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⸺ 水の呼吸 [ . . . ] #MIZUKOKYU: tomioka giyū, from gotōge koyoharu's kimetsu no yaiba. focus on the anime with partial manga impact, headcanon based, influenced by japanese folklore & historical events. independent, mutually exclusive ( minor’s, do not interact ) triggering themes present. introspected by ryan rose, 25 • he/they • gmt-7

⁰¹ CARRD . ⁰² SIDE . ⁰³ PINTEREST . ⁰⁴ SPOTIFY . other : mobile rules , commissions .

exploring themes in: broken tears [&] its never ending waterfall, hidden depths that are guarded ( with your own blade ), the act of being a sole survivor [&] your survivor's guilt that eats its fill, your days being numbered ( with no way to stop it ), seeking close intimacy with death [&] the crave of it, not being afraid to die by any means, alcoholism to escape, the acted promise of seppuku [&] being familiar with the blade in your stomach, healing through blood [&] gore.

fig. ⁰¹ , coalescent with the waves [ . . . ] auogury, herkn1fe, kaminarikokyu, koikokyu, zefahai

#𝐑𝐘𝐀𝐍 𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄 | 𝑇𝑊𝐸𝑁𝑇𝑌5 | HE/THEY | GMT+7 #USES BETA EDITOR + MINORS / PERSONAL'S: DNI #BLOGROLL: omonzuru.#ESTABLISHED: 10.23

i'm not even active on here. but giyu is so drag path by twenty one pilots coded.

#ooc tag.#delete.#i want someone to tell me otherwise

obligated "where is ryan! i miss ryan!" post that sums up everything, but- i quit my 2 year long job in april, &. started working at the hospital. this isn't new to anyone, really, but it may be new to this blog. on top of this, i am actually in the process of getting a second job that pays weekly or tips allowed, so i can get out of my financially &. generalized abusive household. additionally, i am scheduled to see a spine specialist next week! because i'm in a lot of pain &. no one knows why! it's getting incredibly worse &. ya boy here has contemplated using a cane to get by. but i'm okay! i promise. i'm trying to thrive, but i'm tired instead.

#ooc t ag.#delete.#< guy forgot his tags #no doctor has told me to use mobility aids but walking genuinely hurts to a whole new degree #i've contemplated buying &. using one anyways #i can barely make it across the house to get something to drink without doubling over in pain or taking 5 minutes

i will never forgive past me for putting achilles come down in giyu's playlist without properly introspecting the song &. then later, realizing the suicidal undertones of the song. anyways, giyu remake coming 2 a tumblr near u!

#ooc tag.#delete.#suicide mention /#suicidal ideation /#i do wish this was more touched upon in canon aspect for giyu #actually i do wish it was more brought to the surface in the fandom spaces too because i feel like it's such a thing #that people chalk it up as ''he's just depressed'' when it's so much more than that #it is very much on brand that i get giyu muse when i too am in a negative mindspace but i do really miss my little bird #&. viero has my whole heart <3 for making me gfx #everyone say ''thank you viero'' for bringing mizukokyu back #viero could ask for my hand in marriage &. i'd give it to them /jk (unless-)

Who let you in the house?

kochō, please. it's raining and im cold.

#ic tag.#crack /#idk manLHGDKSJHG #cut to the next scene of him sitting outside the butterfly estate in the rain like a dog that's been told to go outside

abyde-deactivated20250328

lightning fractures the silence, a foreword to the impending thunder — a silent thread of chaos that dances before the storm. i, once a tempest of benevolence, understood the unspoken: ( i know you didn’t mean the sharpness of your words ). each utterance from you is a crooked pebble in the river of our discourse, but i embraced the upheaval, willing to sift through the mud to unearth the hidden truths beneath.

insolence backstabs me, curling into a smile i cannot restrain. 〟don’t apologize,〝 voice threaded with solemnity. 〟i appreciate your honesty, giyū - san.〝 you are more transparent than the rest of us, and in your clarity, i find bitter envy.

