The Life Of Jaye

(L)GBT🏳️‍🌈 NYC🗽 ARIES♈️ Mixed Race/Pro Black/Identity Crises on the Daily🖤or🤍 Instagram/Snapchat/Twitter : mixedzaddyjaye

[mixedzaddyjaye]

If i stepped into the relm of allowing people too judge me, based on who i am, i would be no better then the people who judge me. Because i'm listening too there judgment and refusing too love my self as is. I came too the realization that hate speach is only hurtful if you allow it too hurt. And sometimes it's hard tok not allow it too hurt. And some times you just can't help it. That's life. But remember who you are, and what your made of!!! Forget about the people who are clearly hurting there self.

[deejay]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

They may have done something here👀

[3rdeyechakra]

https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Ax38iF3GP/?igshid=7516wy41awkf

[mixedzaddyjaye]

A woman body image, should be defined as beautiful, that melinin is vibrant, her curves, are made from God handy work him self!!! 😍😍

[mixedzaddyjaye]

I Feel

Unfinished, mistrested, misunderstood, confused, lost, dazed, ashamed, unloved.

But at the same time

Complete, growing, inspired, loved, greatful, fulfilled!!!

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Anxiety

It doesn't just go away, it comes and goes as it pleases. Your body tense... your chest tight. Your thoughts are running.

And sometimes... nobody see's. It feels like a panic with in my self. My body is trembling. But not in a good way.

My heart akes... my body is screaming for some kind of reaction. Instead i keep it calm. And act like nothings wrong!!!

[mixedzaddyjaye]

The look you make when your fed tf up😂🤷🏼‍♂️

[blackgrlsaremagic]

@nyane

[mixedzaddyjaye]

This hair is lit💙😍

[lesbians-jpg]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Love is definently my 1st thought when i see this picture💙😍

[raimovroman]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Some OG sneakers. You don't know shit about sneakers if u don't know what these are.

[mixedzaddyjaye]

I focus

I focus on a stratagy that may make me better, make me stronger. I focus on my dreams, because with out them, my imagination goes dim as i get older. I focus on reality, because no matter how i run from what is placed in front of me. Reality speaks every day that i'm alive. I focus on determination, because if I haven't. The word accomplishment wouldn't be in my vocabulary. I focus on politics, because if i don't i wouldn't see how dark the world truely is. Because if you don't see the truth, your not woke. I focus on my impulsive behavior, because i am often taking risk, and doing things on impulse with out second thinking it, until it's to late. That brings me back to reality, how it hits hard, and moves me, pushes and shuves. Because reality is what i should really be focused on. Instead of the thoughts and actions that are constantly clouding my vision.

[mixedzaddyjaye]

They asked me if i gaf, i told them that's a odd question. Because i never really thought about a answer too that question🤷🏼‍♂️ so i guess it's NO, NOT REALLY😊

[citytarp-deactivated20220504]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

We are a stronger world as soon as we except each other, and who we love. 💙🏳️‍🌈

[frontpagewoman]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Wow, this is so beautiful. A pregnant woman, with the father. 😍 love has no color. Just like my mother being white and my father being black. Unfortunately there love didn't concur all. But God has blessed this beautiful inspirational couple. 💙

[buzzfeedlgbt]

bloop (x)

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Awwwwwhhhhh, love is love. 💙🏳️‍🌈 so beautiful. Life long couple.

[blackbeauties]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Damn she can sing. 💙😍

[mixedzaddyjaye]

[cakesanddykes]

[mixedzaddyjaye]

Beautiful 🏳️‍🌈😍