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I was inspired to write this text by @cinnamonest's posts and her remarkable writing talent and ability to fully analyze the nuances of characters from various fandoms!!! Her work is truly exceptional, and I wanted to try my hand at writing something similar! @cinnamonest, if you're reading this, know that you are incredibly talented, and I admire your creativity immensely!!!

Content Warning (Trigger Warning) This material contains content that may be disturbing or traumatic for some readers. The text contains: · Obvious scenes of a sexual nature. · Description of gaslighting (a form of psychological abuse). · Emotionally heavy scenes that may cause strong feelings. Take care of yourself and refrain from reading if these topics may negatively affect you.

Dr. Ratio

🔸What are they like? Are they clear and conscious? Are they obsessive? How do they behave?🔸

To understand Dr. Veritas Ratio's obsession is to immerse yourself in a world where love is equated with the most difficult and exciting scientific problem. This is not a blind, animal passion, but a chilling intellectual seizure. His feeling for you is not an emotion in the usual sense, but an irrefutable logical conclusion, the result of long observations, analysis and millimeter—accurate conclusions. Your existence in his world ceases to be a given and becomes a great theorem, which he is obliged not only to understand, but also to prove to the whole universe, first of all to you

He didn't fall in love—he made a discovery. Veritas Ratio, a genius with eight doctorates, a man who proved the unprovable back in high school, is used to seeing the world as a complex but decipherable mechanism. His mission is to cure the universe of stupidity, and he approaches this with the cold professionalism of a surgeon. But one day he encountered an anomaly, a variable that he could not calculate—you.

At first it was just curiosity bordering on professional interest. You have become a mystery to him, beyond the control of his encyclopedic mind. You were the silence that allowed his thoughts to resound. He once asked a Trailblazer, "… would you be so kind as to bless my intellect with a much-needed barrage of stimulating questions?" This is not just a whim, it is the cry of the soul of a genius trapped in a tower of his own superiority. He needs someone who can not just listen, but perceive, who will become a vessel for his ideas.

And he saw this perfect resonator in you. You may not have shone with intelligence in his understanding, but you possessed another, more valuable quality — the ability to listen without distortion. You didn't interrupt, you didn't try to make stupid remarks, you didn't look at him with awe or envy. You were just listening. And in this silent acceptance, he found something he could not find in entire academies—peace for his indefatigable mind.

From that moment on, your life has become a continuous scientific experiment. He started collecting data: your habits, your schedule, your reactions to certain words, your tastes, and your social circle. Every step you took, every breath you took, every carelessly thrown phrase — all this became part of his personal database, which he analyzed with meticulousness worthy of studying a new form of life. He wasn't stalking you—he was exploring your species.

Outwardly, his obsession is almost invisible. For the uninitiated, he remains the same eccentric, narcissistic genius, a member of the Erudite Guild, who hides his face behind a plaster mask to isolate himself from the world of fools. But for you, his behavior is a carefully constructed system of manipulation disguised as concern for your "mental health."

He will never give you banal flowers or sweets. His "gifts" are rare folios that "fill in the gaps in your education." He will not ask you out on a date, but will send you an invitation to his private lecture, and will monitor with what attention you are listening. His compliments will sound like a diagnosis: "Your ability not to interrupt me in the middle of a thought speaks to the beginnings of a good taste. A rare quality in an era of widespread verbal incontinence."

"I noticed that you visited an establishment called the Ice Cream Parlor yesterday. Let me give you some advice: glucose-fructose syrup, which they pass off as dessert, is detrimental to neural connections. I have developed a balanced diet for you to improve your cognitive functions. Take a look here." "You look … distracted. These are the consequences of communicating with that person who wears too bright clothes. Her vocabulary is as poor as her ideas about quantum physics. I would strongly recommend limiting this contact as a harmful variable in your development." "I have been informed that you are planning a trip. I would like to know your exact route and time frame. Not for control, of course. Solely so that in case of unforeseen circumstances — natural disasters or contact with carriers of mental viruses — I could quickly… to interfere."

Dr. Ratio is an absolute narcissist. His narcissism, which some researchers describe as "narcissistic," is the key to his behavior. He sincerely considers himself the center of the universe, but his narcissism is unusual. He doesn't just admire himself — he strives to reproduce himself in others.

And therein lies the answer to the possible question of whether he will "deliberately make you stupid against his background." He's not trying to humiliate you, he's trying to raise you to his level. But his "elevation" presupposes the complete destruction of your personality. For him, you are an "ordinary person" (as he calls himself), but with potential. His task is to polish this diamond to a shine using his own, the only true, tools of knowledge.

He will be more demanding of you than of anyone else, because you are his magnum opus, his main project. If an ordinary student can make mistakes, then you can't. Your mistake is his mistake, and he has no right to make mistakes. He will bombard you with the most complicated concepts, and when you do not understand, he will not get angry, but only states with cold regret: "I assumed that this material would seem difficult to you. Well, this only confirms the need for more intensive therapy." He will use his intellect as a cudgel, proving your "ignorance" not to humiliate, but to show how far you still have to go to his level, and how much you need him. He's shaping you into an ideal companion, a partner, a reflection that will look at him with the same admiration he looks at himself with.

The irony of fate is that this genius, with his cold, logical mind, which "sees the world as a complex mechanism where everything has a cause and effect," probably does not realize the depth and pathology of his obsession. He is so used to rationalizing everything that happens in his head that he is simply unable to recognize an irrational, animal feeling.

For him, his total control, his jealousy, his desire to isolate you from the world are not manifestations of love, but stages of a great experiment. He will convince himself that his interest is purely scientific.: "I'm studying the phenomenon of human attachment in a controlled environment." He will regard your attempts to escape as "irrational behavior that distorts the purity of the experiment." He is a doctor, and you are his most difficult patient, whose illness ("ignorance of his true role") requires immediate and radical treatment.

He is so smart that he is able to build a whole pseudoscientific theory justifying his every move. He doesn't just believe it, he knows he's right. His mind is an ideal prison from which there is no way out, because the warden himself does not believe in the existence of walls. He believes that he is simply making you better by leading you to the light of knowledge, and the fact that this light comes only from him seems completely natural to him.

And here we come to one of the most painful and at the same time key paradoxes of his personality: does Dr. Ratio realize that his company, his "care" and his "instructions" can be not just unpleasant, but frankly unbearable for an adult, educated person? The answer, like everything related to him, is ambiguous and lies in the area of his distorted perception of reality.

On the one hand, his brilliant mind, honed on analyzing human behavior (albeit with contempt for it), cannot help but register the external signs of your irritation. He sees you pursing your lips when he criticizes your choice of lunch for the hundredth time. He hears sarcastic notes in your voice when you thank him for another "lecture on the dangers of social contacts with untested elements." He notices how you try to physically pull away when he "accidentally" gets too close to adjust the collar of your clothes, which, in his opinion, "opens up too much to drafts and idle curiosity." His insight does not allow him to be blind to these signals.

But this is where his monstrous egocentrism and rationalization come into play. He does not interpret these signals as a natural reaction of a healthy psyche to an invasion of personal boundaries. For him, these are clinical symptoms. Your annoyance is not anger at HIM, Veritas Ratio, for his tactlessness and control. This is the fever that accompanies the healing process from the "virus of stupidity." This is the resistance of the body, which rejects an unusual but life-saving medicine. He looks at you not as an equal whose opinion has weight, but as a patient whose whims need to be taken into account only in order to conduct therapy more effectively.

The irony bordering on tragedy is that he is genuinely convinced that he is doing you a favor. He, a genius, a member of the Erudite Guild, and the holder of eight doctoral degrees, spends his precious time and his colossal intellect trying to set some "ordinary person" on the right path. And you should be grateful. The very idea that his company might be unpleasant seems to him an absurd, scientifically untenable hypothesis. After all, he carries the light of knowledge, and light cannot be unpleasant, it only burns the eyes unaccustomed to it.

"You're frowning again. This is a natural reaction to cognitive dissonance. Your mind, accustomed to the gloom of ignorance, resists the bright light of truth. It will pass. In time, you will be grateful to me for not allowing you to stay in this cozy but ruinous twilight." "You don't like me telling you who to talk to? Let me make an analogy. If I saw that you were going to drink poison, I would be obliged to stop you. These people — their empty conversations, their primitive interests — are the very poison that is slowly but surely destroying your intellectual potential. I'm not pointing it out, I'm warning you. It's my duty."

Your irritation will only add fuel to the fire of his obsession, becoming for him another proof of how much you are "sick" and how much you need him — the only doctor who can "heal" you. This is a vicious circle from which there is no way out.

🔸How likely is it that they will kidnap their beloved? How fast will they do it?🔸

Ratio won't kidnap you in the classic sense of the word — with a bag over your head and a windowless basement. His method will be much more sophisticated and psychologically irresistible. He will start by creating a situation in which you voluntarily cross the threshold of his territory.

The preposition will be verified with impeccable accuracy. He has studied your interests and weaknesses down to the smallest detail. Perhaps he will mention a rare manuscript that he recently acquired for his library and which, in his opinion, "could interest even a mind so far removed from science." Or he will invite you to a private demonstration of some amazing device "capable of expanding your understanding of the laws of physics." He will play on your curiosity, on your vanity (after all, being invited into the personal space of Dr. Ratio himself is a sign of exceptional attention), on your politeness.

Once in his house, which is most likely a huge apartment filled with books and artifacts or a laboratory resembling a temple of science, you will encounter a perfectly thought—out comfort trap. You will be surrounded with care bordering on suffocation. He will offer you rare tea that "stimulates neural connections," arrange a tour of his possessions, and have long, exciting conversations in which you will feel like, if not equal, then at least a chosen listener.

When it's time to leave, he'll find a reason to detain you. "A thunderstorm is coming. Returning in such weather would not only be stupid, but dangerous. I insist that you stay. I have a beautifully equipped guest room." Or: "We haven't finished discussing the third chapter yet. There were your questions… surprisingly appropriate. I would not like to interrupt this rare moment of intellectual stimulation. Stay for dinner, and then we'll continue." Each request will take the form of concern for your welfare or for the purity of the scientific process. He will use his charisma and authority to make you feel uncomfortable by rejecting him.

Day after day, night after night, he will spin a web around you of small services, interesting conversations and the comfort he has created. You will notice that your clothes are "accidentally" washed, and your favorite sweets, which you mentioned in passing, appeared on the table. Your attempts to mention leaving will be met with gentle but unyielding resistance: "Why? Don't you like it here? I thought we had reached a certain point… mutual understanding. Your presence here has a beneficial effect on my research. You are a unique catalyst for the thought process."

But you are an adult, an educated person. And at some point, the web of illusions will begin to break. You will realize that you are not just being held back by politeness, but are being deprived of your freedom. You will begin to insist on leaving more and more firmly. Your requests will be replaced by demands. And that's where the turning point happens.

Ratio will see that his elegant experiment is failing. That the experimental organism does not respond to stimuli as it was calculated. His first reaction is cold surprise and annoyance. "You're being irrational. I'm offering you ideal conditions for intellectual and physical development, and you're rushing back into an environment full of mental pathogens. Explain the logic of this action."

But you don't have any logic that he understands. There is only fear, anger, and a desperate desire to get his life back. And then, faced with the threat of losing his most important "research object," he will be forced to move on to the next phase — open, physical retention.

This step will cause him the deepest inner disgust. Not to you, but to himself, to the method he is forced to apply. This will be perceived by him as a personal defeat, as an admission that his intellect, his main tool, failed to cope with the task. He will despise himself for this primitiveness, but his obsession, his need to complete the "experiment" and prove his "love theorem" will outweigh this disgust. He will drown out the voice of conscience with a rational explanation: "This is a temporary, necessary measure. A crude but necessary tool to stabilize an out-of-control variable. As soon as your condition returns to normal, we will return to more civilized forms of interaction."

The doors will be locked. The windows will be blocked. The means of communication will disappear. You won't be chained to a radiator or thrown into a basement. Your prison will remain comfortable, full of books and amenities. But it will become a cage from which there is no way out. He will continue his "lectures", his "therapy sessions", but now they will take place in complete isolation from the outside world.

How will he react to your tears, screams, pleas, and outbursts of anger? Just like everything else — with cold, clinical interest. He will not get angry in response, he will not try to comfort you in the usual way. He will observe, analyze and make entries in his internal observation log.

For him, your violent reaction is not a mental pain, but a physiological and psychological symptom, a natural stage of "adaptation to a new environment." He will sit across from you with his hands folded in his lap and comment on your condition in a calm, even voice that will only make you more angry.

"Interesting. Increased lacrimation, rapid heartbeat, verbal aggression. The classic picture of the acute phase of denial. This is expected. Your body, accustomed to the toxic environment of the outside world, is going through a kind of withdrawal. It's unpleasant, but necessary. Over time, when you realize the benefits of your new position, these symptoms will disappear." "Your attempts to reach out to the outside world are futile. The walls of this room have excellent sound insulation. This was done not to cause you inconvenience, but to eliminate the influence of extraneous noise on the cleanliness of our… interactions. Please take care of your vocal cords. We will still need them for discussions." "You're calling me a monster. This is an emotionally charged but inaccurate definition. The monster acts out of spite or instinct. I act from the highest motives, guided by logic and concern for your well-being. The difference, you must admit, is enormous. One day you will understand it."

His equanimity, his refusal to see you as a victim and himself as a criminal, will be the most sophisticated torture. You will beat against the wall of his logic like a stone, breaking into blood, and he will only watch with slight regret, waiting for the "acute phase" to end, and you will become "malleable material" for his main experiment called "love".

BONUS

For a strategist like Dr. Ratio, isolating you cannot be a spontaneous act. He doesn't just kidnap a person — he methodically erases the very possibility that this abduction will be noticed or perceived as such.

Long before your foot crosses the threshold of his house for the first time, Ratio will begin a systematic and inconspicuous work to introduce himself into your environment. He won't do it clumsily, showing up to family dinners uninvited. His methods will be as elegant as they are effective.

For your parents, he will become the embodiment of the very "profitable party" that they did not even dare to dream of. A chance meeting at a scientific conference, where your father got to work, will turn into a deep impression for the latter from a conversation with a "young, but already such an influential scientist." With his impeccable manners, encyclopedic knowledge, and ability to keep a conversation going on any topic, Ratio will make an indelible impression. He can unobtrusively provide some small but significant service, for example, recommend the "best specialist" to solve your mother's health problem or help promote your father's scientific work. He will become the person whose name will be pronounced with breath and reverence in your home. His status as a member of the Erudite Guild, his obvious intelligence and connections will make his opinion indisputable.

