlock the door yet the soldier still helped you upstairs and into your bedroom where your body immediately plodded over towards the cozy white sheets. âwhereâs noah?â
there you took a seat against the mattress with your back pressing against the headboard while your feet now had been liberated with the black killer high-heels, then explained that she was at your motherâs house being taken care of for the night because of the party you had to attend to.
without hesitating, steve took a seat beside as the both of you now relaxed against the headboard with your legs resting on top the cold duvet. no one knew what to say anymore and it was paining for anyone who would be in the room.
âi have been really pissed at you, for tonight and the previous months...â
âi know and iâm sorry, doll.âÂ
maybe you were being somewhat selfish with what had happened. but what you were certain was that all you wanted was to provide for noah with what he needed yet with the empty hole steve had withdrawn from, you couldnât help but hate no one but yourself for not being enough â and that was what steve couldnât understand.
the tears couldnât help but start to stream down your cheeks and drop to your neck, you tried resisting the feeling of despair and conceal your swelling eyes with the use of your palms but it was time that you finally broke down.
steve didnât say any words rather embraced you alongside until it had your face buried onto his chest, staining his grey shirt with your tears. he comforted you by pressing a kiss atop of your head and rubbed your arm as your body temperature became a tad heated, âi promise you everything will be okay.â
you looked above when the tears and sniffling came to a halt only to have a completely magnificent view of the crystal blue eyes steve had. memories flashed through your mind and it was alike high-school again, from the roomâs atmosphere all the way to the sensation of falling in love with the super soldier once again.
the scenario between staring into each otherâs eyes now had been disrupted as you leaned over to link your lips with steveâs, resting your hand on the side of his jaw and pulling him close towards your face.
you couldnât help it.
his lips tasted like mint and you were pretty sure yours tasted like whatever the hell you had been drinking. but neither of you did mind as the feeling of being pressed against each other were way more of the priority than anything else â everything surprisingly felt nice and warm just like a year ago.
nothing much had changed, steve still had the softest pair and the way his hand had grasped to your sides while carefully sucking onto your bottom lip. his actions treating you as if you were his queen and executing with utmost intimacy â and not the sexual kind.
your eyelids were sealed closed, taking in the moment and enjoying it rather than to let your grudge overflow. your cheeks were heated as steveâs were flushed into pink, both body temperatures rising up against the cold environment.
both your foreheads were pressed onto each other as your noses were brushing against from side to side. the kiss was passionate and avid but it wasnât those kinds whereas it would lead to sex, it was the kind where you finally were feeling emotions you had been craving before.
your legs were on either sides of his waist, straddling on top of his muscular body which always made yours look so tiny.Â
the moment was going to stay that way even if the emotions were fiery and somewhat intense. you missed this all to much as steve has, your lips could end up bruising but it was worth every breath.
though eventually you had to back up and take a breath. once you did, both of you admired each other from itâs points of view, letting out shy smiles and breathless exhales while you fell onto the side of the fluffy mattress.
steve took his glasses off as his cap already dropped to the floor and turned to his side to face the love of his life. he looked adorable and soft as ever, extending his arms so you could invite yourself between for more cuddles, âsteve?â
he hummed as a response before you whispered to his ear, âi forgive you.â
it was then when you sensed your life falling back to place one again.
and with that steve pressed another kiss onto your forehead as he drawn you closer to his body until you could eventually hear his heart beat alongside. your eyelids became heavier by the second and without even knowing, you now dozed to your slumber.
the next day, you woke up to the sound of knocking against your bedroom door early in the morning and you didnât realise it at first until you heard the adorable little voice of your one and only son.Â
your walked over and reached to unlock metal door knob as you came to face with the rascal that had cheered you every day, noah had the biggest grin glued to his mouth even if there was a tooth missing right at the middle. he spread his arms wide signalling for a hug as you bent over and followed to it, âmommy i missed you!âÂ
there you stated how much you have missed him for the night also. along with that you couldnât miss the opportunity but to state that you had a surprise from him waiting in bed, and so the door creaked open further while noah ran inside with pure excitement coursing through his body.
he looked onto the corners of the room finding nothing until his eyes stopped onto the direction where steve was sleeping at. noah wasnât familiar with the figure at first until he caught a glimpse of the golden disheveled hair which lead him merely to gasp.
âdaddy?â
wow this is my first time writing something without smut!! whatâd you think? hope u didnât get emotional or something (donât sue me) feedback?
