minikkicries

I like to paint and play sims. Also write a lot of ff. I'm obsessed with yandere headcanons.

[minikkicries]

kinda went crazy with the VS annual sale. i replaced all the bras i’ve had since 2015. they were clinging to life. 

waiting for the rest of my orders to come in and it kinda turned into me doing late spring/early summer cleaning. now i have multiple bags of old stuff to donate. 

[peekuh]

these 22 family mods will make gameplay 10x more enjoyable!!

part one: gameplay mods

better social bunny - this mod adds the ability to randomly post, less computer generated sounding posts and 1200+ new messages!

bed cuddles - oldie but a goldie, a cute cuddling interaction between couples in bed.

health redux - this mod adds infections, doctors, prescriptions and even health related deaths (this is togglable)

cooking club afterschool - this mod adds another career for teens, the cookery club! especially helpful for those challenges where you need cooking skills!

realistic childbirth - adds more ways for your sim to give birth, rather than a rabbit hole birth!

more personality please - this mod is now updated for GT, giving all family members new interactions, responses and better autonomy.

realistic pregnancy overhaul - this mod adds ultrasounds, healthy/unhealthy pregnancies, and much more!

all woohoo is risky - want a realistic pregnancy chance? well, this mod is for you. all woohoo is TFB!

the mood pack - adds more moods to sims, depending on the strength and the events going on around them!

traumatic divorce for kids - children in ts4 don't care when their parents get divorced (unrealistic much?) this mod adds buffs to them depending how close they are to their parents!

meaningful stories - in the sims, your sim randomly goes from one emotion to the other. this mod adds a nice transition between each emotion and an actual good amount of time to feel each buff!

part two: bug fixes/overhauls

fear of dead-end job - this mod fixes those times when your sim randomly hates their job for no reason, thank you.

no dissapearing family tree - in ts4, the family tree often deletes family members after a certain amount of generations, this mod makes them last on there forever!

faster homework - kids can now do homework in less time, which means more time for fun!

child drawing replacements - this mod adds updated and HQ kid drawings to the game! now you no longer have to lie to your kid and say their drawing looks good!

GT invite any family members - in GT, you can only invite family members you have a relationship with, but this mod allows you to invite ALL members, even if you do not know them.

show adoption buff - when adopting a child, you get no buff with them alluding to the adoption, this mod adds a cute little message reminding of the unconditional love

easier infants - when playing with a big family, it's hard to keep up with EVERY sim, so infants need a lot of attention. which is fine one on one, but this mod slows their needs down by 50%, making it easier for gameplay!

better science babies - when asking for science baby with spouse, they're always for it. but this doesn't make sense with some sims personalities, or relationship with the sim. this mod makes it more interactive and realistic!

unlocked family interactions - kids/toddlers/teens have locked interactions with family, this mod unlocks these so you can have more creative interactions with the family!

cas unlocks - this mod is a minor tweak, allowing access to all cas functions for infants.

control pets - allows you to have full control as a pet, helpful for gameplay and screenies!

[minikkicries]

best, beloved pt4

Sebastian/MC

darkfic! morally grey MC

WARNING: This chapter chapter is mature and contains sexual scenarios. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

Here’s the ao3 link.

After the death of his younger sister Sebastian barely keeps it together but you are there to comfort him. With his family gone, his obsession focuses on you.

I watch Sebastian from the back of the crowd. He had a certain charisma about him that made everyone’s eyes follow him. I sat on the wooden floors, my back against the wall. Sebastian’s stance was wide, his chest angled forward. Unlike the last round he did not look entertained. His opponent felt the shift in atmosphere. He stood up straight and stiff, preparing himself for the duet to begin. The tension was thick in the air. The boy was annoying but did not deserve the wrath that was coming.

I was up there four duels ago against the same boy. He started before the match began, catching me off guard. I landed on my wrist, fortunately not the one I used my wand with. Noticing my wincing, the Professor disqualified me from sparring for the rest of the week, or at least until I saw the nurse . It didn’t feel fair but I nodded.

It hurt. It was fine. I hide my wrist under my robes. The amount of people I’ve done more damage to is more than I could count. I would get over this.

