Marian

•"Is it wrong to love you?"• BalSac Jaws Of Death's sapphic gf

[miserable-marian]

Intro post!! ( = ⩊ = )

Hiii, my name's Marian, and currently my biggest special interest is GWAR. im Australian, and got to see GWAR live in Melbourne in December 2025 - it was my first concert, and the experience was my first time being an adult, being by myself in a state that wasn't my home - so it impacted me a lot, making GWAR really important to me!!

i am a Selfshipper/Yumeshipper with a few characters,

BalSac Jaws Of Death, Sakura Ogami, and Cumulus Ghoulette. (lowk also the dealer from Buckshot Roulette makes me feel things)

I'm an Agender (Non Binary), Sapphic Lesbian who really enjoys being called a bat. gender = no and sexuality = any parts, genders, as long as there's either woman or female in there. ♡♡♡♡♡

My pronouns are They/It/Bat, and i heavily identify with being called a bat, as in like how people would call themselves a puppy or a kitty, i call myself a bat. (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ)

I'm genuinely so lesbian pilled that i often see Balsac as an actual woman, and i often call him She/He/It, preferably She/her though. atm Balsac is at the front of my brain as my fav ♡♡♡♡♡♡

I'm lowk an alcoholic, but any 19 year old in Australia is. vodka is my favorite, followed by a cheeky tequila shot every so often. chugging fireball is a favorite pass time as well.

my account WILL NOT be SFW. I often drunk post, which will almost always be a horny ass post as well. i want this acc to be a free place for me to discuss and talk about my kinks (i am a masochist who also is heavily versed in kink culture, currently experimenting) so, beware.

But, a lot of my posts will be focused on my selships, my Ocs, my daily life and probably a drunk post or two. I'm trying to post consistently (for myself, basically) so i can feel as if i have a place to yap about myself freely.

Anyway, („• ֊ •„)

-- love, Marian. now, go my blinkes!

[munsonmyers]

wileddie social media au on twitter dot com

the arts

reference

[miserable-marian]

More structured posts about ocs coming soon ...

... but I lowkey just got so autistic over Ghost, since I've only been listening to gwar and a hand full of goth/alt bands that I ripped my lip open after scratching my face (dramatically singing Prime Mover) owchie wawa

I love you Papa Primo 🩵 I love you Opus Eponymous 🩵 you'll forever be my first loves

(Featuring me attacking my papa with love <3 I love you primo)

(I want to mention I listened to this band for like 4 years straight and hearing them again is like eating food from your childhood)

[miserable-marian]

Writing GWAR sona lore... so excited.

[lemmielem]

Opus Eponymous upon us!

[wik-ships]

fully self-indulgent post but your f/o would never be cruel to you, even if it doesn't match their character in canon.

❤︎ your f/o would never raise a hand at you and would never hurt you. they're gentle and soft for you, and if they aren't normally then they're putting in the effort to learn to be.

❤︎ your f/o knows how to apologise. they aren't too proud to sit back and admit they messed up - they know when something is their fault.

❤︎ your f/o knows how to make amends. even when it's hard, even when it's embarrassing, they do it for you. they take the initiative and try their best to make things right.

❤︎ your f/o respects you. they respect your privacy and your individuality, and they don't ever try to control you. they love you because you choose to return to them.

❤︎ your f/o loves you. they listen to you and try their best to do everything they can for you. of course you disagree sometimes, but they never escalate into being abusive. they love you too much to ever hurt you.

dividers by suupersonic and @whor3ing!!

[miserable-marian]

No, she'd totally do all this bad stuff to me idgaf tho she's cute

[multiversal-selfshipper]

Sleepy F/O asking you in a tired voice to come to bed.

Sleepy F/O holding onto you like a teddy bear.

Sleepy F/O’s breaths growing more and more relaxed as they finally drift off with their face in the crook of your neck.

Good night, F/O. Sweet dreams.

