Lucius hated admitting his weakness, hated admitting when he was wrong or when he should’ve been better, but for Narcissa? He would have admitted anything she asked of him. He would’ve melted each time she looked at him if it was at all possible. Once he saw her wipe her own tears away, he reached his thumb up, brushing it across her cheekbone to stop her tears. “If you forgive me, I will never let you go through something like that again.” His voice was soft, a tone that was only ever reserved for her. As soft as it was, there was still a restraint to it, still holding himself back from acting on impulse as he wanted to do whenever he was around her. But then she spoke and all pretense of restraint he had was gone.
The hand resting on her cheek slid back to tangle in her hair, his other hand dropping hers to do the same, as if he needed to hold her close. “You’re the only one I want by my side too, Cissa.” Lucius leaned his forehead against hers, giving himself a few seconds to bask in the moment. “I want you to be there to call me on my shit,” he said, his voice not much more than a whisper. “I want you to you–” His lips gently brushed against hers as he shook his head. “I just want you.” With that, he kissed her, his hands curling into her hair as he used that touch as an anchor.
Narcissa felt as his thumb, warm on her skin, gently brushed what was left of her tears away. Whatever nerves or embarrassment she’d felt only a moment before, it was like he’d brushed those away, as well. He’d messed up... royally, but she found that she still trusted him implicitly. “You can’t make promises like that, love,” she murmured, her voice oddly soothing to her own ears. “You’ll never be sure you can keep it.” She reached over, gently moving some of his hair behind his ear as she let her gaze break from his for a second.
The sudden movement startled Narcissa, but she didn’t have much of a chance to react as she felt herself pulled closer to him. Only a soft gasp left her lips. There was a certain barrier of modesty the pair of them had, even when they were alone together. But it was as if, hair loose and necktie gone, door locked and emotions laid bare on the table, he’d lost all sense of that restraint. There was a fervor in his gaze, lingering behind his words, and she found herself pushing herself closer, hands moving to tangle in his hair as well, her body moving flush against his. She didn’t want anything between them--not ill will or even air. Her heart began racing, gazing up into his eyes as he leaned his forehead against her’s. It felt so terribly near, and for a moment, something akin to fear seized in her heart. She loved him. Her bottom lip trembled gently, his own lips so close that they grazed them when he spoke. I just want you to you-- “Anything.” When his lips finally found their home on hers, she couldn’t help the soft whimper that left her lips. She had him close, and as she kissed him back in earnest, she never wanted to let him go.