The match began, and was over just as quick. Sebastian’s wand work was quick, one blast and their classmate slammed against the back wall. He shot him a smug smile before jumping off the platform. The boy got up and dusted himself off. He looked like he got the wind knocked out of him, but nothing serious. It could have been serious, if Sebastian really meant it. No one had seen either of them in the forest, they had no idea what either of them were capable of.

Sebastian joined me at my side. He slid his hand under my robe, pulling my wrist out into his palms.

“Are you okay?”

I nodded. “This is really nothing.”

He smiled, “I know.”

He leaned into me, his voice a whisper in my ear, “Next time I’ll have his skin, like one of those bloody poachers.”

My eyes went wide. “You will not.”

He laughed.

I don’t think he was joking, but I was never good at telling.

After class I asked him about Ominis again, wondering if they ever got around to making up. Sebastian assured me that they did. He said it was over something petty, nothing to get stuck on. I believed him, mostly . Though, if it was something more Sebastian did seem like the type to sugarcoat things for my comfort. I wish he didn’t feel like he needed to.

With our extra time we decided to visit the Undercroft. I had an idea of what Sebastian wanted to do when we got there. He was always looking for an empty room or a blind spot in the hall to get another touch. It was suffocating, how he acted like he needed me to breathe, but I was happy to drown in him.

We hardly made it through the entrance before he went for our robes. The heavy fabrics hit the floor, I was pushed against the nearest wooden barrel. Next to go were my buttons. I tried to keep myself up right but the force of his lips kept me down. I pulled back, just to inhale. He hooked his fingers through my hair, pushing me closer into him by the back of my scalp.

“Who do you belong to?” He asked, stripping me of my shirt.

“You.” I unhooked my bra, while he went for my neck. He started again with the rough kisses. I knew that meant more hickies to cover. Little moans escaped my lips, I was overwhelmed by him. He stopped to strip off his under layers. He’d grown solid from all the time spent wandering the forests, his muscles clearly defined under skin . When we first met, he was just another boy in class trying to get my attention. Now, in the dimly lit room, he looked like a man. I ran my hands across his skin, feeling the muscles in his back.

“I’m going to fuck you.”

I nodded, sliding my skirt off my legs. My skirts were long, as were the sleeve on my button-ups. I wasn't especially prudish or ashamed of my body, I just preferred the coverage. His eyes followed every curve of my body. Savoring the sight.

Up till this point it’s only been kisses here and there. I’ve spent the last week falling asleep in his bed, but by the end of the day both of us were too tired to do much more than kiss.

He unbuckled his trousers.

I tensed, pain came and then passed. Tension filled my abdomen, like something was on the verge of happening. I was almost there, I could feel it. He kept pushing, filling me with himself. I couldn’t think of anything else. Sebastian’s eyes met mine, and I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone so enamored. Another deep push and I was over the edge. I couldn’t breathe, I closed my eyes, it was all I could do to keep from screaming. Not long after I did, he finished inside me. Warmth pooled between my legs. I didn’t care, we had potions for that.

He rested his full weight on me. It felt nice, like a security blanket I’ve never had. Our breaths rose and exhaled in unison. We stayed like that for a while, until lunch period was nearly over.

[raven]

negative self talk "im going to die here" vs positive self talk "im going to start killing"

[minikkicries]

Best, Beloved pt 3

Sebastian/MC 

darkfic! morally grey MC

 Here’s the ao3 link.

MC speaks to Ominis and gets a strange strange reaction.

The next morning I woke up surrounded by warmth. I didn’t want to get out of bed. I stayed still for a while, appreciating the moment before doubt began to fill my mind. What if last night was a mistake? Yes, they’ve always had a certain chemistry but Sebastian was still grieving. His life was so chaotic right now, I couldn’t expect anything. I should leave before I made things worse.

  When I began to wiggle my out he linked his arms together. “Where do you think you’re going? You don’t get to kiss me and disappear.”

  His reflexes were quick. Had he been awake this whole time?

I smiled, despite myself. Sebastian never left room for self doubt. I admired that about him, how sure of himself he was. I hope one day it’ll rub off on me.

“How did you sleep?” I asked, nuzzling myself back into bed.

