To Thine Own Self Be True..... @mleigh69 - Tumblr Blog

I find myself pondering all the trolls, as my post brought them out in my view again. and I find myself perplexed.

2 years since I have been truly active, a million years since the “relationship” began, an “engagement” (please), and shared spotlight at the Emmy’s

ALL that has been hand delivered on a silver platter (although some beards have been given more)

and yet SILL the trolling.

What I have learned is this:

People troll and attack that which scares, worries, offends and puts into question our own belief system.

The action I take is this:

I have never and won’t ever seek out information on that side of the road because it does NOT scare, worry, offend or put into question my own belief system.

Still going strong - no reason to stop.

ajw720

During promo for Feud RM was asked about feuds on the Glee set. and he said something about the boys feuding more then the girls. Who do you think was feuding? Do you think he meant the actors between themselves or the actors with producers/bosses/behind the scenes people? There was tension but I am not sure I would call any of it a feud. Well except the mess between him and C. I guess I just really want to know what he was talking about because the gossip was always about the girls.

Hi! First, sorry for me delay.

I remember when he said this and my immediate thought was that he was throwing shade and trying to imply that C&D did not get along. Possible?

Because otherwise, we don’t really know of any feuds between the male cast, though I think there are many secrets from that set and most we will never. Possible he could have been talking about C&D against the producers, but not how he phrased it, so I lean no?

Any other opinion? Because like the good tinhattter I am, I immediately think it is something to do with CC.

childnumber8

I wonder if @mleigh69 has anything to shed light on this?

mleigh69

I had NO idea what “Feud” was and had to go look it up. I am made a huge “ohh” sound when i read it and rolled my eyes about RM being a front runner in this.

First, regarding Glee as a whole: To my knowledge there were not known conflicts between the boys. The biggest cast to cast Drama was between Lea & Naya. There were always dating(Hooking up) /not dating now issues but that stuff washed over for most.

Second, RM had his own issues - BIG ISSUES and has played games with the public to smear others and keep himself looking shameless in the games.

It is NO secret that there were huge issues with RM and Chris by season three (about when the bearding came on full steam ahead) - I mean - come on! If anyone says it’s not true it’s because they refuse to see it right in front of them.

Ryan portrays himself to the public is such an artificially manufactured way that I just cringe at him and his self righteous and pompous ways

He is KNOWN for causing issues with his casts (past shows as well) and messing with the actors and their characters story lines - just read up on “Nip and Tuck”. the patterns are all there.

As far as Darren taking the literal role of a lifetime in RM’s movie (quite possibly proposed as, “guaranteed Emmy role”) - well shit - No duh. But I PROMISE you it came with HUGE strings (cough...tour with LM,Ryan’s pet that couldn’t sell a concert crowd without a guaranteed draw...cough)

If RM should imply, as others have tried, that C&D were somehow not friends on set and/or in a Feud by the end - it’s BS

We KNOW why they don’t interact publicly - but who cares - they do all they want in private!

mleigh69

OBNOXIOUS CRISSCOLFER - JUST FELT THE NEED.

I got to watch a video of Darren singing “Somewhere only we know” in London.

Right from the start I had a feeling about the use of his phone - and this moment I captured in the GIF solidified it and - well - here I am.

Darren has used his phone (to my knowledge) 4 times in a concert like setting.

The earliest was when he sang “Teenage Dream” soon after starting on Glee (2010/2011) at Northalsted Market Days.

His phone was on his keyboard (not for lyrics - it was just there) But he covered a moment brilliantly when a phone is heard ringing.

I said it in a post - I will still hold to the theory based on Darren’s OWN ACTIONS - he picks up his phone to check it. WHY? He doesn’t know his own ring tone? NO - it’s because it was a phone ringing in the house of the person who was on video call (facetime, skype, ect) then he brilliantly plays it off as someone from his band being responsible.

BUT - if it really was a phone from his band - his first reaction would NOT have been to look at his own phone. Which then lends that his phone was the source of the ring - but it was NOT his own cellphone ringing.

