You knew Sukuna worked too much. Youâd known that before you ever started whatever this was with him. You knew that every extra shift, every callâin, every overtime hour usually meant the difference between him scraping by and actually having enough money left at the end of the week to breathe. You knew that. It didnât mean you had to like it.
The afternoon had started suspiciously well, which shouldâve been your first warning. You and Sukuna had been sitting on a bench outside a convenience store, sharing a carton of fries youâd bought after wandering aimlessly around the city for nearly two hours. Not a date⊠definitely not a date. Just the two of you hanging out. Alone. On a Saturday. After heâd specifically cleared his afternoon. Totally not a date.
âYou keep stealing the good fries,â he complained.
You looked up from the carton. âThe good fries?â
âThe crispy ones.â
âThose are all the fries.â
âNo.â
âYes.â
âNo.â
You grabbed another one, and Sukuna immediately narrowed his eyes. âThat was a crispy one.â
You giggled. âToo slow.â
âI literally bought them.â
âAnd?â
His jaw twitched, and for a second he almost smiled back at you. Almostâuntil his phone rang. The smile vanished instantly. You watched him pull it out, and his expression shifted. Not annoyed or irritated, just tired, which made your stomach sink because you knew that look.
He stared at the screen for a moment before answering. âYeah.â
Silence followed. You kicked your feet against the pavement, picking at the corner of the fry carton while he listened, sighed, and ran a hand through his pink hair.
âHow long?â he asked.
Your stomach dropped.
NOoOooOoOOoOoOooO. Not today. Not now. You already knew. You knew before he even said it. Sukuna pinched the bridge of his nose. âFine.â
You looked away before he could see your face. The call ended. A few seconds passed, then he said, âI gotta go.â
There it was.
You nodded. âOh.â
His brows furrowed. âOh?â
âYeah.â You shrugged, trying to sound casual. Normal. Totally unbothered.
âOkay.â
Sukuna stared at you. You stared at the road. He knew. You knew he knew, but neither of you were going to say it.
âThey need someone to cover,â he said.
âOkay.â
âYou mad?â
âNo.â
A lie. A terrible lie. Possibly the worst lie ever spoken.
Sukuna scoffed. âYouâre literally pouting.â
âMânot.â
âYou are.â
âIâm not.â
âYou are.â
You shoved another fry into your mouth aggressively. Sukuna stared, then snortedâactually snorted, the jerk.
âIâm not pouting.â
âYou look like someone kicked your dog.â
âI donât even have a dog.â
âYou look like someone would kick your dog.â
You glared at him. He looked annoyingly amused, until his expression softened slightly.
âTheyâre shortâstaffed.â
âOkay.â
âI need the hours.â
âI know.â
He rubbed a hand over his face. âYuji needs new shoes.â
Your gaze flickered up. Sukuna looked away. âKid grew out of the last pair in like three damn months.â
You bit the inside of your cheek. âAnd Chosoâs helping with rent already. Iâm not dumping more on him.â
Your chest tightened, because there it wasâthe real reason. Not cigarettes, not stupid spending, not because he wanted to leave. Because there was a fiveâyearâold waiting for him at home who somehow managed to outgrow everything the second it was bought. Because Choso was already carrying enough at sixteen. Because Sukuna had been playing the role of provider for so long that saying no almost wasnât an option anymore.
âI wouldnât go if I didnât have to,â he said quietly.
You hated that, because you knew it was true. He wasnât ditching you because he wanted to. He needed the money. You knew that, but the stupid hurt feeling wouldnât go away. Because for one afternoonâone stupid afternoonâyou wanted him to pick you. Just once.
You immediately hated yourself for thinking it, because that wasnât fair. Life wasnât fair. Bills werenât fair. Rent wasnât fair. And Sukuna had never gotten the luxury of putting feelings before survival.
Still⊠it hurt.
âWhatever,â you muttered. There it wasâthe dangerous whatever.
Sukuna sighed. âDonât start.â
âIâm not.â
âYou are.â
âIâm literally not.â
âYou get this tone.â
âWhat tone?â
âThat one.â
You stood up. âThere is no tone.â
âThere is.â
âThere isnât.â
âThere is.â
You grabbed your bag. âGo to work, Sukuna.â
His jaw clenched. You knew that look tooâthe one where he wanted to argue but couldnât, because he really did have to leave. So instead he stood, towering over you.
âWalk home safe.â
âYeah.â
âYou got your keys?â
âYeah.â
âPhone charged?â
âYes, dad.â
That earned you a glare.
Good. Maybe he should suffer too.
âYou being annoying on purpose?â
âMaybe.â
His eyes narrowed, then he reached over and flicked your forehead. Hard.
âOw!â
âBrat.â
Then he started walking backwards toward the street. âText me when youâre home.â
You rolled your eyes.
He pointed. âSeriously.â
âOkay.â
âPromise.â
You huffed. âPromise.â
Only then did he finally leave, and somehow watching him disappear around the corner felt way worse than youâd expected.
The walk home sucked, mostly because it gave you time to think, which was terrible. Thinking was terrible. You replayed the afternoon over and overâthe way heâd looked disappointed too, the way heâd tried explaining, the way heâd said he wouldnât leave if he didnât have toâand somehow that only made you more upset, because if heâd been a jerk about it, you couldâve stayed mad. Instead, heâd been reasonable, which was annoying.
Your phone buzzed.
Ryođ€°: Made it.
You ignored it.
Another buzz.
Ryođ€°: You home yet?
Ignored.
Five minutes later:
Ryođ€°: Answer your phone idiot.
Ignored.
Thenâ
Ryođ€°: Donât make me come check.
You immediately typed back:
You: Youâre literally at work.
His reply came instantly.
Ryođ€°: So youâre alive.
You stared at the screen for a moment, then locked your phone.
Nope. Not doing this. You were too sad and too grumpy to talk.
Three hours later, you were curled up in bed, still grumpy, still refusing to text him properly, and still pretending you werenât checking your phone every ten minutes. The quiet of your room made everything worse, and when the sudden knock at the door echoed through the apartmentâthree sharp rapsâyou froze. It was nearly midnight, and before you could even process who would be knocking at this hour, your phone rang. Sukunaâs name lit up the screen, making your stomach flip as you answered with a flat, âWhat?â
âOpen the door,â he said.
You sat upright, confused. â...What?â
âDoor.â
âSukuna.â
âDoor.â
âYou were literally at work.â
âI still am.â
âWhat?â
âOpen the damn door.â
Still confused, you dragged yourself out of bed and opened the door, only to find him standing there in his work uniform with tired eyes, messy hair, and a paper bag in his hand. You blinked at him. âWhat are you doing here?â
âYou wouldnât stop sulking,â he said.
âI wasnât sulking.â
âYou ignored me for three hours.â
âThatâs notââ
âSulking.â
You glared at him, but the irritation didnât hold. He looked genuinely exhaustedâdark circles under his eyes, shoulders slumped like heâd worked a twelveâhour shiftâand yet heâd still come all the way here. Your anger weakened immediately, traitorous thing that it was.
He shoved the paper bag into your arms, and when you looked inside, you found your favourite takeawayâthe exact thing youâd mentioned wanting earlier but never ended up getting. Your chest tightened just a little.
âSukunaâŠâ
He looked away, scratching the back of his neck, suddenly uncomfortable. âI know today sucked,â he muttered.
You stared at him.
âAnd I know you were upset.â You opened your mouth to deny it, then closed it again, because pretending now felt pointless.
Sukuna sighed. âI justâŠâ He struggled with the words, like saying them physically hurt. âI need the money.â
Your heart squeezed because he sounded almost guilty, like he'd done something wrong when he hadn't. Not really. âI know,â you said softly.
His shoulders loosened slightly, just a fraction.
âI know,â you repeated.
Silence settled between you, and before you could think better of it, you stepped forward and wrapped your arms around him. Sukuna froze completely, like youâd hit him with a truck, but after a moment his arms came around youâslow, heavy, warm. You felt him exhale, the kind of breath someone lets out only after holding it in all day.
âIâm still annoyed,â you muttered.
âMhm.â
âYou left me.â
âMhm.â
âYou suck.â
âMhm.â
He rested his chin on your head. âStill bought you food.â
ââŠYeah.â
âStill came here.â
ââŠYeah.â
âStill got another shift tomorrow.â
You groaned, and he actually laughedâa low, tired sound against your hair. And despite everything, the stupid hurt feeling finally faded. Because maybe Sukuna couldnât always choose you first; life didnât give him that luxury. But even after a miserable shift and an exhausting day, he still ended up on your doorstep at midnight. And maybe that counted for something too.
a/n: Inspireddd by the faaact exams are preventing me from talking to my girlfrieeends :(
lowkey me every time they tell me they gottaaa goo (also, I wrote this while listening to snoozeeee just in case anybooody else wanted to do that toođ)
Call it a happy accident, the way Satoru transitioned from being a full-time sorcerer to being the man you come home to after he does domestic chores all day. You two talked about it for a little while. There was a time when Satoru would come home late at night almost every day. And he would wind down, take a shower, crawl into the bed into your arms and just pour out his heart to you. He would say he hates his job. He hates how repetitive these days were becoming. Meetings upon meetings in the morning, and then having to exercise curses that never stood a chance for the next 6 hours. You soothed him, of course. Or at least as much as you could.
Then you proposed that maybe he starts taking days off. So you'll go to work and he'll stay home to heal his mind as much as he needs to. He would do anything for you, so of course he tries it out just to make you happy. And a few rest days turned into a few weeks. A few weeks turned into a couple of months. You don't remember the last time Satoru went to work by now, his phone blowing up every day from the people and job he kind of abandoned. He didn't care anymore.
He realized that he was happiest doing these mundane and very human tasks every day. And his motivation to keep going was just you. If he was bored, he would do the laundry that was full. I mean, the washer and dryer was just down the hall, why not? Washed the few dishes in the sink. Maybe he'll stop by the store to restock the fridge. You recognized how much of a....housewife he was being when he would retell his daily tasks to you before you two went to bed. "Oh, so I've got a little housewife now?" The neurons in his brain crackled when he heard that word escape your mouth.
Housewife
You raised your eyebrow when you watched him whisper the word underneath his breath. "You alright?" No, he wasn't. Well, he felt fantastic at the thought of his only purpose being his favorite person's provider and nothing else. But other than that, not really. He shamelessly enjoys having that title over his head. So he decides to play the part.
In the morning, he'll wake up before you, stare at your beautiful face for around 10 minutes before getting up to prepare your lunch and make you breakfast. NO, he can't cook. But he does know how to follow instructions. You wrote him some recipes you loved and he takes extra care to follow every single step to the exact measurements that you want. And when you smile at the breakfast, or make that sigh of relief, his heart jumps. Want more coffee? Do you want tea instead? He could pour you a flask of hot coffee before you go. And don't forget your lunch, either. He had fun making the panda shaped molds of rice.
And when you give your kiss goodbye and he finishes begging you to stay for a mandatory 5 minutes, he begins cleaning up the kitchen. He washes the dishes and clears the laundry if there's any. Mops the bathroom and cleans the tub, toilet bowl, and sink until they're sparkly and clean. Vacuums carpets and turns on a humidifier with your favorite scent lightly wafting throughout the place. Though he usually does this 20 minutes before you come back home so the smell is fresh in your brain when you walk in the door. He checks off the grocery list, visits a few people from his hitlist that he knows either hooked up with you in the past, broke up with you, or just tried to fuck with you in general. Sold a few organs from said people from the hitlist's bodies and goes back home to clean himself up and relax.
Relax meaning checking your location every five minutes, doing a mandatory 10 minute phone call on your lunch break to either try and persuade you to skip the rest of the work day to come back home, have phone sex(you talk him through his orgasm), or just let you talk and he'll listen. After the phone call, he'll eat his first meal of the day. He knows you don't like when he doesn't take care of himself, so he eats as much as his big heart desires. Which usually consists of your scraps of breakfast and dinner that you don't finish, so it feels like you two are bonding over the same meal(even though you aren't there). He does like eating with you and next to you, but it just feels more intimate when you two eat from the same plate. By the end of his meal, he's usually rock hard and close to tears at the fact that you won't be here to help him get off again for the next few hours.
So, he takes a cold shower(or two, if it's serious(and when I say "two" I mean he hops in, finishes, and then has to go back because it rises again with a vengeance)). And after his cold shower, he goes to the gym and does his weight resistance training. He knows you love every part of his body and his beautifully sculpted muscles(your words), so he takes good care of them. Then if he has free time, he'll watch some tv, pop up at Jujutsu Tech to piss everyone off for a few minutes, buy some sweets and desserts you two can share and then go back home to take a nap.
He wakes up about 30 minutes before you come back home so he can cook dinner. You told him you wouldn't mind having something "simple" tonight. And if he thinks carefully, this could mean anything from a boiled stew to TV dinner. Based off of your tone and how you said this sentence, he'll assume you wouldn't want something crazy to eat, so he actually buys some deli sandwiches from a shop not too far away. And when you got home, had Satoru take your coat, shoes, and jacket, you told him you were actually excited to eat. "It's been a while since we went there, huh? Oh, it's still warm!" The bread was toasted the way you liked and everything in between.
