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i have an issue with going back through old photos and accounts to remember all that i usef had

i feel so weird talking to people. i cant explain it. i just. fee like i stick out like a sore thunb and indont like that.

walking outside now. it hurts

im going to be stuck like this forever bro. i feek like this constantly, no anount of help will fix it. theres guns in the living room i have free access whyvam i such a pussy to actually end this suffering im just making my fsmily suffer mire than i am dealinh with me. im a pussy to actually let people like me i hate this so fucking much ny god im just goijbgvto be miserable forever in sorry you guys have to deal witg me this is fucking annoying it wont be long until i can get out of everything i can just rest peacefully fuck my eyes hurt so bad my moms bitching at me she was just nice this morning now it feel like shes mad at me what the fuckkk

hearibgcecerybodu laugh outside whike km on this floor afraid to move 😂😂😂😂😂

beed.need to tell everhbidy. uodate yeah brovwhatever im hot asf not in a sexy way in a way that im fuckibg burning i feel like satahn himself just grabbed me

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i csant movw around im laying on the flooe i csntcget on my bed everythibg feels like i just got shot what the fuckk

ohfjvkfuck fuck thats not what i wanted

avout to trigger my ass into a psychosis so i can see eric again. FUCK YALL IM OUTTA HERE!

argued with my mom and when she threatened to force me back onto schizophrenic meds i started punching myself in the face and she yelled i needed help. FUCK YOU NO I FUCKING DONT.

getting mcdonald’s again today yay i ♡ my sister

ehy is it wjen im alone eith my tjoughts suddenly i regret everything ive ever said. yes im embarrassef asf to say i miss you but i dont. whst is wrong with me brah