The End.

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[starlit-meadow]

unfortunately, i want to be adored.

[soulxstealer]

oh to fall asleep in someones lap with them stroking my hair 🥺

[aidn]

sorry to get romantic on main but i want to go to an art museum and hold hands with someone i care about

[ataraktos]

Shit I relapsed on having hopes again

[ultrvmonogamy]

ur in her dms. i know this bc she's sending me cringe screenshots..

[pyritecoin-deactivated20241130]

"oh you still use tumblr? can I see?" no. that's where I keep my demons

[stxphxnxangxl-deactivated202506]

Are you gonna talk me thru it while I touch myself or no?

[crimsonncloverhoney]

[pencilandinks]

[definegodliness]

20-11-2024

Excerpt, complete poem under the cut.

Un

Head up, Eyes open, I — Marvel at the Sky; see the trees, colorized In this dreamscape called life. I walk on, I do not feel The slashing of the rain, While it tries to become Snow, or hail, all the while… fails, And becomes rain again. I do not feel Bitterness, nor dejection, or repulsion Toward the cold. I walk on Without hesitation. Sometimes I see the people, Lurching; frowning, grimacing, And I understand the world has become Ugly again. I, too, see the rot and death. But I cannot feel It. I do not feel. I can not feel A thing, save The appreciation for the Nothingnesses that became my everything. And, I know, I should be so glad To walk without you Coursing through my veins; to walk without A want in my heart; in Just this moment, Without any concept of past, or future; glad For the silence and peace and painlessness That solidifies unbrokenness, But I do not Dream anymore, either, And if I would, I know it Would be you, I miss, Like a limb, or a sense Of completion.

--- 20-11-2024, M.A. Tempels ©

[lostinthelights-blog]

[nighttime-thoughts]

How can I love someone new, when every night I dream of you?

[irreparablyybroken]

heart won’t let you give up

[luciferslilith7]

"They both failed at the end-She couldn't hate him and he couldn't love her" ~Anonymous

[chcrrycosmos]

In every lifetime, every universe, my soul will be drawn to yours.

I will choose you in every life.

[4mtns]

[spiritual-support-animal]

i still cry thinking of you 4 years after you killed me by walking away

[motojane]