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Please stop -- you’re makin’ my boobs hurt jus’ by talkin’.

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allen-bond:

I don’t really think he can tell the difference.

...He’s thankful.

allen-bond:

Maybe if you stop feeding him from your plate?

But he’s gettin’ old! He deserves to get good food.

Bruno farts are terrible.

#bc my dog is killing me

allen-bond:

No more keeping things to yourself. Alright?

Got it.

allen-bond:

If it was not– Lot, you have a heart condition and you aren’t feeling well! The chances of it being nothing are like zero.

I’m sorry I wasn’t here to help.

Well... yeah... Wishful thinking.

It’s okay. Like you said, I think too much- that must’ve done it.

#she's feeling very sentimental right now #no she isn't pregnant

allen-bond:

You’ve gotta tell me these things, Lot. We’re married now. And even if we weren’t, you still gotta fucking speak up.

We’ll get you in tomorrow.

I didn’t want to worry you if it was nothing... But noted.

Although I might’ve scared Kebi the other night with my nightmare.

#not that #OH YAY FUN #she just wants to love him and be loved #THAT'S ALL LOTTIE WANTS IN LIFE

allen-bond:

You’re not going to lose me, Lottie. And what happened during that time… doesn’t matter anymore. We fixed it. We needed the space to figure shit out, but now we’re together and we’re staying together.

Now about you not feeling well. How long’s that been a thing? Why we haven’t we gone to see a doc yet?

A little while. I thought it would pass.

#planning on a surgery for her #fix up some of her issues #create some drama #you know lol

allen-bond:

You think too damn much.

I know.

allen-bond:

You gonna let me in on it, or do I need to keep pulling teeth?

I shouldn’t’ve said what I said... maybe worded it differently... I’m sorry. I jus’...

I did a lot of thinkin’, which didn’t really make me feel any better since I thought back to when we broke up and we were separated, then found you back in Jersey an- God, I just feel so guilty. I feel guilty ‘bout breaking up with you over somethin’ so stupid and leavin’ you when I said I never would... I feel guilty ‘bout bein’ so stubborn an’ not apologizin’ sooner. Then all that guilt jus’ made me think back to Florida and how I almost died... I had that nightmare... flashback when you went to work that night an’ I jus- I don’t want to lose you. That’s all I meant. And I’m scared. I’m scared ‘cause I haven’t been feelin’ that great. That’s all- that’s all...

#she's kind of talking fast #she still gets her ptsd nightmares sometimes when she gets triggered #she's kinda teary eyed too #trying to keep it together