save your tears | t.kageyama
save your tears | t.kageyama
[author’s note ♡ idk what i just wrote either…shhh, i know its not valentine’s day but still. i wanted to post this cause why not? it takes place on that day! and let’s ignore the fact i used a weeknd song title for this :) ]
[pairing- timeskip! tobio kageyama x reader] ♡
The day where you see red and pink hearts plastered everywhere.
Plush stuffed animals, plastic balloons the shape of hearts saying ‘I love you’, and chocolate boxes given to the one you love usually.
Kageyama wasn’t one for Valentine’s day. He went along with Hinata and Atsumu because he was bored.
He was currently now tired, he being the only one of his little group to the bar sober enough to think. He’s the only one who is also not doing anything and just thinking, not that there was anything to think about.
Hinata, who was next to him was knocked out cold and shot glasses all around him after a drinking game with Atsumu.
Atsumu being surrounded by girls who were practically sucking his neck and his breath reeking like alcohol, though not being as wasted as his teammate. Ushijima, not even being there and went home the first hour they were all there.
Then the others like Bokuto, Hoshiumi, and Sakusa, were probably either with their s/o or at home alone doing nothing.
He could have been at home but who did he have Valentine’s day to spend with?
No, because he wasn’t even sure she isn’t in Japan anymore.
Maybe she was in L.A or Las Vegas.
She isn’t with him anymore…and it was all his doing.
He had volleyball and classes, even if he was failing those classes.
He has his usual hookups now and then. It’s not his fault that every girl he hooks up with looks like Y/N. They aren’t her anyways…which is why he doesn’t enjoy them. He just does it for the hell of it. Those fucking hookups and volleyball are the things filling that hole Y/N made.
He honestly misses when she would play with his hair and sing to him.
How she would always talk about making it into the music industry… She did make it.
Kageyama was the reason why she made it big in the industry.
The lyrics were obviously about him.
Though it talked about the person being ‘possesive’, who else does she know with blueberry eyes, a weird, funny smile, and raven hair?
Kageyama made sure about that.
He has control who you saw…well 'had’.
“Kageyamaaaa, she loooks reaally reaally pretttyyyy. She lookss like N/N-channnn” Hinata slurred, snapping Kageyama out of his thoughts and grabbing onto his shoulder to hold himself up, pointing at a (h/c) woman across of the bar.
Kageyama admits. He doesn’t know how long it’s been since he’s seen Y/N… It feels like it’s been forever.
She looks more gorgeous than ever, wearing a nice, long, black dress, hugging her figure nicely.
His heart fluttered seeing her again.
She looks so happy…even more happier than when he was with her though.
As Y/N scanned throughout the room whilst singing softly, her eyes locked with Kageyama’s blueberry ones.
Within the light, her eyes look like e/c gems.
Her look of curiosity and observance transformed into a look of straight-up hatred.
He remembered how he met her, with that same look of curiousity…
“HINATA, GET YOUR ASS HERE!!!”
The two boys ran to Ukai’s convenience store since Hinata drank Kageyama’s milk carton by accident. Kageyama was going to have to kill Hinata if he didn’t buy his milk.
“Hey boys,” Ukai said, smoking his cigarette, waving slightly with his eyes glued to the television which has the news on.
It was Valentine’s day and the store had red and pink hearts plastered everywhere.
Still, Kageyama grabbed a milk carton and shoved it to Hinata, who looked at Kageyama mad.
A h/c-nette entered the store attracting the attention of the two teens.
She walked straight to the snack aisle, grabbing milk-bread and candy, singing subtly while doing all of that. She seemed to have ear buds on since there were wires from her ears going to her hoodie’s pocket.
Hinata smiled at the singing girl and went up to her, but got stopped by Kageyama.
Hinata went up to the girl and tapped her shoulder, gaining her attention.
“Yes?” She asked, her tone and face filled with curiosity on what the boy in front of her had to say.
“I really like your voice. It’s really pretty!” Hinata exclaimed, making the girl’s face light up.
Kageyama was jealous on the inside. He wanted to be the one who earned the smile from the girl.