You were so lucky to have this man take care of you. You told him you loved him and if there was anything he wanted in return for his hard efforts to keep you happy, you'd do it. He shyly shook his head, a small blush overcoming his soft cheeks. He finished eating his sandwich before you and you noticed how silent he went. You softly grabbed his hand and he immediately looked up at you in question. "You alright? You're being quiet." You raise your hand from his hand to wipe a bread crumb from the corner of his mouth. "Yeah......actually, no. I just miss being able to grab your ass every second of the day, because your job doesn't allow your boyfriend into the building."
"Satoru, you know I can't take work off, I have to take care of us." Satoru flails and grabs your hand. "But babe, you know I have enough money to buy us 16 houses! You don't need to work!" You roll your eyes. "Well, I don't want to be in the house all day rotting away."
"We can rot together." "No!" He's a romantic at heart. He stands to walk off at your rejection and you grab his hand to pull him back. "Baby, you know I didn't mean it like that." "But.....you said we can't rot together...." "I know, but we can just be here right now and enjoy each other. We have all night and even some time in the morning. Right?" He sighs at your words and nod. ".........why are you hard?"
"Because you noticed I was quiet." You roll your eyes. He was also an attention seeker. How could you forget. "Really?" He nods. This time, you sigh, and you walk over to the living room couch, patting your lap. Satoru happily bounces over and plops down his weight on you. "Oof!" Sitting sideways on your lap, you caress his back with one hand and palm his hard on through his jeans with the other. His body immediately relaxes underneath your touch, and you smile up at him. "My baby has been working so hard today, hm?" He nods and stares at your hand. "I'm glad you're being productive. What did you do today, Satoru?"
"Today, I cleaned up the kitchen and did the laundry.." You unbutton his pants when he starts talking. But before you pull them down, you pause. "And what else?" He realizes what you're trying to do and swallows stressfully. He just wants you to take care of him. "And I mopped in the kitchen and the bathroom. I vacuumed, too." You pull his pants down enough to pull out his rock hard cock. It was warm and heavy in your hand, the tip straining with the blood swollen up to it. It was red and glistening with pre, threatening to drip down.
You gently wrapped your hand around him, slowly jerking him up and down, and a whimper slips out his lips. "Come on, baby, keep talking." He grabs your arm that's holding his cock and grabs at the couch with his other. "Um...I also........that's it." He cuts himself off, and his eyelids flutter shut when you put a little more pressure onto your hold, your thumb swiping over his tip.
"Hm? Are you sure?" You know he cut himself off. Which only means he's hiding something from you. He nods his head in response, and you let go of him. He whines at the cold that surrounds him now and looks at you. "Whyy???" "I don't know, baby, I think you're lying to me." You give him a look of fake concern, and your hand instead travels south to very gently fondle his sack, which immediately gets him to squirm.
"I'm not!!" You scrunch your eyebrows. "Are you??" He goes silent, and you stare him deep into his eyes. He can't reciprocate the eye contact and stares at your hand. You stop touching him, and he looks back up at you with sad, glistening puppy eyes. "I went through the list." Your eyebrows shoot up before you start scolding him. "The list??? I thought I told you to get rid of that thing? Satoru." When you first moved in with one another, you found his hit list full of people you used to talk to. He planned to kill them off one by one to have you to himself. You never truly got mad at him for it, because most of those people on the list genuinely were big pieces of shits that you wanted to burn in hell.....but technically it still wasn't okay for him to just do that behind your back.
"No, please! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just-" you lightly push him off of your lap, which was basically his equivalent of being shoved off of a cliff and his heart drops when you stand up. "NO! No. Wait, baby, please. Let me make it up to you. Please don't leave me like this." He trips onto his knees but still makes record speed in crawling over to you. He grabs your closest leg and hugs it tightly. You could feel his cock(which was still out) rub against your pant leg. So dramatic, you think.
You look down at him, and he stares up at you with those stupid big blue eyes. "......" He takes your silence as his que to convince you. "I can make it better, look!" He shifts in front of you, still on his knees, and begins to unbutton and pull your pants down. You lose balance and stumble back into the dining table behind you, using it for balance as Satoru yanks down down your pants, his eyes staring at the goal.
"Satoru, what the hell are you doing?" Funny enough, your words contradict your actions, and you instinctually spread your legs farther apart for him to have more space in between. He grabs your legs and places them on top of his shoulders, and you scoot back onto the dining table for more comfort, cups and silverware clinking as you clumsily push them back.
"I can help like this." He pushes his tongue as far as he can past your lips, getting a strong first taste at your pussy. A firm and slow stripe from your hole up to your clit and you hiss, gripping onto the table. Satoru moans loudly and closes his eyes to enjoy himself as much as possible. He shifts impossibly closer to you, hugging your thighs to both sides of his face to be buried deep and makes out with your sensitive bud. You could feel him occasionally exhale his warm breath onto you before firmly flicking his tongue onto you again.
You begin whining at the waves of pleasure crashing down on you. Drool and your essence cover Satoru's chin. His cock twitches endlessly against the hardwood floor, more of his pre dripping onto it the more he gets you to moan. "Get up." His eyes snap open, and he pulls away to look up at you. Your fingers dig into his scalp, and you pull him up, earning a wince from him. He knows what you want and leans in to let you taste yourself on his tongue. In the middle of the kiss, he suddenly flinches at the feeling of your hand once again grabbing his cock. You separate the kiss and his gaze trails down to your pussy.
You took his cock head and pressed it in between your lips, rubbing it up and down against your entrance. Your eyes seemed to glisten in a way he hadn't seen in a long time and you maintained eye contact, whispering to him. "You gonna be a good boy and fuck me how I taught you?" Each word that slipped out of your lips was enough to make him insane, and he was ready to do whatever you commanded. He robotically nods and you laugh at his reaction.
You press a soft kiss to his chin, letting him spread your legs on top of the table. He softly spreads your lips and makes eye contact with your hole. Heat radiates from you and he soaks up every last bit of it. All he can see, think of, and hear is you. "Beautiful." He whispers underneath his breath. You caress his arm to snap him out of his mind and he leans down closer to you, his head now pressing to your entrance gently. "Please show me." And he takes it upon himself to shower you with the affection you deserve in hopes to satisfy you again.
Did I cook????? Cuz I feel like I wrote this way too fast.
⥎ utterly whipped gojo forcing you to praise him during sex [kinda a pt 2 to this ? ] ⥎ didnât even touch word count
heâs balls deep in you, and yet of course heâs still spouting stupid bullshit.
âiâm doing good, right baby?â he moans (moreso whimpers), still thrusting in that half-romantic half-what itâs actually supposed to beâa hookupârhythm. his normally porcelain cheeks are completely flushed, his cool white hair falls in his face, some strands sticking to his forehead glistening in sweat.
âiâwhat?â you manage to say, still out of breath from how heâs fucking into you with his unfairly big cock. every perfect ridge and vein of it is dragging against your walls as he thrusts in and out of your sopping cuntâthough youâll deny how wet you are because of how large gojoâs ego will be if he knows he actually arouses you.
âsay it.â he pouts above you, gripping harder on your shoulders heâs deemed a perfect leverage point in you to help with his strokes. âsay iâm doing good⊠please?â his blue eyes pleading to you like a puppy dog.
âgojo, iâm not fucking doing thââ he shoves all the way back in and stops his thrusts. you moan without even meaning to from the sheer amount of girth being stuffed in you. he juts his lower lip out further, clearly upset by your answer.
âcâmon,â he looks physically pained as he restrains himself from continuing his thrusts. âjust say it and iâll keep fucking you.â he whines out, sounding a lot more weak and less intimidating than he thought he would.
you breathe out. you know heâll hold on to this for the rest of the foreseeable future but youâre close anyway. youâll come then kick him out like always and if next time he keeps mentioning it, youâll just stuff his face with your pussy.
âyouâre doing so good, gojo.â you moan out in a shaky voice.
he moans, loudly, near pornographic, and he gets back to thrusting immediately, except he seems more motivated. his strokes are fasting and more like heâs trying to impress you. his sounds are more desperate and huffy than before.
he reaches around your waist to hug you closer and shove his face deep in your neck, right below your ear.
âhaaah, fuck, babyâsay iâm the best youâve ever had, please.â
âmm, god, gojo youâre the best iâll ever fucking have.â he cries out. cries out and actually cries. tears start streaming down his pale face and cupping along your neck and collar bone where heâs found solace. heâs breathing like heâs just run a marathon.
unwantedly but admittedly, you say this next one yourself. itâs almost like youâre starting to⊠like him. ew.
âsuch a gâboy for me, satoru.â he nuts. immediately thick cum oozes into your pussy, spilling out from how overstuffed it already is with his girthy, oversized, genetic lottery winning cock. his whole body shakes and shivers while he releases, still trying to thrust so you could finish like the good boy he is.
unfortunately he forgets heâs not god and ends up overstimulating the hell out of himself by the time he gets you to cream by his thumb pressing along your clit.
he brings his head up, covered in sweat as heâs still shaking from the feeling of nutting the hardest he ever has.
he looks nearly completely out of it before his lips curl into a smirk. âyou finally called me satoru!â and then heâs attacking your lips and shoving his tongue so far down youâre throat like heâs wasnât just near seizing from cumming.
⥎ utterly whipped gojo with a girl whoâs just using him for dick slowly warming up to him ⥎ 0.5k words
âyouâre really gonna make me leave baby?â heâs frowning. frowning like a child while he stands by your apartment door as youâre actively trying to shove him out. âi brought flowers.â he looks over to them on your table, sitting in a vase he brought with a sappy note attached to it. he looks back at you with puppy eyes to try and convince you further.
âyes, i am.â you just keep on pushing him trying to hurry him out your door but making next to no progress. you know youâll win eventually though. you guess in about 5 minutes youâll compromise and say he can actually kiss you next time if he leaves. âiâm not looking for a relationship right now, gojo. i donât need you all fawny over me. now leave.â
his lips quiver like theyâre about to cry. his hands even grip harder on the change of clothes he brought incase youâd let him sleepover this time and the fabric scrunches beneath his touch.
âso youâre just using me for my body?â he knows damn well you are. for gods sakes you met him at a bar and had told him you just wanted rebound dick from your last breakup. his other hand pushes on the door frame, steadying him and rendering him completely still. you stop pushing at this point. heâll leave eventually.
âyouâre a great person ,â you feel like youâve said this before, and by his hurt face it looks like he has too, unfortunately now seeing it from the other side. âbut i canât deal with all this mopey shit. i have work, billsââ
âi can pay them!â he suggests, perking up like thatâs the only word he heard. âor you could move in with me!â heâs back to that prince charming smile you can just tell he abused back in college.
âthatâs not it, gojoââ
âi love you,â he grabs your wrists, dropping his clothes he was holding, that were by your side and brings them up to his face, forcing you to cup his jaw. you stare up at him. âi can wait, sweetheart! i canâi really can!â heâs like a child trying to convince their mother they wonât act too crazy on sugar.
he stays going off on a tangent now, gripping your wrists even tighter unconsciously.
âi-i can buy you anything. my friends would love youâespecially utahime, you hate me like her i guess. i already give you good dick, i mean you were just moaning not to long agoââ you start to drown him out.
ââjust one date. if you really do hate me you can slap me after it, just let me try. please? donât be so cold hearted, baby.â
âgojo,â he looks disappointed already, like heâs anticipating a terrible answer. âcome here.â you gesture with your hands for him to lean closer. you plop a delicate, just barely there, chaste kiss on his cheek. âgo home.â you deadpan.
and best believe heâs showing up at your door the next evening awaiting another one.
My yanderes are based on deeeeeeeeeeeeeppp obsessive love, protectiveness, servitude, patronage, provider energy, worshipper, admirer, lover, supporter, at any and all costs.
I get people have kinks and dark fantasies but I also feel like a lot of yandere content is just womenâs internal indoctrinated fetishization of patriarchy and the sub female victim princess principles except to the extreme degree of rape and violence. Real life toxicity brought into fantasy to almost make it more okay. Like I get yandere is supposed to be âtoxicâ but can we have toxic without literal Joe Goldberg? He can have mommy issues and not dispose of my body because he found a clerk to fall in love with.
So no I will not write patriarchy smut for your sick internal anti woman fantasies
Childhood friend, rommate, vampire!char whoâs been hiding it from reader but one day they run out of their regular blood packs due to a late delivery or something (lol) and reader finds them acting suuuper strangeee and desperatee⊠đ€«đ€«âïž
Dom!reader x sub!vampire!male!character
Warning: begging, desperation, a little dacryphilia - any pov (readerâs gn), insert whichever character you want
Nini!rant: yummy idea⊠_:(ÂŽàœ`ă â ):
Anniversary event 2025
Damn it.
Could today get any worse?
As if it wasnât enough that he ran out of rations and his supplies got cut, you just had to be home all day when his symptoms began acting up. He couldnât even avoid running into you at this rate and going out in his current state wasnât possible neither. This led to him locking himself up in his room, trying his hardest to stay rational. His heart rate was spiking up, his mind getting fuzzy the longer he denied himself. There was this nagging instinct telling him over and over againâ that he was in dire need of blood.
Stupid brain, what was he supposed to do, huh? Itâs not like he could just ask someone âhey can I bite you real quick?â without ruining his entire social life. He was supposed to be undercover as a human, to live a normal lifeâŠ! Well, as normal as it could get, excluding the regular blood packs he needed to feed on. Luckily, you havenât gotten wind of his true identity yet, despite being his childhood friend and roommate. He did try everything in his power to keep it that way.
