so i realize that im a terrible person for doing so, but lol hey guess what im gonna. have to leave hahah
my letter of resignation under the cut
its been fun and all but um
there are 55 blogs i have to follow or somefin and that is. a lot of blogs
aim gave my computer lots of viruses and it works so much slower when i have aim installed
some of the things you guys post um. make me really uncomfortable. like the slurs mostly ahaha. as a queer fellow i am really bothered by the use of the "f*ggot" slur and you guys really. made me uncomfortable about that sort of thing
i feel sort of left out anyways because i have no idea whats going on
im not really sure what sort??? of roleplay this is. like. where is everyone. whats going on. whats going on in ohio
i just dont really feel im the best fit for you guys and you guys probably arent the best fit for me tbh because im a whiny pissbaby and idk im sad and lonely and no one paid attention to me ebcause i wasnt worth paying attention to hahaha
did i mention i have literally no idea whats going on
90% of posts are sex gif or text posts about sex and i was hoping for i guess soemthing a little more substantial but like. its tumblr i was the one at fault here lets be real
i work a lot in real life and this is just a huge time waster honestly because i spend hours refreshing a dash instead of taking care of my responsibilities
and number ten, the big kicker here for me:
i am in a band in real life. i, as a human being, am a musician. and i want to focus on my craft. i want to focus on creating. music does something to me and i am tired of being manipulated by music while i waste my time on tumblr when i could be using my time to write songs or work on my own music. i could be doing something more substantial with my life and tell my story and say the things i want to say, but instead im sitting here ignoring my piano keys to step into someone elses shoes and pretend to be them. and i dont think this is a good idea for me to continue oing because i go to bed every night feeling horrendously guilty that i didnt practice my guitar that day, or that i didnt write any new lyrics, or that i didnt record any new piano tracks.
im tired of killing myself over a roleplay blog and killing myself over having a tumblr at all so i disabled my personal earlier in the evening and im bowing out of this group. i keep all my blogs as archives because there are posts here and in my likes that i would like to hold on to, so i guess im sayin' please unfollow because i. just cant anymore.
thank you for having me as tyler joseph but its time for me to be jason atlas