They learned early that they could not always be out and about - so they became cleaver in sharing moments that were important for them. And Darren singing Teenage Dream this shortly after joining the show - had HUGE meaning for them (and still to this day)

This was the original post I did:

http://mleigh69.tumblr.com/post/100628419665/a-theory-a-friend-and-i-were-talking-about-i

The second time was during the Listen Up Tour - when he sang “I Don’t Mind”

Here he put his phone on his leg for the sake of “lyrics”. But he never refered to the phone - never swiped it to keep it activated (as IPHONES go into rest mode after a short period).

Again - I believe still this was a way of sharing a moment that was important to Darren and Chris since Chris was not there in person

Here is the original post:

http://mleigh69.tumblr.com/post/72664527221/hiatus-challenge-32-anonamous-asked-you

The Third time was in Paris when he wanted to surprise them by singing “Champs Elysees”

He pulled out his phone and LEGITIMATELY used it to recall the lyrics - and still managed to mess it up (although brilliantly and with energy)

Regardless, watch the difference and appreciate what it looks like when he is actually using his phone for lyric recall. The number of times he touches it and the scrolling.

Now, the most recent and fourth time - London

The GIF above is when he hits the lyric (right around 3:55 in the video)

is when the music slows and he repeats

“Somewhere only we know. Somewhere only we know.”

His eyes divert to the phone (which he has not touched from what I can see in the video. He has been in typical very expressive with his hands Darren performance style.

Darren has several “Tells” when he is emotional - you can see it in his face and eyes. The slightly pinched lips in attmep to control - when not able ,The clencher, is when he brings his hand up and runs it along the top of his mouth and down to his chin.

This (or something very similar) is what a lot of us do when we are emotional - in an attempt to cover, and frequently manipulate our facial expression into control.

He could be emotional for multiple reasons

The song means a great deal to him (and Chris - as clearly stated when he said it was a song he would choose for “Land of Stories”

But based on history and use of phones

I choose to go with my obnoxious theory.

And that’s the way I see it! :)

Blessings!

ajw720

I miss your posts so much! Thank you for this one. I think C was there, but I will take this as an excellent alternative as i have no basis to back up my presumption except a feeling!

mleigh69

I fully believe Chris was there (loved the dual return to NY by the way) but the church likely did not have a video feed set up to a back room. (which is utilized I believe in other venues by them). The phone is a good substitute :)

chriscolfervideo

Spring Photoshoot

cassie1022

Okay, so I know I said I wouldn’t publish my friend in Australia and I won’t, but she/he came back to justify why she’s trolling blogs of people she/he disagrees with because she/he had fuck all to do. Yes, because instead of, oh, I don’t know watching a movie or reading a book, my first thought when I have free time is, “Hmm. Let me go troll Tumblr for M/iarren and/or Ch/ill blogs to argue with.” GTFO. And she/he ended with THAT gem up there. I needed that laugh.

ajw720

They want to anger you. Instead they just make us laugh.

Yes @cassie1022 went to the same high school but we are hardly the same person. And I love @mleigh69 but nope, we aren’t her either. But I’m honored to be named among two wonderful, supportive, hard working women.

souly

So, if you two are supposed to be the same person… Who did I spent time with last year?! You didn’t look like the same person to me. The mystery… 🤔😎

cassie1022

@souly Isn’t it awesome how @ajw720 and I are magic like that? Two people in one and when we separate, we look NOTHING a like? Pretty cool trick. Oh wait, I forgot, we’re three people in one. The Trinity of the CC fandom with @mleigh69.

mleigh69

Wow - it’s pretty priceless that someone thinks @ajw720 and I are the same person? Just pay a LITTLE bit of attention to writing style and phrasing for heaven sakes. Nice to know I am part of a trinity! :) I Accept! :)

#mleigh69 #ajw720 #cassie1022 #CCTrinity

bonamore

Darren sweetie you don’t look straight at all hahaha, waiting for 😡🐦 BS

dblmalfunction

OMG. I saw this and said outloud, to myself, “…the fuck…?!” Where did you get this?! Who is that on the couch? Is this from college?

ajw720

This is from England mayeb 4-5 years ago. It was a joke. They actually had to take it of the internet as people were upset.

