ʟᴏᴜ 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓭

❛ Yet I y e a r n e d for someone to hear my ear-splitting ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ, to turn on the 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽. ❜ I N C H A R A C T E R lou holstad. 17. trainee. o u t o f c h a r a c t e r tasha | eighteen | she/her

[rottenwasp]

The Edge of Seventeen (2016) dir. Kelly Fremon

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@vvinnies !

    “ Dad’s SICK. ” He uttered, his voice b r e a k i n g on each word. Tears threatened to stain his porcelain complexion, welling in tired eyes that had not yet slept. He looked up, forcing the tears to not fall, as if the vastness of the sky could do such a thing. He willed himself to look at her, to find solace in her mere presence, but as soon as his gaze met chocolate hues, the tears refused to contain themselves any longer. “ And, and I guess I just didn’t want to be alone. ” 

[inkmagician]

Q: does your body ever ache with all the people you’ll never be? A: always. always.

a.c. | question series #4 (via inkmagician)

[nevver]

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PIPPA ESPINA:

‘ My love life is … fine, thank you VERY much. Come on, if you guys aren’t dating, is it really SUPER COOL? I think not. Come on, you have to give me something to do with this information. Let me help, or at least let me tell Kevin. ’

     “ Sure it is, super non-existent and all. I just don’t get why we have to date ! And don’t tell me it’s because we could die at any moment, yeah I get that, but I’m not about to y’know, RUSH things. Pippa ! No ! No telling anyone, ever ! Not even Kevin, especially not Kevin. ”

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KEVIN OSWALT:

‘ Really ? I haven’t NOTICED. –– – I doubt it. Everyone seems pretty dead-set on doing the RIGHT THING ; which in their minds is just working their shifts, & then ignoring all the city’s current problems. ’

     “ Well you can’t really blame them, can you ? I don’t think anyone’s IGNORING them, I just think, they’re doing the best they can. No one was trained for this apocalypse, so ... So what if they’re just working their shifts ? ”

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WINNIE ROSE:

‘ —– okay, whatever, well i’m not trying to get caught ‘cause you don’t know what you’re doing in this situation. i was going to show you but if you’d rather be a baby then feel free to try it on your own. ‘

     “ No, fine ! I’m on my best behaviour, show me how it’s DONE, Rose. ”

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PIPPA ESPINA:

‘ FINE, FINE! Party pooper. My lips, are SEALED! Cross my heart, hope to die, whatever. Point is, if you like someone, though, you totally need a wingman. Or in this case …. —- ’ She gestured to herself, grin filling dainty features. ‘ WINGLADY! ’

     “ Who says I need a wingman, or woman or whatever ? All I know is that I don’t need anyone BUTTING in. Me and Wins are so super cool right now, maybe, I like it the way it is. Why don’t you worry about your own love life instead of tryin’ to get hired a my winglady. ”

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WINNIE ROSE:

‘ dude, don’t have a stroke. i was just pointing out a fact. —– it’s not that hard, just follow my lead & you won’t have to do a single ounce of the work. ‘

     “ An unrelated fact, considering, but anyways. I’m not useless y’know, I can do stuff - just not THIS kinda stuff. ”

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PAULINE LOU:

             ‘’ SURE! not cuter than teen movie heartthrobs. but cute. why? nobody ever told you that? ‘’

     “ Just didn’t expect you to tell me that ... You don’t LIKE me do you ? Like like me like me ? ”

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DEAN WHEELER:

    “ No um— I haven’t actually gotten around to getting to know people here. I prefer to stick to myself. It’s just EASIER that way so I don’t have any friends. But yeah, I’m sure we’ll be a good team. ”

     “ Well you can’t just stick to yourself forever. Unless you plan on like, not stayin’ here long, which would be a dumb move. Friends are important, like really important. Who you gonna lean on when you get sad and stuff ? Which is INEVITABLE, we’re living in an apocalypse for crying out loud. Not that I won’t be you friend, but I can’t be your only friend. ”

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KEVIN OSWALT: 

‘ Twenty something… I don’t know. We’re not close, Lou ! A rebellion ? What, on my own ? As if that was a possibility, or an OPTION. ’

     “ Alright, alright. Just sayin’, it’s like a trend now or something to date people older than you, like Sawyer and what’s his face. Hey, you can do anything you set your MIND to, you’d probably need help, bet there are a ton of secret rebellion-type’s here. Not me, but ‘m sure you could find people. ”

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PAULINE LOU:

         ‘’well, it kind of is. thanks. you’re not that ugly, either. ——– so, what were you saying again? . . how pretty would you say i am? ‘’

     “ You think I’m attractive ? Uh, really pretty ? ”

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PIPPA ESPINA:

‘ OH MY GOD! Winnie? For fucking real? Aw, you guy’s’d be so CUTE! Do you want me to talk to her, be like “ hey, you know Lou? Totally a fox! ” ’

     “ Shh ! Let the whole town know, why don’t you ! And NO ! No freaking way ! You don’t say a word, to anyone. I already regret telling you. ”

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KEVIN OSWALT:

‘ WHAT ? No ! Definitely not. That’d be–– weird. Right ? And gross. ‘Cause he’s old. Uh… so you’re like the only one who SUPPORTS him, then ? I mean, I hear people talk. I don’t mind ! I just wanna make a difference, and if he allows me to… then I definitely don’t mind. ’

    “ I don’t know, how old is he ? I don’t think I’m the ONLY one, it’s like, whether you support him or not, in the end he’s the one who made all this possible. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind, I don’t know why he would, unless you’re plotting to start a REBELLION or something. ”