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Out Of Luck (feat. Mariah the Scientist)

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Start where you are, use what you have, do what you can

A missstep is not a failure

Dont go backwards and don’t give up 🤍

The word for this new season is accountability.

God gave us free will for a reason. I have thought a lot about the gift of salvation and redemption through Christ. I’ve thought a lot about God as a Father to all who believe.

I’m just now realizing how little thought I’ve given to the gift of free will and the power of God that is readily available if we choose to be filled with it, and led by it.

So the question for me now is, will I be accountable? Will I choose to be led by God? Will I choose to be obedient? Will I choose to listen to His voice? This life God has given me, am I being responsible with it? Am I really serving him and under his will for my life?

God could have made it so that everything we do or say or think was controlled be him. But he didn’t. He wanted us to decide because love is free from control. Love is a choice.

The love God has for me is perfect, unshakable, reliable, consistent and always present. It should be the easiest choice in the world to choose God.

I saw someone say, “No one is coming to save you. You have to save you.”

God is already doing his part. Jesus is already doing his part. It’s my turn to do my part, be accountable for the role I play in the life I’ve been given and the choices I make everyday. Will I allow the Holy Spirit to lead or not?

These are my thoughts lately…

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Tchaikovsky’s Eugene Onegin (Grand Théâtre de Genève, 2014), dir. Robert Carsen

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If I end this year still with my current job, I at least would like a substantial pay raise. I want a pay raise so that I will make enough money to where I am not just paying bills every month, and scrapping by to make the rest work. I have debt that needs to be cut down significantly, I have to start paying my student loans back soon, I’m getting kicked of my mom’s health insurance, and I need to be able to save money as well as just take care of myself outside of just paying bills. So, if I end up with the same company by the end of this year I need a great pay raise. If not, I need a new job that has an even better starting pay with benefits and my own office. I know for a fact that I’m not asking for too much. I know I’m worth it, and I can so show any company that I’m worth that kind of investment.

I love my job actually. Don’t get me wrong. I am enjoying actually doing what I went to school for, and really busting my ass. That’s great! It’s stressful and challenging at times, but I do feel like I’m getting the kind of experience I need and working under conditions that will ultimately strengthen me. I’m learning so much, and working on essentially becoming an expert at what I do. I’m doing that while simultaneously growing my online community. I’m excited because I dreamed of this moment where I would be a true professional and working in my field. Now, here it is! I’m not a fool though. It’s not all about the money for me of course, but it is still important and I know I am an employee worth the investment. I have to be responsible and know that money is required to do some of things I want to do for myself and my family.

Within the next 5 years I’m going to want to get married and have a baby. Even if I don’t do that, I’m going to want to vacay and work from home frequently. So something needs to shake by the end of this year. I will get the income that I need to survive and thrive. I have no problems working for it at all. By the time I’m 35, or sooner if things work out that way, I want to be able to decide if I want to work for someone or work for myself.

It just needs to make cents, and dollars.

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From my lips to God’s ears! ✨ Alright, but Lord I can wait on what I said about having a baby. 😭

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I just read this post with my husband... Lol wow... It's funny how this Tumblr became a time capsule for me. My dreams, fears and prayers are documented from teenage years to adulthood. I get to come here and see a running list of answered prayers. I dreamed of this man and prayed for him.

God is so good even though I don't deserve an ounce of the love He has shown me in this life. All praises to the Most High God. Forever and always.