  “Better than I have in a long time. Maybe in my whole life.”

“Good, then have to keep this up,” I snorted, half joking.

  “If you didn’t I would have to strap you down.”

“Would you really?”

“Yeah.” 

I elbowed him, hiding the heat rising to my cheeks. Biting my lip, I realized I would let him do it too.

I started wearing scarves to hide the marks he loved leaving down the sides of my neck. Sebastian was not a subtle person. He made it very clear to everyone around us that we were an item. If I carried a stack of textbooks he would take it from me, when we entered a room he would grab the door. I was a very independent person, so the sudden change in treatment was a bit hard to get used to. At first I wanted to make any excuse to stop him from extending his care. He wouldn’t have any of it. It was nice being doted on by him. Even if it meant letting my guard down.

  No one seemed surprised, it was more like they were waiting for it to happen. Our classmates all seemed very supportive of this, minus one. Ominis, for whatever strange reason, would give us a perturbed look whenever we passed each other in the halls. I was used to his cold shoulder, and already learned to not take it to heart, but this was somehow different. He didn’t look annoyed, more like concerned. I couldn’t really place why. Externally Sebastian seemed to finally be doing okay after Anne’s untimely death. It was like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.

Maybe it was Ominis who had not been doing well. I felt selfish for forgetting about his pain. Thinking back to the day of the funeral, he had not been doing well at all. Unlike Sebastian he did not have anyone to confide in. Not that he wanted to, but perhaps needed to. It was not my responsibility, but I couldn’t help but want to extend my grace.

  I waited till after class to approach him. He was always the last to leave, which made it easy to pin him. Once most everyone cleared out I went in.

  “How are you doing? I know Anne’s passing has been hard on you. Sebastian and I are here for you if you need support.”

He glanced up at me, rolling his eyes. I expected that. Still, I couldn’t let him suffer alone.

  “I mean it.”

“Oh,” he scoffed, “I know you do. But him?”

“Er,” I think I stepped into more than I was prepared for. “Sebastian has been doing better recently. Maybe we could all meet up together sometime if there’s still some unresolved feelings left. Talking about things helps me when I’m in a bad place.”

“I don’t think he’ll want to say anything to me. Not if you’re around.” He glanced at the doorway, then began packing his things.

  I looked at the doorway and saw Sebastian patiently waiting outside the classroom. He smiled and waved.

  “He seems fine to me.”

  “Of course he seems fine to you.” With that he got up. He gave Sebastian a peculiar look at the door, then left.

  I met Sebastian at the door, nervously fidgeting with my bag strap. I didn’t know what to make out of that interaction. It seems all I did was make things worse. Was something going on I didn’t pick up on?

“What were you two talking about?”

Sebastian was quick to question me.

“I went to see how he was doing after what happened…” I was careful to avoid the sore subject. “He didn’t seem interested in talking to me.”

“Don’t think anything of it.” Sebastian assured me. “He’s always been like that. It’s not something you should worry about.”

“Hm… maybe you should talk to him? I know you two use to be close, maybe he misses you. Everything has been a lot, on everyone.”

Sebastian looked up, eyes searching for a hidden piece of information. “Okay,” he finally said. “I’ll speak to him alone. It’s a bit hard for me to think clearly when you’re around. I hope you understand. I think that's what he's going on about. Still, I don’t see how it’s any of his business.”

[minikkicries]

best, beloved pt2

Sebastian/MC 

darkfic! morally grey MC

They make-out in this chapter but there’s no super mature content (yet). Sorry about the typos I’m spitting this out right now. Here’s the ao3 link.

Since Anne’s death something about Sebastian seems to have changed.

Sebastian stayed close to my side. I did not blame him. He’s living at Hogwarts full time now, the week following the funeral his uncle moved all his stuff out of the house. His reasoning was because Sebastian was older, he didn’t need him around watching over them anymore. However cruel it was, I think it was because he didn’t want reminders of what they all lost that day. Sebastian was doing the same, avoiding the place where it all happened.

  I continued with my usual activities, mostly wandering around the forest taking care of poachers. Sebastian was more than happy to tag along. The way he dealt with them though, made me think he was using them for relieving pent up frustration. Sometimes it worried me, but if anyone deserved the rage it was those who tortured animals.