If you ever found out he was a vampire, he doesnât think he could handle the scrutiny. He was too afraid of the possible outcomes. But fuck, he really needed blood right now, heâs been depraved of it for almost two weeks, which is why heâs been having migraines all the time. Just what the heck are the suppliers doing?! He really should file a complaiâ âhey, are you alright? I saw youâve been looking kinda down these days.â
Your voice cut through the haze of his ongoing dizziness, followed by the click of the door handle. How did he not hear your footsteps? He was supposed to have enchanted hearing..!
âWait, donât come in right now!â He immediately yelled at you, but it was too late. You came into his room and saw him crouching on the floor, clutching his chest. Anyone would have come to the conclusion he was ill, so you rushed to help him up and snapped at him, âyou were sick and didnât tell me?! What were you thinkingâ you are clearly in pain!â
This was bad. He knew you had good intentions helping him up and letting him wrap his arm around your shoulders, probably trying to get him to lay down on the bed. Even so, you were too close, and the position gave him real good access to your neck. Before he knew it, his instinct overtook his body, and he nuzzled up into your neck with a deep breath.
âWhat the..? What are you- wait, stop that!â You couldnt process the shock of him basically sniffing your neck like some creep fast enough. By the time you realised what was happening, he was already leaning into you with all his weight, even sticking his tongue out to lick a stripe up your throat..?!? It tripped your balance and caused you to fall over, pulling him down with you. This ended with him stumbling on top of you, straddling your waist.
You tried to get up, but couldnât. So you settled for pushing your upper body up by the elbows, to have a slightly better view at him. âUrgh, gross! Why the heck did you lick my neck?!â Your hand reached up to rub the spot his tongue touched, feeling the slight wetness of his saliva. This made you freak out and you tried to push him off. A shudder ran down your spine, goosebumps breaking out across your skin, âseriously, whatâs wrong with you? Are you having a fever or something?â You couldnât tell if you wanted to be angry at him or worried.
He didnât answer, only panting heavily as he tried again, getting awfully close. His lips were parted, his breathing uneven as he wrapped his arms around you, like some kind of pathetic attempt to trap or pin you down. To think your childhood friend would suddenly do something so atypical of him, heâs never done anything like this before. âMhm⊠smells.. so good.â You heard him whisper, a flabbergasted expression plastered on your face.
âAre you crazy? Why are you clinging to me like this? Let go first.â When you tried to look him in the eye, you saw how cloudy his pupils were. Glazed over and all wet with tears. Sweat was running down the side of his head, and his grip kept changing between clenching and unclenching. His brows were furrowed as he gnawed out between gritted teeth, âI- I just.. I canât control thisâŠ! Itâs your fault for coming so close when I, I..â yes he:s a lost cause, he wasnât being himself at all.
The one thing you did begin to understand was that he kept trying to get close to your neck. So you decided to simply ask him, âwhat are you trying to do right now?â You could see his lower lip tremble, his frame shaking on top of you. Such an idiot, you wondered what kind of mess he got himself into this time. âIâm not trying to do anything! I-Iâm just⊠hungryâŠ?â He answered meekly, which somehow ticked you off even more. Like, was he being for real right now?
âThen get yourself something to eat, damn it.â You snapped, though he quickly interjected, âno! Not that food, blood, I need blood!â He glared at you and slammed a hand to the ground next to you, something akin to a pout on his sour face. âSo, c-canât I have your⊠blood?â You were seriously too stunned to speak, staring at him like he just said the most outrageous thing ever, which he did.
There was something wrong here, this was the first time he pinned you down like this, acting so intimately and demanding blood of all things. âIs this some kind of prank right now.â He shook his head, furrowing his brows. His vision was swimming and he was holding back the urge to bite, the way his body kept telling him to âfeast on the preyâ. This wasnât what he wanted, he didnât want to force anything on you, someone important to him. It didnât mean he wouldnât try begging thoughâŠ
âI really, really need it⊠canât you give it to me?â He whined, actually whined. Getting all whimpy now and pressing his forehead against yours, intruding on your private space. âWait, why are you begging now? You want my blood that bad?â This was ridiculous, you were starting to suspect you are the one with a fever. âYesâŠ! Yes, I need it, I need it so bad. N-no more delays, give it to me, p-pleaseâŠ?â He leaned in again, his nose brushing your skin as he exhaled slowly.
While you were more confused than ever, wondering why he was acting so needy all of a sudden, the wildest idea ever crossed your mind. So, you wondered, âare you⊠like, a vampire?â And to your surprise, he nodded, his thighs squeezing you tighter. It was laughable, you didnât know vampires were real, nor that the friend youâve been with since little was one of them. In fact, it was making you quite upset. âSo you are supposedly a vampire and you never told me?â
He didnât respond to that, too caught up with the smell of your sweet, metallic life force just beneath this thin layer of skin he could easily pierce through. He opened his mouth wider, revealing the unusually long and sharp fangs, solidifying the reality of your situation. You could tell, even if every human is different, it wasnât normal to have teeth like thoseâŠ!
That means, your friend is a vampire currently trying to bite you⊠who would have thought youâd ever find yourself in such a situation? While he was acting quite sober for now, it didnât change the fact that he clearly wasnât. His eyes were still hazy. How frustrating, you were still upset about the fact he kept this a secret from you, enough that you pulled his head back by his hair and scoffed, âhey, if you want my blood, wait until youâve got permission, got it?â
And he yelped, whimpering out loud as he was forced to make eye contact, âhnnghhâŠ! I want it, I need it, please.. I-i havenât had blood for so long, Iâm gonna dieeeeâŠ.!!â Hearing that did make you jump a little, so you let go of his hair. If what he said was the truth, itâd explain his life-less behaviour recently. Besides, dyingâŠ? You knew nothing about how real life vampires worked, but, would this mean heâs been starving all this time?! Was he really going to die on you?
While you were distracted, he instantly grabbed that opportunity and came up to you real close again, whispering into your ear with that sultry voice, âso please⊠let me have some of your bloodâŠ?â His free hand, the one not currently pinning you to the ground, began applying pressure against your chest, making you lay down entirely, eyes glassy with fat tears. âI really need it⊠please, please p-pleaseâŠâĄâ„ïžâ
You thought about it and realised you actually didnât mind it at all. Especially when itâs to help your friend. But, fuck, why was he acting so damn cute while in a trance? Nuzzling into you all pouty and meekly, glancing up at you with those pleading eyes, on the verge of crying⊠he was so desperate, you didnât know your friend had this submissive side to him. It made you want to tease him, it almost felt criminal to not mess with him a little.
âI donât want to give it to you, Iâm still mad about you lying to me.â So you said, putting on a stern facade. He whimpered at the harsh rejection and tried to cuddle into the crook of your neck again. Though this time, you pushed him off with a hand. âI donât think youâve apologised for that yet.â You could see the way the gears were turning in his messed up lilâ brain, until he realised where he fucked up. âAh⊠I⊠erm, mâsorry for not telling you⊠I was, hnghâ I wasnât ready yet, so please, uhm!! f-forgive meâŠ?â
That sounded pretty honest. Though, was he moaning while speaking? Speaking of âmoaningâ, you did feel like something weird was pressing against you andâ ah, your hunch was right on the nail. He had a raging boner tenting his pants. âIs it normal for vampires to get aroused when hungry?â You couldnt help but giggle, finding it somehow hilarious. Thatâs when he hit you with, ân-noâŠ! No, it isnât ahnghh⊠itâs because hnnGh, h-hic⊠itâs all because itâs youâŠâĄâ
Would you look at that. Whoâd have guessed heâd be this honestly when craving sustenance, and that transparency was getting to you. To think thereâd be a day you find him out of everyone to be cute. Fine, since heâs proven his sincerity, there was no reason to keep denying him, eh? âAlright then, since itâs you whoâs asking, Iâll allow it.â
Your sub yan best friend finally confesses everything. Drugging, general yan behavior, and dubcon touching. There's a lack of willing darlings, so here it is~
Loser yandere who shrugged when you questioned the wet, red spot on your neck. Pretended to be clueless about the dirty stain on your pants. Or how you had a terrible headache and woke up way too late.
He didn't feel much better himself. His legs were all jello and weak, drool dried on his face, dark circles under his eyesâas if he had been up all night... playing. You suspected it was because of his gaming addiction that had him sleeping at 5 in the morning and up at 2 in the afternoon.
Little did you know, he added something extra to your drink yesterday.
Being the good friend he was, he gave you some water and aspirin. Of course, not missing the chance to tease you about your matching bedheadâenjoying the playful hits on his arm. He'd suggest you take a hot shower. The image of you wrapped in nothing but a towel, water dripping from your flesh... So hot.
He'd beg for it. F-for you to please go to the shower and relax, get rid of that nasty pain. There were spare towels, loofahs, and somehow the exact same brand of shampoo and body wash you used. He could join you if you needed a helping hand. He'd promise to keep his eyes shut while he scrubbed your back.
The annoyed huff was so typical of you. Your reactions the same to all the jokes he made. You'd roll your eyes and curse at himâthen you'd cave in and forgive him when he went on his knees and begged like a cute little puppy.
It was humiliating, but it worked fast, and it was the only thing he was really good at. He did try other methods; like threatening anyone who showed interest in youâthough they laughed right at his face before he blackmailed themâor just being in your face constantly and giving you tons of compliments. A sweet pure boy he was.
"You need clothes? Wear some of mine. Oh, you'll look so cute in my oversized shirt!!! This is just like those couple videos I've saved in my Pinterest. You can change right hereâin front of meâbest friends see each other naked sometimes!"
"Come, touch my arm, feel my muscles. I've been working out soo hard to impress you~ D-don't mind me getting a bit sweaty, hehe. Huh? What do you mean you don't feel anything?"
"These cookies are for you. I made them myself without burning down the kitchen~ I hope you're proud. It's... salty? Nonono... I didn't mess up. It's just a s-special ingredient. What? No, I'm not hard! You're crazy!"
You were sat on the couch, changed into a pair of his shorts, and his oversized shirt. Hair slightly wet while you enjoyed some takeout with him. He got a bit cheeky and licked your fingers free from the food, sucking deliberately on your middle finger, giggling while you slapped his face away.
Haa... He was really something else. Obvious how he was sneaking glances at you while you ate. Shyly looking away when you made eye contact. Just in case, you wiped your face clean but his glances still continued.
He cleared his throat after you were both done. "Sooo, have you thought about it?" Your best friend casually put an arm around you, though it ended up looking awkward because his hand was all shaky with nerves.
You felt him squeeze your shoulder and give you a lazy toothy grin. A finger pushing his glasses up. Trying to appear seductive with the way he gazed at your lips then back in your eyes, albeit nervously. He was sweating so bad, biting his lip a bit too hard while he waited for your answer.
"About...?" He scooted closer, and you let him. His warm breath hitting your cheek as he leaned even closer. Boring his widen, crazed eyes into yours. "Y'know... dating me?"
Much to his dismay, you pushed him away. He forcefully grabbed your hands in his. Whining sadly, impatiently blabbering.
"Come onnnn, I've been trying so hard. Ever since day one! Why not give me a chance? You like our little dates, right? I've been treating you like a gentleman. I thought girls liked that. Let's take this to the next step already!"
You sighed, wishing he'd stop lying in your ear so loudly. Gentleman... more like a whiny mutt. Nevertheless, you sighed and answered calmly. "It's just... Do you want to date because you actually like me, or am I the only one who tolerates your boundary issues?"
"...huh?" He tilted his head. A bit taken back by your question. His clammy hands holding yours tighter.
"You've been saying how... You've never even held a girl's hands or whatever." You looked down at your joined hands. "Am I here because you want to lose your virginity so badly?"
He was silent. Then suddenly, he burst out laughing. A bit out of character for him. Normally, he'd deny it and go on his knees to apologize. But he was nearing his breaking point, unable to be patient, to wait any longer for you to finally realize his feelings.
"WhaâWhy are you laughing?!? That's what you said before! Remember? You really wanted a girlfriend to do all those activities saved in your Pinterest board with. Or those playlists you made for when you start dating..."
He let go of your hands to wipe the tears forming in his eyes. Setting his taped glasses aside on the table. His cackling dying down, he took a deep breath in. Still a giggle in his voice. "Wow... You have no idea, do you?"
You blinked. Not sure what to think anymore. His arms unexpectedly circled around your neck; his body flushed against yours in a hug. A bit of drool gathered at the side of his mouth. Voice a cooling whisper.
"I... have a body pillow of you. I keep it hidden under the bed. But I cuddle with it every night when I'm not with you. Sometimes I come all over it. It's really adorable; I drew you myself. Down to the very last detail of your imperfections~"
"W-what the fuck? I knew you're weird but..." You squirmed, but his grip only tightened. His tongue wetting his lips and his pants grew heavier as he went on. The air blowing in your ear made you shiver. Minimal movements in his tight gripâyour hands stuck to your sides.
"I installed cameras all over your house. I was always watching you on my monitors. During your most private moments, I was there. Mimicking your movements. Stroking myself with the same rhythm until we came at the same time. We were fucking through a screen. You just didn't know it!"
It took a while for you to digest what he said. Your face flushed at his confession, body growing hot and turning limb. Blinking. Looking from one dusty corner to another. Focusing on the living room's surroundings.
His heart was hammering in his chest, and you could feel it. It vibrated your body. Embracing you so hard, he squeezed all the air out of your lungs.
"You carved open my heart. I wanna date you because I'm utterly and madly obsessed with you. Do you get it now~? I spend every second of the day thinking about you. Dreaming about you. YEARNING for you."