“W-Why, thank you…I’m L/N Y/N. Nice to make your acquaintance.” the girl officially known as L/N said.
Her pretty name suited her.
“HI! My name is Hinata Shoyo!” Hinata turned to Kageyama and pointed at him, earning Kageyama L/N’s attention.
“THAT OVER THERE IS BAKAYAMA” Hinata said, his arms crossed.
“Hello! What’s your name because I sincerely doubt your name is 'Bakayama’" L/N chuckled.
Her chuckle was like music to his ears, like her singing.
Her eyes were pretty, her hair was pretty…she was pretty…
Her h/c hair was shiny to the light and shaped her face nicely.
Her h/c eyes were hypnotizing.
He felt like he could stare at her for hours…
“Huh? Oh-What did you say?” Kageyama stuttered, earning a laugh from L/N.
“What’s your name?” L/N repeated.
Kageyama felt a blush creep to his cheeks as she held her curious gaze at him.
“O-Oh…Kageyama Tobio..NOT BAKAYAMA,” Kageyama said, hitting Hinata on the head.
“Cute…” the h/c girl whispered, audible enough for Kageyama to hear, making his blush grow.
"Well it was nice meeting you two! 'Till next time!“ L/N said, paying for her things and giving each of the boys a small chocolate heart…
"Hello..” Kageyama snapped from his flashback as the girl he was thinking about was in front of him.
“Yama…” Y/N said, her voice crackling slightly, her eyes’ sparkle fading.
“Y/NNNNN-ie!!!” Hinata yelled, trying to hug Y/N, but falling down instead on his face.
“Owie-” Hinata said, rubbing his head and standing up and hugged Y/N.
“Hi Sho-chan…Here.” Y/N said, helping the tangerine sit down at a nearby booth.
As once as Hinata felt the comfort of the cushion, he knocked out.
Y/N chuckled a little, looking at her knocked out friend.
“Where were you..?” Kageyama asked, his voice cold, his vulnerable demeanor disappearing and capturing Y/N’s attention.
Y/N’s head shot at Kageyama. She pursed her lips as she sat down across from Kageyama and placed her whisky glass on the table.
“Tobio, at least try to be a little more polite…and I was in Los Angeles and Chicago. I’m working on my debut album since my single was recived well by critics…” she responded, rubbing her arm, looking at the rest of the bar.
People there were either drunk out of their minds like Hinata and Atsumu or were still drinking and being scared of the sight of the drunks everywhere.
“Oh… I have a game in a few weeks…” he said quietly, audible for Y/N to still hear as she nodded.
“Well! I better go since I don’t want to get recognized or get like Shoyo..” Y/N said, breaking the long silence and getting up from her seat across to Kageyama.
He stopped her, grabbing her arm tight.
“PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME! I FUCKED UP, I KNOW, BUT I LOVE YOU! I DID ALL OF THAT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!! PLEASE, LET IT BE LIKE OLD TIMES!!” he screamed, not caring that he was bringing attention. It was true.
He did love her. He still does.
“I-..Tobio, be reasonable. We are adults, not teenagers. I have a career and when we broke up, I felt FREE. You were fucking trapping me in that relationship. Plus, everybody reads tabloids nowadays so it’s no secret that you were fucking one of my past collaborators.” Y/N said, chuckling darkly.
“Yeahhh..Please, save your tears for another day, I don’t need your bullshit right now…Goodbye.” Y/N said, yanking her arms from the ravenette.
“Love, where are you?” a familiarly annoying voice called out, catching Y/N’s attention as her head snapped to the voice’s direction.
“'Love’?” Kageyama asked coldly, glaring at the woman inf ront of him.
Y/N smirked as she nodded and held up left hand showing a diamond ring on her ring finger.
Kageyama was going to lose it.
“He’s my fiancé~” she chuckled and waved to the brunette who came closer in view.
Oikawa’s eyes widened at seeing Kageyama in front of him.
"Let’s go. I was just talking to an old acquaintance of mine..“ Y/N said, holding
Oikawa’s arm and walked away, leaving Kageyama to drink his sorrows away and Oikawa perplexed on what the hell just happened.