Trying my best

They/them ☆ 19 ☆ ND and mentally ill ☆ Mimikyu_LuvMi2 on AO3 and Wattpad ☆ All commissions open ☆Hey there, welcome to my page. This is a place for poetry, fanfiction, art, animation, original stories, photography, and more. I hope to give you the comfort and encouragement I've needed in my own life and that we can all feel a little less alone, together.

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Read Right to Left - CW: HEALED SCARS

I think it's heavily implied that Kris self-harms, and I wondered what scars could turn into in the dark world. Got a little carried away with the colors on this one but i really like how it turned out :3

EDIT: yall please don't go into detail about your self-harm habits in the comments or reblogs It's fine to talk about relating to kris here but just remember i can read everything yall write ^_^

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Second-ever attempt at pixel art! – Lolbit from FNaF: Sister Location

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Hi! hope you don't mind me feeding your art to Midjourney to make some fanarts of my fav characters, it replicates your style so nicely (specially SU) and I can send some results if you want to!

I really, rather extremely, do mind you doing that. I really don't believe you mean any ill will, but reading this message hit me like a punch to the stomach. Please do not do that. If you as an artist want to use my works for reference, or for studies, or simply to trace them and reiterate parts with your own alterations, you have my full permission. But to feed what I've drawn into a vapid machine built of stolen parts and bid it spit out some fetid regurgitation cleaved from my efforts is to strike directly at my spirit. Again, please do not do that. (And on the chance that this is a Copypasta trying to bait this sort of response, extremely well done)

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Little attempt at simple animation (^◕ᴥ◕^)

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Feeling not so great, so I made a simple doodle comic with my beloved pet cat, Deku. I hope this cheers up even just one person who needs it.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/87162106/chapters/230837401

Chapters: 4/?

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Category: F/F

Fandom: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)

Relationship: Sayori/Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Characters: Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Sayori (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Protagonist (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Monika (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Natsuki (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Additional Tags: Self-Harm, Self-Hatred, Self-Indulgent, Obsession, Obsessive Behavior, Knives, Knifeplay, Blood Kink, Blood Drinking, Cannibalistic Thoughts, Cannibalism as a Metaphor for Love, Intrusive Thoughts, Suicidal Thoughts, Hallucinations, Psychosis, Mood Swings, Angst, Heavy Angst, Hurt/Comfort, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Depression, References to Depression, Pining, Sexual Content, Touch-Starved, Jealousy, Experimental Style, Title from a Song, Poetry, Inspired by Poetry, Love Poems, Mental Health Issues, Mental Instability, Nightmares, Dreams and Nightmares, Psychological Horror, Character Study, Autistic Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Yuri Needs a Hug (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Yuri-centric (Doki Doki Literature Club!), POV Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Language: English

Summary: "Beneath my flesh, blackened vines entwine,

Loathsome roots of malice, foul and old;

With every festering thought they writhe,

Their crooked tendrils tightening their hold.

Through bone and sinew they creep unseen,

Poisoning blood with their accursed stain,

Feeding upon the remnants of my strength,

Leaving naught but anguish in their wake.

“You shall not claim me,” I whisper low,

My voice a ghost amid the gloom.

With trembling hands I raise my shears

Like a penitent bearing judgment through a tomb.

I sever them one by one,

Rending root from marrow, thorn from fear;

And from the wounds their venom weeps,

Black as midnight, cold and clear.

It spills in solemn, sluggish drops,

A mournful tide upon the stone,

Until the corruption bleeds away

And leaves me ravaged, yet my own.

At last I sink upon my knees,

Beneath the silence of a starless sky,

And savor the strange and sacred peace

That comes when darker things finally die."

WARNINGS IN TAGS

Above poem is my own, and the inspiration for this fic. Title is from Vines by Shadrow, an absolute banger.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/86913961

Chapters: 1/1

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Major Character Death

Category: F/F

Fandom: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)

Relationship: Natsuki/Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Characters: Natsuki (Doki Doki Literature Club!)Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Additional Tags: Major Character Injury, Character Death, Canonical Character Death, Suicide, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Passive Suicidality, Knives, Vomiting, Unrequited Love, Unresolved Romantic Tension, Guilt, Survivor Guilt, Self-Hatred, Internalized Homophobia, Angst, Heavy Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Act 2 (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Title from a Vane Lily Song, Grief/Mourning, Natsuki Needs a Hug (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Language: English

Summary: "That was irrelevant now, wasn't it?

Now that her body lay limp and cold on the floor of the very same room that was supposed to bring you together, the putrid stench of rancid flesh and long-dried blood hanging in the air as the sickening reminder of all that was lost."

CONTENT WARNINGS IN TAGS

Title from Six Feet Under by Vane Lily

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/86870221

Chapters: 1/1

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Category: F/F

Fandom: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)

Relationship: Sayori/Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Characters: Sayori (Doki Doki Literature Club!)Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Additional Tags: Smut, Eventual Smut, Eventual Romance, Touch-Starved, Loneliness, Post-Act 4 (Doki Doki Literature Club!), Vaginal Fingering, Cunnilingus, Girls Kissing, Explicit Sexual Content, Title from a Song, Obsession, Obsessive Behavior

Language: English

Summary: "Sayori gave her a moment to catch her breath and gather herself before moving to untie Yuri's uniform ribbon, unbuttoning her blazer and shirt, and gently kissing and nibbling down Yuri's skin. She quickly positioned herself between Yuri's legs, gazing up at her with a fierce, almost animalistic desire.

It was a lust borne from love—albeit a love borne from loneliness—but in that moment, it had utterly consumed them."

Or; a sort-of-AU wherein a post-act 4 Sayori and her vice president are both sentient, lonely, and touch-starved. Warning for explicit smut with just a smidge of toxic yuri. Title from A Human's Touch by TWRP and McKenna Rae

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1

Rating: Not Rated

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Category: F/F

Fandom: Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel)

Relationship: Sayori/Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Characters: Sayori (Doki Doki Literature Club!)Yuri (Doki Doki Literature Club!)

Additional Tags: Angst, Light Angst, Depression, References to Depression, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Comfort, Love, Tenderness, Short, Short One Shot, Short & Sweet, How Do I Tag, I'm Bad at Tagging, My First AO3 Post, No Plot/Plotless, Established Relationship, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Title from a Lady Gaga Song

Language: English

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