miss piggy

minors dni pretty please dont report!! 21f, 187 :( 5' 10🫀 @missspigggy2

[missspigggy]

intro :)

hiya!

21yo cis-woman, queer, in college, american (sadly)

I am pro-recovery!! i am just not there yet. this is a safe space for me.

stats below the cut

MINORS DNI

HW: 280 / 127

SW: 260/ 118

CW: 187.8 / 85.4🥳

gw1: 250 / 113

gw2: 230 / 104

gw3: 210 / 95

gw4: 200 / 90 😚

gw5: 195 / 88

gw6: 190/ 86

gw7: 185 / 84

ugw: 160 / 72

always looking for moots, advice, or someone to chat w!

i’m also going to try adding my own tags so…

#misspiggyoinks

[whyenn-reader]

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

[getting-bett3r]

[missspigggy]

made it to the 180’s!!!

[bows-made-of-silk]

Maybe if I look sick enough, someone will tell me to sit down...

Maybe they'll make me dinner after my shift, instead of asking what's for dinner.

Maybe they'll tuck a blanket around my shoulders instead of handing me another responsibility.

Maybe they'll stop saying,

"You'll be okay."

Maybe they'll finally believe me when I say I'm exhausted.

Because somehow, tired wasn't enough.

Hurt wasn't enough.

Crying wasn't enough.

My pain had to become visible.

It had to settle into my bones,

show up in my face,

and hang from my clothes

Because apparently if I looked okay, I must be okay.

That pain didn't count unless it showed up

on my body.

[ceruleanangl]

Extra small by fall, extra small by fall, extra small by fall, extra small by fall...

[energyprison]

Having a job is an awesome way to stay hydrated because you get so bored you start drinking water just for a little excitement

[anglaised]

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[transjudas]

never take for granted the moments when you’re not nauseous

[missspigggy]

my old adhd meds definitely helped nearly eliminate my appetite so HOPEFULLY this shit works again

[missspigggy]

does my whole life revolve around identifying with a number? is that fucking nuts?

[missspigggy]

in other news, i’m getting out of 195 land FINALLY. slowly but surely.

[missspigggy]

also had a sh relapse! yay! things are going so well can’t you tell?

[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

[missspigggy]

i think something bad will happen to me before i’m capable of recovering.

[missspigggy]

finally getting back on my adhd meds! yay for appetite suppression!