Dragon Age Obsessed

Hi! I'm a bit of a Dragon Age player.. recently fell back into Solavellan hell and am nursing my bruised soul with copious amounts of drawing and writing! I've recently jumped headfirst into Overwatch and all of it's glorious EVERYTHING! I publish my Dragon Age fan-fictions over at : http://archiveofourown.org/users/MizUnderstood2136

[chucklesmahalam]

Part 2

Solas by Aleksandrov Aleksandr 

Nalia by Саша Сон

Dress by PhotoOBRAZ

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inspired by @nipuni

[nipuni]

IMMM WFUHAFSAHF WHHAHTH WHAT H ADWOIFIHSUF HOW IS THIS REAL OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD are you serious!!! this is another professional photoshoot and Nalia is there and Solas and the whole setting and poses I’m duwhfiaghhhh I’M SO HONOURED!!!!!! you guys look amazing and so elegant and this is so tender and sensual what the hell I can’t even find a gif that shows how surreal and amazing this is 😭 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I love you for doing these 💕💕💕

[mizunderstood2136]

Alright so here's my deal!

So - I'm not going anywhere. I will be removing my NSFW arts, and keeping the blog around for now...

For now.

I'm exceedingly displeased with how this whole thing was handled.

Yes I understand the problem was prolific child porn issues/bots. And 100% needs to be removed. There were better ways to do it without having to shut down half of the content on the site.

I'm not gonna say much else on it. As not everyone agrees with me and I'm not up for arguing with people atm.

Now - I'm in other places as well. And have a couple things in the works I'll keep you all informed about!

I'm on Twitter here

I'm on Instagram as mizunderstood2136

Still on Archive Of Our Own here

And while I made a Reddit account.. not sure if I'll use it.

My Facebook art page is here

And my DA group - Thedas Heroes Anonymous is here

My Ko-Fi page is here

Once I revamp my Patreon account, I'll come post that as well.

As for new projects, you'll have to wait and see! Once I'm through the holidays I'll say more. Be safe everyone, and be very aware of my love for you all. If I didn't have that.. I'd drop Tumblr in a second after this crap.

💙 You all keep me here 💙

SMOOCHES

[mizunderstood2136]

Just some recent arts.

1 - Jamie Frasier from Outlander with the Gaelic wedding vows

2 - Solas, sans whatever words I eventually come up with

3 - The Iron Bull - with some words of my own, and words of his

4 - Cullen Rutherford - looking schmexy 😘

5 - Cullen again, sans words I'll give him soon enough

[mizunderstood2136]

And Then... There Were Two

Apparently this is a thing for me. Soapboxing for characters I feel are grossly misunderstood.  Who is next you ask? That would be Anders.  Sigh.  Terrorist?

Activist?

Catalyst….? Yes. 

This is a hot button issue for most people who have played all of the Dragon Age games. For some, it’s as simple as slapping the label “terrorist” on his forehead, branding him a murderer and moving along.  For others? It’s nowhere near so simple. See I met Anders in DAOA (Dragon Age Origins: Awakening). He was sassy, self deprecating, flirtatious and so very wounded. He was a reluctant mage. Not that he didn’t want his powers, but he didn’t want the circle. Or anything to do with it. Which, TBH, who can blame him?

He had tried to escape numerous times, and was being taken to be made Tranquil when the Blight happened and he escaped. Now here is the crux for me.  While we have no actual proof he killed the Templars he was with, we don’t actually know what happened there. IMO They tried to kill him on the road, and he fought back. (again, my opinion, it fits with how everyone tells ‘their’ sides). 

Next, you can conscript him or let him get taken by the Templars who show up after you save the keep. I have never given him back to the Templars. Ever. Even before I played 2 the first time, I wouldn’t do it. Now, if you keep him - he obv survives the joining, and he becomes your sassy go to healer companion. I LOVE him in DAOA. He’s funny and super helpful magey wise and if you give him THE cat.. yes the one and only Ser Pounce-a-Lot, he becomes your friend for life. 

You eventually meet Justice in the decaying body of the Warden Kristoff. This is where things take a turn, correct? After the end of DAOA, and before the beginning of DA2, Anders and Justice come to an understanding, a willing host for a spirit friend.  However, said willing host was angry (rightfully so), and Justice changed once inside Anders.  Onto DA2. You meet him in the literal slums of Kirkwall, healing poor folks for a pittance. He admits to only coming to Kirkwall to help his friend (you only find out said friend was actually a lover if you play a male Hawke romancing Anders), a mage, keep from being made Tranquil. But, alas, you are all too late to save the poor Karl. Which is where you find out about Justice/Vengeance. 