[miserable-marian]

This but if it were Balsac he'd be like evil because his giant ass jaws have a chance to clamp down on your head

[cannibalkorpseangel]

[marisashorror]

Iron Lung Fanart

Ballpoint pen on paper

8x10"

[chrisssiren]

DIVIDER DUMP — WINTER PALETTE

⟢ i really like the curtain ones

「 ✦ hex codes: #76889C #B6C6D5 #B9A49F #FCDDA2 ✦ 」

⟢ Like/reblog if you use.

⟢ Credit is not necessary (but it’s appreciated).

[pikagrrrl]

unus annus stamps because I'm still obsessed with these two idiots

free to use, no credit required :3

[kkochanekk]

your f/o tells you to close your eyes and open your hand ! what useless trinket do they give you ?

[miserable-marian]

Balsac would probably give me someone's teeth or bones 😭 on top of that, he'd probably cough it out of her jaws like some sort of cartoon character.

[miserable-marian]

ARTFART 2026!!!

Hiiii artfighters!! finally posting my artfight here as well (cough cough not like i've only had this acc for like.... less than a week...)

I attempt to revenge ALL attacks, however i am a bit sick right now, so ive slowed down until I'm a bit better

Anyways, I have a few OCs. My favourites (at the moment) being Taurus, Alex and Teiboku.

Alex is the character with the most lore, and i do want to give some lore for all my OCs on this acc at some point. He's basically my only human oc on AF, because i SUUUCK at drawing people lolz

Below the image is a bit of a bio for the 5 characters on the image, feel fre to read them if you'd like :3

MARIAN ART FIGHT LINK NO THE ACC ISN'T MARIAN LOL

Little bios for each character on that page (in order)

Clit Taurus: A former Human, driven to suicide and is saved by their Scumdog girlfriend (BalSac) Their head, arms (and tits) are sewn onto the body of a dead enemy of GWAR, bring them back to life as a scumdog-hybrid.[They/It GWAR sona, often wears a mask while performing, plays a keytar] Clay: a slightly burnt out, art toon. their medium (ceramics, duh) isn't as popular as some of the other's activities, so they slowly isolate themselves a bit. Shipped with Teagan my goat. Their twisted mimics a player in your party, trying to mold themselves into a "normal" looking toon, but with a few differences. [They/she Dandy's world OC, is made of wet clay, can mold herself slightly.] Alex "Angel" Archambeau: A French Lieutenant Colonel, Now (2025) working with Shadow Company as a mercenary. Originally he led a squadron, "Les Anges", an artic paratrooping team into various successful missions. He worked alongside his Husband, Markus, until their bitter end in a cold, Russian compound. [2015] He was Flayed, left for dead, but somehow survived after being rescued by a sister squadron. On top of his already forming medical issues (Hypermobility, plus like 700 other things), it takes him out of commission until he is scouted out by Phillip Graves. He is my favourite OC and i struggle to summarize his story shorter... despite his story, he has a positive attitude, and he is an amazing strategist. outside of his work, originally he would be often found at dive bars, talking with guys (before almost marrying Markus) he is slightly stereotypical, both in a French and a gay way, but idgaf. Teiboku Aoki: Teiboku Aoki was the ultimate ceramicist, working En masse with large sculptures, travelling parts of the world for their showcases. Once invited to Hope's Peak Academy, their... less than sociable personality begins to show. They suffer with acute agoraphobia, and after the first murder and trial, the only thing that makes them feel safe is to lock themselves in the art room for long periods of time. Sakura becomes a big part of their story, as they are yuri togetha. [Tei is a Danganronpa Selfshipping oc. they are human, though i LOVE making their skin light blue for some reason.] Spirit: One of the three Prime Ghouls of the universe, his job had always been to take care of the newly created; guiding them to begin their lives in the pit - before he (and two others) are summoned by the first iteration of the Papa Emeritus line. In the human world, Spirit changed his guiding to begin to help Earth-summoned Ghouls in their newly adjusting life. he acts as a caregiver to many, and as a guide to most others. [Sadly, spirit has the least amount of lore, and he is part of a trio that i don't have uploaded yet. he is a Ghost BAND Ghoul OC]

AAAAANYWAYYYYSS,

-- LOVE FROM MARIAN!

