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STATION ELEVEN (2021) ↪ episode one — wheel of fire

Hey, Kirsten. Your- your parents just messaged me. I messaged them earlier, I think they just got it. Turns out their car got stuck in Lake Forest. So, yeah, they want you to come with me and stay the night at Frank’s. It turns out they know Frank from work, so they’re cool with it. Also, I was wrong. The world’s not ending. So... that’s cool.

#station eleven #stationelevenedit #tvedit #tvgifs #my gifs #mine #im here and ready to spruce up the sad lonely quiet station eleven tag #you're all welcome<3 #also read the book<33333

linusbenjamin

Lost + out of context

#my faves<3333 #lost

pavlmescal

You're looking very pretty today. Different, maybe? Someone take you shopping?

#i really like that shane tries to play it off as serious #you can't tell anyone!! serious face!!#and then once ilya laughs anyway he immediately breaks too and can't help but smile because actually he knew that would happen #and actually he loves to see ilya laugh #even if it's at him #because he knows ilya is only laughing because he knows him #and he's only laughing because he knows (like shane knows) this is such a shane thing to do #and he likes (loves) everything about shane #heated rivalry

thisisnotenuff

mama's boy (and his mama)

chen chen // sue zhao // bethany webster // heather havrilesky // lady bird (2017) // margarita karapanou // franz kafka // franz kafka AGAIN // haruki murakami // supernatural (2005) // nora lange // anis mojgani // ernest hemingway // natalie wee

#yes!!!#the complexity of trying to live up to your mothers dream which is also your dream but it's also your dream because it is her dream #and it also became your dream because of her and you love it and you love her and she loves you but that doesn't make any of it any easier #i actually think it's a much more compelling thing to have shane parents love him and support him and it still messing him up #“we know you pretty well shane” but you didn't notice the life changing love he was experiencing for 10 years #shane immediately forgiving his mum when she asks for it #it's all much more complicated!! and i love it!!#heated rivalry

phantom-threaded

"So what do I sacrifice? Everything." ANDOR (2022-2025) ROGUE ONE (2016)

#andor #just finished it..

mouseleygraham

I KNOW when characters are bisexual. even when it’s not explicitly said

#me about kevin day.#aftg

idontwikeit

I think ghosts are memory—memory haunts bodies, haunts places, haunts the narratives that hold our minor and miraculous lives together. Ghosts are that which return and return and return. The body has its own hauntings, too: phantom limb sensation, organ transfer memory, the traumatic self. And others.

— Shastra Deo, interviewed in Liminal Mag

#black sails

glubby

i would like a hug…. JUST KIDDING! i would like TWO hugs. (suddenly becomes cold and standoffish) i don’t need anything or anyone and i don’t want to talk about it.

#haha. maybe…

on my 7th reread of aftg and i think this is actually the first time i've noticed that neil at least sort of consciously considers liking andrew in the raven king, and then actively pushes that thought away. i'd always thought it was all happening subconsciously, and it's not until it's explicated by andrew himself that neil considers how he feels himself. and (i'm not there yet but) maybe that is still the moment he reopens that line of inquiry, but it's not the first time. he's just chosen to suppress it. for practicality reasons. neil you are truly the character of all time

#and sooooo me vibes #i too like to actively Not Think about things #zilver reads aftg #aftg

medievalthymes

rote social media posts 5/???

#THE LAST ONEEEEE #he literally said that…#rote

emziess

When did this happen? Wait. The All-Star game. You two had so much chemistry.

Heated Rivalry, S01E05

#the way shane's eyes go from [proud happy] to [shocked ecstatic] at the helmet kiss #heated rivalry

urie

hayden: what did he say to you

shane: "fuck off"

hayden: jesus what a dick

shane: [bristling] idk why you'd say that he's literally fine. you dont even know him actually so mind your business. he has a rich inner world

#pls he literally said that.#heated rivalry

slaygentford

it's so insane to me that if the narrative hadn't been pushed from day one it would have been so obvious that they were PLAYING. like they were playing in the simplest sense of the word. like kids. and that's why I can't even be too mad that this isn't a show for sickos where their competition is a source of immense interpersonal angst which is what I expected it to be. bc there really is something about them being so proud of each other's wins. shane expecting genuine congratulations and sexy ribbing when he gets rookie of the year, bc that's the precedent. and then when he thinks ilya's pissed about the award he's like god I can't believe you care this much about a stupid award. and ilya's instantly like well obviously it isn't about the stupid award if I didn't have other shit going on of course I'd be ribbing you and congratulating you in increasingly inventive and flexible ways. because I love competing against you and I love how only one of us can win because it means that our ongoing silent conversation, a joke that we're both in on, is never ever over. and they spend the rest of their lives excited to get out there together. playing like kids. that line in the book where shane's like Hayden is my best friend and ilya's like I'M your best friend. and Shane's like well yes, obviously.

#‘our ongoing silent conversation is never over’ 😭#no but so true!!!!#heated rivalry

ilya-rozanova

episode 1: shane looking at ilya

#second to last gif ohhhhh he’s sooooo fond of ilya already #he thinks that man is so silly and clever #and he’s SO hurt in the last one #cant believe he let himself think he was right anout this #but still can’t help himself but try to get one more touch i.#*in #heated rivalry

ilya-rozanova

episode 1: ilya looking at shane

#i truly TRULY don't understand how people can say ilya is just stringing shane along for the first couple of episodes #as if that last look there isn't the look of a man who's in way too deep already #and i do think they are falling for each other so early on already but the difference between shane and ilya is that ilya Knows #he knows that's what's happening #and he's there at the end of ep1 and he's trying to build up his walls because he's going home in three days #and then shane is looking for him and finds him and is trying to connect with him but ilya's walls are up and he cannot let them down #because that will be ruinous. he cannot go back to russia with his heart wide open #but shane is chipping at him away anyway and then he's hurt because of ilya #and isn't that the truth.#and then he's walking away and then he's standing there with his hand outstretched (again)#and ilya despite ALL his best efforts can't let him leave like this can't let him leave thinking ilya doesn't care #because ilya has his walls up right now but seeing shane put them back up too is like looking in a mirror #so he has to try #(doesn't quite work the way he wants but it's the only way he knows how to get across that they /are/ something. they are /something/)#ANYWAY. anyway.#heated rivalry

therozanov

HEATED RIVALRY 1.02

saffrondawn

#THIS WAS A FUCKING ROOOOOMAAAAAAANCE moment #one of those moments when i knew jacob tierney Got the genre #bc this look of conflict and desire and the fact that shane CANNOT SEE IT #it's that and the big spiel in russian where it's like... this is why dual POV in a romance is so important and 9/10 times the better choic #(w exceptions!) #if you're a perceptive audience member (and not everyone is lol) you can tell that shane is not getting the full picture #you know that ilya's feelings are real and intense #but shane not knowing and YOU knowing makes the tension even better (tags via @mermaidsirennikita)

#we do need to talk about shane hollanders big beautiful wet eyes.#every day.#but we also need to talk so much about ilya rozanovs big beautiful wet eyes. right now #heated rivalry