Your creepy stalker kept going, dumping all this information on you as if it was something a normal lover would do. His devotion and lust for you obvious.
"Stop yelling in myâmmh!" He stole a kiss from your lips before you could protest. It was deep. It was desperate. You remained motionless, allowing it to happen. Watching him chuckle under his breath. His eyes hazy as they met yours.
"You're my girlfriend now, okay? I've always wanted you. To become one with you when I lose my virginity. I fantasized it over a thousand times! Please... I wanna have my first with you. And forever you."
There wasn't any chance to speak as he delved right in. Tongue licking your teeth while he captured your lips in a clumsy, sucky kiss. Your mouth opened to protest but he merely pushed deeper, caressing the roof of your mouth lovingly.
He tore your shirt, rather the shirt you borrowed from him, open. Mumbling, "I'll give you another one later..." Hands running up and down your torso. Poking and pulling and squeezing experimentally. Kneading your breasts and rubbing the hardened nipples in circles.
"Fuck! Fuck..." You groaned his name. Finally freed from his grip, so you could move your hands. Yet you were unsure of what to do exactly. The way his thumb moved on your flesh made you dizzy. Sparks of pleasure bubbling up in your stomach.
"You're moaning so nicely, heh. Yeah, I'm gonna become very well acquainted with your body. I'll know every one of your weak spots in no time! I'm not good at learning, but if it's you... I'm sure I'll be a good student~"
Goosebumps appeared on your skin, and he pressed sloppy kisses on your neck. Your hands ultimately tried to defend by weakly pushing his shoulders, your legs around him kicking the air. It was hopeless. He'd gotten much stronger. "Shit... I-is that it? Nngh... Or got something else you're hiding?"
"...I drugged you last night." He confessed, a bit reluctantly, scared of your reaction. "I-I didn't do anything crazy. Just fucked your... nice thighs... Um, maybe played a bit with your boobies, but that's it! Hehe... I gotta say, curiosity always gets the best of me."
You clicked your tongue. He was still squishing your chest in his hands. A bit too harsh. All the while his crotch twitched impatiently on your thigh. "You're doing it wrong..."
"Mmh? Am I? I don't think so. I watched 'educational videos' for this. And you're just gonna ignore what I said? Um, hello? Heh. Sick pervert here? Being inappropriate? Saying weird, freaky stuff?"
He tried hinting that he wanted you to yell at him. Maybe a good slap would've done the trick. He felt so hard; he just needed you to be a bit meaner and he'd be over the edge. An argument always turned him on. The lack of it starting to bother him.
"Not everything in the videos represents real life... I thought everyone knew that..."
"Guess I'm an idiot, right? C-could you possibly... pretty please call me that?"
"Idiot." With a roll of eyes, you indulged him, making him perk up. His hardness nuzzling your core. Your body felt so hot. "F-fuck. I expected this to happen. That first day, you didn't actually fall. I knew it was all an act. Plus, most times, you just do whatever you want. No one can stop you..."
He smiled cheekily. "So, you believe me when I say I've fallen hard for you?"
"...shut the fuck up."
The room was silent for a little while. Your hands gently guiding his wrists to loosen their grip. His breath hitching when he realized he was actually holding boobs. "Y-yes, ma'am. Sorry, ma'am. Please let me keep touching... t-these. Please, I need more..."
"Fine, since you're being a good boy..." You remain a mask of nonchalance. Ignoring the arousing feelings and the wetness between your legs. "I actually liked what you did with your thumbs earlier..."
His eyebrows shot up. "Actually?! But... Uhh... Youâyou're confusing me!" Whining, he pouted up at you with his shocked puppy eyes. No dirty glasses to hinder the effect they had on you. "Why are you so okay with this...? That's not normal. You should raise your voice? Or scold me? That's also an option too. Iâ"
You grabbed his face and yanked him closer, earning a small yelp. Your lips meeting his in a slow, romantic kiss. Eyes closed shut, lips parted to whimper, arms around each other, and you began to sit on his lap. Legs around his waist, pressing your private to his. You were sure you felt him come. Holding the back of his head to continue the kiss when you felt something drip on your face.
His nose was bleeding, yet he didn't seem aware. Lost in his own world of euphoria to register. There seem to be more blood gushing by the minute. You hastily pinched the bridge of his nose, hoping the pressure would get it to stop. "Shit... does this happen regularly?"
He blinked owlishly. Taking the opportunity to flirt some more. His voice sounding funny. "Only when you willingly kiss me... or sit on my lap... or make meâ"
You smirk. "âI got your point, lover boy. Now sit still and be quiet. I gotta hold you like this for a while longer..."
Continuation of this. A bit suggestive at the end.
Loser yandere was on his knees, begging for forgiveness. He got ahead of himself. Sucking your fingers like a perverted freak. He looked up at you with glassy eyes, pouting just slightly. He didn't mind your pity. In fact, he wanted it. The worst he made himself look, the more you let things pass.
You sighed, ultimately having no choice but to forgive him. He looked so sad, so lonely. Like a stray puppy begging for attention. Why wouldn't you spare his feelings? He had no real friends. It made sense that he didn't know how to act properly.
Except he did.
He was just manipulating you, saying the right things to make you cave and hang out with him. He would speak with a certain depressed tone that would melt your heart, and when you agreed, he would become extremely happy. Cheering and overreacting. A great excuse to excitedly hug you. Throw his arms around your shoulders and get lost in your scent.
He was strangely smart. Using both negative and positive reinforcement. Getting you to say yes to avoid making him sad, and making you feel content by his contagious smile. All part of his plan that'll eventually end with you two happily engaged.
Even if that strategy didn't work, he'd just whine and beg. He knew you couldn't take it. You would glare at him, and he'd feel a strange sensation through his body. Sometimes, he wondered how being hit by you would feel like. Or maybe with your hand wrapped around his throat.
Given how much he bothered you, it was a miracle you were still friends with him. It wasn't all that bad. You somehow had fun hanging around with him, laughing at his silly jokes. He'd take you to so many places. Always making sure you were enjoying your time so you'd come back for more!
When you weren't in public, he'd get clingy. It was obvious he was touch-starved and a big attention seeker. He wanted to have you touch him, get close to him, and pay attention to him. Only him.
"I can't get this stupid button undone... Can you help me take this shirt off? Come onnn, it's way too hot in this room..."
"Look how good I smell. Come on, sniff my neck. It's a new thing I bought. It smells like your favorite!"
"I'm so hungry, and my hands are all tired. Ughh.. Can you feed me a snack? I'll open my mouth wide for you. Aaah~"
He'd still bug you about the kiss. Not ever talking about the incident afterwards. Those few months of reinforcement should've made you softer to him. He should've been able to get you to agree. But you stayed determined to deny him.
"I want a kiss already... Why can't you, my bestest friend, show me how it feels~? All of these movies have one. I'm being reminded of how much of a loser I am every single day." He grumpily said to himself as you both watched a weird horror movie. The scared couple on the screen made out to relieve their stress... or something. It was a strange movie he (purposely) picked.
"Can't you fucking understand?! It'll change this whole relationship. I told you that a million times." You crossed your arms, darting your gaze from the movie to him.
He sighed. You sighed. Then you exchanged a look. "Alright. Fine. You're not gonna stop asking, are you? Just promise me you won't act all awkward after it."
He lit up, nodding eagerly. "Really?! Oh, wow! Thank you. Thankyouthankyouthankyou! You're the best! Seriously. A life saver~"
"Shut it." You groaned, watching the last bits of the movie with the characters escaping.
"Yes, ma'am. You got it." He climbed on your lap. That made you stiff a bit, looking at him with a confused look. He set his legs on your sides, his arms wrapping around your neck. "How is this gonna work? Can you please do it very slowly?"
"Eh...? Okay. Whenever you're ready." You wrapped your arm around his waist, not knowing what else to do with them. He hummed happily. His face came closer to you, and somehow, you felt nervous. You shrugged it off, letting him kiss you at his own pace.
"Here I go..." he whispered, his nose rubbing against yours. Pushing up his glasses.
He pressed a small peck on your lips as if to test out how it feels. Before you could correct him, he kissed you again. This time longer and harder. You squeaked at the suddenness, forced to lean back against the couch as he began to lick your lips, asking for entry.
You reluctantly opened your mouth, and he wasted no time. Pushing his tongue inside your mouth. Lapping at anything he could find. Your tongue brushed against each other, eliciting a moan from him. His hand held the back of your head to keep you from pulling away. Shifting a bit on your lap, whimpering against your lips.
He kept licking your tongue, sucking on it. He moaned again when you finally returned the kiss. His movements were clumsy, making it easier for you to take control. After a minute, he pulled away, panting as he buried his face into your neck. He seemed embarrassed, and so you hugged his waist tighter.
He moaned against your neck. "Ah.. that felt so nice. Mmh, shit..."
"Yeah... you got a little ahead of yourself, y'know. It was supposed to be a simple kiss. I never said tongue was allowed." You pointed out. Rolling your eyes, because you knew he didn't care.
"You never said it wasn't." He sat up to look you, tilting his head innocently. "I would've listened to you if you said it."
"No, you wouldn't have." You mumbled.
"You also didn't say I can't go for another one~!" He leaned in again and captured your lips in another kiss. You protested, hands gripping his shoulders now to push him away. He whined, sucking your lips as if that would change your mind. "But, please, just one more. I still haven't learned the proper technique yet."
You were beginning to understand that he had a different reason for overstepping boundaries. The way he kissed you, the way he tried to savor your taste, the way his pressed his body against yourself. It was like he was trying to devour you. Trying to be one with you.
He moaned loudly when he pulled away. His body was shaking a bit, his eyes dilating. Something pressed against your stomach. You didn't need to look down to see what it was. "Um... Oops?"
not starting anime related but all roads lead back Gojo. I want you to picture a man who's only goal is to make sure you are satisfied and happy with him (RAHHHHHHH)
like I was watching 'Survivor' and one of the dudes on there was begging one the ladies on there to to tell HIM how to vote and was lowkey begging (with this whiny voice :0) it woke something in me.
now
Imagine making Gojo choose between getting to eat you out for as long as he wants or getting to make love to you in missionary and rightfully these are difficult choices and of course him just wanting to please his beloved, he STILL lets you decide UGHH I need him so bad..
a/n sorry for the inconsistency no promises on it getting better but nonetheless still sorry XOXO also tell me you see the vision
đââŹ~đ SUMMARY: After seven long years, youâve fired your assistant because of your differences. Your new hire, Wooyoung Jung wants nothing but the same as you do, and a lot more than youâd think.
đââŹ~đ TAGS/WARNINGS: Cursing/Name-Calling, Mentions of Sex, Mention of Dom-Sub Play.
đââŹ~đ A/N: In the beginning, itâs important to pay attention to detail. You never know who/what may come later on. (ALSO WOOYOUNG CUTTING HIS HAIR THE DAY I RELEASED THIS, IM SICK.)
The sleek, modern office buzzed with activity as creative teams huddled around the latest MacBooks and smartboards.
Your intensifying aura strides throughout the space with piercing stiletto heels that click authoritatively on the polished marble floor.
Today starts with the sudden approach to Mark Leeâs desk, your assistant of seven years. He sat hunched over his computer, oblivious to your approach. You make yourself known as you obnoxiously clear your throat, springing him to spin around rapidly in his chair.
"Mark, a word in my office. Now." Your tone left no room for argument, demanding that the man should follow for his own good.
Your office decor reflects your fierce femininity- pretty and in pink, your favorite color. You held the door open for both of you to enter. As your back collides with the curtain-covered glass door inside, your eyes dart toward the side of Mark's head. The silence becomes entrapped with a soft click. Then you turn to cower him in once more, ensuring that your expression is stern.
âHow do you think the meeting went earlier today?" Your voice was measured, betraying none of the frustration youâd felt during the presentation.
Mark shifted uncomfortably in his seat, avoiding your wandering gaze. "Um, I think it went alright."
A heated breath shrivels even the hairs in your nostrils, your eyes narrow slightly as you continue to press him. "MarkâŠhonestly, as my assistant of seven years, I notice when my decisions may worry you. So, I'll ask you again,â you warn. âHow do you think the meeting went earlier today?"
Mark sighed, his shoulders sagging as he finally met your gaze. "Look, Mrs. Hart, I just think...I think you should have signed that deal with GreenTech. The numbers were solid, and it would've given us a leg up on our competitors." Mark's tone bordered on insolence, his body language relaxed as if he thought he was merely offering a differing opinion.
ââQuality over quantityââŠitâs a phrase that is constantly undermined in the business world.â You chuckle lowly with an underlying menacing tone, determining that your footsteps are purposeful as you travel behind your wide office desk. âBut for your sake Mr.LeeâŠletâs say we did sign that deal.â Mark's eyebrows raise with an attentive quirk, hoping to hear your change of heart.
âSkyrocketed to the top with our profitsâŠâ, you continue, âWeâd probably make shit product too, but hey!- maybe with that money weâll make GreenTech cover our tracks.â Thatâs not exactly what he hoped for, and yet he remains seated without choice but to listen. âWhereâs the competition in that Mark?â
Mark, with his face flushed, leans forward, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial tone. "Mrs.Hart, you have to think about the offer without playing the moral high ground here. Business is about making profit, not about making friends, or producing some perfect, ethical product." He paused, his expression turning cunning.
