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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Sex Relationships: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Hayden Pike & Jackie Pike, Shane Hollander/Original Male Character(s) Characters: Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Hayden Pike, Jackie Pike, Yuna Hollander, David Hollander Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Gender Changes, Femme Shane, femme ilya, Useless Lesbians, Angst, Angst with a Sad Ending, Vaginal Fingering, they are both jocks, yes i watched yellowjackets, i would write this au again and better, fleetwood mac is also responsible for this, fighting comp-het, but comp-het got hands Summary:
She did not begrudge Hayden this. She was not a person who begrudged. She just noticed, sometimes, with increasing frequency the unlaboredness of it. Not that Hayden's life was without difficulty, she knew every difficulty Hayden had. But the map Hayden used to read herself was one she had never had reason to question, and there was a freedom in that which Shayne understood only by its absence, by the faint constant effort of not looking directly at certain things for so long that not-looking had started to feel like its own full-time occupation.
She thought about Callum deliberately, the way she sometimes had to.