〟a mission from oyakata - sama,〝 i parrot, smile reminiscent of a crescent moon in the dusk. 〟but once it’s accomplished, we might allow ourselves a moment of indulgence, don’t you think?〝 words linger for a fraction. 〟perhaps a dinner? you would join me [ . . . ] wouldn’t you?〝

mizukokyu

pelagic notion has wrought me, to the bone: &. i am chained, to the never-ending rain that plagues my body, my heart [i don't know how to stop the sadness that haunts my narrative] deep inside of your chest, it aches &. cries into the clouded skies (...) she consumes the waking sun, carrying it between teeth [i am envious of her. why would she show interest in me, of all people?] a wandering thought.

perhaps a dinner.

[is it envy that i feel? ... or something else?] intimacy a foreign figure, like the cloak of shadows behind closed doors &. that dance along the corners of your eyes (...) your lips part, mouth suddenly dry. ❛ i— ❜ has your cheeks gotten a little color? full of blood, of life. ❛ would you— ... want me to? i don't want to ruin your dining experience. ❜ swallowing around the ball in your throat, ❛ i wouldn't hold it against you if you admit you did that only out of courtesy, i'm not unfamiliar with rejection. ❜

#abyde #abyde: 001 / w. kaminari asahi.#main verse .#interaction: short .#giyu & asahi [abyde] tag .#in case i cant write u an unprompted asahi birthday thing. consider this her birthday present.#i had random giyu muse. but specifically i wanted to write him lowkey crushing on her. ok bye #sorry that this is so poetic. idk what happened #i fainted

huozhi

" you leave me no choice. " 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐎𝐊𝐀, GIYŪ. --- ₀₁ @mizukokyu .ᐟ

the game board, all - consuming and contradictory and abstract, laid out before her in a manner that only she could decipher. rules created by her favor, changing and malleable, curated to suit the whims of a mirage. steam rose from the large body of water, lack of current and calm, until interrupted by her presence, lithe figure dipping beneath the surface. the temperature was hotter than she'd anticipated, but nothing the thickened layer of her skin could not take. solitary embraced the two, the waters the only barrier and sense of security. up to her shoulders, shielding the rest of her body, she moved closer, daringly. “ relax, you big baby. ” head cocked to the side as she studied him, tendrils fluttering over pale cheeks. she could see it then, the start of her roots taking form, that thorned touch of hers slowly engraining into him. whether he liked it or not, whether he realized he'd been marked. she could feel a thin layer of condensation building over her hairline, wishing she'd put her hair up prior, and inky strands, now doused and expanding around her in a cloud. “ ah, okay. humor me, then. what are you going to do ? run away ? complain ? ”

mizukokyu

water, holds you: in it's embrace, it nourishes & licks away wounds, ( akin to the tsunami that rises over your head ) fire, burns in your gut: she burns there, a match on gasoline bones - it awakens when she's near, in a way water could never harm it ( would water want to? harm her: hurt her, the flame that licks & cradles your heart ) no. i would never want to. the fire means more to me than i ever thought it would [ . . . ] your eyebrow twitches, nails into palm. you could swear it bleeds into the water, but it doesn't. not yet. ❛ you act as though anything that i say is complaining when it's simply reporting all of my findings to my master. ❜ when you take a breath, it feels like thorns in your lungs. like nails from fingers cradling your organs. ❛ you say to humor you, but if i were to say anything, you'd try and exploit any weakness that i show you. how is that fair? ❜

#huozhi #huozhi: 001 .#main verse [alternate] .#interaction: short .#阿祖拉 (…) tell me all the ways you abuse ﹐ leave my heart in pain like you do.#ask to tag /#anyways. hi :)#u can thank ma meilleure ennemie

mizukokyu

i know i haven't been active, but just know that i'm always crying over the tomioka siblings, especially when listening to this song because it feels like it's come from tsutako's p.o.v [&] is making my brain run wild with the thought that he momentarily saw her again when he was unconscious, bleeding out, missing an arm [&] thrown into the building by muzan. i still stand by that she will forever be his baby even if he's older, taller, [&] stronger than her.

mizukokyu

if only we got to see the deaths of the remaining hashira's during their untimely demise at 25 because there's this concept + thought of him that rattles around in my brain of him entering the afterlife looking around confused, unsure of what to do, just for us to see something catch his eye, something that causes a halt in his movement, then there's a slow step, that turns into a walk, that turns into a run. us as a viewer would momentarily get blocked from something; another person? a tree? when it comes out of our view, we see him as a child again, jumping into his sister's arms.

