An accounting of one of my first, serious bondage experiences
This experience was when I was in my early 20s. I am not longer with this man, as he abused me greatly by the end of our relationship.....
He told me to come to his apartment with nothing but the clothes on my back. I got there and he had ordered in Italian food - my favorite at the time. We sat and had a nice, romantic dinner with wine, candles, and great food.
So anyway, he gave me a nice dinner, we chatted and then he gave me a nice massge (full body) and helped me to shower and shave (he was the one who introduced me to pussy shaving). He dried me off and brought me my 'garb' - a new leather back-lacing corset, matching thong, dog collar. I got dressed with his help and put on make-up [I could never go without make-up] and put my hair back in a slick ponytail.
All ready to serve and to play, BG led me to the bedroom which was lit with literally a hundred candles. I saw on the bed some black tethers - they were new, this would be our inagural use of them - and some of our basic toys: sex wax, tethers, paddle, leash, ice cubes, handcuffs, rope, vibrators, anal plugs, dildos, wine bottles, clothespins - you know basic stuff.
BG led me to the bed and instructed me to sit down. He stroked my face tenderly then ordered me to get on my knees and take him in my mouth. The play had begun [8:00 pm Friday]. I did what I was told and undid his pants taking out his semi-erect cock. I began to suck it slowly and licking it up and down. When he got harder he told me to 'put it all in his mouth' - which I did. He took my head and forced his cock into my throat [I never gag] and then out and in again. This introductory session gave him his first cum of the evening - he liked to get number 1 over with fairly quickly.
Pulling me up by my leash he ordered me to spread my legs and bend over the bed. Pushing my face into the bed he took my hands and handcuffed them behind me. He kicked my legs apart slightly more and ordered me not to make a sound. He took our leather and fur double sided paddle and began to slowly and intentionally hit my ass with it. Harder and harder each thump got until I felt the heat of the welt growing on my ass. Staying quiet was beginning to get harder to do - and he knew this - so he used the fur side to give my bottom a break. pulling the thong up between my pussy lips and into my crack - the pleasure/pain principle was almost too much!
After a short break he changed tools and got our mini-tethers. First he tickled my ass and between my legs with it - then SMACK - hard on the ass - I welped a bit - and this cost me another slap on the ass. This went on for a good while until I had tears running down my face and wanted so badly to turn over! The time finally came when he hoisted me up by my hands and turned me around to kiss him [my reward for being quiet] then he pushed me gently down onto the bed, my hands still behind my back. BG ordered me to spread my legs [finally, some relief] and I did so. The thong was wet and I was ready. He took the tethers again and made them dance between my legs. The thong a very unwanted obstruction to my wetness. He took the handle and rubbed up back and forth between my slit - ohhhhh it was heavenly, I can almost feel it now - and then he SMACKED it down onto my clit - hard! I came in a gush like no other [but remained silent]. He knew I had cum, and that pleased him. He took the paddle again and started smacking my pussy a little harder each time until it was red around the edges of the tiny thong. I was in massive pain and pleasure and with about every 5 smacks I came like a freak!
When I almost couldn't bear this anymore, BG pulled me up and uncuffed my hands, ordering me back to the floor for another BJ. This time he teased my mouth with his cock - in a little, out a little - ordering me to use my hands. I did as I was told, doing the best that I could. Using tongue, hands, mouth - deepthroat. He stopped in a few minutes and put his boxers back on.
[I was very confused, we had played many times before, and this was not his normal agenda. Usually this next BJ ended up with mutual oral then sex, then some play - this was different]
[10:15 pm FRIDAY] As you can see from my timeline, BG took his time. Each separate event was never rushed, but this was even longer than I was used to. I was confused and aroused - and a bit scared. We had a safe word [if I ever got uncomfortable I would say this word and he would stop].
So BG then pulled me up by the collar, put the leash on, and ordered me to follow him on my hands and knees. Crawling like a dog, I followed him through the kitchen to get some beers, then to the living room. He sat in the chair, I knelt on the floor. He told me to 'stay' and went to put in a movie - porn of course - and sat down. He ordered me to rub his feet and suck his toes [this was BG's big thing - toe sucking] - so I began to do what I was told. I literally sucked his toes for an hour and a half while he watched porn and drank beer. When the movie ended, he allowed me to sit up, gave me a beer to drink and told me I could 'relax' on the floor - which I did.
[So now I am thinking, it is past midnight, we are still in clothes, I haven't done half the things I normally do, what the heck is going on?]
After I drank my beer, BG told me to get up, stand in front of him and spread my legs (FINALLY!) so I did. He pulls the thong UP between my slit hard and keeps holding it until I am forced up onto my toes. He asks me, "you KNOW you love to serve me, you KNOW you love me to fuck you, you LOVE to suck my cock, and you are going to do it and like it all weekend, do you understand?" - I answer yes, and he releases the thong, giving my pussy a quick slap with his palm.
[12:30 am SATURDAY] BG orders me to follow him on hands and knees to the bathroom, he has me go to the bathroom while he watches [another one of his things]. He washes me with a wipe and leads me back to the bedroom. He orders me to the bed and ties my hands and feet into the restraints. He gets between my legs and rips the thong right off [NOW we are getting somewhere!] He takes the clothespins that are nearby and begins to place them one by one on my pussy lips, until there were probably 4 on each side. He then lifts up my clitoral hood and places one there - which HURT!
In a matter of minutes the pain turned to numbness and I was dying to have them removed. BG guy got off the bed, left the room and I heard him in the living room watching another DVD. This one sounded like a war movie. Now I was really confused....here I was, strapped to the bed, half naked, with clothespins on my pussy and he was what, watching Bridge Over River Kawai?
That is how BG left me. There, pulsating in pleasure and pain, confused and alone - but OH so aroused!
[2:00 am Saturday] Here is where I end for the day. Orgasm count [as requested] is about 20 or so.
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