Your eyes flashed with annoyance at Mark's presumptuousness. You lean in closer, and for his sake, you turn your voice low with the same level of intensity. "How do you think money is made in business, Mark? By cutting corners, sacrificing quality, leaving a trail of subpar products and obviously disgruntled customers in our wake?"
âThatâs not the way I see it madamâ, Mark grumbles. âThere will always be the next best thing. Thatâs why thereâs competition! Just think about it! With GreenTech in our market, we will always be the best.â
Like a thick block of ice, your face hardened to its core, and your expression remains cold. "Itâs a shame that you could be so wrong, Mark. Competition is about offering a superior product, not buying our way to the top,â you say plainly. âI expected more from youâŠmy assistant of seven years."
Mark's jaw tensed as the words heâs always wanted to say battle on his tongue. "Oh please, you've always been short-sighted Mrs.Hart. With the kind of money GreenTech is offering, we could bury our competitors! We'd set the standard, not just try to keep up with it!â
That was it, the last reâMark he could make, and then came dangerous consequences.
âShort-sighted?! MarkâŠâ You address coldly, "I'm disappointed. You've bought into the very thing I've always tried to stand against." You walk over toward your high ceiling windows, a view of all surrounding industrial architecture.
âPerhaps youâre short-sighted one. Quite franklyâŠI couldnât envision a capitalist in my company's success. I'll be revising your position within the company. Mark LeeâŠâ, you say with a slight head turn, âyou are dismissed.â
Mark's face contorted with anger and betrayal as your malicious words began to sink in. "You seriously canât be considering firing me over this," he spat, his voice trembling with rage. "After everything I've done for this company, you're just going to toss me aside because I have a differing opinion?"
You turn your attention back to the distant outside view, seeing it as pointless to give him the time of day. âBusiness comes with compromise. Your âopinionâ derives from GreenTech beliefs, and based upon this conversation, youâve tossed yourself onto their side.â
Mark burst up, screeching his sitting chair across the polished flooring. "I'm not some change in GreenTech's pocket. I just believe in seizing opportunities when we see them! You're the one who's being stubborn and stuck in your ways, Mrs.Hart!â
With his challenging words, you had to look him in the eye. To see him cower. For him to fully feel you overpower. âThere it is. You, and everyone in this company, thatâs your real and raw opinion about me.â You turn slightly so he can see your pleased expression and provide him a round of applause, because speaking up surely had been a feat heâs been wanting to conquer for quite some time.
"You're unyielding, Mrs.Hart, and that's what's going to be your downfall. You can't keep dismissing ideas just because they don't align with your perfect little moral compass," Mark hissed, his face reddened with boiling anger.
âDismissed.â, you quip with the click of your tongue. You remain unmoved, calmness frighteningly rooting from where you stand. âAllow your replacement to enter please.â
Mark ferocious gaze shuffles between you and what awaits behind the door. He storms to unlock it, his hand flinging dramatically backward as he opens the door to meet his maker.
The new guy's balled fist stalls in the air, his eyes darting between you who is dangerously content, and the infuriated Mark. He hesitates to enter, uncertainty written in bold all over his face. "I, uh, I assume I'm not interrupting anything important?" he asks cautiously.
âHeâs been dismissedâ, you carelessly announce. âYouâll take his place for the time being.â
You smile graciously, pleased with the divine timing. Wooyoung Jung was the perfect candidate. Charming with a perfect resume, and similar to you, as you do say so fabulously yourself, looks that could kill.
Mr Jungâs eyes widen slightly, but he quickly composes himself. "Oh, is that really it? I must admit, I didn't expect to be stepping into this role so soon," he says, walking further into the room. He casts one last glance at Mark before focusing on the person he came to impress.
Next thing you knew the door slams and Mark disappears, making your eyes squeeze shut, and Mr.Jung to tsk. You blink open your eyes upon hearing the noise of disapproval he made, making you all the more intrigued to turn around and meet such a character.
With finely cut long black hair, a small, yet intimidating face, and a respectful demeanor- you were considering him platonically attractive at the least. Perhaps it wouldnât piss you off to see his face in office every weekday.
âI admire the decoration in your office madam. Pink adds a new touch to all things business.â He grins to you with glee with a lack of oppression on his nerves.
âWhyâŠthank you.â, you mumble in surprise. âThis is short notice,â you cut in, avoiding elongating pleasant greetings. âI apologize for the ongoingâŠdrama. But if you would like to dismiss yourself, you could follow behind Mark there. The work environment is preferably... fast-paced.â
Mr.Jung clears his throat, a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth. "No, no, it's quite alright. I'm flattered you've chosen me to fill this role. I assure you, I can keep pace with whatever this position requires." He extends his hand towards you.
You take his hand gesturing for him to sit across from you where your ex-employee took a stand. "Mark and I have... differing views on how the company should progress." You pause, eyeing Mr.Jung curiously. "I hope this won't be an issue for you.â
Mr.Jung tilts his head as he grins charmingly, his hands slipping into each other comfortably on his lap. âJust steer me in the direction you wanna go. No matter where, Iâll always be your right-hand man.â
You smile for the first time since Mark's presence disappeared from the space. âThe expectations are high for you now Mr. Jung. I carry promises like those in the front of my mind.â
His smile widens, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "I won't let you down, Mrs. Hart. I promise I'll prove myself worthy of your high expectations." He pauses, "And please, call me Wooyoung."
You turn in your chair, and grab a clipboard and pen, sliding it across the desk to him. âWell Wooyoung, I hope you are ready for your first-ever business meeting.â
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During the meeting, Wooyoung listens intently to the presentations, asking insightful questions and offering thoughtful suggestions that clearly show he's not just knowledgeable, but also cares deeply about the company's success. You couldnât help but steal glances at him, thoroughly impressed by his intuition and outspokenness.
"I understand that we're aiming for a quick turnaround on this project," Wooyoung interjects during a discussion on project timelines. "But I think we should allocate more resources to quality assurance. Rushing might lead to oversights that could cost us more time and money in the long run."
Then there was once a marketing director, presenting a campaign idea that you seemed hesitant about. "I think we should consider a more digital approach," He interjects once again, and confidently. "Millennials and Gen Z are our target audience. They're not flipping through magazines or watching TV ads like they used to."
âHe's right,â you chime in, your eyes appreciative as they meet Wooyoung's whoâs sat across from you. "Let's allocate our budget to influencer partnerships and social media ads. And let's discuss this further after the meeting, Wooyoung.â
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âThis may be the first time in ages a man has kept true to his word with me,â you say to him after the meeting, âyou quite literally took the words from my mouth.â
Wooyoung grins, leaning against the edge of your desk. "Well, I try my best to read the room. And you wear your thoughts rather openly on your face, Mrs. Hart."
You find this amusing, considering reading the room is your unique skill. âI donât hold back, or rather, I canât afford to. It was relieving to step back from being the bitchy boss for a change.â
"Well, I'm glad I could help you take a step back," Wooyoung remarks, his eyes crinkling with amusement. "For what it's worth, I find your honesty refreshing. And I assure you, I can handle the 'bitchy boss'. I thrive under challenge."
You genuinely chuckle and extend your hand for him to take. âWelcome to The âBetter Business Co.â
As the days go by, Wooyoung's presence starts to have a noticeable effect on the office's mood. Colleagues who were once distant or quiet are now opened up and engaged in conversations. The atmosphere is lighter, with more laughter and genuine smiles. You arenât ignorant of the changes, and it's not lost on Wooyoung either.
One day, as he's is chatting with some colleagues during lunch, you happened to pass by the table. Youâre surprised to see him laughing freely with his coworkers, his natural charm and wit shining through. You pause in place, watching him for a moment before continuing on your way, a small smile playing on your lips.
Soon, you start to realize that Wooyoung's positive energy is infectious, and you find yourself feeling more relaxed and approachable. You start to initiate conversations with your team, asking about their weekends and hobbies.
The once-stuffy office is now filled with the sound of laughter and friendly banter. But business is still business of course.
As much as you worry to admit, you look forward to seeing Wooyoung's face in the morning. His warm smile and easy demeanor set the harmonious tone for the work day. You catch yourself humming along to the music playing in the background, something you never ever do. Even the usually grumpy IT guy can't help but crack a smile whenever he walks by.
As you and Wooyoung walk down the hallway together after another entertaining meeting, your colleagues greet you with daily smiles and waves. "Morning, Mrs. Hart! Mr. Jung!" someone calls out. He was so remarkably casual, a few high-five him as they see him pass by.
You can't help but notice how popular he's become. It made you ponder your work relationships at his side. Which made you realize, ârelationshipsâ werenât in your vocabulary.
You lean over towards him whispering, âYou're like the office mascot. how does it feel to be so well loved?" Your eyes sparkle as you smile teasingly.
Wooyoung grins bashfully, running a hand through his flowing hair. "I guess I'm just a people person..but you know, it's not just me. You've lightened up too. The whole office feels like a different place now," he replies, his gaze warm as he smirks cheerfully at you.
It causes you to huff as you begrudgingly confess. âI suppose I have. But Iâm never letting my guard down though when it comes to my business. Iâm still tough like a clam.â
Wooyoung chuckles softly, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "I wouldn't expect anything less from our 'bitchy boss'." He winks at you, his tone playful. "But even a tough clam needs to come out of its shell once in a while."
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The office is transformed for the night, strings of fairy lights casting a warm glow over the space. Laughter fills the air as colleagues mingle, enjoy good food, and let loose.
Wooyoung, dressed in a sharp suit, is behind the makeshift bar, mixing drinks with a flourish.
You finish a conversation and look for your new partner in crime. You realize his natural mingling nature may never be cut short from serving drinks all night long, so instead, you walk over to him yourself.
âHey Jung, have you ever had a drink yourself yet?â You fold your arms onto the counter as you approach it. âI bet you could use it before everyone else here. After me, of course.â
Wooyoung looks up from his bartending duties, flashing you a grateful smile. "You know me too well. I've been so caught up in making sure everyone else is having a good time, I haven't had a chance to enjoy anything myself." He reaches for a clean glass, preparing himself a drink.
You wait until heâs finished and raise your half-empty glass for a cheers. âTo our partnershipâŠand the grand endeavors weâll be rewarded along the way.â
Wooyoung clinks his glass against yours, his eyes meeting yours over the rim. "To partnerships, and proving that business and fun can be compatible." He takes a sip, his gaze never leaving your face. "You did an amazing job with this party by the way."
âOh dearâ, you snicker, âif it werenât for you, a party would be the last thing on my checklist. We did an amazing job.â
He shakes his head, a warm smile spreading across his face. "Don't sell yourself short, Mrs.Hart. You're the one who decided to reward the team. I just helped you execute your vision." He leans over the counter with a playful wink, going over the remainder of his drink into his mouth.
Your face becomes flushed, flicking your wrist in distraction to swig your glass, only to spot it empty.
What's worse is that in truth, you had become a bit tipsy.
"Besides," Wooyoung continues, misinterpreting your flustered expression to be unphased, "it's not every day I get to work alongside such a... power boss." He winks playfully, grabbing a bottle behind the bar to refill your glass.
âA power boss?â You murmur. Thatâs a new one, but itâs the best name by far. Looks like I finally found someone to put up with my bitchiness.â You lift up your glass in celebration, slaying your arms over the stool in victory.
Woo laughs heartily, clinking his glass against yours once more. "And I love every minute of it." He takes a sip, his eyes twinkling with amusement.
"You knowâŠâ, he trails off, âsome people might say we make a pretty great team, both in and out of the boardroom."
âYeah?â You murmur, blowing out a harsh breath. Mostly due to the burning alcohol in your stomach. âWho said that?â
A mischievous grin appears on Wooyoung's face as he leans in closer. I might have overheard a couple of our colleagues discussing earlier. They were saying how well we complement each other, and..." He pauses for dramatic effect, âhow our dynamic is almost...romantic?â He raises an eyebrow with an unveiling expression, gauging your reaction.
The office has been buzzing with such rumors for weeks. What goes around comes around to you like clockwork. But the folks in the office have been careful not to address either of you directly. "But we'd make a terrible couple, right?"
You freeze in disbelief before drunkenly waving off such a claim. âDamn right. Weâre both too stubborn. Weâd be unstoppable then.â
Wooyoung chuckles, taking another sip of his drink. A rather large one in comparison to the lasts. "Exactly..besides, I couldn't handle being bossed around 24/7." "Though I must admit, there are some perks to the idea." His gaze flickers to your lips briefly before meeting your eyes again.
âOh yeah? Well, lemme hear 'em.â You suddenly become confident with the liquid courage, and he is no help, he continues what he initiated with the liquor flowing like blood in his system.
Wooyoung leans in closer, lowering his voice conspiratorially. "Well, for one, your... assertiveness would be quite... stimulating in other situations." He smirks, watching your reaction closely.
The sudden change of mood makes you spit out a little laughter and nearly fall out of your seat- to which Wooyoung catches you, but almost falls over himself.
You lean in and whisper childishly with a hand hovering over the sides of your face. âDo you mean likeâŠ
âSex?â
A brief widening of Wooyoung's eyes occurs, followed by a soft laugh, his face flushed. "Eh, erm, yeah...that's one of many perks that came to mind."
You giggle in amusement, wiggling a teasing finger at how heated he became at his own jest. Just as your moving close to his chisled cheek, with his eyes allured on your dazed face, you lose balance from out of your seat.
Wooyoung helps steady your waving form, his hands are gentle, and firm. "Ah...see? You're drunk sweetheart. "I'm not sure that's an appropriate topic for the office party anyway."
