You know one of the worst feelings in the world,” she said, “It’s being mad at someone who isn’t even sorry. If there’s anything I’ve learned on this planet after almost nineteen years, it’s that people mess up. Sometimes people mess up so bad that they actually leave you doubting your own self worth, sometimes people will hurt you so much you feel like their absence has also taken away your ability to breathe. And you want to hate them, my god you want to hate their guts. But you never can and the truth is you probably never will. They’ll hurt you and they’ll have no recognition for shattering your heart like broken glass along a kitchen floor. And you know the worst part of it all? It’s that sometimes, you’ll end up wanting to forgive someone who isn’t even apologetic.
He never apologised but I forgave him anyway // Excerpt of a book I’ll never write (via 500lettersforyou)