This is really where the divergence in how people view Anders gets skewed. 

Abomination?

Host? 

What’s the difference…?

An abomination, the demon is 100% in control. Even if it ‘seems’ to be the person, (as seen with Wilmod) it’s the Demon wearing person clothing. 

A host? A host still retains their mental faculties, and even though Justice is now more Vengeance, he isn’t a demon by any means. Just a stronger spirit who “steps in” when Anders loses his cool. Wynne was a host. Different kind of spirit, but same concept at the beginning. 

Keep reading

[mizunderstood2136]

Sigh.

[mizunderstood2136]

I borrowed a Post Apocalyptic Wanderers prompt list for my Inktober bit this year. I'm making it all Dragon Age.

Day 1 - Father and Daughter - Alistair and his daughter Neema!

Day 2 - A Girl & Her Dog - Wynne and Smudge the Mabari!

Day 3 - Exiled Elf - Fenris - AKA Ser Broody McBroodypants!

Attempting to get better pics or scans later this weekend.

Sigh.

I was forced onto Unpaid Medical leave from my employer yesterday. My immediate bosses are livid, but the higher ups are adamant. I had received a letter the night before about getting a knee scooter for my left leg that's in a cast. And I go back tomorrow to get my cast removed and replaced.

I'm insanely furious. And terrified. Because if this becomes a "don't come back" thing I'm going to have to halt treatment. Which is assinine.. doesn't matter what I think tho. The universe is enjoying itself at my expense.

I dunno. I need a break from life kicking me in the face. Just.. give me a year. After the last 8, give me a frigging year in which I'm not having to beg other people for money, or hobble around in massive amounts of pain, or having family treat me like garbage. Give me a year so I can get more than 2 hrs of sleep at a time, can eat a meal without someone needing something. Give me a family who isn't full of lazy people who actually help the ONLY ONE having medical issues atm..

I'm tired.

Sorry for the ramble.

Hope you enjoyed the arts - I'll come post more in a couple days.

*waves from the floor*

[bloodofelves]

Choose Your Champion.

[imbiowaresbitch]

Rogue. Almost every time.

[mizunderstood2136]

Equal parts rogue and mage. I can't do warrior to save my life 😂

[mizunderstood2136]

Miz Is Open for Commissions

So it’s been an odd few weeks, but I find myself on the precipice of changes.. and they don’t all look to be good.

So I’m opening myself for more commissions - for Dolls and drawing arts. Fics too but we’d need to talk that through.

Below are the price lists for both the Dolls and art, if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to message me here or on FB..

And below that are various pictures of the arts and Dolls I have done up until now.

It’s limiting me to 10 images, I can add more later on of Digital and NSFW images I’ve done.

[rnarccus]

Dug up an old painting the other day and did some little retouches to it as a warm up before I got working 

Originally drew this before DA:I actually came out, so bull and blackwall look like their concept versions 

[mizunderstood2136]

Uhm yes please. I like these versions as much as the ones that made it into the game. Tbh. But then again like them both. Cuz yeah. I do 🤷 rawr

[mizunderstood2136]

Buy MizUnderstood2136 a Coffee. ko-fi.com/mizunderstood

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Hi again! I’ve decided to toss this into the ring. Ficlet or ficlet AND art for Kofi donations! The way it works? Donate $12 (4 coffees), and you get a 5 thousand word Ficlet of your choice, from the Dragon Age or Mass Effect Andromeda universes (Haven’t played any of the first 3 ME games, so I don’t think I could do them justice as of now). Can be fluffy and fun, smutty and delicious, angsty and angry. Battle scenes or your favorite characters drinking coffee and reading books. 

Donate $21 (7 coffees), and you get the 5k word ficlet, and a piece of art by me to accompany it. Can be digital or hand sketched, then scanned to send to you. 

Make your donation if you wish to participate, and then message me here with the account info on KoFi that you used, so I can put a face to a donation. And After that, we will gather the info needed for your ficlet (and art if applicable). I do have a day job, M-F, so it might take me up to a week or so to complete the story and the art (again if applicable). You can ask for examples of both the writing and/or arts if you wish. Though most will be accessible on this tumblr page. 