"Your father mentioned that your mother had some vascular problems. I took the liberty to forward her medical history to one of the luminaries in the field. He agreed to give a consultation. It wasn't difficult for me, but I hope it will be useful."

He will act differently with your friends and colleagues. His goal here is not to become a friend, but to become an indisputable authority, a man whose word is beyond doubt. He may appear at some public event where he will shine with intelligence and wit. Your friends will be charmed by his charisma, his ability to talk about complex things in a simple and engaging way. They will see in him a genius who has "condescended" to communicate with ordinary mortals. He will create an aura of inviolability around himself: a person of this magnitude is simply not capable of deception or a low act. His reputation will work for him flawlessly.

"Your friend seems to be interested in art history? I mentioned her work to a museum curator. She might be interested in visiting a private exhibition. It's not difficult for me, but it can be a useful acquaintance for her."

When you find yourself in his house and stop contacting him, it is to him, this brilliant and well-respected Dr. Ratio, that your anxious loved ones will turn first. And that's where his genius comes out in full.

He will not lie in the usual sense of the word. Lying is a primitive tool that is easy to uncover. Instead, he will use half—truths - the most sophisticated kind of deception, based on real facts, but presented from the angle he needs. He will tell your parents that you are "taking an intensive course of study under his personal guidance," that you are "preparing for an important scientific project that requires full concentration and isolation from external stimuli." He may mention that you "asked him for this opportunity yourself," and that he, out of his kindness, agreed to help. Every word he says will be true—but the truth, turned inside out and devoid of context.

"Your daughter is undergoing a unique educational program that I have personally developed for her. She showed remarkable abilities, and I felt it my duty to help her reach her potential. Believe me, madam, she is completely safe and receives knowledge that is inaccessible to most people. She will contact you as soon as the program is completed."

He will have another legend for your friends and colleagues. Perhaps you "went on a long business trip to exchange experiences" or "took an academic leave to work on a dissertation under his supervision." He may even arrange several fake emails or messages on your behalf, written in your style (which, of course, he has thoroughly studied) in order to lull vigilance.

But even the most skillful deception can crack. Someone close to you may be more persistent or suspicious. What then? Ratio is ready for that too.

Firstly, he has already established a reputation for himself as a man whose word is not in doubt. Anyone who dares to question his version will face public opinion: "How can you suspect Dr. Ratio? He's done so much for you!" His social capital will act as a shield, reflecting any attacks on his reputation.

Secondly, if someone shows excessive persistence, Ratio is capable of more stringent measures. He may use his connections in academic or even political circles to create problems at work or in the personal life of an overly curious "well-wisher." He won't threaten you directly—it's too rude. He will simply mention in a conversation with the right person that "some people, unfortunately, are not able to appreciate the help they provide and prefer to sow unfounded rumors." This will be enough for the mechanism of its influence to come into action.

"I'm sorry that your friend seems to have some irrational suspicions. I tried to help her too, but apparently some minds are not ready for the light of knowledge. Perhaps she should focus on her work rather than spreading baseless speculation."

You will scream into the void, but the world outside your prison walls will be sure that you are happy and busy with an important task under the guidance of a great genius.

🔸How difficult is it to escape from them? How do they keep you? How do they react to escape attempts?🔸

Let me dispel any illusions you might have right away: escaping from the care of Dr. Veritas Ratio is not just a difficult task, but bordering on the impossible. You are not dealing with a jealous madman who, in a fit of passion, locked you in the basement, forgetting to close the window. You are dealing with a genius for whom your escape is a fascinating engineering and psychological task that he solved long before you first thought about resisting.

His home is not just a house. It's a controlled environment, designed with the same meticulousness with which he plans his scientific experiments. You will never see bars on the windows or chains on the doors here. It would be primitive, vulgar, and would offend his aesthetic sense. Instead, you will be faced with a containment system that is so elegantly integrated into architecture and everyday life that you do not even immediately realize its prison essence.

Doors and Locks. Forget about keys that can be stolen, or locks that can be broken with a hairpin. All the doors in his house are controlled by a sophisticated biometric system tied to his personal parameters — fingerprints, iris scans, and possibly more exotic markers known only to him. For you, these doors will just be smooth panels without a single handle or keyhole. They will obediently open up to him and remain deaf and motionless to you.

"Are you interested in the lock mechanism? This is my own development. Quantum encryption based on the uncertainty principle. Your attempts to understand how it works are commendable, but I'm afraid they are fruitless. Your current level of knowledge does not allow you to even come close to understanding the basic algorithms. Don't waste your mental energy on this, you'll need it for more important things."

Windows and Height. If his apartment is at a sufficient height, he will certainly take this factor into account. The glass in the windows will not only be shock—resistant - they will be laminated, capable of withstanding not only a blow from a heavy object, but also, probably, a shot from a hand weapon. But it will also provide a more sophisticated approach: the windows themselves can be locked in the closed position by the same biometric system. And if you assume that by some miracle you will be able to break the glass and look out, you will be greeted by a dizzying height without the slightest hint of a fire escape or a cornice. This will be his silent but eloquent warning.: "Even if you break through the barrier, the next step will be the last. Choose wisely."

Everyday life as a Control System. He doesn't just lock you up — he makes you dependent on him even in small things. The food appears at a certain time, prepared by his hands or delivered by a service he oversees. There is no access to communication facilities at all — no phones, computers with access to the network, not even a simple radio receiver. Your world is shrinking to the size of his apartment, and your only source of information, stimulation, and existence itself is him, Dr. Veritas Ratio.

Your first attempts to escape will be, from his point of view, primitive and even touching in some ways. You will act on instinct and desperation, and it is this stage that he studies with the greatest clinical interest.

You will try to break the window with a chair. He will come in to the noise, calm and unperturbed, with a cup of tea in his hand. He won't stop you. He will be watching. When you are exhausted, realizing the futility of your efforts, he will only comment: "Interesting. I expected you to intuitively choose a weaker point, perhaps the joint of the frame. But don't worry. It was an instructive experiment. Now you have empirical evidence that this method is ineffective. We will use this experience in further training."

You will try to feign illness so that he opens the door and calls a doctor. He will conduct his own examination, measure his pulse, check his pupils, and ask a few leading questions. And with a slight smile (which will be visible even through his plaster mask, by the curve of his lips) he will conclude: "Very ingenious, but I'm afraid I've studied human physiology too well to be fooled by such a primitive simulation. However, I appreciate your attempt to think outside the box. This is progress."

You will try to manipulate him emotionally — with tears, pleas, anger. He will listen to you with the attention of a psychoanalyst, tilting his head. And then he will answer with discouraging directness.: "Your emotional reaction is absolutely normal for this stage of adaptation. This is a kind of "breaking down" of the old, disordered life. I understand your pain and I don't blame you for it. But I can't let your emotions get the better of my logic. When you calm down and can reason rationally, you'll figure it out for yourself."

Each of your attempts will not be an annoying nuisance for him, but a valuable source of data. He will analyze your actions, identify patterns of your thinking and.. to improve its deterrence system. You will teach him how best to lock you up by trying to escape.

But!!! Let's assume the impossible for a moment. Imagine that as a result of an incredible, almost miraculous combination of circumstances — a short circuit in the system, his sudden and urgent absence, your devilish ingenuity — you manage to open the lock. The door swings open. You run without understanding the road, driven only by animal horror and thirst for freedom.

His first reaction when he discovers your disappearance will not be rage. It will be amazing. A deep, almost shock. He will review the recordings from the cameras (which you may not have even suspected existed), restore the chronology of events, and analyze your every step. And a smile will appear on his lips, full of a strange, frightening pride.

But this admiration will be short-lived. It will be replaced by cold, methodical determination. For him, your escape is not a loss. This is just a transition of the experiment into a new, more dynamic phase. The search and return.

He won't call the police. He will not raise the ears of his influential acquaintances. It would be… Inelegant. And it would attract unnecessary attention. Instead, he uses his own methods, honed by years of scientific work.

He knows you. He has studied your psychology, your habits, your fears and your hopes. He knows where you're going to run to, who you're going to turn to for help first. His analytical mind, accustomed to calculating complex systems, will easily simulate your most likely routes and actions. He will follow you not on your heels, but along the logical chain of your decisions, arriving at the right place a little earlier or a little later, but always with frightening accuracy.

When he finds you—and he will, there's no doubt about it—you won't see anger. You will only see a calm, almost sad face. He won't grab you, drag you by force, or scream. He'll just come up, look at you with his piercing eyes, and say in a low, disappointed voice that will affect you more than any scream.: "You've finished your little… a riot? I'm impressed. Let's go home. We have a lot to discuss, and I'm afraid we need to review your security protocol. I won't let it happen next time… mistakes."

He will bring you back. Like a tired teacher who found a student who had run away from class. He thinks you're a lost soul who needs to be saved from himself.

But of course you won't obediently follow him. Your instinct of self-preservation, your pride, your horror of returning to his "controlled environment" will make you resist. You will scream, cry, maybe even try to escape again. And that's where the scariest facet of his "concern" comes in.

He will not use physical force in the usual sense. He won't hit you, twist your arms, or drag you along. This would contradict his whole image, his sense of self as a "civilized person" and a "doctor." Instead, he will use his body and his mind as a tool of gentle but inexorable control.

He can block your way by using his height and physical superiority, but doing so as if he just happened to be in your way. If you try to hit him, he will grab your hand — not roughly, but with a force that will leave no doubt about his ability to hold you. He will hold you in an embrace that may seem like a gesture of comfort, but for you it will become a steel grip that makes it impossible to move.

"Hush, hush. I understand you're scared. You're disoriented. This is the body's natural reaction to overloading. But you have to pull yourself together. Your behavior right now is harming only yourself. Look at me. Take a deep breath. We'll just go back to a place where you'll be safe, where you'll be taken care of."

He will say this in a calm, even, almost hypnotic voice while you struggle and sob. And in this contrast — your hysteria and his icy calmness — you will begin to seem insane even to yourself. He will use your own emotional state against you, turning your resistance into a symptom of a "disease" and his violence into "therapy."

If you refuse to go, he won't drag you by force. Instead, he will use a different, more destructive tactic — the tactic of expectation and inevitability. He can just sit next to you on the bench and say: "Good. We will wait here until you calm down and realize that your return is the only logical way out. I'm not in a hurry. My research can wait. Your well-being is more important."

And he will be waiting. One hour, two, three. Without food, without water, without the ability to leave. He will be sitting next to you, perhaps reading a book or taking notes on his tablet, completely calm and confident in his rightness. People will pass by, casting sympathetic or puzzled glances at you — at the crying woman and her "patient companion." You will feel your resolve melting under the pressure of hunger, cold, fatigue and its unbearable, oppressive presence.

At some point, you will realize that you have no choice. That the public stage only drains you and puts you in a bad light. That he wouldn't back down. That you are physically and mentally exhausted. And then, broken not by force, but by the inexorability of his logic and his presence, you will rise up and follow him in silence. He won't say, "I told you so." He will simply give you his hand, and if you do not accept it, he will walk next to you, slightly behind, guiding you with soft, almost weightless touches to your shoulder or back, correcting your route. "That's good. I'm proud of you. You have made a difficult but right decision."

He will bring you "home", and this return will not be an act of violence for him, but a pedagogical victory. He didn't physically break you — he "taught" you that resistance is useless and that the only way to comfort and peace is through submission to his will.

🔸How easy is it to deceive, mislead, or manipulate them?🔸

If the previous aspects of his obsession — abduction, control, isolation—left you with at least some hope of resistance, even if it was illusory, then this point is designed to destroy it completely. It is impossible to deceive him. This is not an exaggeration, not an artistic device, but a fundamental consequence of his personality, his genius and the role that you occupy in his universe.

You might think, "But he's a human being, and anyone can make mistakes. Even geniuses fall for tricks if their feelings are hurt." And therein lies your fatal mistake. You assume that his feelings for you function in the same way as those of ordinary people — they cloud his mind, dull his vigilance, and force him to see what is desired instead of reality. For the vast majority of obsessives, this is true. But not for Veritas Ratio. His "love" is not an emotion, but a scientific paradigm, and it does not weaken his intelligence, but, on the contrary, focuses it with the intensity of a laser beam.

Understand the main thing: you are the most important, most exciting object of research in his life. He studied you long before you realized his interest. Your every word, every gesture, every microexpression of your face, every involuntary change in the timbre of your voice — all this is recorded, cataloged and analyzed by his encyclopedic mind. He knows your "basic level"—how you look when you're telling the truth, when you're relaxed, when you're nervous. Any deviation from this norm will be as obvious to him as the red alarm on the dashboard.

"You just lied. Your pupil has dilated and the angle of your head has changed to the left. This is your characteristic "preparatory pose" before you utter a deliberately false statement. I've watched it seventeen times already. Don't bother denying it, it will only add awkwardness to our conversation."

As you speak your carefully choreographed words, his mind is already working on several levels.

He compares your words with the facts he knows. Your schedule, your habits, the location of objects in the house, your physical condition — he keeps in mind a complete picture of your being. Any discrepancy will be instantly detected.

Your breathing rate, pulse (which he can estimate by the pulsation of a vein in your neck), eye movement, microstrain of facial muscles, and a change in the timbre of your voice. He reads you like an open book written in a language he has learned perfectly.

The scariest thing is that he understands why you're lying. He anticipates the purpose of your manipulation even before you fully formulate it. Are you trying to put him off his guard? To achieve a relaxation of the regime? Get access to something forbidden? He sees through your strategy the way a grandmaster sees through a beginner's plan.

He doesn't just expose your lies—he enjoys the process. For him, this is an intellectual game, a confirmation of his superiority and, in his perverted understanding, an act of "learning." Each of your unsuccessful attempts at manipulation is a lesson that he teaches you, demonstrating the futility of resistance and the boundlessness of his control.

Imagine his reaction. He won't get angry, he won't be offended. He will smile, the same cold, satisfied smile of a scientist who has confirmed a brilliant hypothesis. He may even lean back in his chair, steepling his fingertips, and give you a short lecture on why your attempt was doomed from the very beginning.

