The School of Afterthought

The Personal Blog of a Professional Overthinker Alphabet of Feelings Never Said

[millennialowl]

King of delaying gratification

You know what they say about destiny? It it is for you, it is for you. So, I was really feeling bad thinking that I wouldn't be seeing Coldplay here in Manila. I got no word from the Entertainment section of the newspaper where I'm working, and that's my last chance to see my favorite band perform. Not until 6PM today. I was told by the Entertainment editor that I will be coming with him for an exclusive 10-minute interview with Coldplay. It felt surreal. I was willing to let tomorrow pass, until this announcement came in. Now I don't have any reason not to see them. Thank you, Ms. Natalie and Sir Ricky for tagging me along. I will forever be grateful. My head full of dreams will be filled with dreamlike reality tomorrow. And I am very excited.

[rig0]

willing naman ako magpuyat kahit may pasok ako bukas basta ikaw lang ang makakausap ko

[millennialowl]

YES PINUPUYAT MO KO HIHI

[millennialowl]

'Wag mong hayaang i-dikta ng iba kung ano ang halaga mo. You set it yourself, and never allow anyone to depreciate your value.

[millennialowl]

Inunfriend. Inunfollow. Ano pa next haha.

[millennialowl]

"Matagal na niya sigurong gustong gawin yun, tinrigger at hinintay niya lang na ikaw ang umayaw para ma-satisfy niya yung ego at pride niya, para sa isip niya, ikaw ang sumuko, ikaw ang umayaw."

[millennialowl]

Nawalan ng time sayo, kasi gusto magka-time sa iba. 👌🏼

[millennialowl]

Sana kasingbilis niya rin ako mag-move on.

[millennialowl]

"He waited for you to leave for him to grow, as if he can't do that with and for you."

[millennialowl]

First sign. Kaya mo yan, V. Mag-general cleaning ka na ng memories.

[rouveylle-deactivated20200406]

Nakakamiss lang yung feeling na mahal mo ko at mahal na mahal kita pero hindi ibig sabihin nun gusto ko pang bumalik ka.

[millennialowl]

Kailangan ko lang ng matinong closure.

[millennialowl]

Mental pictures of our happy times. It was a great dream, if we were still together. But now, it's just a fucking pain.

[lovely--veins-blog]

[millennialowl]

Great, inspiring night. You're awesome, Bry.

[millennialowl]

Update:

At least the dreams are getting different now... Hope there comes the day I will wake up smiling instead of crying. Torture.

[crisostomo-moved]

MOTIVATIONAL TISSUE

[millennialowl]

I DON'T NEED TISSUE STOP JUDGING ME

[consistentmagmahal]

Sadyang may mga tao talagang di marunong makontento sa isa. Too bad, partner mo pa.

[millennialowl]

S O T R U E

[queenjaslyn-deactivated20130622]

I miss the "talking stage"

[lvlust]

the butterflies, the flirting, losing sleep, the good morning/night texts.

The stress, the stalking, the part where you realize you’re fucked up cause you caught feelings :-)

[lovecarlinedy]

the sharing of thoughts and your future plans in life, the non-stop compliments, the conversations over the phone, the text messages you never want to delete and reread them every minute,

[doodlero-deactivated20171203]

Everything.