PLEASE ATTACK ME!!!

GO MY BLINKIES!!!!

[miserable-marian]

The perk of keeping my room fucking frigid is that my monsters are always so cold without needing to be in the fridge

ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ )

(Remember I'm down undah, is is in C° obviously lmao)

[ruffatoa]

[miserable-marian]

ARTFART 2026!!!

Hiiii artfighters!! finally posting my artfight here as well (cough cough not like i've only had this acc for like.... less than a week...)

I attempt to revenge ALL attacks, however i am a bit sick right now, so ive slowed down until I'm a bit better

Anyways, I have a few OCs. My favourites (at the moment) being Taurus, Alex and Teiboku.

Alex is the character with the most lore, and i do want to give some lore for all my OCs on this acc at some point. He's basically my only human oc on AF, because i SUUUCK at drawing people lolz

Below the image is a bit of a bio for the 5 characters on the image, feel fre to read them if you'd like :3

MARIAN ART FIGHT LINK NO THE ACC ISN'T MARIAN LOL

Little bios for each character on that page (in order)

Clit Taurus: A former Human, driven to suicide and is saved by their Scumdog girlfriend (BalSac) Their head, arms (and tits) are sewn onto the body of a dead enemy of GWAR, bring them back to life as a scumdog-hybrid.[They/It GWAR sona, often wears a mask while performing, plays a keytar] Clay: a slightly burnt out, art toon. their medium (ceramics, duh) isn't as popular as some of the other's activities, so they slowly isolate themselves a bit. Shipped with Teagan my goat. Their twisted mimics a player in your party, trying to mold themselves into a "normal" looking toon, but with a few differences. [They/she Dandy's world OC, is made of wet clay, can mold herself slightly.] Alex "Angel" Archambeau: A French Lieutenant Colonel, Now (2025) working with Shadow Company as a mercenary. Originally he led a squadron, "Les Anges", an artic paratrooping team into various successful missions. He worked alongside his Husband, Markus, until their bitter end in a cold, Russian compound. [2015] He was Flayed, left for dead, but somehow survived after being rescued by a sister squadron. On top of his already forming medical issues (Hypermobility, plus like 700 other things), it takes him out of commission until he is scouted out by Phillip Graves. He is my favourite OC and i struggle to summarize his story shorter... despite his story, he has a positive attitude, and he is an amazing strategist. outside of his work, originally he would be often found at dive bars, talking with guys (before almost marrying Markus) he is slightly stereotypical, both in a French and a gay way, but idgaf. Teiboku Aoki: Teiboku Aoki was the ultimate ceramicist, working En masse with large sculptures, travelling parts of the world for their showcases. Once invited to Hope's Peak Academy, their... less than sociable personality begins to show. They suffer with acute agoraphobia, and after the first murder and trial, the only thing that makes them feel safe is to lock themselves in the art room for long periods of time. Sakura becomes a big part of their story, as they are yuri togetha. [Tei is a Danganronpa Selfshipping oc. they are human, though i LOVE making their skin light blue for some reason.] Spirit: One of the three Prime Ghouls of the universe, his job had always been to take care of the newly created; guiding them to begin their lives in the pit - before he (and two others) are summoned by the first iteration of the Papa Emeritus line. In the human world, Spirit changed his guiding to begin to help Earth-summoned Ghouls in their newly adjusting life. he acts as a caregiver to many, and as a guide to most others. [Sadly, spirit has the least amount of lore, and he is part of a trio that i don't have uploaded yet. he is a Ghost BAND Ghoul OC]

AAAAANYWAYYYYSS,

-- LOVE FROM MARIAN!

PLEASE ATTACK ME!!!

GO MY BLINKIES!!!!

[dallysblinkies]

ghost oc stamps!!

i mostly made these for my ghoul ocs but i added a sibling of sin + papa one for those who have ocs like that :3

just reblog to use! love u guys <3