#ooc tag.#picks up a pillow [&] screams into it #i think about this so much please ufotable ... i beg #find my posts please

i know i haven't been active, but just know that i'm always crying over the tomioka siblings, especially when listening to this song because it feels like it's come from tsutako's p.o.v [&] is making my brain run wild with the thought that he momentarily saw her again when he was unconscious, bleeding out, missing an arm [&] thrown into the building by muzan. i still stand by that she will forever be his baby even if he's older, taller, [&] stronger than her.

#ooc tag.#introspection.#it does hurt me fundamentally on a different level to know that he's older than tsutako was when she died #that he's taller than her when he used to be smaller #he used to be able to climb into her lap [&] let her brush his hair or even braid it under the notion that it'd grow longer #he was always going to grow taller than her but she was meant to watch him grow up [&] make comments about needing to stop growing

I truly hope you decide to come back soon, but I understand and hope you take all the time you need!! I miss seeing your writing on my dash!!

sobbing so hard that snot's running from my nose [&] i'm all red in the face. please anon i love you so much. i'm genuinely crying, i can't take this I'M SOBBING

#ooc tag.#saved.#I WAS SO IFFY ABOTU WRITING.#I WAS LIKE. NO ONE CARED. NO ONE CARES.#I'M SOBBING #also the whiplash of seeing ''anon sent:'' expecting it to be hate KJGDHDSG

godeyys

“ i don't care for your tone . ” lacquered lips twitched at the corners , brows pushed into a scowl . daki's gaze was piercing , aligned with the eyes of the fox . “ but yes , i'm sure it is fascinating to someone that hides their ugly mug behind a silly little mask . ” her distaste for his attitude prescence EXISTENCE was made ever - so apparent , if not by her words , then the expression worn . even with agitation on full display , there was an eerie beauty to her twisted features . “ there's nothing like pure devotion . i'm almost sorry you'll never get the chance to experience such a thing . ”

mizukokyu

liability billowed, spoken into the air: a cardinal vincture ( rests on rib cage, vacant of a heart - it smelled too human, too fragile ) you carved it, presented to the demon monarch & bestowed, a gift beyond mortality. ❛ no thanks. ❜ falls from lips, feet to the ground: white socks on wood. it carries no sound, akin to the animal you are. ❛ if pure devotion means i'd have to cater to possible grumpy, drunk men– then i don't want it. ❜ ... ❛ i quite like my freedom. the freedom that he's given to me. ❜ curled in on yourself, tails of blue & black: it wraps around waist, like a protection. ❛ shame you’ll never get the chance to experience such a thing. ❜

#diuvus #diuvus: 001 / w. daki.#demon verse.#interaction: short .#me bonking him: stop being such a fucking brat-

kaminarikokyu

@mizukokyu / a storm approaches.

it is rare to have visitors, especially those that aren't followers coming for salvation. when a demon does visit, zenitsu often makes herself scarce -- not wanting to bother douma or any of his guests. this was a rare case, a moment of zenitsu peaking from her nest to follow the sound of someone she recognized. she's quiet in her approach, hosonga dragging behind her. she stifles giggles, getting closer and closer until --

snatch! her talons gently grab at one of the tails from the fox, stroking the fur with care. " lord tomioka! " there's happiness despite the hollowness she is meant to feel. " have you come to see me? your most favorite little princess? " she rubs her cheek against the fur of the tail. " or are you looking for lord douma? do you want me to go find him for you? "

mizukokyu

pneuma, taken from your ribs: rich, delicate - incense in the air, smoke a fragranced gore ( polluted, contaminated through halls of wooden, golden banners: long way from the forest ) that you've chained yourself too, in the dirt & mud: where flowers grow to rest your head, curled in the grass & drinking from the streams of water until it is - cold, against your spine ( as it goes down your throat, into your stomach ) but you, walk the steps of wood & devour the invading smells to see a demon child, royal in her presence.

