yet i persist

• she/her • 26 • art account: @mimi.dusa on instagram •

[mimidusa]

Whatever, go my star wars hyperfixation

[eggs-b3ned1ct]

I took my time with this one, really proud of it. Always good to watch the sunrise with your nine foot tall bull-friend.

[eggs-b3ned1ct]

First time posting on Tumblr - I draw things! Give a follow if you're interested.

[mimidusa]

HE'S HERE

[eggs-b3ned1ct]

Where would a horkers udders be located

on the bottom

[mimidusa]

Fascinating

[mimidusa]

My maormer oc :] blub blub

[mimidusa]

Puberty am I right guys

[mimidusa]

gore skyrim

[mimidusa]

Flint doodle dump for the flenjoyers

[tlirsgender]

Things people hate hearing:

You are capable of harm

You have some level of power and agency

Ergo it is your responsibility to communicate your needs and boundaries

If you lie to someone about something being okay when it isn't, that is on you

Something being a trauma response doesn't exempt it from harming your relationships and the other people in them

Enabling your trauma responses will not make them go away, and it is your responsibility to work on yourself for your own wellbeing as well as the people around you

Being A Victim cannot be a pillar of your identity forever, and being victimized does not make you incapable of harming other people (see above)

You are not a mouse in a jean jacket you are an eel with a gun / adult human being who can use your words even if it's Scary

Having a personality disorder doesn't make you evil but you have got to get off of Personality Disorder Tumblr (see above, re: enabling)

[tlirsgender]

Deep sigh. You want me to ~be compassionate~ here's the compassionate answer: your trauma will tell you you're a helpless child forever and you need to Not Think This Way for yourself (living under the assumption you're still in danger whether you actually are or not) and everyone else who has to tiptoe around your Sensitivity. That's how you break the cycle and you can only do this by accepting responsibility for your actions. And it seems like a small semantic thing but imo step one is calling yourself a survivor instead of a victim. Self identifying with your victimhood helps No One. You lived, now get up

[shadows-aflame]

“video games are woke now”

In 2002, a very significant part of Morrowind’s plot was Dagoth Ur beaming “GAY SEX GAY SEX GAY SEX” into the mind of you, the reincarnation of his ex-boyfriend

but okay yeah this is TOTALLY a new thing

[slowedmountains]

a new trend

[mimidusa]

Remember guys, hot people weren't invented till the 21st century.

[headcanongarbagedump]

Tamriel sexyperson round one

Farkas vs. Gore

Farkas

Gore

Voting ended onJan 4

[waltzingbi]

cruel and unusual that in order to do something you have to begin

[waltzingbi]

was anyone going to tell me that after beginning you then have to continue as well

[fizzfags]

how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

[doomdaysdecays-deactivated20251]

ooooo you wanna take a shower so bad

[vampireopossum]

[lodium]

This freak

He looked too cute on the right screenshot (not what I wanted tho) (I already posted that one in the shitpost reblog. I try not to feel shameful bc of duplicating it in another post)

On the left one his eyes are fixed and have a glow. Say that now he looks creepier with glowing eyes, I can't normally change his textures to darker version. He is creepier, right? Right? At least eyes (when he's in the shadow/nighttime light) If I'll do a bigger progress, I'll ramble abt these textures and other things in a new shitpost reblog.

I should get back to Destiny and other things when the modding grip will loosen up, if I'll finish the mod. Because it's a feeling of not wanting to lose the focus. I don't want to grasp for a lot of different things and getting lost in them as I can in other times. Focused mood is easier to lose and it's rarer for me. I already try to get full a attention on the one thing and start to get under laziness and distractions. There're a lot of difficult stuff that should be remembered and made quicker, so not to forget

[lodium]

Yes, it's a replacer mod (I wondered if someone would ask (if they didn't know about other posts). And if someone would want to install it too) I was very awkward to announce it on a bigger audience with tags and not as I posted my shitposts earlier (and here they're small, cropped screenshot-refs). Because I didn't want to give false hopes as it's my first modding experience and I'm very tired and unsure. And also might be uncomfortable with using sites for uploading mods where it's not some private link for the small circle of people who understand how hard it might be to make and that I might be not good at fixing possible problems with this mod, making it compatible (I would really want it to be compatible with the follower mod). And that this mod might look weird for the most of player base (I assume. I don't interact a lot, very a lot, or a big part of the time I'm lost and can't keep an eye on everything). And it's not finished. It can be seen in other reblogs on which steps am I. Need to force myself back to fixing his body and fighting with not replaceable textures

Answered to:

I'm still not sure if I do "answer reblogs" right if the reblog before needs to be screenshoted like this or only with words and not the author, or it's right and it doesn't make people awkward

[mimidusa]

hate that! thanks!