My boy Neptune would scream and cry like i had abandoned him for life if I left him in a room by himself without kissing his forehead and talking to him first and if I went to bed without him he'd wake up scream his little head off til I got up and physically carried him to bed with me he wouldn't sleep unless he could open his eyes and see me from wherever he was sleeping (though he was a Siamese and had Siamese eyesight which is to say he couldn't see anything not in front of his little nose) he'd also beg for a treat every time I entered the kitchen though 9 times out of 10 he wanted the attention that came with a treat (forehead kiss singing and talking to him picking him up placing him on the floor talking to him ECT) and if I dared to give him a treat with no attention (aka give him a treat and set him on the floor by it and talk to him a second before leaving the kitchen) he'd follow me grab me around my ankle with his front leg and little leggie and the circle in front of me when I stopped and give me gentle love bites on my lower legs to herd me back to the kitchen and he'd start the begging for a treat process all over again just so he could get the attention and only then would he eat the treat I put out for him like siamese cats take the need for their person and attention all cats have and turn the dial all the way up Neptune could survive anything except five minutes without my attention and I love him so much and miss him so dearly he's only been gone a few months and my grief still feels like a black hole devouring everything i am
Wherever your soul has gone I hope when I die my soul finds yours again I miss you mijo