  He remained calm and jovial, his usual temperament. Only once did he deviate from character. A poacher had me pinned to the ground, his wand up to my neck. He was twice the size of me, large and menacing in all sense of the word. With a disgusting smile he held his wand up to my neck. I didn’t think he was dumb enough to do any serious damage to me, but in that flicker of a second my eyes met Sebastian’s. I saw a dark clouded look overcome his eyes, then the poacher was blasted off me. First he hit the tree, then the ground, then the tree again. He was unconscious at this point, but Sebastian woke him up with a blast of green. Crucio, an unforgivable curse solely used to cause the victim immense pain.

  I backed up against a tree, my head pounding. Around us, the rest of his group had already taken off. Yet Sebastian stood still, his vacant expression focused on the man screaming below him. After taking a moment to regain my sense I stumbled forward.

  “Sebastian. Stop.”

  Something changed in his face. His eyes refocused, and he turned towards me. It sent a chill down my spine.

  The poacher stayed  on the floor, still wailing and shaking violently. I would have helped him had he not had the skins of large cats wrapped around his body like decoration. Someone like him deserved to feel the pain he inflicted. Still in a daze, I took Sebastian by the wrist and ran off into the thick of the woods. We didn’t speak of it again.

He knew me better than anyone else. In the short amount of time we knew each other, the connection was immediate. Besides, I also used crucio, I wasn’t innocent.

  Back at the castle Sebastian seemed to have fully snapped out of his daze. The faint line between his brows had become a deep crevice. He looked like he wanted to say something. So I waited. He usually was one to speak his mind. Yet, the words never came.

  We snuck back into the castle, not realizing how much time had passed. It was late, but both of us were too on edge to sleep. When our hands met I could feel the electricity still pumping through his veins.

  “Come with me.” He asked. A simple question, not convince or push. I nodded back, despite the swirling in my stomach. I’ve faced much more terrifying things. I could do this.

  As we crept up the stairs, I expected the steps to recess into the floor, forcing us from ascending. Of course it was a silly rumor after all, nothing happened. We made it up easily and completely unnoticed. Sebastian smiled back at me, with the same charm he always had. At that moment I realized I would follow him anywhere. The thought worried me. I did not like to be tied down to anything tangible, but when he looked at me like that, how could I resist. His room was very simple. Aside from the typical decorative touches every room in the dungeon had, there wasn’t much left out. A few suitcases were lazily thrown into the corner of the room, a couple textbooks left open on the desk, but that was the extent of it. Sebastian cast a silencing spell around the door, as I sunk into the mattress. 

I gulped.

“Do you have anything to drink?” I asked, staring at the ceiling. I needed something to calm my nerves.

  Laughing, he went to his suitcase and pulled something out of the big pocket. “Something like this?” He swirled the glittering liquid around in the bottle.

  Amused, I sat up. “And how did you get a hold of that?” From the looks of it the bottle had to be worth a hundred galleons alone.

  “My uncle left his entire stash in his hurry to fuck off.” Sebastian popped off the corp and took a swig. “Good for me. That drunkard had the gall to tell me off everyday while he was getting pissed besides my sick sister.”

  He still refused to use the words ‘death’ and ‘dying’ in reference to Anne.

  I presented my palms, and he handed the bottle over. Holding my breath, I took a long gulp. It wasn’t long after that I began to feel the effects of the liquor. The anxiety gradually left my chest, leaving a silliness in its place. Sebastian was also feeling from the looks of it. With a giant smile plastered on his face, he went off on whatever topic peaked his interest. I haven’t seen him smile like that in a long time. It was contagious.

  Laughing as I rolled on my side toward him I asked, “What’s something you’ve always wanted to do but you haven’t? We should do that.”

“Yeah?” He asked, his tone changed.

  “Why not.”

He set the bottle down on the nightstand, then leaned over me. His lips met mine, gently at first, then ravenous. I kissed him back, sloppily. Suddenly I noticed he was on top of me, his long arms resting on either side of my head. The hunger in his eyes made my heart jump. I thought I was numb from the alcohol but the butterflies returned. I wasn’t scared this time. 