And @mleigh69 back in the day really looked closely and we think the photographer may have been our ninja.

mleigh69

Link to the post if anyone is interested

http://mleigh69.tumblr.com/post/92928739925/anonymous-said-michelle-this-picture-of-darren

ajw720

what happened to mleigh69? will she ever come back :(

She has tons going on. She made a movie and she’s promoting. Plus a full time job. And she runs a children’s theater. She still watch s and we still chat on occasion, but I doubt she will ever be active again. But trust @mleigh69 still believes!!!

mleigh69

Yes - yes she does! :)

japanesebreeze

Heath Ledger’s response to homophobic reactions to “Brokeback Mountain” (x)

mleigh69

HC (100 /100)

I’m going to do two ask in this one (cause the first one has been in my saved drafts for awhile - and the second one is new - but this could serve for both?!)

Anonymous asked you:

HI can you do a cc post on coincidences??

Could you say something encouraging and inspiring? I am so upset about S6, Klaine and our boys… I need some help to stay strong.

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CLOTHES:

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Inside jokes

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HARRY POTTER

“I know that Chris Colfer, when I met him, he was the only person I’ve met professionally that was familiar with my work and my musical so that was cool. He was a fan and he knew bunch of the lines so I was like ‘Wow, Chris, I love you!’”

— Darren Criss (x)

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(Chris’ “sorry” after he made this a public declaration - I’m sure most of the fan fictions are pretty accurate in their portrayal of something Darren may have said once Chris had his final growth spurt…..)

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WAIT…WHAT….

Chris: “Darren broke the rules”

Roses are red, Violets are blue, No amount of money, Can stop me from loving you.

Try as they may, Try as they might, I’m not letting go, Without a fight.

Some say it’s wicked, Some say it’s sinful, Some say it’s wrong, And just awful.

I don’t know much, But when push comes to shove, I definitely don’t believe, There’s such thing as wrong love.

Free Pavarotti

@FreePavarotti

Love is never wrong, and so it never dies.

(not Kurt & Blaine…BTS moment)

“Nothing can stop anybody from loving anybody else”

— Darren Criss

“If Darren Criss can sell any emotion better than the rest, it’s love. The sweaty palm-inducing, pitter-patter heartbeat, all-consuming, I-can’t-exist-without-you kind of love. It’s in his eyes, his expression, and the tone of his voice.”

The mirroring:

“I hate some of the obnoxious and degrading things I read every day. And if I see one more person wearing one of those shirts that says I DO MY OWN STUNTS, I will physically rip off my face and throw it at them.” Carson Phillips—Struck By Lightning

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COMMON CO-STAR BEHAVIORS AND RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEIR PR TEAMS

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Autographs - (and the VIP section of coachella)

(I still contend that the smile face - is their second “C” in the name - CrisColfer or ColferCriss - I’ll take it either way)

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Returning from his vacation in Europe (right middle finger) 1/2013

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Darren: “I’m making out with Chris Colfer in the backseat of a car”

CHRIS: There’s no way that I deserve this any more than the actors in this category, most of whom I’ve been paid to make out with at one point.

CHRIS: “I always feel like Darren’s mouth is on mine,”

“i’m gonna kiss Chris Colfer and everyone’s going to freak out”

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GLEE LIVE - this is stuff that actually happened:

Chris and Darren watching each other during “somebody to love”

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TLOS - froggy

Chris has already tweeted about friends he has asked to play parts in his movie - confirmed Whoopi - hoping for Chenoweth

and then of course this:

SBL PREMIERE

costars take pics with each others families - without the costar………

And of course - knowing they were both off during the RC of this event -

Chris is classically more subdued on the RC - so not as easy to catch - but he was a little more drawn back than is typical for someone whose FIRST movie was premiering

then seemed to reconcile at the after party (as Darren was able to shave :)

I have found the longer I put this post together - that the endless stream of “coincidences” and things that should make any CrissColfer believer down right giddy - just keep coming.

These two men are so strong and committed to one another

just be patient as they trudge through this and take heart in one of Chris’ latest IG likes (HINT: If you haven’t been watching his likes - YOU NEED TO!!)

hope you enjoyed

feel free to add….