He doesn't forbid you to try. On the contrary, he almost encourages it — like a scientist encouraging an experimental animal to pull levers, even if he knows that there will be no reward. For him, your attempts to lie and manipulate are valuable data about the work of your mind under stress, an indicator of your ingenuity and, most importantly, proof that you are still not "cured", that your "treatment" needs to continue. Your lies fuel his obsession, justifying his actions.

Is there any way of manipulation? Theoretically, yes. But it lies in a plane that will require complete self-denial from you and, in fact, will mean your final surrender. The only lie that he might "allow" himself not to expose (or expose, but pretend to believe) is a lie about your love for him.

If you go through all the circles of hell, broken and exhausted, and tell him, "I made a mistake. I love you. I want to stay with you," he won't believe you right away. He will scan you, notice all the signs of a lie. But at this point, his own need to complete the "experiment" may conflict with his rationality. He may say to himself, "Even if this is a lie, it may eventually become true under my guidance."

This does not mean that you will deceive him. This means that you will give him what he subconsciously craves — confirmation of his "theorem". He will know that this is most likely fiction, but he will accept it as working material. And woe be to you if you decide to take this step, because then his control will become not just physical and intellectual, but also deeply emotional. He will demand from you constant, second-by-second confirmation of this lie, and the slightest deviation will be regarded as a "relapse" requiring even tougher "therapy".

Ultimately, Dr. Ratio cannot be fooled. You can only choose the form of your defeat: open resistance, which will be defeated by his logic, or imitation of surrender, which will drag you into an even deeper and hopeless abyss of his obsession. Your choice, like everything else in your new life, ultimately means nothing, because he calculated all the possible outcomes of this game long before you.

🔸How lenient are they? What privileges can you have and what can you be denied?🔸

In a world where your freedom has shrunk to the size of his apartment, the question of indulgence takes on a special, almost grotesque significance. You are no longer in control of your own life, and your every desire, every need now passes through the filter of his will. And here, as with everything about Dr. Ratio, you will encounter a paradox: his condescension will be both boundless and absolutely suffocating.

He does not deny you comfort. On the contrary, he surrounds you with it with such meticulousness that it becomes another form of control. Your room is furnished with impeccable taste, the bed linen is made of natural fabrics, the food is healthy, refined and prepared taking into account all your taste preferences (which, of course, he has thoroughly studied). The best hygiene products, clothes, and books are available to you. He does not skimp on financial support, because he considers you as the most valuable "research object" that must be kept in ideal conditions to obtain clean results. "I noticed that you prefer cotton to synthetics, and avoid cilantro in your food. This is taken into account. I cannot allow discomfort to distract you from our main business."

But this generosity is a trap. It deprives you of the right to complain. How can you complain about your "prison" if it looks more like a five-star hotel? How can you accuse him of cruelty if he cares about every little thing? He uses comfort as a tool of psychological suppression, cultivating feelings of guilt and dependence in you.

Since you are an adult trapped in prison, idleness will become your enemy. Ratio understands this perfectly well. He will not allow you to sink into apathy or depression, because this will make you unsuitable for his "experiment." Therefore, it will provide you with a wide but carefully curated choice of activities.

Reading. This is the main and, perhaps, the only form of leisure approved by him. His library will be at your disposal — thousands of volumes on philosophy, natural sciences, mathematics, and history. You won't find frivolous novels or entertaining fiction there. Every book he offers you will carry an "educational burden." He will follow your choice, comment on it, and sometimes arrange "seminars" discussing what he has read. For him, reading is not entertainment, but a continuation of therapy. "If you have any difficulties understanding transcendental aesthetics, I am ready to provide additional advice. Feel free to ask questions. Your intellectual development is my direct responsibility."

Household activities. Cleaning and Cooking. There is a curious nuance here. On the one hand, he won't force you to do your homework. There are probably automated systems or incoming staff for this, which he carefully monitors. On the other hand, he will observe your reaction to the opportunity to engage in everyday life. If you take the initiative — you want to cook dinner, put things in order — he will not interfere. Moreover, he will observe this process with a special, almost aesthetic pleasure.

He, a man who hides his face from the world, likes the idea of creating a home, comfort, which you become the embodiment of. To see you engaged in a simple, "mundane" task — laying things out, dusting, stirring something in a pot — for him it is a symbol of harmony and correctness of the order he has established. This calms him down, confirms that his "treatment" is working, that you are gradually accepting your role in his world.

Other hobbies. If you had any hobbies that require mental effort or creativity - playing a musical instrument, drawing, learning languages — he will be happy to provide you with everything you need. But again, with the condition that it will serve your "development" and not "escape from reality." He considers drawing abstractions to be "interesting psychological material," and studying an ancient language to be a "laudable pursuit of knowledge." Watching TV series or flipping through a tape on your phone (which you don't have, of course) would be dismissed as "cognitive degradation."

Now let's move on to what you will be denied categorically and ruthlessly. And here we come to the issue of bad habits. If you smoke, abuse alcohol, or eat unhealthy foods, then get ready for your new life to be a forced and painful escape from addiction.

For Ratio, smoking (take for example) is not just a "bad habit." This is an act of conscious self-destruction, voluntary poisoning of one's own body, and, even more inexcusable, poisoning of one's own mind. He, who has devoted his life to fighting the "virus of stupidity," cannot allow his main "research object" to systematically degrade his cognitive abilities. That would be a scientific crime.

He won't hide your cigarettes or make a scene. He will approach the problem with scientific methodicality. First, he will give you a lecture on the effects of nicotine and tar on neural connections, memory, attention, and the ability to think logically. He will be full of terms, statistics, and links to research. It will show you graphs of lung tissue degradation and brain atrophy. He will do everything to make you feel like not just a smoker, but an enemy of your own intelligence.

Then the practical phase will follow. All the cigarettes you had will be gone. You won't find the slightest hint of tobacco in his house. But the scariest thing is his reaction to withdrawal symptoms. Your irritability, anxiety, insomnia, headaches — all this he will meet not with sympathy, but with the cold understanding of a doctor watching the crisis.

"I understand that you are experiencing discomfort. This is the body's natural reaction to detoxification. It's a painful but necessary process. I will be there to monitor your performance and prevent critical conditions. It's for your own good."

He won't give you any sedatives or substitutes. He will make you go through it, watching your every breath, commenting on every outburst of anger as a "withdrawal symptom." He will turn your withdrawal into another scientific experiment, and himself into the only witness to your weakness and your "healing."

Separately, it is worth mentioning how he perceives you in a home environment, because, in my opinion, this deserves special attention. Seeing you in his clothes (because you have almost none of your own left, and he "kindly" provided you with his shirts or ordered things that he likes), reading his books, sitting in his chair, looking out his window — all this feeds his ego and his sense of control. You become not just a prisoner, but the most valuable item in his collection.

He will especially enjoy the sight of you doing something peaceful and creative. Reading in the semi-darkness of the library, watering flowers on the windowsill, falling asleep with a book on her chest. He will capture these moments, memorize them, perhaps even record them (mentally or in his notes) as "signs of stabilization of the condition." For him, this will be proof that his method works, that the chaos of your former self is being replaced by orderly harmony under his leadership.

It gives you just as much freedom and comfort as you need to stay functional and manageable. Any desire of yours that does not fit into his picture of "ideal development" will be rejected with cold logic, and your weaknesses will be methodically eradicated. And in this system, you will simultaneously be a pampering, a prisoner, a lover, and an experimental being deprived of the right to your own identity that he does not like.

🔸What are their rules? What kind of punishment do they apply?🔸

Ratio will never stoop to handing you a piece of paper with the heading "Rules of accommodation" and asking you to sign for familiarization. It would be too primitive, bureaucratic, and, worst of all, devoid of pedagogical grace. His method is much more subtle and insidious. He will gradually introduce the rules into your consciousness, disguising them as instructions or expressions of sincere concern.

At the initial stage, when you are still not fully aware of your position, he will talk to you like a student who is being taught the basics of a new discipline. His formulations will be soft, almost enveloping, full of false concern.

"I would strongly recommend that you refrain from attempting to leave this apartment without my escort. Your psyche is overloaded, and contact with uncontrollable stimuli can cause regression. Let's consider this as a period of sanatorium isolation. For your own good."

Over time, when you start to show self-will, the tone will change. Recommendations will turn into immutable axioms, and caring will turn into a cold statement of facts. He won't shout or threaten. He will simply make it clear to you that the rules are not a subject for discussion, but the fundamental conditions of your existence, as unshakable as the laws of physics.

"I see you tried to test the strength of the window glass again. This is the third attempt in a week. Amazing persistence, but complete lack of learning ability. Let me be very clear: this apartment is your current living environment. Its perimeter is the boundary of your world. Attempts to overcome this boundary will be regarded not as a rebellion, but as an aggravation of your condition, requiring immediate correction. Do you understand the analogy?"

You will never see the list of rules, but over time you will learn them by heart, because every action that goes beyond the invisible framework will be immediately and unequivocally suppressed, accompanied by his "explanatory lecture."

What are these unspoken but inexorable laws? Here is a sample list of them:

1. The ban on escape. This is the cornerstone of the whole system. As already discussed in detail, any attempt to leave its territory is regarded as an "irrational action that distorts the purity of the experiment." This is not just a violation of the rule, it is a denial of the very essence of his "concern", and the reaction will be the most severe.

2. Control of communications. You are prohibited from any communication with the outside world without his knowledge and presence. No phones, letters, secret notes, glancing at neighbors through the window. He explains this by the need to "shield your mind from mental pathogens." Any attempt to contact anyone will be perceived as an attempt to "infect" and stopped. ("I understand your desire to… "chat" with a friend. But understand, her speech patterns, her primitive interests are like viruses for your fragile, rebuilding consciousness."; "When the course of therapy is completed and you can critically evaluate the information you receive, we may return to this issue. In the meantime, a categorical "no.")

3. Daily routine and intellectual activity. He will insist on following a certain routine: getting up, eating, hours for reading and "seminars," time for rest and sleep. He will not force you, but your unwillingness to follow the regime will be met with cold bewilderment and a series of questions about your well—being, implying that deviation from the norm is a symptom. ("You missed our morning colloquium on the philosophy of science. I'm worried. Perhaps you didn't get enough sleep? Or did yesterday's chapter on Popper's falsifiability principle cause you cognitive overexertion?")

4. Prohibition of self-destructive behavior. This includes everything that can harm your physical or mental health: refusal to eat, attempts to injure yourself, tantrums, as well as bad habits, which we have already discussed. (smoking, etc.). He will deal with this not as a jailer, but as a doctor, using "medical" methods of influence — from "explanatory conversations" to force-feeding or sedation (if he deems it necessary).

5. A demand for respect and recognition. He will not tolerate direct insults, ridicule of his methods, or open denial of his authority. You can cry, get angry, get offended — he will accept these as "symptoms". But if you call him a "madman" to his face, it will be a blow to his self-identification as a "savior" and will cause a particularly cold and severe reaction.

Punishments in the Ratio system will never be dictated by anger or sadistic pleasure (at least, he sincerely believes in it). They will always be presented as forced but necessary educational measures aimed at "correcting undesirable behavior." And this pseudo-pedagogical motivation makes them even more unbearable.

For minor offenses (for example, refusing to answer a question during a "seminar" or defiantly ignoring his words), he will apply the mildest punishment. He will stop talking, look at you for a long, searching look, and then utter a phrase full of icy disappointment.

"You're shutting yourself in again. Well, I dare not impose my company on you. I'll continue my work in the office. When you are ready for a constructive dialogue, you will know where to find me."

This will be followed by a period of emotional deprivation. He will be nearby (you can't leave the apartment), but he will completely ignore you. Not a glance, not a word, not a hint of his usual "concern." For a person who is completely isolated and whose world has narrowed down to one person, this punishment becomes torture. It lasts just as long as it takes for you, exhausted by loneliness and silence, to turn yourself in to him.

More serious violations (attempted deception, refusal to eat, hidden disobedience) will result in increased intellectual and psychological stress. He can force you to rewrite complex scientific texts, explaining it as "concentration training." Or he will arrange a multi-hour "analysis of your behavior", where he will dissect your every motive, every emotion with cold logic, proving their irrationality and fallacy. This is an exhausting, soul-draining procedure, after which you will feel completely drained and broken.

"Since the standard methods do not bring results, we will move on to a more intensive phase. Today's topic of our lesson is "Analyzing false judgments based on the example of your attempt to simulate a headache today." We will analyze your every argument, your every grimace. By the end of the lesson, you will see for yourself the complete failure of your strategy."

And now we come to the most controversial and sensitive issue — physical punishment. Could Ratio, with his cult of reason and contempt for primitive violence, resort to such a method? Answer: yes, but under exceptional circumstances and in a strictly defined form perverted by his mind.

It won't happen in a fit of rage. This will happen at the moment when you, driven to despair, cross some invisible line. You will not just disobey, you will demonstrate a complete, animal, hysterical denial of everything he does. You will scream, spit, smash things, shout insults. In other words, you will behave like a "careless child who has fallen into a tantrum."

At this moment, his face will not be distorted by anger. An expression of deep, tired sadness and determination will appear on it. He will come up to you, intercept your hands so that you do not harm yourself or him, and, perhaps, hold him to himself, fixing him. And then, with a heavy sigh, he says:

"This… It's unfortunate. I expected that we would pass the stage of primitive affects. But apparently I was wrong. Your condition requires a more visual demonstration of the limits of what is allowed. Since you ignore verbal methods, you will have to resort to language that will be understandable even at a pre-rational level."

And a slap will follow. Not a blow full of malice, but an educational slap, like slapping a naughty child on the ass. But that's exactly what his monstrous, humiliating nature will be. You are an adult, and he treats you like a baby, depriving you of the last remnants of dignity. His physical strength, which he usually hides so carefully behind his intellect, will manifest itself in this gesture. It will not hurt physically (although, given his training, he may not "calculate the force", leaving an unpleasant burning sensation and redness). It will be unbearably embarrassing. And this shame will become the main instrument of punishment.

He can do this several times, accompanying each slap with a calm, methodical, blood-curdling comment: "One. You've crossed the line. Two. You let your emotions overwhelm your mind. Three. This… It's disappointing. I thought you were capable of more."