her happiness has become a warmth that floods into your chest, ( like a dam: breaking - under the force of water ) in a way that you have not felt since you were turned, on that snowy night years ago [ . . . ] ❛ no–! there's no need to grab him. ❜ one of nine wraps around her neck - like a scarf, resting on shoulders. ❛ if i am honest, the less i have to interact with him the better … ❜ pause. then, ❛ i thought i'd come to see you. it's been a while. ❜

#kaminarikokyu #kaminarikokyu: 002 .#demon verse.#interaction: short .#ask to tag /#''its been a while'' is both relative to him [&] me #get it bc. i took forever to reply to this.#it's been a while. am i still relevant-

if anyone wants any insight on how stupid i am, here u go ft. @idagiri

#ooc tag .#delete .

ofmistnmoons-a

@mizukokyu

Hollow oceanic gaze started out across vast knee deep sea, dotted pale pinks beautiful water lillies as far as the small figure could see. Staring, unblinking still as his body hide amongst the self made mist remain aloft around him. Hiding him, form the gaze of others.

mizukokyu

moonstruck swain, with a swallowed ocean that presses against your spine - chilling, where it meets bone & organs: the mist, heavy - unguided, blankets over your body [ . . . ] nine-tails come around to your front, an armor of shielded fur ( fox mask glints in the pale moonlight when it looks over shoulder ) then, ❛ if there's someone there– i don't bite. ❜ too hard, your tongue across fangs. ❛ you're free to show yourself. ❜

#ofmistnmoons #ofmistnmoons: 002 .#demon verse.#interaction: short .#ask to tag /#im sorry this was late SOBBBBSS

idagiri

under normal circumstances, she would have laughed at the joke alongside him ( she thinks she laughs more now than she ever has ). instead she's caught slack jawed, eyes wide, the warmth of his fingers on her cheek forcing her out of her thoughts if just for a moment. there's the weight of his gaze on her that makes her feel like she's withering, shrinking away slightly. she's torn between her quickening heartbeat and the scolding voice in the back of her mind that tells her that he deserves better.

it's hard for her to find her voice, to put into words things that have haunted her for nine years without hurting him in the process. maybe, she thinks, this was bound to happen. i can never be happy for too long. “ giyū… ” she hates how her voice sounds, too fragile to sound like herself, “ a lot of reasons. you deserve someone better. ” better than someone with the blood of fifty people on her hands, with guilt bleeding into every part of her life.

mizukokyu

akin to wilted flowers, thirsty for the softest touch of sunlight: desiring to drink from what is given to them - you, find it within your tired bones ( like a wounded animal fleeing from the cold: she is your warmth, you'd crawl. bury. dig into her embrace ) blithe, purified & sanctified - in the rot of ribs, a novelty gifted to her [ . . . ] you deserve someone better. the tatami makes a noise when you move, hand falling from her cheek - weight settles nicely onto wrist with a soft, ❛ … obanai. ❜ from lips.

it repeats in your head. ( you deserve someone better. you deserve someone better. ) is it not clear, i wonder? [ . . . ] i would give my heart to you: beating & warm. raw from my chest. ❛ we don't have to ... if you feel uncomfortable with it. ❜ it comes softer, spoken in the shared space like you don't want to utter the option. ❛ i don't think there'd be anyone better ... ❜ a pause. then, ❛ even if there was– i wouldn't want them. i don't want them, actually. i want you, because i love you. [ . . . ] i want to marry you. ❜

