I just want honesty. And if you're asked a question about something while we are together I am asking because I already know something. It may not know the whole story, I might only know 1 side but I know enough to have to ask a question. I know enough where I prayed that you were honest with me. I opened a door and a lie quickly closed it. Maybe she is just family or just a friend but there was an opportunity for you to be forward with me. I normally tell you where my intentions are coming from but sometimes I need to see that you are 100% mine, with loyalty and honesty. I will always be honest with you. And no I didn't lie, I had a dream and after that dream my gut told me there was something off. Im almost never wrong. I told you...well accidentally let it slip that I love you....and I don't think you will ever feel that way for me. But you can say it to others or they can say it to you like its nothing. I wish you could love me....maybe I am too difficult. I would do anything in the world for you, as well as live or die for you. When I fall hard then thats what it is. I am constantly feeling like Im not your number one girl. I want to feel protected and loved and like a priority. I shouldn't be afraid that there is someone you are waiting on. Like if we are together and a family then that is what it should be at all times. This isn't pretend. Im not going to argue or fight, in fact this is the only thing I am going to say about this. When you want to be honest with me then let me know....when you are certain that this is what you want long term then let me know. Maybe this is why you don't take pics of us together or have anything about me anywhere. Maybe this is why you wont put my name on anything socially. When will I be good enough to be public with you in every aspect?? Im quietly hurting. But this time I will keep all the details to myself. You won't even notice this though.
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