After that, he will let you go. He won't gloat. He will look tired and sad. He may even bring you a soothing tea and say, "I'm truly sorry that I had to resort to this method. I don't get any pleasure from it. I hope that in the future we will be able to avoid a repeat of such incidents. Now calm down and come to your senses. When you're ready, we'll discuss what happened."

It is this mixture of humiliation, physical impact and subsequent pseudo-work that makes this punishment the most terrible. He is re-educating you, depriving you of your will and dignity, and making you feel guilty for having "brought him" to such a state. And you will remember this lesson for a very, very long time.

BONUS (my thoughts)

Let me take a break from my gloomy thoughts for a moment and turn to that aspect of your existence under the care of Dr. Razio, which, despite all its apparent frivolity, can become a source of rare, almost childish gloating for you. We will, of course, talk about the famous rubber ducks.

Once you find yourself in his perfectly organized, aesthetically sterile dwelling, you will inevitably stumble upon these little yellow guards. They will stand in neat rows on bathroom shelves, perhaps take pride of place on the desktop, and one, especially privileged, will even swim in a small decorative pool or aquarium. For him, these are not just trinkets. They are part of his personal universe, where everything is subject to the laws of physics and aesthetics.

And that's when a seditious but admirable thought creeps into your head, exhausted by his control, his lectures, and his unbearable correctness.: what if… Spoil the ducks?

Not to rebel openly, not to try to escape, risking incurring his cold wrath. No. Arrange a small, sneaky, almost imperceptible diversion.

You wait until he goes to his office, immersed in the next calculations. Tiptoe into the bathroom. Your goal is three ducks sitting peacefully on the deck. You take them, and a scene is born in your head. You put them in a row: the first duck is sitting, the second stands on its head, and the third… placed on top, in a pose that even rubber bath toys don't display in polite society.

You take a step back, admiring your handiwork. Schadenfreude, warm and tickling, spreads through the body. This is a silent insult to his sense of beauty.

Ratio's reaction is not long in coming. Half an hour later, you hear his footsteps fading away at the bathroom door. Pause. A silence that rings louder than any scream. Then the door opens and he appears on the threshold. In one hand, he holds the ill-fated trio, clasped between his fingers with disgust.

His face, hidden by a mask, does not express anger. Only the deepest, universal bewilderment.

He puts the ducks back, adjusts them so that they sit perfectly straight, and, without looking at you, pronounces a verdict.:

"Your behavior indicates an overabundance of unspent energy and a lack of intellectual stimulation. This is an oversight on my part. Tomorrow we will devote ourselves to studying works on hydrodynamics and the history of the creation of rubber bath toys. It will take approximately… twelve hours with a break for sleep and meals. I am sure that your attitude towards these subjects will change dramatically after that."

The lecture on hydrodynamics was a living hell. Twelve hours about the Reynolds number and the buoyancy of hollow bodies. You survived, but the desire to mess up did not fade, but only transformed. Now you're acting smarter. You take his favorite duck, the one that stands on the desktop, and with the help of a permanent marker that was miraculously found in the drawer, you draw her a magnificent black eye and a dashing mustache worthy of a cavalryman.

The next time he sits down to work, his gaze falls on the "victim." He freezes. Slowly, very slowly, he raises the duck to his eyes, examining it from all sides.

He sighs. Not angry, but somehow doomed. And you realize that you won't get off lightly.

"Well, since you have shown such a keen interest in anatomy and artistic expression, we will make adjustments to your curriculum. Starting tomorrow, you will start studying the atlas of myology and osteology. And yes, you will wash the duck yourself, under my strict guidance, using only the solvents recommended by me, so as not to damage the structure of the material."

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But you're not learning.

You've been preparing for this for a long time. The idea came to you when you once again listened to his lecture on the importance of "purity of sound" and "absence of distorting noises." You stole a pin from his own sewing kit (which, of course, was in perfect order). And one day, when he was distracted, you poked one of the ducks neatly into the place where the whistle is located.

In the evening, as usual, he went to take a bath. You could hear him taking on water, sitting in it with a book. And then there was a sound. Not the usual melodious squeak, but a pitiful, strangled hiss. Silence. Then the sound of running water — he obviously picked up the duck. And again that pitiful, dying hiss.

When he came out of the bathroom, he had that duck in his hand. He held her like a dead canary. There was an expression on his face… lost. He silently approached you and handed you a toy.

At this point, your schadenfreude reaches its peak, mixed with a slight twinge… No, not conscience, but anxiety. Because he's not angry. He looks at you with that expression of "tired disappointment" that is worse than any rage.

"I understand that you acted out of a desire to hurt me. And, I admit, you succeeded. Well, since you are so fond of experimenting with the physical properties of objects, we will do it in practice. You will take this duck and, under my guidance, restore it step by step. You will make a new sound mechanism yourself and solder it into place. It will take weeks. Maybe months. But you will give her back her voice. Or, I swear by all my doctorates, we will do this until the end of time."

And here you are, armed with a microscope, a soldering iron, and a bunch of technical literature, trying to bring the damn rubber toy back to life. And he's sitting next to you, correcting your every gesture, lecturing you on polymers and thermodynamics, and in his eyes you see not anger, but some kind of perverted, pedagogical satisfaction. You wanted to annoy him by ruining his favorite thing. And in the end, we got the most tedious, most meticulous, and most endless scientific project of our lives. Endless, soul—draining lecture on how a rubber duck works-will haunt your nightmares much longer than any slap. And next time, you'll think a hundred times before you encroach on his sacred yellow idols.

🔸How do they deal with rivals or prospective rivals? Are they getting rid of them? Do they kill them themselves or find another way?🔸

Dr. Veritas Ratio would never, under any circumstances, kill. It's not based on moral principles, although they do exist. But because murder is a final act, crude and, most importantly for him, devoid of intellectual grace. To kill an opponent is to admit that you couldn't beat him in a fair (or not so fair) duel of wits. This is the surrender of reason to animal instinct. And he would rather die himself than allow himself such humiliation.

Therefore, his methods will be different. More subtle, more destructive, and ultimately much more violent than any physical violence. He will destroy his opponent legally, socially and reputationally, turning his life into ruins, but at the same time his own hands will remain clean — literally and figuratively. And, worst of all, he himself will firmly believe that he is acting solely out of concern for your well-being, and not out of petty, possessive feelings.

But before we talk about methods, let's look into that dark, locked room of his soul, where he himself is afraid to enter. What does he feel when he sees you having an animated conversation with a colleague? When he hears your laughter, addressed not to him, but to some "childhood friend"? When does he notice how casually you touch someone's shoulder?

Outwardly, nothing. His face will remain impassive. He will continue to mind his own business, perhaps even make some sarcastic remark about "empty social rituals." But something will happen inside him that he himself will not be able to give a rational explanation for. An unpleasant, nagging feeling, which he will hasten to classify as "irritation from observing ineffective communication" or "concern that you are wasting cognitive resources on a deliberately unpromising object."

He won't call it jealousy. No way. Jealousy is the lot of weak, insecure people, the very "fools" whom he despises. He's a scientist, a researcher. His interest in you is an interest in the phenomenon, in the "object of research." And the fact that this "object" causes emotions in him that he cannot control is just an annoying nuisance, noise in the data that needs to be filtered out.

"You spent too much time talking to that young man from the logistics department today. His vocabulary does not exceed a thousand words, and his ideas about the world order, apparently, are limited to football and TV series. I don't understand what intellectual value you could derive from this dialogue. From now on, I would recommend that you distribute your attention more rationally."

He will say this with sincere bewilderment, and there will not be a note of jealousy in his voice. Just a cold, professional concern about your "mental hygiene." And this is his main defense against himself. He will convince himself so much of the purity of his motives that any attempt to accuse him of jealousy will only cause him a sincere, almost comical misunderstanding. "Jealousy? Do you think I'm capable of such a primitive emotional reaction? Really, you overestimate me… emotionally."

So, he would never kill. But he will destroy it. His weapons are information, connections, and a brilliant knowledge of human nature and legal systems. The process of eliminating an opponent will not be an act of revenge for him, but more like a project or some kind of experiment, the purpose of which is to "verify the suitability" of a particular person to be in your environment.

He begins by collecting a complete dossier for the "object" (as he will mentally call your friend or potential boyfriend). His connections in the Erudite Guild, in academic circles, and perhaps in less public structures allow him to gain access to information inaccessible to ordinary people. Academic performance, credit history, medical records, social media posts, even closed court cases — nothing escapes his meticulous gaze.

He won't do it in secret, burning with shame. He will sit in his office, drink tea and study the life of another person methodically, as if preparing for an important conference. He will explain it to himself like this: "Before allowing any variable into the experiment, it is necessary to study its properties. I must make sure that this individual does not have a destructive effect on the object of my research. This is basic scientific integrity."

And that's where his genius and… his bias come into play. He knows in advance that he will find something reprehensible. Because he's already convinced himself that no one else can be good enough for you (although he'll never put it that way, of course). He will ignore the fact that all people have flaws. He will be looking not just for a mistake, but for something that can be inflated to the scale of a catastrophe.

A minor typo in a five-year-old tax return will turn into a "systematic avoidance of financial obligations" in his report. A single complaint from an ex-girlfriend, written in a fit of emotion, will become a "pattern of abusive behavior in interpersonal relationships." An unsuccessful joke on social media, taken out of context, will be presented as "signs of deep-seated xenophobia and social irresponsibility." He won't lie. He will interpret the facts in such a way that even a saint will appear as a fiend.

Having a "compromise" in his hands, he begins to act. His methods will depend on the status of the opponent and how much he is dear to you. If it's just a colleague or a casual acquaintance, he can limit himself to a "friendly warning", reinforcing it with a couple of hints about "revealed circumstances" that could harm his career. This is usually enough to make the person choose to stay away from you.

If the opponent is more serious — for example, a close friend or someone you clearly like - heavy artillery will be used. He can anonymously (or even openly, using his influence) transfer the collected information to the rival's employer, to the professional community, to social services, or even to the press. He will do it so elegantly and "legitimately" that no one will be able to accuse him of defamation or invasion of privacy. After all, he only "showed civic awareness" or "drew the attention of the competent authorities to alarming signals."

The result will be unchanged: the opponent's reputation will be destroyed. He may be fired, expelled from a professional association, or socially ostracized. His life will turn into a nightmare, and he himself will disappear from your horizon, at least because at the moment, against the background of all these problems, they will not be up to you. And you… You'll wonder why all your male acquaintances suddenly start avoiding you, changing jobs, or leaving town.

And at the end of this dirty but brilliantly executed operation, he will come back to you. He will be calm, satisfied, and, most frighteningly, sincere in his ignorance. He won't feel guilty or jealous, more like a doctor struggling with an illness.

"I noticed that that friend of yours, Mr. N., no longer appears in your environment. Very useful. I found out that he had some problems… professional issues. I am glad that you are spared the need to communicate with such an unreliable human."

He will never admit to you and, more importantly, to himself that his actions were dictated by something other than cold calculation and caring for you. He built such a powerful fortress of logic and scientific explanations around his obsession that he himself believed in its inaccessibility. He is a narcissist who cannot accept that he is driven by such base, "human" feelings. And so he will continue to methodically clean out your environment, leaving only one person in it who, in his opinion, deserves your attention — himself. And you will only wonder why the world outside your prison is becoming so empty and deserted.

🔸How easy is it to piss them off? What does their anger look like?🔸

Dr. Veritas Ratio is a man whose emotional thermometer is calibrated completely differently from that of ordinary people. For someone else, what would be a reason for an outburst of rage is just a slight deviation from the norm, deserving only a cold remark or a tired sigh. His mind, like a powerful filter, cleanses all external stimuli from "emotional impurities", leaving only a dry residue of facts to be analyzed.

However, this does not mean that he is incapable of anger. This only means that the scale of his anger begins far beyond what an ordinary person would consider provocation. And to get to the top, the most terrifying point on this scale, requires a truly extraordinary event — an event that not only irritates him, but threatens the very foundation of his being, that is, you.

Your little dirty tricks, which we talked about earlier — spoiled ducks, sarcastic remarks, demonstrative ignoring of his lectures (spoiling ducks??). This does not cause him anger, but rather professional interest, mixed with mild annoyance, like a teacher whose student is distracted in class. He can comment on your behavior with cold irony, make an entry in his "observation log" or, in the worst case, assign an additional "activity". This does not anger him, it only confirms his theory about your "illness" and the need for his "treatment."

Attempts at deception, a direct refusal to comply with reasonable (from his point of view) demands, an open display of disrespect for his authority - here his tone will become noticeably colder. He won't raise his voice, but every word he says will be like a whip—sharp, sharp, and leaving behind a feeling of deep hurt. He uses his logic to break down your behavior into its components and prove its complete inconsistency.

"Your behavior today is a classic example of what is called "reactive resistance" in psychology. You are acting not based on a rational analysis of the situation, but out of an irrational desire to restore the lost illusion of control. This is counterproductive. Your resistance will not lead to freedom, it will only slow down the process of your own adaptation and make it more difficult… uncomfortable for yourself. I strongly recommend that you reconsider your strategy."

Rage is the stage that the most serious offenses reach: an escape attempt, a serious act of vandalism aimed at something really important to him, or an open, aggressive denial of his "mission." Here he is no longer just annoyed — he is disappointed and full of icy determination. His voice will become quiet, but it will have that "steely" note that makes the blood run cold. He won't scream, but his every word will be deafening in its ruthless logic and calm threat.

"You tried to escape. Again. Despite all my warnings, all my explanations, all my concern. This is a deliberate act of sabotage. Sabotaging your own future, which I'm trying to build for you. Obviously, my previous methods were not convincing enough. Well. I'll take this mistake into account. The regime of your detention will be reviewed in the direction of tightening. Freedom of movement in the apartment will be limited. Intellectual activities will become more intense. And, I assure you, I will personally make sure that you have neither the strength, nor the time, nor the slightest opportunity to even think about repeating this nonsense. And now to your room. You have an hour to reflect on what happened before we begin a new, more rigorous phase of your training."

At this level, he already applies the punishments we talked about — isolation, enhanced "therapy", perhaps the most humiliating physical slap in case of a complete tantrum. But even here, his anger is the anger of a teacher who is confronted with the blatant ingratitude and stupidity of a student. This is the anger of the mind, not the heart.

