Sensuality in the air is the miracle of the small wonders that exist in the air, completely without try or any form of difficulty. They exits, because they do and there is an immerse amount of beauty in them. This beauty is completely unconditional- it doesn't require collection of details or coordination of any sort, the moment is enriched by imperfections endlessly and it is created by its own nature. This existence exists in us all.
I wouldn't have thought I'll be back here but life threw some curve balls my way and I'm off the main stuff. There is something very calming about the realisation that my experience years ago were so similar to what they are now.. and the quotes, the words, they relinquish in the same manner. I am eternally grateful to my own self, the one that carries me, my body, the one that heals me and saves me and guides me, my own life, the way it has planned out and the wound and challenges it has presented me with. I am eternally grateful for their lessons and the growth that they hold, for they hold the keys to my heart...and while the world is a promiscuous lover, begging to be tamed, yet never giving in to just one true lover, I wouldn't risk my world to feel it all in the name of great gestures and love.. what I want, has always been simple, inwardly, gentle and quite, yet to mesmerising and immersive no words could ever even comprehend it. The way I view the world is a tarkovsky movie- photos and sounds and moving pictures and memories and dreams intertwined with spoken word into.....you name it.