[minikkicries]

best, beloved pt 1

Sebastian/Reader 

darkfic! morally grey MC

Very angsty. I miggght continue this on ao3 with more spiciness added. Here’s the ao3 link.

After the death of his younger sister Sebastian barely keeps it together but you are there to comfort him. With his family gone, his obsession focuses on you.

The day finally came that Sebastian's younger sister succumbed to the curse. Everyone had seen it coming, especially the last few months where she hardly left the bed. Despite the endless days spent looking for a cure, we never found it. After everything we've been through, I always expected us to find a cure together on one of our random adventures. I already pictured how it would go a dozen times. We'd find some ancient text hidden in a pile of rubble, leading us right to it. If we had to fight a horde of goblins to get to it that wouldn't be a problem with our wand work. After, we'd all celebrate with a trip to Hogsmeade and help her move her stuff back into the dorms. That ending felt right, that is what should have happened. Sebastian never seemed worried we wouldn't.

When I received the invitation to her funeral I almost didn't believe it. I saw her just a week before, tagging along with Sebastian for one of his monthly visits. Yes, she looked sluggish, but she was walking and talking all the same. I assured Sebastian she would get better in another week, once the pain subsided. He agreed. 

I searched for any trace of Sebastian, but he seemed to have vanished out of thin air. After a few days of watching for him in the halls I went searching. His uncle greeted me at the door, I missed Sebastian by a few hours. I gave my condolences and returned to campus. The somber feeling clung to my clothes. I couldn't shake it. 

Some time passed and it was the day of the funeral. I only recognized a few faces, including Ominus who mostly kept to himself. He didn't seem in the mood to talk to anyone, eyes red and swollen. Sebastian finally made his appearance at the podium to say a few words about his sister. His speech went on longer than everyone else’s, the way he crafted his words was magic in itself. He told stories of their early days in Hogwarts, running around the halls always up to trouble. It was hard to imagine the three of them being so tight knit. Since I enrolled Sebastian had spent most of his time with me, and Ominus alone with his studies. I wanted to get to know him better but he never seemed to have room in his heart for anyone other than Anne. She must have been the glue keeping it all together.

After his speech, and a round of applause, Sebastian joined me by my side. His eyes looked swollen, but he kept his composure better than I expected. I smiled, and he returned it back. The rest of the funeral continued as normal, we quietly kept each other company. As distant relatives and old friends gathered around him to give him their condolences. He responded politely but I could sense the hidden resentment. Not one of them bothered to visit all the time she was suffering. Or they had once then never again, as if she had already died.

  It was only when the casket was closed and taken to the burial site did Sebastian disappear. I stayed a while longer, to pay my proper respects to Anne before she was put to rest, before going after him. Knowing him, it was obvious where to find him. The dirt was set into place, then silence. Dusk engulfed the surrounding hills, a gentle warm breeze weaved through the overgrown grass. Everything felt wrong. 

I didn’t stick around long after, instead following the old dirt path to the Undercroft. I found Sebastian sitting in the rubble just inside the entrance to the ruins. , I sat next to him. Words hung off my tongue. Before I could say a word Sebastian pulled me into his chest, wrapping his long arms around me. I returned the hug, resting my chin into the crook of his neck.

“You’re all I have left. You can’t die too.” I could feel tears on my neck, but his voice was steady.

I nodded, “I won’t. I promise.”

“Good,” He held me tighter. 

We sat embracing in silence. I watched the light slowly leave the ruins till we were surrounded in darkness. 

[crovvhaven]

Whisper sweet nothings

[inquisitorcastellanos]

Unforgivable

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Ominis is literally fave and bae <3

[yuyu-bubu]

live footage of me getting hit with the autism ray at birth

[jugheadenstein]

reblog w if ur a “i don’t inherently understand social cues so now it’s everyone else’s problem” type autistic or a “i don’t inherently understand social cues so ive spent years studying them and now i pick up on social cues neurotypical people have never even heard of” type autistic. it’s for science

[phantomthread2017]

cant talk rn baby girl im too busy consuming problematic media

[laylaisthename]

[natalieironside]

The peasants have developed a parasocial attachment to you, my liege

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[bloodynose-rebel]

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