And so we come to the only truly catastrophic trigger that can break through his layered defenses and expose what he so carefully hides even from himself — his animal, irrational fear of loss, disguised as icy rage.

This trigger is your attempt to cause yourself irreparable physical harm. It's not about scratches or demonstrative cuts — he will most likely perceive this as another "symptom" and will treat it accordingly. It's about a serious, deliberate suicide attempt or actions that can lead to irreversible consequences for your health and life.

Why this particular thing? Because this event destroys his entire universe with one blow. His "experiment" stops. His "project" is being destroyed. You are the center of his obsession, his greatest theorem, and you disappear. And at this moment, all his vaunted logic, all his rationalizations, all his pseudoscientific husks go to hell. He is faced with a reality in which he, a genius, proved to be absolutely powerless. He, who had foreseen everything, could not prevent the main thing — your self-destruction. It's a blow to his ego, to his self-esteem, to his very essence.

At this point, his fear will be so overwhelming that the only way for his psyche to deal with it is to immediately convert it into rage. Into that cold, ruthless rage, deafening in its silence.

He will enter the room (or be next to you if the attempt occurred in his presence), and you will see his face. It will be pale, devoid of any expression, except for one thing — absolute, chilling fear. His eyes, usually so penetrating and ironic, will look like two black icy abysses. He won't scream. He will speak, and his voice will be quiet, even, but there will be such concentrated power and threat in it that you will feel like a mouse in front of a boa constrictor. "What… is this… This? Explain it to me. Gradually. Clearly. What were you trying to do?"

He won't let you answer. He will intercept your hand (or whatever you were trying to hurt yourself with) with a force that will leave no doubt about his physical superiority. He will examine the damage done with the coldness of a pathologist, but his hands may tremble slightly — the only sign of the storm that is raging inside.

He will not threaten you with punishment in the usual sense. He is simply stating a new, even more rigid order of things. And you will understand that from now on you will be watched every second. That any potentially dangerous item will disappear from your access. That your life will turn into a sterile, controlled bubble where even the thought of suicide will be impossible. "You will never dare to think about something like that again. Even if I have to tie you to a bed and spoon-feed you for the rest of your days. You will never, ever, hurt yourself again. Because now I'm responsible for your safety."

And in this, the most terrible manifestation of his anger, you will not see hatred. You will see a distorted, absurd, but sincere form of love. A love that he is afraid to admit to himself, and which is therefore expressed through control, rage, and total suppression of your will. He will save you from yourself, even if he has to bind you forever to do so. You are his only, most important reason to exist.

🔸So they think you're above them, below them, or equal to them?🔸

His thinking, built on complex scientific and philosophical paradigms, does not operate in such flat categories when it comes to you. For him, you are not a servant or a deity. For him, you are something much more complicated and, in his eyes, much more valuable.

For Ratio, the only true hierarchy that exists in the world is the hierarchy of intelligence and knowledge. People are divided not into aristocrats and commoners, not into bosses and subordinates, but into those who are able to think, and those who are mired in the "virus of stupidity." He himself, of course, places himself at the top of this pyramid — not out of vanity (as he explains to himself), but by right of his achievements and the tireless work of his mind. He is the bearer of truth, the physician who is called to cure ignorance.

And in this coordinate system, you occupy a unique, exceptional place. You are not "below" him in the sense that a cleaning lady or a random passerby. He just doesn't notice them, they're part of the noise of the universe. You are his personal, most important student. You are an uncut diamond in which he has seen potential that is invisible to others. You are a blank slate on which he has to write his greatest work. You are a theorem that he has to prove to the world and, first of all, to you.

In this Mentor/Student model, he is certainly in the leading position. He is the source of knowledge, and you are its recipient. He sets the rules, and you follow them. He makes a diagnosis, you are undergoing treatment. This is not equality, but it is not slavery in the classical sense either. It's more like a relationship between a sculptor and his best piece of marble: the sculptor has skill and vision, but the value of a future statue depends entirely on the quality of the material. And he, with his heightened perception, considers you to be a material of exceptional quality, otherwise he would not have spent so much time and effort on you.

Here we encounter one of the most fascinating paradoxes of his personality. He, who calls himself an "ordinary person" ("Mundanite"), nevertheless puts himself in a position of absolute authority. And he, in turn, simultaneously considers you to be an "unreasonable child" in need of constant guidance, and the greatest value in his universe.

This paradox is solved simply: in his worldview, "mediocrity" is not an insult, but a statement of the initial state of all mankind. Genius, in his opinion, is not given from birth to the chosen, but is achieved through titanic work and proper "mental therapy." He went through this path himself, turning himself from an "ordinary person" into a genius. And now he sees his mission as leading you along the same path. You are proof to him that his method works. Your transformation will be his greatest triumph.

Therefore, he will never tell you, "You are inferior to me." He will say, "Your current level of knowledge and cognitive skills is insufficient for independent existence. But you have a potential that I intend to realize." He doesn't humiliate you out of sadistic pleasure (unlike some other types of obsessives), he "states the fact" in order to then offer a "solution." And that decision is his own.

What is your role in this system? The role of the ideal student. You are not required to blindly adore or cringe in fear (although both will eventually become part of your life). You are required to be diligent, attentive, and ultimately understanding. He does not crave your fear, but your epiphany. He wants you to look at him one day and say, "I get it. You were right. I love you." And this will be the moment of his greatest triumph, the moment when the Student will become equal with the Mentor in the main thing — in realizing the Truth that he revealed to her.

Until then, you will be in the position of the slave. He will be lenient with your mistakes, just as a professor is lenient with a diligent but still ignorant student. He will patiently (in his own way) explain, chew, repeat. His phrases will be full of this pseudo-pedagogical pathos.:

"No, you've made a logical mistake again. Don't worry, many people stumble on this. Let's take this syllogism one more time, step by step." "You asked a question that demonstrates that you are beginning to grasp the essence of the problem. That's commendable. However, the wording still suffers from emotional overtones. Try to reformulate it using the terminology we went through last week." "Your attention is scattered today. This reduces the effectiveness of our classes. Maybe you need more rest. I'll review your sleep schedule. We cannot allow fatigue to interfere with your progress."

It is extremely important to understand that he is not trying to humiliate you. Humiliation is an emotional act aimed at hurting and asserting oneself at the expense of another. Ratio, with his belief in his own infallibility, does not need such primitive self-affirmation. He already knows that he is the center of the universe.

When he points out your mistakes, he doesn't do it to make you feel like a jerk. He does this because he sincerely believes that by pointing out a mistake, he helps you become a better person. His goal is not to break you down, but to rebuild you according to his drawings. And to do this, you first need to show that the old design is imperfect.

It is this lack of malice that makes his mentoring so suffocating. You can't accuse him of cruelty because he's acting "with the best of intentions." You can't hate him as an enemy because he behaves like a strict but caring teacher. You find yourself trapped in his "goodness", from which there is no way out except to accept his rules of the game and try to become the ideal student he wants you to be.

Despite the hierarchy of "leader/ slave", you are the highest value for him, and his ultimate, albeit deeply distorted, goal is not to keep you in a subordinate position forever, but to raise you to his level, to make you his equal in the only thing that matters to him — in accepting his truth.

He doesn't want to see you as a broken puppet. A broken mind is defective material, incapable of genuine understanding. He doesn't need your passive submission, but your conscious conversion.

At the moment when/if this happens, in his perception, the hierarchy is "Mentor/The "student" will disappear. You will cease to be guided and become his only true partner, equal to him in the most important thing — in the ability to see the world as he sees it. You will become not a reflection of his intellect, but his continuation, his most perfect creation, proof that his method works.

"I do not seek your eternal submission. That would be an overly primitive and ultimately boring goal. My task is to bring you to the point where you yourself, voluntarily and consciously, will come to the same conclusions as me. Then you will become not just my student, but mine… a colleague. The only person with whom I can speak on equal terms, without stooping to primitive simplifications. That's what I really want."

🔸How determined are they to make you love them? How hard will they try to make this happen? Or are they content to just have you?🔸

Dr. Veritas Ratio will never, under any circumstances, be content with mere physical possession. The very idea would have seemed offensive, primitive, and unworthy of his intellect. For him, you are not a trophy, not a thing, not a beautiful piece of furniture. You are his magnum opus, his greatest work, his unsolved theorem. And which theorem can be considered complete if it has not been proven?

His determination is absolute. She knows no boundaries, does not recognize fatigue and does not accept defeats. His entire life, dedicated to fighting the "virus of stupidity," is now focused on a single goal: to get you not just to obey, but to consciously, voluntarily acknowledge his rightness. And in his distorted coordinate system, "recognition of rightness" is a synonym for love.

He will not be content with your silent presence, your submissiveness born of fear, or your imitation of feelings. He will regard all this as "interim results", but not as its successful completion. His analytical mind is too perceptive to be deceived by appearances. He will see your fear, your hatred, your despair behind any mask of humility. And this will only inflame his determination, because it proves that his "treatment" has not yet been completed.

"You've become obedient. You are following my recommendations. You've even learned to feign interest in our conversations. This is commendable progress. But I'm not blind. I can see that there is still a smouldering ember of resistance behind this facade. We will continue to work. We will work as long as it takes for this ember to go out forever, and in its place the light of awareness will flare up."

How will he try? His efforts will be as methodical as they are ruthless. He's not one to give up after the first setback. Failure for him is not a reason for despair, but valuable data for correcting the methodology. He will analyze his every step, your every reaction, to understand where he made a mistake and how to fix it.

If his strictness only makes you hate him, he can try periods of "encouragement"—more freedom, more pleasant conversations, more demonstrations of his "concern." If his gentleness is perceived as weakness and provokes rebellion, he will not hesitate to tighten the regime, reminding you of the consequences. He will alternate carrot and stick with the precision of a laboratory dispenser, constantly monitoring the dynamics of your "condition."

He will write entire "treatises" for you in the form of letters or lectures, where he will analyze your relationship with cold logic, proving their "inevitability" and "correctness." He will create situations in which you will be forced to depend on him not only physically, but also emotionally, becoming your only source of at least some comfort and stimulation. He will patiently, step by step, destroy your personality, so that, like a sculptor, he can create a new one out of the rubble — one that will be able to "love" him.

"I see that my previous approach, based on strict discipline, only made you angry. Therefore, we will make adjustments. Starting tomorrow, you will have more time to read on your own. You will be able to choose books according to your taste. We will spend our evenings discussing them. I want you to see me as more than just a mentor. Perhaps this will be the first step towards a real understanding."

What motivates him? Why can't he just be satisfied with your presence, like so many other possessed people do? The answer lies in his deepest, carefully concealed fear — the fear of meaninglessness.

If you don't reciprocate his feelings, if his "theorem" remains unproven, his whole grandiose "experiment" will be a failure. And that would mean that he, Veritas Ratio, had made a mistake. That his genius had failed. That his understanding of the universe was incomplete. This is a blow to the very foundation of his personality, to his ego, which he so carefully protects.

Moreover, your love is the only thing that can fill the void that he feels, despite all his intelligence. His need for a listener, for a "vessel for thoughts," transformed into the need for a single, ideal Friend who not only listens, but understands and accepts him totally. You have to become that Friend. Without you, his genius is doomed to eternal solitude in a crowd of "fools."

So he won't stop. He will try with the tenacity worthy of Sisyphus, pushing his stone uphill. He will change his methods, pick up the keys, and look for the very words and actions that will finally break your resistance and force you to utter your cherished phrase. And even if you never say it, he will continue anyway. Because the struggle itself, the very process of "healing" has already become the meaning of his existence. He is doomed to prove his theorem forever, even if the proof is never found. And you are doomed to be his eternal, permanent "object of research" in this endless, painful, but so important love experiment for him.

🔸Bonus: Is there anything that makes them unique compared to other yandere?🔸

The very first and, perhaps, the most ironic feature that distinguishes him from other yanderes is the following: he is a genius who systematically and brilliantly deceives himself. His intelligence, his vaunted insight, his ability to see logical errors in the reasoning of others — all of this is smashed against the wall of his own narcissism when it comes to the nature of his feelings for you.

He is able to build a complex, multi-level pseudoscientific theory justifying his every step, his every intrusion into your life. He calls surveillance "data collection," kidnapping "creating a controlled environment," jealousy "checking the environment for destructive elements," and punishments "necessary educational measures." His mind, so sharp and merciless to the delusions of others, obligingly provides him with an endless arsenal of rationalizations that allow him not to face the monstrous truth: he is obsessed with you not as a scientific object, but as a man with a woman.

This self-deception is not accidental. This is the defense mechanism of his colossal ego. To admit that he is driven by a primitive, irrational passion is to admit that he is as "stupid" as those he despises. His narcissism literally blocks any logical chains leading to this conclusion. He would rather build a new universe where his obsession is a fundamental law of physics than accept the idea that he is subject to ordinary human weaknesses.

This is his tragic irony: he, who has declared it his mission to fight the "virus of stupidity," is himself the bearer of its most dangerous form — the inability to critically self-knowledge. And you, his "patient," become an unwitting mirror reflecting his own carefully concealed madness.

The second, no less unique feature that sets him apart from the majority of Yandere is his sincere, albeit deeply distorted, desire to make you his equal. While the classic obsessive strives for complete domination, to turn his beloved into a helpless, dependent doll, Ratio sets himself a fundamentally different goal.

He doesn't need a broken toy. He needs an equal partner, equal in the only thing that matters to him — the ability to perceive and share his worldview. He doesn't want you to sit at his feet forever, listening to every word. He wants you to stand next to him one day, to look at the world through his eyes.

That is why his "treatment" is so painful and so comprehensive. He's not just suppressing your will—he's trying to reprogram it. He doesn't deprive you of the ability to think — he tries to replace your thinking with his own. His goal is not to destroy your mind, but to rebuild it in his image and likeness. And when (and if) this process is completed, you will become not a slave, but his most perfect creation, his intellectual double, the only being in the universe with whom he can speak on equal terms without feeling contempt.

This desire for equality is not a manifestation of humanism, but the highest, most sophisticated form of control. For what could be more absolute power than the power over the mind of another person who voluntarily accepted your truth as his own? He doesn't conquer you, he converts you.

In addition to the two main contradictions, there are other, smaller features.

He is one of the few Yandere whose obsession manifests itself not through physical violence or emotional outbursts, but through continuous, exhausting intellectual pressure. His weapons are words, logic, and knowledge. He doesn't strangle you with a rope, but with syllogisms.