You groan in annoyance and set down your glass. You lean forward again, trying to maintain contact with his deep eyes as your eyes blink out of sync. âWhat happens to putting the fun in businessâ, you whine. âYour a littleâŠparty pooper. I wanna go home.â Your head wanes back and forth, then tumbling down to smack the countertop.
Wooyoung sighs, rubbing his temples. He looks around the party, which has started to wind down, and he decides then, it's probably for the best. "Alright, alright. Let's get you home." He carefully moves around the bar to pick you up, cradling you in his arms.
You continue on, whining and complaining about wanting to go to bed with your arm thrown around his neck-pulling him down in the slightest. âHey youâŠparty pooperâŠtuck me in alreadyâ, you burp.â
He trudges you successfully out of the office, ignoring your complaints. Once you're both in his car, he carefully buckles you into the passenger seat before getting in behind the wheel. As he drives, he can't help but glance over from time to time. It was extremely rare to have ever seen you like this.
Wooyoung pulls a quick hand off the wheel and sends a voice text to your HR representative, asking them to wrap things up and make sure everyone gets home safely. He then focuses back on the road, determined to get you home without any more eventful detours. "There, all taken care of," he says, more to himself than to anyone else.
A sudden road bump pangs your head into the door, and you moan painfully, waving a measly finger at your subordinate.âHey, donât drink and drive!â
Wooyoung can't help but adore at your drunken concern. "Don't worry, I'm perfectly sober. I only had the drinks we shared. You, on the other hand..." He glances at her, shaking his head fondly. "What am I going to do with you, madam?"
You frown with etched brown, drunkenly trying to think long and hard about what you should do. It makes your headache worsen even more and you simply give up. âArghhh, I dunnoâŠâ
A warmth spread through his chest at your petulant expression. He pulls up to your apartment building and parks the car. "Come on, let's get you inside." He reaches across to unbuckle your seatbelt, sliding his hands around your waist to help you out of the car carefully.
You donât know what happened in between but you have already made it to the elevator âEight, room 816,â you whisper. The door closes as you both elevate to the eighth floor. You lean on Wooyoung when you stumble, his hold is automatic, and he finds it so amusing. âYouâre so warm.â You drunkenly express, âlike my blanket.â
Wooyoung chuckles softly as he supports your weight, his hands resting comfortably on your hips. "I'm glad I can be your human blanket." He guides you out of the elevator when you arrive at the floor with a ding and down the hall to your door. "Now, where are your keys, sleepyhead?"
âI wonât tell you that theyâre in my purse.â You whisper, and quite literally waving a finger ânoâ.
He sighs and carefully sets you down on the floor, kneeling in front of you to dig vigorously through your deep designer purse. "You're making this much harder than it needs to be madam," he mutters, finally finding the keys.
âSorry.â You sheepishly mutter.
âI forgive you.â Wooyoung unlocks the door and pulls you inside, guiding you to the place you've wanted to be all night long, the bedroom.
He sits you down softly on the edge of the bed and kneels in front of you, gently removing your feet from your gruesome hot pink heels.
"There, that's better, Wooyoung proclaims. âNow, let's get you under the covers before you pass out on top of them."
In a way, you make things a small bit easier, smiling and pulling your body in the sheets with him like a lazy rag doll. âAhhhâŠhome sweet home.â
Wooyoung tucks you into bed, pulling the blankets up to your chin as if you were his child. A strand of hair is brushed out of your face by him in another sign of parental affection. "Sleep well. Youâre going to need it.â
He pulls back as you nuzzle in warmth, speculating a small glance of discomfort in your features. At first, he hesitates, but then he leans down and presses a soft kiss to the harsh kiss between your eyebrows.
Wooyoung lingers for a moment, his lips still against your forehead, before gently pulling away. To his surprise the crease melts flat, ceasing in appearance.
He takes a deep breath, steeling himself as he watches over your form. "Mrs.Hart," he whispers softly, "We need to talk."
Without speaking any further, he leaves your apartment shortly after. He didnât expect a response of course, nor for you to remember these moments in the next morning. It was more so of a practice run, a severe need to ease relief from the front of his mind.
The drive home is spent lost in thought, the gold city lights blurred outside his windows. Once he arrived home, he stripped down to his boxers and fekk into bed.
But sleep is harder than most nights, and itâs all your fault.
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The next morning, Wooyoung strides into the office with a purpose. He's dressed sharp, his mind focused solely on business. At first glance, you would have never thought anything worrying was crushing on his nerves.
He greets his employees with a polite nod, and his face derives from anything non-neutral. As he settles behind his desk, he pulls out a folder containing the day's agenda.
You, on the other hand, are hungover. Someone looked after you this morning-setting out your clothes and saving you lots of time and embarrassment in the process- because you were started to settle on PJs.
All alone in your office, you suffer in silence from your headache, drinking both tea and coffee to wake you up and liven your mood.
Wooyoung walks in happily as he does every working morning, noticing your slow movements and frequent face-palms from his office. He suppresses a smile, instead walking over to your office with two ibuprofen tablets and a bottle of water. "Here," he says, setting them down neatly on your desk. "For your head."
You greatly take them as soon as theyâre placed in front of you, swallowing one dry as you down the water to prepare for another. âWooyoungâŠthank you for this, and for getting me home safely. From this headache, I can imagine I was a hot mess.â You pull your hands to smooth the sides of your head, moaning as the pain subsides.
He leans against the nearest wall with his arms crossed. "You were," he says bluntly, a small smirk playing on his lips. "But I took care of you, and thatâs what I'm here for." His gaze intensifies, holding amusingly onto yours.
You hiss from looking up toward the ceiling lights. âYeah but last night mightâve been a little extreme, and it wonât happen. Anyway, whatâs on todayâs agenda?â
He pulls out a folder from under his arm and walks over to set it down on your desk. "Today, we're finalizing the contract for the new club downtown."
âGoodâ, you scan over the contents inside the folder with a breath of relief. âNothing that over-exerts the energy that I donât have. Today should be easy.â
Wooyoung straightens up, his smirk deepening. "Just leave the heavy lifting to me, my hungover delicate flower. I'll make sure everything runs smoothly."
You chuckle at his typical teasing. It was never too much. Just unpredictable, but effective. âIâll treat you to dinner after work. Itâs the least I could do for my non-professional-like behavior.
Wooyoung's eyes glint with excitement. "Deal," he replies. "But tonight, I choose the restaurant. AndâŠ," he adds, shifting aimlessly on his heel, "you're not driving. I'll pick you up."
Without a beat, you throw your hands up beside your head without banter. âYou donât hear any complaints from me!â
He grins at you wolfishly, clearly pleased. "Good. Because I have the perfect place in mindâ, he says cheekily. âNow, let's get to work, Madam Hart. We've got a contract to finalize." He winks at you and saunters out of your office, whistling an original tune.
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As the day progresses, Wooyoung does indeed take the lead, handling the more demanding tasks with ease. In admiration you watch him, impressed by his imitation of your assertiveness and confident demeanor.
As the discoursed work day came to its end, the business still stood on all fours thanks to Better Business Companyâs Mr. Jung.
True to his word, Wooyoung arrives at your apartment later that evening. He's dressed for a casual outing, his long hair tucked back into a ponytail with two neatly placed front strands. He rings the doorbell, a bouquet tucked under one arm.
Your company comes as expected as you lie idly on your couch. You walk to answer the door, looking more refreshed and rejuvenated than earlier today in a pink slip-dress. "HeyâŠyou look nice."
The large bouquet of petunias came out in surprise. You wouldâve seen them sooner if you werenât processing your focus in his face before it could make its way down to the rest of his body. âOhâŠWooyoung I- what are these for? Iâm already in your debt. I donât need you to buy me flowers.â
"Nonsense," he replies, pushing the bouquet firmly into your arms. "Consider it a peace offering. For last night, and for being such a trooper today despite your hangover." He grins mischievously.
You turn foot into your apartment as you roll your eyes. âWell let me just set these in my vase, and we can get going to this mystery spot.â
Wooyoung nods, watching as you bustle around and make picky remarks about the secret place he selected. He notices little details - a book on the coffee table, a photograph on the wall, a stack of unopened mail. He files these away in his mental library, eager to learn more about you outside of his paycheck. "Ready?" he asks once you return, his hand waits for yours to hold.
âMore than Iâll ever be.â You take his hand as the tips of your fingers brush over his palm. But once youâve made it outside your door, you pull it out of his subtle grip.
Wooyoung snickers under his breath, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "Don't worry, it's not a surprise skydiving session." He places a hand on the small of your back, guiding you out of the building and down to his car.
âThat would be such a dick move after a hangover,â you scoff as you approach the door.
"Mmm, note to self: no extreme activities post-Mrs.Hartâs bender." he chuckles, moving around to open the passenger door for you.
On the drive there itâs no different. Wooyoung fills the silence with baited banter, making you fall for it so gullibly, despite your usual self.
The car arrived at a nondescript building. Wooyoung leads you up a flight of stairs to a rooftop patio. String lights twinkle overhead, and the air is filled with the sizzle of cooking and the low murmur of conversation. He guides you to a small table in a quiet corner.
You nod approvingly at your new surroundings, smiling warmly at Wooyoung who has been watching your reaction with glee. âFresh air, check. Warm high-calorie food, check. Nice companyâŠ.check. This may be the ideal hangover spot. Well played Mr. Jung.â
Wooyoung grins, taking his seat after pulling out yours. "I have my moments."
He picks up his menu, scanning it for a few seconds before setting it down without a second glance. Rather he looks across the table at your downturned eyes. "Now, let's see... what do you hungover crave? Greasy food? Carbs? Something spicy to clear out those sinuses?"
âMmmâŠâ, you hum, dazzling over the menu while scooching playfully on your seat. âIâll have a mix of all the above.â
"Excellent choice," Woo says, approvingly. He flags down a waitress, placing an order for two of their special, âHangover Helpers'.
While waiting for your orders, you decide to pick up on less frivolous conversations. âDid I do anything odd that made you uncomfortable while I was drunk? I swear I canât remember a darn thing besides going to bed.â
Wooyoung leans back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. "No, nothing too out of the ordinary," he says, a slight smirk playing on his lips. "Just the usual drunken musings and some...affectionate gestures."
You squeeze your eyes shut and clench your teeth in frustration. âDammit! That is one of the things I didnât want to hear! Did it make you uncomfortable?â
His smirk widens into a full-blown grin. âYou drunkenly telling me I'm âso dreamy' and trying to hug me was adorable. It didnât make me uncomfortable in the least, I just wish I had recorded it."
âOkayâŠâ, you start with a genuine laugh, âI donât even have to be sober to know I, in fact, did not say-â
"Oh, yes you did," Wooyoung insists, his eyes dancing with amusement. "And you also informed me that my hair is 'like satin'. Your words, not mine." He leans forward, resting his chin on his hand.
âYou truly amuse meâ, you bitterly scoff.
"Oh, but you did," he continued, leaning forward. "And then you proceeded to pat my cheeks and declare that, âI had such a sweet face'. You were quite taken with my face actually."
Your eyes lower in a deadpan expression. You reach forward to grab a menu, fanning it in your face. âI have a feeling that I was more infatuated with my bed than anything.â
"Ah,â he concedes with a chuckle, âbut the bed was a close second. "You did have a rather passionate reunion with your pillow when I finally got you into bed." He shakes his head, still grinning. "I swearâŠyour drunk self is a riot."
You huff quietly with a small smile that dissipates in seconds. âIâve only heard that a couple of times with MarkâŠheâd just let me lay on top of the bedding- and forget about setting my clothes out for tomorrow. He said I was so impossible to deal with, he couldnât even take off my shoes.â
Wooyoung's expression softens, his humor fading for a moment. "Well, I managed," he says quietly. "It wasn't so bad. Though I will admit, you were a lot more childish than usual.â
Your eyes snap up from his use of words- your turn the menu down in disbelief. âWhat! Oh gosh⊠I donât think I wanna know what happens next.â
"Oh, come on, it wasn't that bad," he groans, his grin returning. Before he could further explain the waitress serves your platters.
Wooyoung dives into his food with enthusiasm, occasionally stealing glances at you teasingly as you prepare to eat. He watches as you take a big first bite, your eyes fluttering closed briefly in satisfaction. "Good?"
Your eyes feast on the rest of your meal rather than the man who invited you out to dinner. âBreakfast never tasted so good.â
"I'm glad," Wooyoung mumbles, his mouth full of food. He swallows and takes a sip of his coffee before continuing. "Though I have to say, you seemed to enjoy your pillow just as much last night. Quite the dramatic reunion with it."
âOkay, let it go!â You chew with a small laugh, and there was more where that came from for the rest of your dinner.
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Wooyoung mimics your every giggle to your apartment, leaning against the closed door. "Well, at least this time you're sober." His grin is quick and charming. "Mostly."
You hold back a smile and push him away from the door, fumbling while grabbing your keys that fell to the bottom of your purse- giving Wooyoung major deja vu vibes from last night. âWell I promise you wonât have to cuddle me in bed this time- and set out my outfits.â
When you finally found your key, you held it up like a bar of gold, quickly inserting it through the lock and entering the apartment.
You turn to Wooyoung, but the intensity in the air fills with an odd lingering desire to stay in each other's company. The night was still young, and the office was closed for the weekend...
