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[misterymanshadows-blog]

everyday feels the same

i know what people will say why not just get your ass out of bed well one i would if there was reason to for start exercise is one things i want but just everything feels pointless and besides all that i forget to do it since want listen to tumble dryers don’t ask thing past just love the sound the feeling warmth they give off so don’t ask about that

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it crapyshitcrap

it won’t turn down it shit crap o chrismas stupid shity rubbish just go away nobody wants  to hear you or see you at all nobody likes you fake loser who all does is copy taking eveything i am as it shity Armour i am all alone and have nobody in world static tvs and broken truths that didn’t change my fate 

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recruits

all the people who join you are amazing bunch human beings you elite and know what wrong with the world and know the right choice thank you

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let us pave the way

we don’t want a war but  we will be ready fight we don’t want to shot but trained how to at anytime we hate pain but know it to well to be numb to it when we feel it never stop and we will win win the war win the world and the universe we are the ones that can’t fail for everything sake 

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we will make peace we will make the change

the peace i am talking about is crushing the government there lies and siting on the pedestal what have they done the stabbings and not knives fault like everyone says i need fuel my people make the people see peace through control of the wicked and the unjust these people to weak to listen to reason we wake up them all with force if need from there own imprisonment and wrong. the world punishes me everyday breaks me apart feel the force feel power wave in you everyone who hears these words feel it calling out to you to make a better world do t come to me seek me out join my struggle and coarse we will build together as equals i might be leader but you have as much right as i do but step out line and will whoop yo back into shape understand we on crusade as they say and all the problems the situations of today feel abused feel broken down just want have people you feel trusting or just share the same pain the please for your own good join take the world by storm. i will be your hope now trust me we can do this thing and make the world better for all do what you have to all you can break the chains away and just strip away that old you

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images won’t fade

the lost in scattered land. the world around us makes lose all the barriers to are minds have stand still like statues giving no sign that i am there i am not in i am somewhere else and i like it there it dark and gives me all the strength i need to improve. the freedom of brave and the imprisonment of the wicked or is it the other way round is truth fool proof is lies hidden truths that later only you see is you was wrong always in the right or is the right is wrong is your path a misstep. the words need to hear at that moment whispered in your ear like mothers kiss or embrace to tell you it okay. the world will always be my battleground and artillery are people there bullets from gun mouths shoot me down make bleed out on grinning earth another crazed person it created. day after day i have to put on my Armour and brace myself for crash for the fall for my mind give up on me fail me like always have done to myself and everyone i known not that i know much this life always make feel that way when feel like got something in my head it calls me dumb proves me wrong even if doesn't care about the knowledge only the fact it breaks that much more and needs to feel superior and me to be left to the dogs feast on my pride my honor chew away all the things that kept me whole and my deeper reaches of my rage in check    

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break the limiter

i will break a power like no one ever seen become mighty beyond belief i will transcend the difference between man and heaven and whats between those things people believe no matter what i will crush all i will show people the truth of what i am and can do all the time every time and all the time will show what the gods dream to be and what i will do to this world for even casting me out into the darkest bleakest abyss and abandoning my hope and repaying with betrayal endless rage and agony of cant stop and crush who choose get more and get better i want transcended i need DNA of animals and become immortal i need find a way i need a scientist make a break for me and evolution of all things that is the world i am not the same as i was when i was a kid or yesterday in won’t surrender. when people tell you shot for the stars i want have all the stars and all the space that surrounds them all the things they connected to. just wish for greatness is that so wrong is that so bad even if have cast out who i am and all i was and throw all emotion to replace it with goals dreams of power and to crush the people and the fact they think they have the right ruin my life by constantly dictating my life with change and do what i want go down the path i want you to. o cant even go down my own road i choose since the rage of all you done is nothing but break all hope of improvement beyond this point   

