Milo

-Tw vent blog-ana-he/him

[milo73224]

I love it when I don't get hungry anymore it's so nice

[stuckinapril]

i loooove being delusional. catch me ignoring reality altogether. catch me never being reasonable ever. catch me straight up making up things in my head to cope. delusion is my best friend

[neurodivergenttales]

Sometimes it’s great but sometimes I’m fucking scared of myself tbh

[milo73224]

Why is it literally so much easier to fast than it is to restrict like how does that make sense

[milo73224]

I literally just did the easiest 48 hour fast because I got broke up with and eating made me sick lol

[milo73224]

My sport is starting soon I have my first practice tomorrow I finally won't be able to ignore working out

[milo73224]

I love the feeling I get when when I don't eat it's so fun

[milo73224]

I did so good last weekend while I was at camp then I got home and ruined everything because I didn't have school Monday

[milo73224]

I can't wait until my sport starts because I can just come home from practice and not eat because my parents know I don't eat after I'm active for a little

[milo73224]

I hate it when I don't have nic anymore because I have to go back to water and gum while I starve I wanna cry

[milo73224]

I love people being obsessed with me but them being completely unable to have me. Anyways I just found out that after school I have to go to a restaurant so the fast is not gonna happen I want to cry

[milo73224]

I had to eat yesterday because of my parents so I have a lot of work to do today gonna try a 24 hour fast and work out

[milo73224]

I love feeding my hunger with water and nic its the best feeling

[milo73224]

Why is there never any new malespo

[milo73224]

I did really good at restricting over the weekend so far I've only had like two things and they were really low in calories, I am proud of myself

[milo73224]

I practicly had two dinners tonight and I hate myself for it, why do I let myself eat I don't even enjoy the taste of food

[milo73224]

I hate when someone gives me candy and we're gonna be together for a little bit so I feel obligated to eat it and it sucks, I've consumed an unwanted amount of 85 calories, I was trying to fast today and that made my morning terrible

[milo73224]

I really wish I had a scale like idk what I actually weigh and it sucks because I can only assume the worst