#idagiri #idagiri: 002 .#main verse [alternate] .#interaction: short .#小芭内 (…) you look so pretty [&] i love this view ﹐ you will be my girl.#anyways im a month + 3 days late to this #hi. can i have glass please?

walks over to giyu, lowers herself so she can lay her head in his lap, closes her eyes. "snzzzzz"

the memories of your life, dolorous & colorless: thousands of shards - ocean bound, shackled, brought up by the sea into the shore ( it rusts their own spine, pressing into skin ) in an extant savior of your ribs, novelty & on display [ . . . ] the walls of this home, your skin: a missing piece, calcified. enraptured. it lives in the form of a girl, with blonde hair & eyes of gold, ( my sister. she is the missing piece of me, returned home: in my embrace, in my arms ) fingertips through strands, dragged into the nape of @kaminarikokyu's neck where hair is straightened. ❛ are you tired? ❜

question without tone, soft breathing - evened, her chest rising &, when she does not answer, you look in curiosity. ❛ oh, ❜ is softly mused before, ❛ sleep well, zen. ❜ your chest bends, awkwardly: lips to the skin of her forehead, ( the blossom of a smile, ghosting on your cheeks ) while you continue to run fingers through hair, across her scalp. the sun sits in halves, it paints the world golden & you find, it's easier to breathe.

#kaminarikokyu #ic tag .#response tag .#giyu & zen'itsu [kaminarikokyu] tag .#takes a deep breath #SCREAMS #that's all goodnight

poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝑷𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛ you've been my best friend for years, what made you think it would change now? ❜ ❛ i'm always here for you if you need me. ❜ ❛ well, that's what friends are for. ❜ ❛ remember, i'm always just one call away. ❜ ❛ how long have we known each other now? i know you better than you know yourself. ❜ ❛ you're an idiot most of the time, but you're my idiot. ❜ ❛ do you want to come over and watch movies tonight? i could use some company. ❜ ❛ you always know how to cheer me up. ❜ ❛ i made you your favorite food. ❜ ❛ i know it's 2 a.m. but i really need someone to talk to. are you awake? ❜ ❛ remember when we used to build blanket forts? let's do it again. ❜ ❛ please come to this family dinner with me. my family already loves you and i need some neutral person there with me. ❜ ❛ here, i got you something. i saw it at the shop and it reminded me of you. ❜ ❛ do you remember that promise we made to each other when we were kids? ❜ ❛ i'm so grateful to have you in my life. you mean the world to me. ❜ ❛ i don't need advice right now, just a friend to listen. ❜ ❛ you're the best friend one could ever ask for. ❜ ❛ hey, umm ... thank you for being my friend. ❜ ❛ you don't have to go through this alone. i'm here for you. ❜ ❛ want to grab a coffee and catch up? ❜ ❛ we may not talk every day anymore, but i still consider you my friend. ❜ ❛ i can stay and help you finish this if you want. ❜ ❛ you've got this. i believe in you! ❜ ❛ how about we plan a game night this weekend? ❜ ❛ do you ever wonder what our lives will be like in ten years? ❜ ❛ no matter what happens, you'll always have me. ❜ ❛ you don't have to pretend with me. i like you just the way you are. ❜ ❛ consider it ... a little friendly competition. ❜ ❛ thank you, you always know how to make me laugh. ❜ ❛ i can't believe how far we've come together. ❜ ❛ just stay put, i'll be over in a minute. ❜ ❛ i've got us tickets for that concert/movies/exhibition you wanted to go to. ❜ ❛ how about a road trip? just like old times ... ❜ ❛ i really appreciate you staying in my life all these years. ❜ ❛ i don't know what i'd do without you. ❜ ❛ you can tell me if something is bothering you. ❜ ❛ race you to the end of the street! ❜ ❛ bet you can't beat me at this game. i'm a pro. ❜ ❛ i challenge you to a cooking contest. loser has to buy dinner for the next week. ❜ ❛ you've been such a great friend, and i just wanted to say thanks. ❜

#prompt.#this ones for u nico #muah muah

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