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no more no more no more

make all this stop people taking things from me people destroy my life hurting everything am taking who i am and what i have never ending stop taking it  everyone laughs at me everyone thinks i am nothing i am used and everyone thrown me away leave me be just leave physically and mentally all alone with no one i want nobody and nothing i want to be all alone.  just want rot in a whole away by myself the dread of everyone judging wanting me care and change to have something all i want now is just be nothing and strongest on there is but no one knows not even me my body being the strongest but weak because the pain cant allow me use it i trap inside a spiral of why can’t i i have no need no drive to live because i know something take it away take it all away and be left by myself  everyone thinks that if just accept all the good that wont lose it it all been taken always been taken it don’t stop being taken from me it just never ever stops just constant agony just tornado can’t i everybody just keeps taking piece of me of my being who i am ripping from me all reason robing it taking it away from who i am all that is and will be will be taken because it weak i am weak all weak pathetic taking all who i am doesn't matter no matter  what i do it will be stolen the thieves of lives and they attack with there lies and comforting love that pulls you in puts weight on your eyelids to fall under drunken stupor of which nobody i repeat nobody will ever stop “it okay i will listen” they say and “we worry and care for you”  always those words of people don’t really care who just want get close and cut you to pieces people going around never understanding “ i understand i get you”  like you could understand my sickness my curse nobody will believe it a curse but that all it is and will be am not better i am failure evolution experiment somebody or something watching tutting  at all my failings let to cascade of blood a tilde wave of just get over it let it go be better stop being failure stop feeling pain let people use you because telling me keep playing a endless game a game of lies and fake webs weaved to snare me with fangs bared to strike the me and the who i am and my paths i wanting to go down and saying no your gonna walk on broken glass, nails and shards we hate you but nobody will say and nobody will get it nobody know how much evil heart aches all day everyday for a power for change state and struggle they don’t go. they always want to stay, stay close enrage me never go way from the word go never listen just keep pushing and pushing stop it NOW! leave me alone GET AWAY!  STAY THE FUCK OUT EVERYTHING THAT INVOLVES ME ERASE IT BREAK THE MEMORIES BREAK ALL THAT I AM SINCE THAT WHAT EVERYONE  WANTS TO SEE A EXPOSITION!  EVERYONE WANTS DIE BE TAKEN DOWN FOR OWN LACK ON WHAT ON BOTH SIDES OF YOUR HEAD IT CALLED EARS YOU IDIOTS USE THEM AND YOUR BRAIN BECAUSE OH MY GOD THAT WHAT THE TERRORIST WANT AND WE GONNA CAUSE WAR WAR THREE AND ALL BECAUSE TRYING MAKE EXPLOSION OF MY SANITY AND RAGE DEEP IN ME BREAK ME AWAY TO NOTHING BUT MACHINE A ENGINE OF HATE AND VISCOUS VISAED OF WHO WAS AND NOW WHO I AM!

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if i have nothing no one can take it

if throw all my stuff and things away then nobody can copy me or take it from me i am nothing i will cut off all my emotions some how go through something traumatic strengthen myself make a change so wont have anyone and have to worry anymore 

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parasite

the fucking parasite fucking keeps stealing things that are me claiming insanity like i how thanking dare he how fucking evil rotten nobody takes my fucking shit as my personality fucking loser acting broken and insane fucking wwwwwwwwwwwweirdo aaaaaaaaa just die already just expire just go waste of skin trash make it stop  make it go it wont leave my family it scum get rid of it get rid of it all just leave just go just fucking let rip head open and off you asshole of raped scum pit that is nothingness fake copy cating of my issues and problems just beacause you are dumb and suck go eat shit and die noooooooooow

no tags cant fucking care i said NOOOO TAGS

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if you really want to know

i live in Higham England  well at the moment  this place my home inst the right place for are base of operations 

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life without love isn't a life

if want make family as group people who live and work together

think the world big vessel that wants to consume you but here one big thing you need to know to stop it break away from your mind get strong and create family me has the figurehead that why ask who feel out of place nowhere to go if see homeless people will get them of the street and they join us give them home people and something to change the world for better by getting revenge

what questions does the world hold i am the answer i am the thing called i will surpass a god by becoming real one i cant be touch or moved  do you understand ill l even cut away my emotions because who needs them i must carry out my mission my goals my ideals and if feel same and you on Tumblr yes you spread the message spread it and get to twitter Facebook and get everyone who you know feels the same spread all over raise my army now   

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the life of me

i have autism and also just had bad life well for me since never really leave my room i struggle just give my life some meaning and interest i want break it but want make big changes and i must make changes for the better 

i was bullied all through my school life and every friend  i made betrayed me and now have deal with this disgusting parasite if you read the intro my diary/just thing writing my mind thoughts but still i just need to grow and improve.

i had to go psychiatrist tell them problems and made feel like freak my whole life and have answer questions tell them about my pain and all the things in my mind i been going little insane saying that probably seem funny to you people i want be the leader of this organisations yes similar to gang in some ways but good i guess i mean we still do anything if necessary like kill or still or something on those lines but whatever it is just read the intro on one my post let it download and you can read it yourself and you get how my mind is now and what run through it and all the insanity

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ambition

i want to strive just like anyone exercise and get stronger. hobbies like yugioh marshal arts and swordsmanship  

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the darkness in earth

loneliness is darkness deeper than bleakest void which sucks everything in making the ornaments on the shelf shadows deform and snare. everyone stares like got curse on my skin and says i am the one deserves the cold stares 

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i need money

from title think ask for any no i just need money rich kinda money start this thing to make a change for the better to get my followers (of my gang/organisation not tumbler followers) so yeah if anyone feels the same please chat and join up i am not joking