âWould you like to come in?â
His gaze follows into the apartment, his eyes lingering on you as you turn your back to him, walking towards the hall to your bedroom. If he said no, youâd have to awkwardly walk back to the door, and slam it quickly to just blame it on you still being hungover the next day.
The intensity in the air is palpable, the unspoken desire to prolong this moment hangs heavily. Wooyoung steps inside, closing the door behind him. "Just for a minute."
You approach the bedroom door, opening it up just a bit with a small creak. âIâm just going to change back into my PJs. Make yourself comfortable if youâd like.â
Wooyoung watches as you disappear down the hall. He doesnât understand why his shoulders drop from tension as you leave the room. He lets out a slow breath, trying to rein in his thoughts.
He walks over to the gray velvet sofa with pink pillow decor, sits down, and runs a hand over to the back of his head to remove his hair tie- dislodging a few strands from its careful styling.
Moments after you come back out in your pink (of course) satin pajamas- making yourself comfortable on the couch with glasses of water for the both of you.
Wooyoung's eyes follow you as you re-enter, his gaze lingering in satisfaction in the way the satin clings to your curves. He takes the glass of water you offer, your fingers brushing briefly. "Thanks," he murmurs, taking a sip to distract himself from the sudden dryness in his throat.
His change of demeanor doesnât go unnoticed by you, part of being a good CEO is reading the bodily behavior of your colleagues. âYou sure thatâs all that went last night Mr. Jung? I feel like you might be disassociating with some kind of- PTSD.â
His smirk revives at your teasing tone, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "Very funny," he drawls, setting his glass down on the coffee table with a deliberate clink. "I'm just thinking, thatâs all."
You weigh your leg into a cushion, settling your back into a pillow in the corner. âA glass of water for your thoughts?â
Wooyoung's expression suddenly turns serious, his gaze intent as he peers over at you for a few heartbeats. "Just...about how different this is from last night," he says slowly. "And how much...I don't want it to end."
A tapping sound clinks on your glass from your fingernails as silence reigns after his confession. âI respect you for being so open about that, I know that wasnât the easiest thing. Which is whyâŠI too feel the same way.â
His eyebrows melts and his pout lies flat as relief etches into his features. "Good," he breathes. Leaning forward, he sets his glass down. The movement brings him closer to you, and the space between you both shrinks in distance.
âOh, come on.â You whine, the sudden moments of silence were becoming exasperated. âWhen the spotlights on you, you want to shrivel up in the dark and be nonchalant? Whatâs bothering you Wooyoung?â
His chest tightens at your words, his heart pounding in his ears. He looks into your eyes, seeing the warmth and understanding there, and it's like a dam starts breaking inside him. "I'm scared," he admits, his voice barely above a whisper.
Sensing the seriousness that arises, you sigh in guilt, setting your water down as you gesture toward your chest for Wooyoung to lie upon. âI wonât push it.â
He hesitates for just a moment before slowly leaning forward, resting his head on satin-clad chest. Your warmth envelops him, your laundry wash filling his nostrils. He exhales shakily, his arms coming up to wrap around smoothly around your waist. "I'm scared of messing this up."
Your face scrunches up in confusion. If anything, everything heâs done so far is miles away from a fuck up. âYou donât need to worry. The business thrives with you in it. If anything Iâll slip up before you do.â
Wooyoung lets out a huff of laughter at your comforting words, his arms tightening around you as he exhales another snapping breath. "That's not what I meant," he says quietly. His fingers trace irregular patterns on your back through the satin. "I'm scared of scaring you off. Of wanting too much."
You scoff, shaking your head with worry and whispering, âIâm sure whatever you have planned for the company will be in its best interest. You cook up great innovations Wooyoung. I trust you most.â
His breath regulates at your revelation, a warmth spreading through his chest that has nothing to do with body heat. He tilts his head to look up at you, his eyes shining marvelously with emotion. "You trust me?" he asks softly, almost desperately.
âI never thought Iâd see the day I say it to any manâŠbut yes!â You chuckled. âI trust you, Wooyoung Jung.â
His face breaks into a wide, heartfelt smile. "Good," he murmurs, before leaning up to lay back on his elbows. When he pulls away, he props his head on the top of the sofa, his voice is barely a whisper. "Because I trust you with me, Mrs.Hart."
A hand you had casually been held up where his head lied poked him on the forehead. âThatâs what makes us so compatible, partner.â
âPartnerâ, he thinks, the word resonating to the deep thoughts within him.
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In the following week at the office, you and Wooyoung have fallen into an upbeat rhythm. You spent hours debating over contracts, brainstorming new evolutionary ideas, and sharing laughter over late-night work sessions. One evening, as youâre wrapping up, Wooyoung leans back in his chair, rubbing his drowsy eyes.
You shut off your desktop, holding the power button until you see pitch black. âThis week catching up to you too huh?â
Wooyoung nods, a rueful smile on his face. "You could say that. I feel like I've been running on caffeine and adrenaline." He stands up and stretches, his shirt riding up to expose a sliver of his toned stomach. "What do you say we call it a night?
Your jaw tenses as you take an accidental peak at his abdomen, you grab a pen and scribble on a sticky note- alleviating your focus elsewhere. âIâm up for it. Tomorrow is our day off, and weâre caught up for the next couple of months if things go to plan.â
"Mhm, and things will go to plan," he bursts out confidently, rounding his desk to where you scribble your thoughts on paper. He comes up behind you, and your doodles come to a slow. It wasnât until you felt massages to your shoulders that the tension melted under his fingers.
You moan softly, tilting your neck for Wooyoung to access those sore spots your massage gun touches every hard work day.
His grin widens at your quiet moan, his thumbs working the knots out of your pointed shoulders. "Mmhmm, just like that," you murmur approvingly. As he works, he leans down, his breath fanning over your ear. "Have I told you how much I appreciate you lately?â, he devilishly whispers.
"Not nearly enough," you jokingly reply, your voice low.
Wooyoung huffs, continuing to massage your shoulders, his touch easing as he feels you relax under his ministrations. âYou're the backbone of this company, Mrs.Hart. And not just the company...me too. I don't know what I'd do without you."
Your eyes snap open, you grab onto the hands Wooyoung held over your shoulders in a still. âYou know that goes both ways.â
Both of his hands smooth over your back blades as he backs away to turn your chair around, dropping to his knees before you. His hands take claim off you this time, thumping in your lap. "Yes, it does," he agrees softly, his eyes focused on yours in a deep search.
The office is quiet around you, the only sound is the soft hum of the computers on standby. There was something about him at this moment that made it hard to swallow. To move, to just breathe. He just looked so striking under the one ceiling light that illuminated the room.
âOkayâŠâ, you sufferingly clear your throat, âletâs get a move on. If you keep doing that time will be pouring into tomorrow.â
Wooyoung nods as his head casts downward with a wicked grin, reluctantly releasing onto your hands. He arises first, helping you to your feet. "Alright, alright. Let's go," he groans, walking with you towards the elevator. As you both step inside, he hits the button for the ground floor, leaning against the wall behind you.
You mindlessly look at the secured sliding doors, dreaming about the freedom outside of it, wondering what your day off would entail.
The elevator begins to descend, the soft hum filling the silence between them. Wooyoung watches your blurred expression through the reflective steel walls of the elevator. He places his hands tentatively on your shoulders once again. "A massage for your thoughts?" he mimics from last week's hang out.
Your eyes shutter as soon as you feel rhe contact of his warmth. âIâm just waiting for tomorrow. Mentally, Iâm already there.â
Wooyoung chuckles, pulling off once again to stand by your side as the floor gets closer for departure, bumping your hip with his own. "Me too. It's going to be a good day," he comments, his tone filled with promise. The elevator dings, as the doors slide open. He places a hand on the small of your back, guiding you out into the lobby.
You both walk out to your cars which are now parked next to each other- because it just makes sense with how often you work together.
As you both approach the cars you push start on your keys, and you both arrive at your drivers' doors simultaneously. "And Mrs.Hart?" You look up to meet Wooyoung, who is already eyeing you. "Drive safe, okay? Text me when you get home?"
You giggle as you chew nibbles on your lips. âYou know Iâm no good at that. Iâll probably be blowing boogers in my sheets by the time I get home.â
Wooyoung pulls open his door with a chuckle, shaking his head. "Fair point. Just ask your Alexa, sheâll do all the work.â He opens his door, sliding into the driver's seat before leaning over to roll down the passenger window. "Goodnight, Mrs.Hart."
You slide into your car, mimicking his action before waving at him with a small smile. âGoodnight Wooyoung, drive safe.â
He waits until your car pulls out of the parking lot before putting his car in gear. He watches your taillights until they disappear around the corner, a contented smile on his face as he starts the drive home.
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Wooyoung wakes up to the sound of birds chirping outside his window. He stretches flexibly, the blankets roll away from his bare chest. He stands up to freely pull off his boxers, padding naked to the bathroom.
After completing his morning routine, he wraps a towel around his waist and heads downstairs.
He eats his eggs and rice slowly, his mind drifting to the possibilities of your whereabouts. He thinks about your strength, your confidence, your unyielding feminist nature.
He thinks about kneeling before you, about your hands gripping his hair, about your voice ordering him to... He shakes his head, trying to dispel the thoughts.
He hears a distant ping from his coffee machine and walks back into the kitchen to pour himself a mug, adding plentiful spoonfuls of sugar before taking a seat at the table. As he sips his coffee, his mind wanders back to you.
He remembers how you handled a difficult client last week. How you stood tall, your eyes blazing with anger as you dressed the man down. He remembers the way your voice dropped to that low, commanding tone when you were displeased. He swallows hard, his body reacting dangerously to the memory.
He takes a shuddering breath, his towel tenting obscenely in his lap. He knows he shouldn't be thinking about his boss this way. It's inappropriate and unprofessional. But he can't help it. The thought of her dominating him, controlling him completely, sets his blood on fire.
Coincidentally, he receives a text later that day as he's lounging on his bed, flipping through the channels on his TV.
You: I know it's our day off but could you come over?
You: I need some brawn over here.
Wooyoung: No worries.
Wooyoung: I havenât moved from my bed since I ate breakfast this morning. Coming over.â
In no time flat, he quickly gets dressed in a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie before making his way over giddily to your apartment. When he arrives, he knocks and hears a voice yelling from inside. âCome on in!â
He walks into you trying to carry a box into your room. Your face is flushed with red, and strands of hair fall out piece by piece out of your bun. "I swear, if I break a nail..." you muttered under your breath.
Like a track star he quickly strides over, wrapping his arms around the other side of the box. "You can let go, Iâll take care of it," he says, easily lifting it out of your hands. He carries it into your bedroom, placing it on the floor beside your bare mattress. "What is all this stuff woman?"
You follow him inside, sighing at all the packages you have yet to unbox. âItâs all for my queen-size four-poster bed. I shouldâve let those guys charge me to build it.â
Wooyoung's eyes widen as he processes the implications. A queen size bed with four posters...perfect for-
tying someone up?
He swallows hard, stressing to keep his composure. "That's... that's a really nice bed," he manages to say, his voice slightly strained.
âYeahâŠI figured it looked nice with a canopy,â you remark, âitâll make this space less boring I guess.â
Wooyoung nods, his eyes darting to the bedposts. He imagines being bound to them, helpless, at mercy. The thought makes his heart race. He turns away, busying himself with disassembling the box. "What all do you need help with again?"
You turn to him awkwardly with an embarrassed grin. âI think I need you for the whole build⊠if you have the time?â
He starts to talk but he hesitates, struggling to blindside his racing mind. Being alone with you for an extended period, in your personal space... It's dangerous territory, given his feelings. But he can't say no, not when youâre looking at him with the eyes of a vixen. "Of course," he hears himself say.
âReally!â You gawk in excitement, hugging him only briefly. âUgh, where have you been since I moved into this place!â
âI donât knowâŠwhen did you move in?â He childishly muttered.
You roll your eyes, playfully smacking his chest which he rubs onto delicately after with a pout. âIâll help you, of course, and youâll be out of here in no time!â
As you begin to skim over the directions, oblivious to his inner turmoil, Wooyoung takes a deep breath, stilling himself. "Alright, let's do this."
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The next few hours are spent reading a complex manual the team deciphers with experiments- and oftentimes- chatting breaks that couldâve been replaced with work being done.
As the two of you build, your dynamic of âpartnersâ begins to shift. You laugh together at each otherâs frustrations, your shoulders brush as you lean over the instructions. Wooyoung finds himself relaxing, his earlier anxiety replaced by a comfortable camaraderie.
Until...
"Okay, now we need to attach this to the post."
You stand above the mattress to hold each piece in place while Wooyoung reaches around to the front of you to secure it with the provided hardware.
Again, experimentation is the most convenient strategy- well⊠more to one party than the other. As your bodies press close, his chest connects to your back. His breath catches at the contact. He fumbles with the screwdriver, his hands suddenly become clumsy and the nail unscrews itself from the hole. "Shit⊠sorry.â, he whispers.
âDonât fretâ, you gleam, âjust screw it in a bit more.â You assist him as you tip your head back against his shoulder, giving him better access to properly screw into the hole. "Here, like this," you say. Wooyoung swallows hard, his throat crumbled dry. He can feel your breath, warmth brushing against his neck. He pushes to focus on the task at hand, trying to ignore the distraction you unknowingly present.
He's hyper-aware of every inch of your body against his. He finally gets the screw tightened, then pulls back abruptly, as it doesnât screw in any tighter. "Thereâ, he breathed out in relief.
