𝓥𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓪

𝓁𝑜𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒾𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒

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𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮, 𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓼 𓏲ꪆ

──────────────────────────────── You can call me 𝓥𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓪 ۶ৎ I treat this blog as my little personal diary, so you'll find a lot of posts of just me screaming into the void 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘱𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘴 <3

𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮 ٠ 19, she/her ٠ borderline, ADHD, MADD, anorexia

𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 ٠ no men allowed! this is a women only space! ٠ please don't message me through dms - if you have a question please use the ask feature ("𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀" on my blog) ٠ i'd prefer if people who interact with me are within my age range (eighteen to early twenties) - if you're younger/older, please only like/repost and don't directly get in contact with me

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The weak breeze whispers nothing

The water screams sublime

His feet shift, teeter-totter

Deep breath, stand back, it’s time

Toes untouch the overpass

Soon he’s water bound

Eyes locked shut but peek to see

The view from halfway down

A little wind, a summer sun

A river rich and regal

A flood of fond endorphins

Brings a calm that knows no equal

You’re flying now

You see things much more clear than from the ground

It’s all okay, it would be

Were you not now halfway down

Thrash to break from gravity

What now could slow the drop

All I’d give for toes to touch

The safety back at top

But this is it, the deed is done

Silence drowns the sound

Before I leaped I should’ve seen

The view from halfway down

I really should’ve thought about

The view from halfway down

I wish I could’ve known about

The view from halfway down

[moonlitlacesstuff]

IM BACKKKK

[applepieandcupcakess]

i don’t care if i’m damaging my ears i don’t want to be able to hear my thoughts

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the lyrics in those portugese tcoaal songs speak to my bpd brainnnnnn

"No reflexo d'agua percebi que eu me distorci Te enxerguei em tantas versões de mim, não foi tão ruim Faria de novo tudo que fiz pois eu fui feliz Minha alma se esfarelou como giz, eu desenho ti"

"Que sentimento de abandono Eu quero sentir como se fosse seu dono"

"Ser normal é difícil Manter as aparências É quase impossível

Eu olho pra você Falo que é fácil Olho pra mim mesmo Por dentro eu sou horrível" "Me mostra que sou eu no seu universo E apenas eu"

"Meu amor parece seu cigarro A diferença é que eu não valho um centavo Seu ar pedindo mais um trago Enquanto suas palavras tem um gosto tão amargo

Reflexo da minha obsessão Conversa entre corpos que quebraram na sua mão Eu já sei de todo esse mal Real conexão"

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I think I need to up my dose of meds

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plushie dreadfuls are so so cute i can't wait for mine to arrive

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yall ever wonder if people yk irl are also on tumblr

like theres this anorexic girl in my school and every time i remember that im like damn rip you wouldve loved edblr

[loveyladyfingers07]

[mirroredangels]

I feel like I lost all hope

Being born into an abusive family did irreversible damage to my brain Everyday I came home to be belittled and screamed at Everyday I had to listen to my parents fight and threaten to divorce each other Any time I brought up a problem I was told to "deal with it" on my own I never had a fucking childhood

You think "Hey! When I'm an adult I'll fix everything, I'll fix my life"

Temperatures so high the world might as well be on fire Corruption everywhere you look, you can't even live life peacefully knowing about the monsters which lead this world No justice, pure hatred, a system you're not just forced, but born into Your destiny is just like everyone else's, work till you die Everything is gray; all colors, aesthetics, originality are gone and replaced by the "modern" minimalistic look You're too self aware to gaslight yourself into ignoring your reality Reality which is distorted to the point you either can't believe certain aspects are real, or don't know whether they're real

Living whole life with undiagnosed adhd, thinking about the things I could've accomplished Having an eating disorder since childhood which nobody ever bothered to fix Having borderline knowing no one in real life will ever understand the struggle Whole life fitting into the image my parents wanted, then realizing I have no concept of my identity

There is quite literally not a single reason for my existence

If there was, I'd be living in a lie

[mirroredangels]

men who got into looksmaxxing would go wild if they found out teenage girls use subliminals while they try to get a sharp jawline by breaking their bones with a hammer lmao

[cemeterysai]

I wish I could die for like 10 seconds to see everyone's reaction

[badreligionbaby]

[mirroredangels]

I’m more normal today but still crashing out #girlhood

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I don't know

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Nothing helps anymore

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everything is fucked everything is fucked everything is fucked I'm losing my mind