[mintyfreshandfine]

trying to tend to my creative and artistic self while job hunting is so hard because i'm trying to actualize myself and job hunting is so dehumanizing and demoralizing that i have no time for anything really

[mintyfreshandfine]

in an alternate perfect reality, Ayumi would have been Maya's secret Purple Rose admirer all along and then they would face off for the titular role in the Crimson Goddess play against each other after Maya finds this out and I would have never had to see that fuck-ass man's face come across my favourite shojo

[mintyfreshandfine]

this is the summer i set up a queer writing circle in my city. it will be successful and people will come and write and i will meet new writer friends who want to read and review my writing about women scissoring to the death

[mintyfreshandfine]

set up the queer writing group and i have only hosted two meetups but it's very nice!!

[mintyfreshandfine]

got logged out of my account but we are back and i am alive

however my job does want me to kill myself so there's that

[mintyfreshandfine]

this is the summer i set up a queer writing circle in my city. it will be successful and people will come and write and i will meet new writer friends who want to read and review my writing about women scissoring to the death

[corvophobia]

whoa look who just appeared in my hades 2 playthrough... crazy

[mintyfreshandfine]

just vomit spewed to my therapist about how I have a never-ending list of things I want to fix about myself and how I need to fix myself and fix my life or else what's the point and now i want to crawl into a corner and die despite seeing this lady for over two years now because this is potentially the most vulnerable I've ever been with her lol

also somehow in two years of seeing her I've never mentioned writing and how jealous I am of other writers who are successful and published hahahahhahahahahahahaha.

[mintyfreshandfine]

gay audacity is pushing me to try and apply for the lambda writers fellowship despite not having anything worth fifteen pages of a portfolio AND the deadline being in less than three days

[mintyfreshandfine]

my greatest achievement today as a twenty five year old was convincing my roommate to read this josei manga I read several years ago about a woman who, after getting cheated on by a man who was too intimidated by her because she's 1. prettier 2.makes more money then him and 3. is more educated then him, vows to never date anyone below her three points again. The crazy twist is that she ends up taking in this early twenties guy who's ten years younger then her as her pet, and not her boyfriend, because he doesn't fit a single requirement of hers. It's so good and I'm very excited for my roommates commentary bc they got hooked from the first chapter alone

[thepioden]

Chai tea bag + lil but of brown sugar + apple cider packet + 16 oz. mug of hot but not quite boiling water

it will not Fix You but like. maybe. maybe.

[thepioden]

tags by @eridan-ampora

[thepioden]

Update: this is the best post I've ever made because everyone is sharing their Warm Beverage recipes in the notes. Go check the notes for more Warm Beverages That Will Fix You.

[mintyfreshandfine]

at 28k words and yet i'm not any where close to where i need to be to get this lesbian vampire story moving

on the other hand incoming threesome drinking blood as metaphor for sex scene

[draculasdaughter]

Italian poster (details) for Le frisson des vampires or The Shiver of the Vampires, Jean Rollin, 1971.

[misandrynistic]

like black people are present in every single fucking genre and scene and popularized and straight up created several but people are so fucking hell bent on finding every possible excuse to not engage with their music because its easier than trying to confront their own racism. like okay well if its truly just a disinterest in most rap music then surely you listen to black artists in other genres right? who am i fucking kidding. of course you dont.

[misandrynistic]

anyways. you will listen.

[misandrynistic]

this was initially just gonna be me force feeding all of you like black alt music but actually here. music from black artists with vibes all across the spectrum because what a fucking shocker black talent exists everywhere and if youre gonna be pulling the bullshit excuse of truly just not liking rap you need to learn to shut your fucking mouth and go back to tswift or broaden your fucking horizons.

[arkheia]

a couple more

[misandrynistic]

actually yeah everyone PLEASE feel free to drop some of your favourite black artists (whether thats solo artists, groups, duos, etc.) in the reblogs or replies, share 🤲

[vaporween]

[bisexualrobotz-deactivated20260]

(special interest is a punk band with multiple members but their singer is black)

[vampiricvenus]

*Cracks knuckles in goth*

[xojoules]

howdy

[mintyfreshandfine]

sometimes I wonder if it's okay to grieve a mother that is still there.

Like there's a right way and a wrong way for someone, any one, to be terrible to you, and the hole inside of you is only real if it was carved out the right way.

[sarahdraws16]

Head full of thorns 🫀🩸🩸

[claremikas]