He will never kill an opponent or physically torture you for pleasure. His cruelty will always be "civilized," "scientific," or "pedagogical." They are devoid even of that animal passion, which could serve as at least some explanation.

Unlike many Yandere, who deep down may realize the depravity of their actions, Ratio firmly believes that he is the savior. This unshakeable conviction makes him completely deaf to your pleas and arguments. You cannot appeal to his conscience, because his mission takes its place.

He is a Narcissist who does not admire himself in the water, but tries to turn your reflection into his own. And in this struggle for your mind, he will stop at nothing, because what is at stake for him is not just the possession of you, but the proof of his own greatness and the truth of his vision of the world.

🔸General perversity: How sexy is this person? What are his preferences? How sensitive is he? Does he have any preconceptions about sexuality?🔸

Now we come to the area that, for Dr. Veritas Ratio, is perhaps the biggest and most painful mystery. A sphere where his vaunted rationalism suffers the most crushing defeat, and his self-deception reaches truly epic proportions. This is, of course, about his own sexuality and what place you occupy in it.

If in all previous aspects he could deftly disguise his obsession as "scientific interest" and "pedagogical concern," then here his body and his subconscious come into direct conflict with his mind.

At the initial stage of your imprisonment, and long before it, Ratio will categorically deny the very possibility of any carnal interest in you. For him, sexuality is, at best, an annoying biological vestige, a legacy of primitive ancestors that only distracts the mind from truly important activities. He is a scientist, a philosopher, his body is just a tool for maintaining brain function, and he treats it with appropriate disdain. "Increased pulse rate and dilation of pupils when you appear? Obviously, this is a reaction to intellectual stimulation. Your presence activates my cognitive processes. No more than that. "

If his body betrays him in a more obvious way (for example, by involuntary erection when accidentally touching or seeing you in your home clothes), he will experience not arousal, but the deepest irritation bordering on self-loathing. He will abruptly cut off contact, go to his room or office and spend several hours there, trying to "clear his mind" with the help of complex mathematical calculations or reading philosophical treatises. He will convince himself that this is just an "endocrine malfunction," a "temporary clouding caused by overwork."

However, it is impossible to completely ignore the growing tension. Especially when you are in his house all the time, when he sees you every day, hears your voice, feels your scent. His body continues to react treacherously, and his subconscious mind throws him dreams and fantasies from which he wakes up in a cold sweat and with a feeling of burning shame.

At this stage, he will start watching you with a new, even more intense intensity. His interest will shift from the purely intellectual to the physical. He will study your body — not as an object of desire (he does not admit this to himself), but as an "anatomical exhibit." He will mark the curve of your neck when you read, the movement of your hands when you straighten your hair, the line of your hips when you walk. All this will be entered in its internal catalog under the heading "biomechanics features of the facility".

He will also begin to look for a "scientific" justification for his reaction. He will immerse himself in the study of literature on endocrinology, neurobiology, and the psychology of sexuality. He will try to explain his attraction to you through the prism of pheromones, evolutionary mechanisms, and features of your appearance that meet certain "objective criteria of attractiveness." He will create a complex theory according to which his physical interest is not a spontaneous feeling, but a natural reaction of a highly organized intellect to a unique set of stimuli coming from you.

The final stage is the most frightening. He can no longer deny the obvious, but he can't accept his attraction as a simple human weakness either. Therefore, he finds a brilliant way out, in his understanding: he integrates his sexuality into his own system of "treatment". He convinces himself that physical intimacy is not just lust, but another, higher level of "therapy", a way to establish with you the deepest connection that is necessary to complete the "experiment".

He will approach this as a new branch of science. He will study your physiology, your erogenous zones, and your reactions to touch with the same meticulousness with which he studied your cognitive abilities. He will experiment, record the results (mentally), and draw conclusions. His caresses will be methodical, devoid of spontaneous passion, but at the same time incredibly accurate and effective, because he will act not on a hunch, but on the basis of collected data.

It is at this stage that the issue of your personal space will undergo fatal changes. If you used to have your own room, even if it was under his total control, now he will begin to methodically narrow its boundaries. First, he will find a "rational" reason for you to sleep in his room.

"Your psychoemotional state remains unstable during REM sleep. I have recorded several episodes of nightmares. For your own safety and for the purity of your observations, from today on you will sleep in my bedroom. This will allow me to quickly monitor your indicators and adjust them if necessary. Don't worry, there's enough room on the bed for two people."

Your bed in your room may "accidentally" break down. Or he will simply announce that your room is being "converted into a library." One way or another, your personal space will shrink to the size of his bed. And this will be the last, most intimate act of his total control. You will no longer belong to yourself even in your dreams.

What is he like in the most intimate way? Strangely enough, despite all his coldness and prudence, he will turn out to be surprisingly sensitive. His body, which he has ignored and suppressed for so long, will respond to your closeness with an intensity that will take him by surprise. He will be confused and annoyed by his own reaction, and will try to hide it behind a mask of equanimity, but his trembling hands, shortness of breath, and inability to maintain eye contact will give him away.

His preferences will be in the field of control and supervision. He will like to dominate, but not rudely, but rather gently, directing your actions and reactions. He will be aroused by your helplessness and dependence on his touch. He will have great pleasure watching your face at the moment of orgasm.

At the same time, he will have no prejudice against any form of sexuality as such. For him, there is no "perversion" in the moral sense. There are only "effective" and "ineffective" methods of stimulation, "interesting" and "uninteresting" physiological reactions. He may coldly explore various aspects of intimacy with curiosity, but he will always do so from the perspective of an "explorer" rather than a "lover."

He can give you physical pleasure, perfected by his genius mind. But he will never give you genuine, spontaneous, irrational passion. His closeness will always be an act of "healing," an experiment, another way to prove his case and establish control. And you will feel it with every cell of your body, even in moments of the highest ecstasy.

🔸How persistent are they? Do they care about your consent?🔸

Imagine this scene. As always, he is immaculately dressed, his posture expresses calm confidence. He has just finished his brilliant, as it seems to him, lecture on why physical intimacy is "a natural and necessary stage of your integration into a new, more perfect paradigm of existence." He made arguments from neuroscience, endocrinology, even quantum physics. He explained why your sharing his bedroom is not a whim, but "a condition for maintaining optimal psychophysiological homeostasis." He talked for about twenty minutes, choosing his words carefully, trying to be convincing and, in his understanding, almost romantic.

And then he looks at you, expecting to see, if not delight, then at least the "beginnings of understanding." But instead, he sees your face distorted by a mixture of horror, disgust and angry bewilderment. You look at him as a madman who has just offered you the wildest and most unnatural action.

And you give him a short, sharp, like a slap in the face: "What?! No! Are you crazy?!"

At this moment, in his eyes, which always look with cold superiority, something flashes that you have not seen before. Deep, sincere confusion. His mind, accustomed to the fact that logic conquers everything, runs into the wall of your irrational, animal "no". And he doesn't understand. He really, quite sincerely does not understand how such a brilliantly reasoned proposal can be rejected.

"I … I don't quite understand you. "No"? Do you reject conclusions that are based on irrefutable scientific evidence? Are you denying the obvious benefits to your own body and psyche? Explain to me what your refusal is based on. Provide your counterarguments. I am ready to listen to them."

He really expects logical arguments from you. He wants you to engage in a scientific discussion with him about the appropriateness of coitus under the circumstances. Your emotional "no" for him is an empty sound, a noise that does not carry a semantic load. He will be genuinely puzzled if you say something like, "Because you kidnapped me! Because I hate you! Because it's disgusting!" For him, these are not arguments, but "symptoms" confirming that your "treatment" has not yet been completed.

"I have already explained to you the nature of this phenomenon. Your mind has not yet fully freed itself from the old, destructive patterns of thinking. That is why you are not able to objectively evaluate my proposals right now. It's sad, but not fatal. We will continue to work. In the meantime… You will sleep here. Your stay in my bedroom is non-negotiable. This is a necessary measure for your own safety and to continue therapy. Get used to it."

Having been refused, he will not back down. But he will not rape you in the usual sense of the word. His persistence will take on a different, much more sophisticated and psychologically unbearable form.

First, a shared bedroom will become an inescapable reality. Your protests, tears, and pleas will all be ignored or "analyzed" as symptoms. You will wake up and fall asleep next to him, feel his warmth, hear his breathing. This in itself will become a form of continuous, exhausting pressure. You will be deprived of the last refuge, the last corner where you could be alone with your thoughts and your hatred. His presence will become total.

Secondly, he will continue his "lectures" and "clarifications." Every night, before going to bed, he can take a few minutes to "discuss the benefits of a closer form of interaction." He will bring new data, new research, new logical constructions. He will do this in a calm, even voice while you lie with your back to the wall, huddled into a ball and wishing only for him to be silent.

"Today I read an interesting article about the effect of oxytocin released during tactile contact on cognitive functions. It turns out that regular hugs and.. More intimate forms of interaction help strengthen neural connections and improve memory. This is another argument in favor of my theory. Think about it. Good night."

Thirdly, he will begin to use tactile contact in "innocent", at first glance, forms. He can adjust the blanket for you by touching your shoulder. He can take your hand "to take your pulse." He can put his arm around your waist, "helping you move to a chair." Each of his touches will be justified by some "rational" reason, but their frequency and intensity will steadily increase. He will accustom your body to his presence, to his hands, breaking down your resistance on a physical, pre-rational level.

Does he care about your consent in a genuine, human sense? No. He doesn't care about it, because he doesn't recognize your right to refuse. For him, your "no" is not an expression of free will, but a symptom of a disease that he must cure. Consent for him is not what you give, but what he leads you to. He won't stop until you say "yes"—not out of fear, not out of fatigue, but because you "see clearly" and "understand" that he's right.

He won't take you by force like an animal. He'll be waiting. He will methodically, step by step, destroy your will, your body, your mind, until your "no" turns into a weak-willed "okay." And when that happens, he won't feel like a rapist. He will feel like a winner who has finally proved the most difficult theorem of his life. And you… you will lie next to him, in his bed, and wonder at what point you stopped being yourself and became just a reflection of his crazy, all-consuming love.

🔸What are their quirks or fetishes that they would like to satisfy?🔸

Despite all his attempts to rationalize his every action, there are certain scenes, certain images that evoke a response in him that defies any scientific explanation. And one of his most vivid, most obsessive fetishes is related to water. Or rather, in the water with you. In his bathtub.

The Sacrament in the Water

The bathroom in his house is not just a place for hygienic procedures. This is his personal sanctuary, a place where his mind, tired of endless calculations, finds a semblance of peace. The warm water enveloping his body, the subdued light, the perfect cleanliness of the tiles and, of course, the neat rows of rubber ducks — all this makes up his personal relaxation ritual. And now he wants to share this ritual with you. No, not to divide — to include you in it as the most important, most valuable element.

He won't suggest that you "go to the shower together." That would be too primitive. He will prepare everything with the same meticulousness with which he prepares his lectures. One evening, after dinner, he will simply inform you:

"I have made a decision. From today on, your hygiene procedures will be supervised by me. This is not a whim, but a necessity. The water temperature, the duration of contact with detergents, even the lighting level — all this should be optimized for your current condition. In addition, the aquatic environment is ideal for conducting some… relaxation techniques that I want to try out with you. Follow me."

He will lead you to the bathroom, where a huge, shining white bathtub will already be filled. The water will be at an ideal temperature, with the addition of some oils that exude a subtle, unobtrusive aroma. His ducks will sit decorously on the side, like silent witnesses of the upcoming sacrament. He will help you undress—not passionately, but methodically, like a patient's nurse. His touch will be businesslike, but you will feel his fingers lingering on your skin a little longer than necessary, studying its texture.

He will be the first to plunge into the water, taking his usual place. And then he will extend his hand to you, inviting you to follow him. When you find yourself in the water, between his spread legs, pressing your back against his chest, he will finally exhale with some strange, almost painful satisfaction.

His hands will begin their journey through your body. He won't be in a hurry. He will explore you like an unexplored continent. His palms, slippery with water and oil, will slowly move from your shoulders down to your chest, lingering there for a long time. He will weigh your breasts in his palms, squeeze them, watching as the water flows down the changed shape. His thumbs will circle around the nipples, which become hard from the contrast of warm water and cool air, and he will comment on this with a satisfied, almost purring intonation: "Amazing reaction. Blood vessels dilate, and nerve endings send signals to the brain. Your body speaks so eloquently to me, even when your mouth is silent. It to me… I like it."

One of his hands will slide lower, over my stomach, to my thighs. He will spread your legs with his own, giving you access to the most intimate part of your body. His fingers will sink into the water between your legs, and he will start exploring you there with the same meticulousness. He will study every crease, every sensitive point, noting which touches make you shiver and which ones cause involuntary muscle contraction. He will love the feeling of his fingers sinking into you underwater, as the water becomes an extension of his touch, making it more slippery, more pervasive. "Water is an amazing environment. It reduces friction, but enhances tactile sensations. Can you feel my fingers moving inside you?"

He can bring you to orgasm right in the water, watching how your body arches, how the water ripples from your convulsions, how your scream reflects off the tiled walls. And at that moment, his face will have an expression not of passion, but of the deepest, almost religious satisfaction.

Oral Fixation and Voice Control

Considering that his main instrument of influence on the world is his voice and his words, it is not surprising that his oral fixation manifests itself in the intimate sphere. His mouth is not just an organ of speech, it is an instrument of cognition and control.

He will be obsessed with your mouth. With your lips, your tongue, the sounds you make. He will kiss you not passionately, but searchingly, tasting, exploring every millimeter with his tongue. He will love it when you take his fingers in your mouth and lick them — he will watch this with fascinated attention, imagining how the same lips and tongue will wrap around another part of his body.

Oral sex with him is not just an act of getting pleasure. This is a lesson in anatomy and physiology. He will sit or lie back, relaxed, and comment on your actions, guiding you, correcting you, explaining exactly which movements of his tongue or lips cause him to react in one way or another. He will turn this into another activity where you are a diligent student, and he is a strict but satisfied mentor. "No, it's not like that. Too many teeth. The tongue should be softer, enveloping. That's it… yeah. Do you feel your muscles tense up? This is a sign of an approaching climax. Continue at the same pace. I'll tell you when to stop."