I honestly wouldn’t be doing this, but I am swimming in medical bills, and I make minimum wage in CO, and I have zero support (IE the person I stupidly married) helping me financially. I’ve had to go to specialists and get an MRI and more specialists next week for a problem with my foot. If they do surgery it’s likely I will be missing some work and I do have some bills to pay. And a kid to get to and from school on my own dime. What few dimes I have.  *sigh*

Every little bit helps - so if you want to just donate a coffee, I will be beyond grateful! And of course, I would never ask anyone who is already financially strapped themselves, take care of you :-*

Thank you in advance <3 

[mizunderstood2136]

Miz Is Open for Commissions

So it’s been an odd few weeks, but I find myself on the precipice of changes.. and they don’t all look to be good.

So I’m opening myself for more commissions - for Dolls and drawing arts. Fics too but we’d need to talk that through.

Below are the price lists for both the Dolls and art, if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to message me here or on FB..

And below that are various pictures of the arts and Dolls I have done up until now.

It’s limiting me to 10 images, I can add more later on of Digital and NSFW images I’ve done.

[mizunderstood2136]

I am still open, folks! Let me know if you have any questions please!

I could really use the help - health stuff is kicking my ass 😆

Sigh!

[deskythoughtsinthedas-deactivat]

A little Dr. Strange art action. Don’t mind me. I am just sitting here FanGirling to the max!

[mizunderstood2136]

Bendysnap Cucumberpatch would be proud 💙

[dracoangel]

Hair Mods Trespasser Compatibility

Hair mods in Trespasser are finicky - to say the least - I hope this sheet helps.

When a hair mod doesn’t work it is not the hair mod itself, it’s the base for that gender/race. So, if say a hair replaces the ‘Hair Q’ for M!Humans and it doesn’t work, than any mod that replaces that hair mesh will not work for a M!Human.

These were all tested through the start cut-scene(s) of Trespasser – riding into the Winter Palace and talking with the Revered Mother. I’ve found any mod that doesn’t work in the initial cut-scene do not fully work with the rest of the DLC. If they do show up after the cut-scene they will continue to be sporadic. This is a list of meshes that are stable.

Tip Jar

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[mizunderstood2136]

Miz Is Open for Commissions

So it’s been an odd few weeks, but I find myself on the precipice of changes.. and they don’t all look to be good.

So I’m opening myself for more commissions - for Dolls and drawing arts. Fics too but we’d need to talk that through.

Below are the price lists for both the Dolls and art, if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to message me here or on FB..

And below that are various pictures of the arts and Dolls I have done up until now.

It’s limiting me to 10 images, I can add more later on of Digital and NSFW images I’ve done.

[mizunderstood2136]

[mizunderstood2136]

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Hi again! I’ve decided to toss this into the ring. Ficlet or ficlet AND art for Kofi donations! The way it works? Donate $12 (4 coffees), and you get a 5 thousand word Ficlet of your choice, from the Dragon Age or Mass Effect Andromeda universes (Haven’t played any of the first 3 ME games, so I don’t think I could do them justice as of now). Can be fluffy and fun, smutty and delicious, angsty and angry. Battle scenes or your favorite characters drinking coffee and reading books. 

Donate $21 (7 coffees), and you get the 5k word ficlet, and a piece of art by me to accompany it. Can be digital or hand sketched, then scanned to send to you. 

Make your donation if you wish to participate, and then message me here with the account info on KoFi that you used, so I can put a face to a donation. And After that, we will gather the info needed for your ficlet (and art if applicable). I do have a day job, M-F, so it might take me up to a week or so to complete the story and the art (again if applicable). You can ask for examples of both the writing and/or arts if you wish. Though most will be accessible on this tumblr page. 

I honestly wouldn’t be doing this, but I am swimming in medical bills, and I make minimum wage in CO, and I have zero support (IE the person I stupidly married) helping me financially. I’ve had to go to specialists and get an MRI and more specialists next week for a problem with my foot. If they do surgery it’s likely I will be missing some work and I do have some bills to pay. And a kid to get to and from school on my own dime. What few dimes I have.  *sigh*

Every little bit helps - so if you want to just donate a coffee, I will be beyond grateful! And of course, I would never ask anyone who is already financially strapped themselves, take care of you :-*

Thank you in advance <3 

[mizunderstood2136]

I'm official... A cast wearing weirdo. Slow and limpy and the pain is amazing tbh. Mind boggling even.