You squeal in excitement, jumping down from your bed. âHoly shitâŠweâre finally done, and it looks exactly like the picture on the box!â
Wooyoung nods, climbing down and trying to regain his composure. The bed stands proudly in the center of the room, its canopy draped along the edges so sinfully. "It looks great," he manages to say, his voice a bit hoarse.
An adrenaline rush pulses through your core as you jump to lightly bounce on the mattress, zooming to every corner.
Wooyoung laughs weakly, running a hand through his hair. "Hey get down, donât erase our hard work!" he says teasingly. You walk down to the foot of the bed where he stood, towering over him in an effortless and poweress stance, poking out your tongue with a silly expression.
He avoids looking at you after you bounce away, afraid his feelings might be written all over his face. "Well, I suppose your zoomies mean that my work is done. I should probably go.â
His discern punches guilt into your chest. His energy couldnât equate to match yours right now, and itâs all because he took on the weight of putting the pieces together. âWooyoung wait!â
He turns hesitantly in the door frame, watching as you hop down from the newly built bed. "Thank youâŠfor today. I couldn't have done it without you." You bite your lower lip, dithering to sayâŠ"Stay for dinner?"
It's a recipe for disaster. But he can't bring himself to say no.
Wooyoung's heart skips a beat at the invitation. He wants to stay, and he wants to spend more time with you. But he knows it's a bad idea, and that he needs to set boundaries for himself. He opens his mouth to decline, but the words stick in his throat. "Okay," he hears himself say instead.
âGreat! And then youâll be on your way home, I promise!â
Wooyoung forces a smile, nodding in agreement. He follows you to the kitchen, his mind racing. He knows he's playing with fire, but he can't seem to help himself. As you start pulling ingredients out of the fridge, he offers to help, hoping the distraction will keep his feelings at bay.
He watches as you bustle around the kitchen, pulling out ingredients, and humming under your breath. Every now and again youâll point to a spot in the kitchen for an ingredient and heâll fetch it for you like a puppy.
And boy did his tail wag at every command.
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âOkay, thatâs enough nowâ you direct in a monotone voice. âJust give it to me Wooyoung.â
He looks up from the cutting board, his eyes meeting yours. Youâre leaning against the counter, your arms crossed over your chest. Your gaze is intense, and your expression is unreadable. "What?", he asks voice barely above a whisper.
âThe veggies!â, you vigorously point, âyouâre gonna cut them too small!â
"Oh," he says, his voice coming out choked. He quickly moves the cutting board out of his reach, his hands shaking slightly.
You push off from the counter and move closer to him, your movements careful and deliberate. "Here, let me," you say in your more homely voice.
He steps aside, his heart pounding in his chest. He watches as you finish chopping the vegetables, your hands sure and steady.
As you work, Wooyoung can't help but stare at you. The way your hair cascades near your back, the curve of your waist, the strength in your arms. He's so caught up in admiring you that he doesn't realize you're finished until you turn back in his direction. "Thereâ, you whisper with a satisfactory smile, "dinner should be ready in another ten minutes.â
"Great," his voice sounding strained even to his ears. He clears his throat from the itchiness, "Is there anything else I can do to help?" He's desperate for a distraction, anything to keep his mind off the way his body is reacting to your proximity.
âNo, youâve done enough. If it makes you feel better I can just give you a bite to go.â You turn to him as you mix around the ingredients from sticking at the bottom of the pot. Slightly worried about his oddly anxious nature.
"I'm sorry, I'm just..." Wooyoung trails off, unsure how to finish. He's just what? In love with you? Desperately attracted to you? Terrified that you might notice the way he's been looking at you?
You sigh, slowly walking up to him and touching his shoulder. âYou're overthinking too much, and youâre probably pushing your body beyond what it can bear Wooyoung. Lay on the couch for a bit, Iâll bring dinner to you.â
In coerced agreement, he nods, relief washing over him at your touch. He lets out a shaky breath, feeling like he's teetering on the edge of a precipice. He turns and walks to the couch, sitting down heavily. As he lays back, he closes his eyes, trying to calm his racing heart. âGet your shit together man,â he whispers amongst himself.
You enter the living room minutes later, carrying a tray with a steaming bowl of your homemade chicken and vegetable stir fry, a side of steamed jasmine rice, and a glass of water. You set it down on the coffee table in front of Wooyoung.
âYou wanna sit up so you can properly put some fuel in your body?â Wooyoung sits up, his eyes fixed on you. The way you lean over to put the tray down causes your blouse to gap slightly, offering him a tantalizing hint of cleavage. He swallows hard, trying to dislodge the lump in his throat.
As Wooyoung starts to lean backward, you plump the throw pillows behind him, your fingers brushing against his shoulder. He stiffens at your touch, and you notice his reaction, your eyes flicking up to meet his.
The contact lingers for a moment, with your faces close. Wooyoung can smell your perfume, something light and floral that makes him want to bury his face in your neck. You blink, breaking the spell, and step back. "Eat up before it gets cold," you mutter in a slightly breathy voice.
He feels both unnerved and invigorated by youâs directness. Itâs as if you stripped away some of the layers of polite distance that usually exist between you two, leaving him feeling raw and exposed.
You join him in eating and cars rev as they pass by now and again in the silence. You chew softly and grow more annoyed with Wooyoung's continuous acts of behavior. You thought the food would cheer him up but by the way heâs still scooching on the opposite ends of your couch- you know somethingâs up.
"You're being awfully quiet," you acknowledge, tearing the silence. "And you keep scooching away from me, so, letâs talk." you take a sip of your wine, your eyes narrowing as you study him.
He shifts uncomfortably, tugging at his hood collar as if it's suddenly too tight. "I, uh, I'm just not used to you being so... nurturing, I guess. It's throwing me off."
You laugh loudly, shaking your head in surprise. "Wow, not even a little bit subtle, huh?", you set your wine glass down and turn to face him fully. âDid I ruin your plans for today? I will grant you a free vacation day from work. I mean weâre already caught up with the progress weâre making.â
Wooyoung's shoulders relax, and he lets out a small laugh. "No, seriously, donât bother. It's just... different. Unexpected. You're usually so... focused on work. Seeing you like this, taking care of me, it's...nice." He pauses, then adds quietly, "...a little scary." your eyebrows shoot up, a flicker of hurt crossing your face before you disclose your expression.
"Scary? Because I'm being nice to you?" your voice is carefully neutral, but there's an undercurrent of confusion and slight offense.
âI donât know it feelsâŠmotherly?â
You throw your head back and laugh, a rich, throaty sound that fills the room. "Oh my goodness, Wooyoung. I'm 29, not 60. I think I can take care of you without having to be Mrs. Weilderman from next door."
Your laughter eases the tension, and Wooyoung feels his body unwinding. "Alright, alright, not motherly. Just... different. And I like it," he says, giving you a small smile. He takes a deep breath and continues, âMaybe even more than I should." He pauses, looking down at his hands as he wrings them in his lap. "I think I might be um..."
âA mommas' boy?â you joke, tapping the shell of your elbow into his slender shoulders, causing him to rock right.
âI am my momma's boy,â he admits, âand I love her to death, so you canât shame me.â
âAwwww how cute~ I donât think Iâve seen you become such a sap. Looks like weâre both seeing different sides of another tonight.â
Wooyoung encircles his small face frame that holds a big package of handsomeness. âNo shame.â You giggle, swiveling your wine before tossing back the remaining liquid.âBut, thereâs this other thing. I canât find the word for it, but itâs like this feeling of me just⊠naturally wanting to do anything for you. It never feels forced on the job.â
âAwe, well arenât you perfect for employee of the month.â You sigh contentedly and ponder his heartfelt confessions. âOkayâŠâ you nod, âletâs try, devoted? Indebted? Grateful?â
Hiss eyes flick over your face, he tilts his head like a lost puppy, shaking his head when the words just didnât hit a ring in him. âNo? Naturally, doing anythingâŠfor me? Without feeling forcedâŠ
âSubmissive?â you whisper, looking down in shock from the slip before you look back up at him.
Wooyoung's head snaps up, his eyes wide with shock and a hint of fear. "How did you...?"
âOhâŠâ
He swallows hard, his Adam's apple bobbing in his throat. "I mean itâs only natural! As your..subordinate."
You grin mischievously, your eyes gleaming with amusement. "I mean it is a bit of a shock, but we can talk about it.â you lean forward, poking him playfully in the chest. He reaches up to rub over the area, his cheeks reddening in embarrassment. âYou were a bit like this the other night. I think you said something about scaring me off?â
Wooyoung chuckles nervously, looking back at you. âI guess I just... I just wanted you to see me as more than just your subordinate. And I guess this is me ruining my chances.â
âI guess that sort of depends on what you want then. You smooth a hand over his shoulders, trying to mimic the calming massages he gives you under stress. âWe work pretty closely to where things are just natural between us now, it wouldnât necessarily be ruined.â
Your words send a thrill through Wooyoung, and he bites his lip, his heart racing. "What do you mean?" he asks, his voice barely above a whisper. He looks up at you, his eyes searching yours for any hint of what you might be thinking.
âWell⊠whatever it is that you're beating the bush around.â
Wooyoung's words hang in the air, heavy with unspoken desire. He looks up at you, his eyes pleading, and his heart pounds like a bongo in his chest. âI want to serve you outside of the office, provide you relief from a shitty work day, and more beyond than just a back massage.â
âTell me the about the- âand moreâ â You inch closer with dimly lit slender eyes and coax Wooyoung's shaky hands with your hot pink sharp stiletto nails.
He shudders as you's nails trace over his skin, his resolve weakening. "I... I want to worship every inch of you," he breathes, his voice trembling with barely contained desire. "To use all of me for your pleasure in ways you've never experienced before. Iâd kiss the ground before you.â
You lean in completely and abruptly stop at his trembling dolly pink lips. âHow about you shut the hell up, and kiss me now?
The sudden change in your demeanor sparks immediate action from Wooyoung. He leans in, burrowing his fingertips directly onto your scalp, pressing his hot lips to yours. The kiss starts chaste before growing more passionate.
As you pull apart, his eyes dilate at your lips as he whispers, "That's what I've wanted to do to you every time you've snapped at someone in a meeting.â
You chuckle, leaning upward to press your thumb over his wet lips. âThat wouldâve been a real power move hm? It wouldâve given those uppity dipshits more of me to talk about.â
Wooyoung's heart races as he looks at you, taking in your amused expression. "Yeah, it would have gave them more to focus on than their egos." he agrees, his voice still breathless from their kiss. "But I think I'd prefer it if you saved all that fire for me. Just me." He reaches out to gently stroke your cheek.
âYou like seeing me upset?â
âI thrive on it every day I come into the office.â
âYouâve never given me a reason to be upset...â
âThatâs because all I want to do is please you."
He glances down at your collarbone slipped from your disheveled top, tracing it in memorization. âYour smile is always rewarding to me, especially when itâs directed to only me.â
Your eyes flick up to his while your hands become curious about his body. âSo, this word for youâŠsubmissive.â You twiddle with the strings of his hood, pulling it as it scrunches around his venous- covered neck. "In what other ways did you want to explore that outside of the workplace again?â
âWell.. just as you would in the officeâŠyou make the rules Mrs.Hart.â He grabs onto your hand, conversing almost completely with his own.
Your expression softens briefly at Wooyoung's touch, but then your gaze hardens as you consider his words. You pull back slightly, your hesitation palpable. "That would be... complicated," you murmur, your voice laced with uncertainty. "My reputation, the company... if word got out..."
Wooyoung watches you stand and smooth out your clothes, your movements precise and calculated- disrupting the easy flow. He feels a flicker of confusion, wondering if he's misread the situation entirely. He sits in contemplation, his mind racing with possibilities, trying to understand what's going through your mind.
He swallows hard, his expression serious as he listens to your concerns. "I understand," he says softly, his hand dropping from her cheek to your shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. "And I don't want to put either of us in that situation."
Although his words were assuring, his anxiety betrays him, He decides to approach you cautiously, not wanting to ruin the progress you both made. He stands up and walks over to you, his movements slow and deliberate. He reaches out and gently takes your hand, entwining his fingers with yours.
You breathe out softly and look upon your hand with his in-fitting connection. But then you let it go again. âI mightâve initiated things too quickly, and it isnât your fault. I like you WooyoungâŠmaybe too much." You walk over toward the door, holding the handle as an indication of the next step that had to be taken. âLetâs dial this back and call it a night. Iâll see you at work?â
Wooyoungâs heart sinks slightly as you release his hand and step back, your words hitting him like a punch to the gut. He looks at you, searching for your face for any sign of hope, but your expression is resolute. He gets up accordingly, meeting you at the door.
"I'll be heading home now, my boss is counting on me to be well-rested for tomorrow's meeting," He says with a small, forced smile. His eyes, however, betray his true emotions, flickering with a mix of hurt, confusion, and unfulfilled desire.
The door clicks and you breathe out a deep breath your face hardened to obtain.
âBusiness and pleasure, an easy recipe for disaster.â
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I've been reading the jjk manga and it made me think about sub!geto who would find it attractive if a partner was possesive.
For instance, You guys are out shopping for the holiday season and whilst asking the store clerk a question they suddenly grow peppy when speaking to your lover, you cant let that happen, its unacceptable.
so after letting a begruntled "thank you" you overstimulate him the dressing with a sheet as a door. Making sure the store hears his hushed whines.
when your done and leaving you make i contact with said clerk who notices the hickies and hand prints on his neck.