But it's not the process itself that will give him the greatest pleasure, but the sounds you make. Your moans, sobs, screams. He will collect them like rare audio recordings, scrolling through them in his memory. He will experiment with the rhythm, the depth of penetration, the angle of inclination just to hear a new, yet unexplored note in your voice. For him, your voice is the most beautiful music, proof that he is able to cause such a storm of emotions in you, breaking through all your hatred and fear.

The Aesthetics of Submission and Open Access

He gets tremendous pleasure from the very sight of your naked and accessible body. Not just naked, but at his complete disposal. Poses in which you are as open as possible, vulnerable, where every inch of your skin is available to his gaze and touch — this is what causes him almost aesthetic delight.

Therefore, he will prefer positions where he can see you completely. You lie on your back with your legs spread wide while he sits between them, studying you. Or you are on all fours, and he is behind you, but at the same time there is a large mirror in front of you, in which you can see his face and how his body moves in you. It's important to him that you see what he's doing to you. So that you are not a passive object, but a witness to his power over you.

"Look at yourself. Look at how your body accepts me. How it opens up, lets you in. It beautiful This… right. You are made for this. For me. Don't look away. I want you to remember this moment. The moment when you finally become who you always should have been."

In these moments, his voice will be low, vibrant, full of that dark, possessive passion that he so carefully tries to hide behind scientific terms. And in this passion, you will see not a cold scientist, but a hungry, intimacy-starved man who has finally reached the object of his darkest, most secret desire.

Multiple Orgasms as the Limit of Endurance

If his previous quirks were tinged with aesthetic or tactile pleasure, then this fetish is the quintessence of his approach to you as an "object of study." He's not just interested in your orgasm per se—he's interested in quantity. Frequency. The limit. He wants to know how many times your body is able to reach the peak of pleasure before it is completely exhausted. It's not just sex for him, it's a stress test, a test of your physiology for strength.

He will approach this with the same methodicality with which he approaches any experiment. First, he will study the theoretical basis: literature on female sexology, neurology, endocrinology. He will know that after the first orgasm you have a period of hypersensitivity, that clitoral orgasms differ from vaginal orgasms in the neurochemical pattern, that there is a refractory period, which is shorter in women than in men. Armed with this knowledge, he will start practicing.

He will put you on the bed, first making sure that you are comfortable, that the pillow supports your head at the right angle, that the light does not hit your eyes. His touch will be almost clinical at first: he will spread your legs and begin to explore you with his fingers, finding the clitoris, the entrance to the vagina, all those points that he has already managed to catalog in his memory. His movements will be precise, measured, devoid of spontaneous passion, but no less effective.

He will bring about your first orgasm quickly — perhaps even faster than you expected. He won't give you time to recover. As soon as your cramps begin to subside, his fingers will continue their movement without slowing down. He will watch your face, how your pupils dilate, how your mouth opens in a silent scream. He will notice that you have become more sensitive, that every touch now responds to you with a slight tremor.

"The first one. Good. Your body reacted predictably: peak oxytocin, uterine contractions, vasodilation. Now let's see how fast you can achieve the second one. According to the data, the latency period should decrease, but the intensity of sensations will increase. Don't hold back. I want to hear everything."

He will change his technique: he will move from circular movements along the clitoris to deep penetration with his fingers, touching the very point that makes your eyes darken. He can connect his mouth by pressing his lips to your breast and sucking the nipple in time with the movements of his hand. He will observe how the combination of stimuli affects the rate of orgasm.

Second. Third. Fourth. He will count them out loud, as if reading out the instrument readings. His voice will be calm, but there will be that vibrant note of excitement in it that he will not be able to hide. His own body will react to your moans and convulsions — he will be aroused to the limit, but restrain himself, because now the main thing is not his pleasure, but data collection.

When you start begging him to stop, when your legs will tremble, and tears will flow from your eyes not only from pleasure, but also from complete exhaustion, he will only smile with his cold, satisfied smile.

"The fifth… Sixth… Your body shows amazing endurance. I expected the limit to come sooner. But we're not done yet. I want to see when your body goes from pleasure to pure, uncluttered pain. This is the true boundary. Be patient a little longer. You're doing brilliantly."

And he will continue. His fingers, already slippery from your moisture, will move with the same precision. It will bring you to a state where orgasms will cease to be waves of pleasure and turn into a continuous, pulsating agony of ecstasy, when you will lose track of time and your own body. And only when you, exhausted, wheezing, no longer even able to cry, lean back against the pillows, will he stop.

He will wipe his hands with a towel, straighten the blanket, cover you, and before leaving the room (or staying close, hugging you to himself), make a mental note in his internal journal: "The limit is seven. Next time, we'll try with additional stimulation of the G-spot and anal area. I predict an increase to nine."

Mapping Of Erogenous Zones

The next fetish is related to the previous one, but it has its own special charm for his mind. This is a systematic mapping of your body. He doesn't just want to know where you feel good — he wants to make a complete, detailed "map" of your sensitivity, indicating the zones, types of stimulation and the expected reaction.

He'll start with the theory. You can find him in his office reading not scientific treatises on physics, but illustrated atlases on female anatomy, manuals on erogenous zones, even explicit erotic manuals. He will study them with the same serious expression on his face with which he reads Kant. He will make extracts, compare data from different sources, and form hypotheses.

"According to this source, the area behind the ear is one of the most sensitive in 78% of women. In combination with a slight biting of the earlobe, this should cause the release of dopamine and involuntary relaxation of the pelvic muscles. We'll check it out tonight."

When it comes to practice, he will turn into a meticulous tester. He will methodically walk around your entire body inch by inch. His lips, tongue, and fingers will try different types of touch: a light touch with the tip of his tongue, a wet kiss, gentle nibbling, pressure with the pads of his fingers, circular movements. He will monitor your reaction as if it were a sensitive instrument.

"Interesting. Pressing on this point, just below the navel, causes your abdominal muscles to contract and your breath to be held. And if I add a circular motion with my tongue here… yes, like this. Your pupils have dilated and your pulse rate has increased. This area is clearly connected to the parasympathetic nervous system."

He'll find places you didn't know existed. The point on the inside of your wrist that makes your toes bend. The area of skin under the knee, where the tickle turns into an acute, almost painful excitement. A line along the spine, tracing which with his tongue, he will make you arch in an arc.

Each discovery will cause him almost childish delight, which, however, he will carefully disguise as scientific interest. But you will see how his eyes light up when he finds a new, unexplored point, how his breathing becomes faster when he realizes that he can make your body react the way he wants.

"It's amazing. This zone is rarely mentioned in the literature, but your reaction to it is… Phenomenal. I can feel your muscles tightening around my fingers, even though I'm not even touching you there. This is a discovery. I'll write it down. You will have a personal sensitivity chart that no other woman in the world has."

And he can actually write it down. Not to humiliate you, but because for him it is the highest form of knowledge and possession. To know your body better than you know it yourself. To be able to elicit the desired reaction from you at any time by tapping on the right point, whispering the right word, touching your lips to the right place. It's not just sex for him. It is absolute power, clothed in the form of the most intimate knowledge. And he will tirelessly replenish this map, opening up more and more new territories in you, until you completely become his — not only with your mind and soul, but also with every millimeter of your trembling, subordinate body.

🔸How do they feel about pregnancy or children? Do they want them?🔸

At first glance, Dr. Ratio should be an ardent supporter of the idea of procreation. After all, what could be a more logical conclusion to his "project" than creating a new person whom he can raise according to his principles from the cradle? The child would become his absolute creation, a blank sheet on which he would write his greatest work, undisturbed by the outside world and your past "infection with stupidity."

He will certainly think about it. His mind, accustomed to calculating all possible scenarios, could not help but consider the pregnancy scenario. Moreover, he has probably already modeled it in his head, weighed all the pros and cons, and came to the conclusion that this is a logical and desirable next step. This will give him a new, endless scope for research: fetal development, genetics, perinatal psychology, and pedagogy. This will be his new, most exciting challenge.

"Conception and bearing offspring is a natural continuation of our symbiosis. From a biological point of view, your body has reached the optimal state for this process. On the intellectual side, you have reached the stage where you are able to consciously participate in the education of a new mind."

However, there is a crack in this seemingly coherent logical construction that he himself would prefer not to notice. A child is not only a continuation of his "mission", but also a threat to his undivided control over you. Your attention, which is now almost entirely his (except for moments of passive resistance), will be diverted to another being. Your body, which he studies so carefully and worships, will change in ways beyond his control. Your emotions, which he is trying to program, will be captured by a powerful maternal instinct that defies any logic.

He'll be jealous. He won't admit it even to himself, but it will annoy him when you smile not at him, but at the child, when your touches are addressed not to him, but to the little creature that he himself created. This feeling will be new, painful, and completely irrational to him, and he will violently suppress it, explaining to himself that it is a "rational concern about the proper allocation of attention resources."

When (and if) pregnancy occurs — and he will most likely take all the necessary measures for this, from his point of view, tracking your cycles with the same accuracy as he tracks your cognitive performance — his behavior will change. His control, always total, will reach new, hypertrophied scales, but now it will be clothed in the form of an even more suffocating, all-pervading concern.

You will cease to be just an "object of research" and become a "carrier of the most valuable experimental sample." Your value in his eyes will increase a hundredfold, but with it will increase your level of unfreedom. Every step you take, every breath you take, every crumb you eat will be under his watchful eye. He will make an ideal diet for you, calculated up to a milligram. He will forbid you any physical activity, except for special gymnastics developed by him. It will measure your blood pressure, pulse, and temperature several times a day.

"Your condition requires a special regime. From now on, you will not leave the bedroom without my escort. Stairs are excluded. I moved my work to the next room so that I could be there at any moment. Your diet has been revised: I have included foods rich in omega-3 fatty acids necessary for the development of the neural tube of the fetus."

He will give you lectures on embryology, show you the patterns of fetal development, and explain what happens to your body every week. He will put his hand to your stomach, feeling the tremors, and an expression of deep, reverent concentration will appear on his face. He will talk to the unborn child, telling him about his scientific theories, as if hoping that he will hear and begin to absorb knowledge already in the womb.

During this period, you may notice strange glimpses in it. He may become a little more tolerant of your whims, attributing them to "hormonal changes." He may even allow himself something akin to tenderness - to straighten your pillow, cover you with a blanket, bring you a glass of water, without accompanying it with a long lecture. In these moments, you may see not a cold scientist, but a caring man, albeit in his own way. But don't get your hopes up.: this is just a new facet of his control, just taking on softer forms adapted to your condition.

And here, against the background of pregnancy, living together, physical intimacy and the deep, albeit perverse, connection that has formed between you, something happens that he himself did not expect. His impeccable logical design is starting to fail. There are too many "variables" accumulated. He had gone too far.

He will sit at night, looking at you sleeping in his bed with a rounded belly, and his mind, accustomed to explaining everything, will suddenly encounter emptiness. He will try to rationalize, as usual: "I am satisfied that my experiment is entering its final, most productive phase." But this explanation will seem insufficient to him. Too flat.

He'll feel something else. Something warm, aching, absolutely irrational that cannot be measured with instruments or expressed in a formula. Something that makes his heart beat faster when you smile in your sleep. Something that causes him almost physical pain at the thought of something happening to you or your child. This feeling will be disgusting to him and at the same time desirable.

He won't call it love. No way. His narcissism, his defense mechanisms are too strong for that. He will find a new, even more complex and scientific definition. Perhaps he will call this "deep neurochemical synchronization" or "the formation of a stable symbiotic bond at the level of limbic systems." He will put his feeling into new terms, create a new theory that will allow him to save face in front of himself.

But somewhere deep inside, in that dark, locked room of his soul, where he himself is afraid to enter, he will know the truth. He will know that all his "treatment", all his "experiments", all his "mission" is just a grandiose screen erected by his genius, behind which lies the most banal, simplest and most destructive thing in the world. He loves you. Not as a student, not as a project, not as an object. And as a woman, the mother of his unborn child, the only person who could break through his armor and make him, a genius, feel like an ordinary, vulnerable, mortal man.

And this knowledge, this tiny, smoldering ember of awareness, will be his most terrible secret. A secret that he would never, for anything in the world, say out loud, but which would define his every step, every look, every touch for the rest of your days together.

🔸What (obscene) punishments could they use?🔸

If the "educational slap" that we discussed earlier was an act of cold, almost clinical dominance, then his obscene punishments are what this slap evolves into when the disciplinary measure imperceptibly flows into something else. Something that makes his pulse race and his breathing quicken. Into something that he will still call "behavior correction," but which in fact will be the most blatant, most unbridled form of possession of you.

The first slap, as we remember, was an exceptional measure used in a state of "cold rage" in response to your blatant, hysterical disobedience. It was short, humiliating, and accompanied by a lecture. But that first slap was a revelation to him. Not only pedagogical, but also sensual.

His palm touching your buttock recorded more than just the fact of punishment. She captured the warmth of your skin, the elasticity of your flesh, the way you shudder, the way a wave of trembling passes through your body, the way your skin instantly turns pink, preserving the imprint of his fingers. His mind, accustomed to analyzing everything, instantly decomposed this experience into its components: the angle of impact, the force, the tissue response, the acoustic response (the same ringing slap), your emotional reaction (humiliation mixed with pain). He'll never admit that he's addicted to it.

Spanking is no longer just a disciplinary measure. It has become an element of a complex, multi-step ritual that he will use not only to correct your behavior, but also to satisfy his own deeply hidden desires.

If the "educational slap" that we discussed earlier was an act of cold, almost clinical dominance, then his obscene punishments are what this slap evolves into when the disciplinary measure imperceptibly flows into something else. Something that makes his pulse race and his breathing quicken. Into something that he will still call "behavior correction," but which in fact will be the most blatant, most unbridled form of possession of you.

The first slap, as we remember, was an exceptional measure used in a state of "cold rage" in response to your blatant, hysterical disobedience. It was short, humiliating, and accompanied by a lecture. But that first slap was a revelation to him. Not only pedagogical, but also sensual.

His palm touching your buttock recorded more than just the fact of punishment. She captured the warmth of your skin, the elasticity of your flesh, the way you shudder, the way a wave of trembling passes through your body, the way your skin instantly turns pink, preserving the imprint of his fingers. His mind, accustomed to analyzing everything, instantly decomposed this experience into its components: the angle of impact, the force, the tissue response, the acoustic response (the same ringing slap), your emotional reaction (humiliation mixed with pain). He'll never admit that he's addicted to it.