Apparently the tear that was with the ligament grain is healing, this is a brand new one going against it. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?!

If the cast doesn't help I'll be getting surgery. I'll know more in 6 weeks. *Sobs quietly in a corner*

Really. I'm so sore right now.

So Ima share this again 😊

Give me a share if nothing else <3

Help an artist out who is hemorrhaging monies?

Thanks for the shares in advance XD

[mizunderstood2136]

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Hi again! I’ve decided to toss this into the ring. Ficlet or ficlet AND art for Kofi donations! The way it works? Donate $12 (4 coffees), and you get a 5 thousand word Ficlet of your choice, from the Dragon Age or Mass Effect Andromeda universes (Haven’t played any of the first 3 ME games, so I don’t think I could do them justice as of now). Can be fluffy and fun, smutty and delicious, angsty and angry. Battle scenes or your favorite characters drinking coffee and reading books. 

Donate $21 (7 coffees), and you get the 5k word ficlet, and a piece of art by me to accompany it. Can be digital or hand sketched, then scanned to send to you. 

Make your donation if you wish to participate, and then message me here with the account info on KoFi that you used, so I can put a face to a donation. And After that, we will gather the info needed for your ficlet (and art if applicable). I do have a day job, M-F, so it might take me up to a week or so to complete the story and the art (again if applicable). You can ask for examples of both the writing and/or arts if you wish. Though most will be accessible on this tumblr page. 

I honestly wouldn’t be doing this, but I am swimming in medical bills, and I make minimum wage in CO, and I have zero support (IE the person I stupidly married) helping me financially. I’ve had to go to specialists and get an MRI and more specialists next week for a problem with my foot. If they do surgery it’s likely I will be missing some work and I do have some bills to pay. And a kid to get to and from school on my own dime. What few dimes I have.  *sigh*

Every little bit helps - so if you want to just donate a coffee, I will be beyond grateful! And of course, I would never ask anyone who is already financially strapped themselves, take care of you :-*

Thank you in advance <3 

[mizunderstood2136]

Miz Is Open for Commissions

So it’s been an odd few weeks, but I find myself on the precipice of changes.. and they don’t all look to be good.

So I’m opening myself for more commissions - for Dolls and drawing arts. Fics too but we’d need to talk that through.

Below are the price lists for both the Dolls and art, if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to message me here or on FB..

And below that are various pictures of the arts and Dolls I have done up until now.

It’s limiting me to 10 images, I can add more later on of Digital and NSFW images I’ve done.

[froschkuss]

A blur.

It’s how it starts, in the periphery of his vision. A blur in the back of his skull, where the song changes, screams and shrieks, distorted laughter. It’s much slower, like his limbs, but it’s louder, and still he hears her voice. He doesn’t want to leave her. Perhaps it’s what makes him stall, even though he’s always known. Borrowed time. A deadline.

But death doesn’t come.

It’s something else, carving its violence deep where it never really stops beating, but even there… it wavers, blurs, another pulse that’s not quite his own. Alistair… Alistair. Who is he? He remembers her better than he remembers himself, and he feels her there, his tainted heart, beating with the remnants of his love, the memories of her touch. He doesn’t want to leave her.

But he does. His mind first, then his body, and he’s trapped in a shell he doesn’t know, a cry in his throat, too tight. Decay. It’s what he smells, bones cracking under new pressure, limbs that seem to move on their own. His eyes burn and his chest aches, and he grunts, gruff and raw, no, no, and the cry he finally hears doesn’t reach his lips.

It’s her, and he sees her, but he doesn’t, a rose in his palm, vision blurred, again, but it’s different. It’s him, and it isn’t, and it’s not enough, petals and tears, a flurry of red, too much red.

She cries. Loud. Choked. And as the pain slowly ebbs away, echoes of her voice… he sees no longer.

Drabble by @elfrooted​ and Pic by @froschkuss​

[andrastini]

I hadn’t!!! I’m still in therapy because of it - how dare you bring this back!

[mizunderstood2136]

This is the meanest thing I read today and I've read some awful real life stuff today 😭😭