Spanking is no longer just a disciplinary measure. It has become an element of a complex, multi-step ritual that he will use not only to correct your behavior, but also to satisfy his own deeply hidden desires.

When you get mistake—and there's always a reason: a cocky look, a word you say at the wrong time, or not following his instructions fast enough—he won't scream. He will look at you for a long, searching look, in which you will read not anger, but a cold, sad determination.

"I'm disappointed. After all my efforts, after all the progress we've made, you're letting your primitive impulses get the better of your mind again. Obviously, verbal methods have reached their limit of effectiveness. We'll have to resort to more… a visual demonstration of cause-and-effect relationships. Come here. Stand at the table."

He won't drag you away by force. He'll be waiting. The atmosphere in the room itself will thicken to such an extent that you will feel physically heavy. And you will obey—not out of fear of pain, but out of fear of his quiet, implacable voice and what follows disobedience.

He will sit you on his lap, belly down, like a guilty child. This pose itself is part of the punishment. Absolute defenselessness. Your face rests against the sofa cushion or his thigh. Your feet don't reach the floor. Your buttocks, raised and defenseless, are completely exposed to his gaze and his hands. He won't be in a hurry. He will first place his palm on your skin, just feeling, stroking, enjoying the moment of complete control and your vulnerability. His fingers can slide lower, between your legs, testing your reaction, making you burn with shame. "Relax. Tension will only make the discomfort worse. The number of strokes will be directly proportional to the severity of your offense. I'll count it out loud. Focus on the score. It will help you discipline your mind."

The first slap will be light, almost tentative. But loud. The echo will reverberate through the room, and you will flinch not so much from pain as from humiliation. The second one is a little stronger, aiming at the same place. The third one is even stronger. He will alternate his buttocks, watching them turn pink and then scarlet, as the pattern of his fingers appears on the skin.

His breathing will become more frequent and shallow. His voice, counting down the beats, will be low, with a slight hoarseness. You will feel his arousal — physical, firm, pressing against your stomach. And that will be the scariest part of the punishment. The realization that this is not just a discipline for him. This is foreplay.

"…Seven. Eight. Your skin has acquired aesthetically pleasing shade. The contrast between the pristine whiteness and the area of hyperemia… fascinating. Nine. Do you feel the warmth spreading over the punished area? These capillaries expand, delivering blood to the damaged tissues. The body is wiser than the mind. It knows how to heal. Ten. That's enough."

When the punishment is over, he won't let you go right away. His palm will stay on your burning skin, feeling the heat. His fingers will gently, almost lovingly stroke the punished flesh, making you flinch from a mixture of pain and something else that you are afraid to admit to yourself. "Well, that's it. It's all over. You accepted your punishment with dignity… almost. Do you now understand the connection between your act and its consequences? That's good. And now… let's consolidate the lesson."

And here the punishment will smoothly, inexorably flow into intimacy. He won't ask for permission. He will simply turn you over, lay you on your stomach (because it will be too painful for you to lie on your back) and take you — slowly, deeply, from behind, continuing to squeeze and stroke your punished buttocks with one hand, and fixing your wrist with the other. Every thrust of it will be accompanied by a burning pain in your reddened skin, and this pain will be strangely, inexplicably mixed with pleasure.

If spanking is a punishment for outright rebellion, then he uses this method for more subtle, but no less annoying offenses: passive aggression, demonstrative coldness, refusal of "dialogue." He will punish you not with pain, but with deprivation. The deprivation is not of freedom, but of climax.

He will bring you to the brink of orgasm. As we already know, he is a master at this. His fingers, his mouth, his words — everything will work with exquisite precision, lifting you higher and higher in a spiral of excitement. Your body will beg for release, you will squirm, moan, maybe even beg. And at the very moment when you are ready to fall into the abyss, it will stop.

He will take his hands away, pull away himself and look at you — trembling, humiliated, abandoned at the very peak of unsatisfied desire. His gaze will be cold and calm.

"You were especially unbearable today. Your behavior deserves not a reward, but a reminder of who decides when and how you enjoy yourself. Your body is already ready, all neurochemical processes are running, but there will be no final chord. This is your punishment. Maybe tomorrow, if your behavior improves, I'll let you finish what you started. In the meantime, good night."

And he really can just turn over and fall asleep, leaving you in a state of agonizing, throbbing excitement. This punishment is doubly cruel, because it leaves no marks on the body, but deeply wounds your soul, making you hate not only him, but also your own body, which so desperately, so shamefully longs for him.

But, as a rule, you won't get the desired release tomorrow either. He will take you all the way to the peak again, and then stop again when you are ready. It will last exactly as many days as he sees fit, and at one point, when you least expect it, he will finally give you these long-awaited feelings. You will hate yourself for how much you will be grateful to him at this moment.

The punishment in his hands becomes an act of deep, dark intimacy, a way to once again affirm his absolute power over every aspect of your existence — down to the most secret, animal reactions of your body. And you will be afraid of these punishments not only because of the pain, but also because of the shameful, uncontrollable pleasure that they awaken in you, proving his final and irrevocable victory over you.

🔸Which parts of their lovers' bodies do they like the most?🔸

Dr. Veritas Ratio, despite all his attempts to reduce any feeling to a formula, cannot deny that there are certain parts of your body that attract his gaze with the force of a gravitational field. Which make his fingers reach out to you, and his voice break into a low, vibrating whisper.

If there was a rating of the parts of your body that he pays the most attention to, your buttocks would surely take the first place in it. And the point here is not only in their "educational" function, which we have already discussed in detail. Spanking is just the tip of the iceberg, the most obvious, but far from the only way it interacts with this part of your body.

He is fascinated by their very shape. In his eyes, this is the perfect example of biomechanical perfection. Two symmetrical hemispheres supporting the body in an upright position, providing movement, consisting of a complex interweaving of muscles and adipose tissue. He can stare at you for a long time when your back is to him, dressed only in underwear or without it at all, and his gaze will be full not of crude lust, but of concentrated, almost artistic analysis.

"Did you know that the shape of your buttocks is close to the so-called "inverted drop" — the type that is considered the most aesthetically attractive in most cultural traditions? It's not just a matter of subjective taste. This shape is an indicator of optimal distribution of muscle and adipose tissue, which, in turn, indicates good health and fertility. Evolutionary biology… she even dictates what we think is beautiful."

He likes touching them. Not only in the context of punishment, but also just like that — in the shower, in bed, when you are sitting on his lap. His palm will rest on the buttock, feeling, slightly squeezing, enjoying the elasticity of the flesh and the way it gives under his fingers. He will observe how the skin changes color from touch, how the marks from his hands appear. For him, this is a living canvas on which he can leave his temporary, but such eloquent marks.

He is particularly pleased with the sight of your buttocks in a submissive position. When you are lying on your stomach, or standing on all fours, or thrown over his knee. In these moments, they are as open as possible, defenseless, completely at his mercy. This visual image of absolute vulnerability and absolute control has a stronger effect on him than any aphrodisiac.

The second part of your body, to which he has a special, almost vampiric predilection, is your neck. An elegant column connecting the seat of your mind (head) with the rest of your body. For him, this is a zone of absolute vulnerability, a place where the pulse beats under the thin skin, where the carotid arteries pass, carrying blood to the brain, where the vocal cords are located, producing the very sounds that he so loves to collect.

He will kiss your neck often and for a long time. His kisses will not be light and weightless — they will be deep, moist, with a hint of possessiveness. He will run his tongue along the line from the collarbone to the earlobe, feeling the salty taste of your skin, feeling the vein beating under his lips. He will bite the skin slightly, leaving marks on it — hickeys that cannot be hidden. For him, this is not just a manifestation of passion, but an act of marking, a sign that you belong to him. "Your neck… She's so open. So defenseless. One wrong bite — and… However, I'm too good an anatomist to make a mistake. Don't be afraid. I just want to feel your pulse. It gets faster when I do this… You see? Your body doesn't know how to lie, even when your mouth tries."

He also likes to wrap his arm around your neck — not to strangle, but to hold, fix, feel how you swallow, how the muscles move under his palm. In bed, he can do this at the moment of climax, when you're both on edge. His fingers will close around your throat, not blocking your air supply, but creating a feeling of complete, unconditional control. Your life at this moment will literally be in his hands, and this realization will be the highest form of intimacy for him.

If your neck is a zone of physical vulnerability, then your eyes are a zone of mental vulnerability. He considers them the most informative part of your body, the "windows" through which he can look directly into the "laboratory of your mind." And he does it all the time.

He will catch your eye while talking, while eating, during intimacy. His own eyes will dig into yours, reading the smallest changes: pupil dilation, iris movement, blinking frequency. Your every emotion—fear, anger, excitement, lies—is reflected in your eyes, and he reads them like an open book.

He will insist on eye contact even in moments of the highest intimacy. He won't let you close your eyes or turn away. He wants to see your eyes when you cum. He wants to see in them the same storm of emotions — shame, pleasure, pain, humiliation — that he caused. For him, it's like an artist's signature on a completed canvas. Your dilated, clouded, tearful eyes at the moment of orgasm are his greatest creation, and he will not miss the opportunity to admire them.

He also loves your tears — but not as a sign of weakness, but as a unique physiological phenomenon. When you cry from his cruelty, from his unrelenting "care" or from an overabundance of feelings after another "lesson", he will look at you with that same clinical but fascinated interest.

And finally, we come to the most important, most desirable part of your body, which, strictly speaking, is not even visible to the eye. It's your brain. The container of your mind. The same "ordinary person" that he vowed to turn into perfection.

All his touches on your body are just ways to get to your brain, stimulate it, reprogram it, subdue it. Every slap is not just a blow to the flesh, it's a lesson imprinted on neural connections. Every kiss on the neck is not just a caress, but a hormonal bombardment that makes your brain associate its presence with the release of oxytocin and dopamine. Every look into your eyes is a reading of data about the state of the most valuable "object" in its universe.

He loves your brain not as an abstract concept, but as a concrete, physical organ that can be studied, stimulated, and ultimately changed. His greatest fantasy is not just to possess your body, but to look inside your skull and see with his own eyes how the synapses light up and go out at the thought of him. He doesn't just want to be in your heart — he wants to be in your every thought, in every neuron, in every electrical impulse of your nervous system.

"Your body is a wonderful tool. But it's just a shell, an interface. Your true organ is your brain. And that's what I want. Entirely. Completely. Every gyrus, every neuron, every synapse. Someday, when you finally understand… when you voluntarily give me not only your body, but also your mind… then my experiment will be completed. And you will become perfect."

Every part of your body that he loves is not just an object of sexual or aesthetic attraction. This is the tool, the key to the main goal of his obsession: to have you completely and completely, from your fingertips to the deepest, most secret corners of your mind. And he will tirelessly study, caress, punish and worship each of them until you become his whole body, mind and soul.

🔸Does he love you at all?🔸

Does he love you? Is this man, made of logic, arrogance and self-deception, capable of what ordinary mortals call love?

The answer is yes.

But this "yes" is the scariest, most painful and most hopeless "yes" of all possible. Because his love is not the kind of love that is written about in novels or sung in songs. It is a love that has passed through so many filters, through so many layers of denial and rationalization, that its original, pure nature has been completely distorted, deformed, turned into something almost unrecognizable. But at its core, at the level where he himself is afraid to look, it is love.

He won't admit it. He will never tell you these words directly — not because he doesn't want to, but because his mind literally blocks the very possibility of such a confession. To say "I love you" for him would mean admitting that he, Veritas Ratio, a genius beyond the control of emotions, was at the mercy of the most banal, most irrational human feeling. It would destroy his whole identity, his whole philosophy, his whole self-image. Therefore, his psyche has built a grandiose protective structure, replacing the word "love" with "scientific interest", "experiment", "treatment", "mission".

But this construction is nothing more than a house of cards. And it's constantly cracking. You see them, these cracks, in those moments when his voice, giving another lecture about your "cognitive dysfunction," suddenly breaks into a low, vibrating whisper. In those moments when his fingers, "accidentally" touching your cheek, linger on it a little longer than a medical examination requires. In those moments when he looks at you, sleeping, and on his face there is an expression not of cold analysis, but of deep, painful, almost human longing.

He loves you the way a person who has never learned how to love can. His love is the love of a scientist for his greatest theorem. This is the sculptor's love for his most perfect creation. This is God's love for his most rebellious, most precious creation. It is expressed not in tenderness and affection (although this sometimes breaks through), but in control, in mentoring, in the relentless, suffocating desire to make you better — that is, the way he wants you to be.

He's not hurting you because he's a sadist who enjoys your suffering. He's hurting you because he doesn't know any other way. Because in his worldview, "treatment" is always painful. Because he sincerely, fanatically believes that he is leading you to the light, even if it means dragging you through hell. His punishments, his humiliating rituals, his total control are all expressions of care for him, not cruelty. He loves you the way a surgeon's scalpel "loves" a tumor he is cutting out—with a cold, unshakeable confidence in his own rightness and in the necessity of his actions.

And this is the greatest tragedy of both of you. Because somewhere out there, deep beneath the layers of ice and logic, he really wants your happiness. He really wants you to be with him, not out of fear, but out of good will. He really dreams of the day when you look at him and say, "I understand. I love you." But he doesn't realize that his methods make this day impossible. That his "treatment" is killing the very person he fell in love with. That his desire for control is stifling the very seed of sincerity that he so longs to nurture.

He loves you. He loves her as much as his genius-crippled mind can. But his love is a trap. For you, because you're suffocating in it. For him, it's because he's driven himself into a corner that he can't get out of without destroying everything he's built. He is doomed to forever prove a theorem that has no solution, and to love a woman who will never reciprocate him — not because she doesn't want to, but because he himself has destroyed this ability in her.

And yet… He loves.

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God, it took a LOT longer than I expected…. I had to rewrite this work several times because it didn't seem right the first time around. Ratio was a real challenge for me. The work was also delayed due to my own unforeseen circumstances, but everything is fine now!! I hope you enjoy this work! Once again, I would like to remind you that English is not my native language, so if/when you find any errors, please don't hesitate to let me know. I will make the necessary corrections!

At the request of an anonymous person!

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