P.S. I forgot to tell you why I choose the pic I did at the top. look carefully at Chris’ right thigh - there is a heart on his leg - always kind of enjoyed that little hidden treasure - was it him - or Darren who etched it there with their finger….. we will never know…..

geminess

I found it on @runningbolond‘s blog! I’ve been looking for this forever. (Pardon the dramatic flair…but I have!)

ajw720

Hey, again...I left out one thing...

I stated how much this blog has made me see so much of what I like about my OTP.

What I neglected to mention (and with some remorse) was my first interaction with the CC phenomena was MLEIGH69.

How could I have left her out? She was basically like a mentor in terms of getting me up to speed with Tumblr and with the boys’ situations. (I miss her a lot. Gladly, I do get a chance once in a while to exchange a few words with her.)

My original thought about your blog still holds! Now, especially, in my mind you have been passed the proverbial torch to report about most things CC. Thanks again.

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@mleigh69 was pretty much where I went to learn all about CC too!

mleigh69

I adore you my freind!

thanks for the shout out! You are a phenomenal guide for the CC fandom - i am so happy to have met you and spent time with you!

Much Love!

Crisscolfer is very much on! :)

#ajw720

chriscolferarts

Chris Colfer / Klaine / Darren Criss

onteamhickey-blog-blog-blog

Am I the only one who noticed how adorably similar they are?

valentinahart

crissandcolferknow:

michaelwormwood

Anonymous asked: something crisscolfer-y?

mrphaniplier-deactivated2018020

sophisticatedyet

tayli:

equivalent-exchange:

GleeFan.com Exclusive Interview with Darren Criss

SO. MUCH. CRISSCOLFER.

Darren. Your crush is showing.

I love this.

I miss your CC posts... are you still a believer?

Hello my dear

I have thought about posting this - as I have been getting a few asks - but the time to sit down and write has been hard to find

So here goes

YES - ABSOLUTELY - 1MILLION PERCENT - AGAIN YES!!!

There has been NOTHING to change mind or beief that Chris and Darren are in a very happy and loving relationship

in fact - there have been things that have only reinforced what I already believer

including a HUGE error on beards part over the “couples vacation” - just which couple was really on vactation is the big question - a picture (and a reflection) is worth a trillion words!! :)

The harder they try - the bigger they fail

it’s really just the biggest ongoing joke - and the longer it drags on - the more pathetic it becomes

She is a beard - PA is a PA (I think that is VERY clear now - right?! Right!!!)

Honestly, I haven’t posted much for a couple of reasons

1. My movie is in post production - the first 60minutes has been edited (I am one very happy director/producer) - it will be about another month to finish editing - the finished product should be just under an hour in length - editing is PHASE ONE of the post production phase

next is sound (I found a composer - who came to me - asking to compose the music track for my film after they heard about it!)

Then comes coloring

there is much to do - and time can only be stretched so far

2. My children and home - there is MUCH happening and I have needed to devote a great deal of time to personal things including multiple trips, moving, and helping my oldest who has been very busy with work where she needs support. My youngest got her permit (driving lessons) and requires increased assistance with school.

3. My children’s theatre - since the movie finished I did a production of “you’re a good man charlie brown” and just started a production of ‘The Lion King”

Lastly - and directly about the CC fandom - the understanding and acceptance that ALL of the PR that comes out is for the General Audience - it is NOT for us

and the more we talk about it and keep conversation going - the more doubt it stirs and the more drama we keep up

all of it is to serve a person who I don’t think deserves the attention she already gets

I turned off my anon as I believe that most of the anons were NOT from CC believers - they were from those who ONLY want to keep conversation going about “M” and “W”

I am done playing that game

I am here to talk about the boys

IF SOMEONE WANTS ME TO DO SOMETHING THAT IS CC SPECIFIC - I AM GAME

but I am not going to play their game any more

The day will come for the boys - and I believe it is coming soon - I am here for them and I will wait patiently

there is NO point to getting upset or allowing it to cause drama in my life

I know what is coming - and I happily live my life (as they are doing when they are not in the throws of the beard drama and await!! :)

I hope that helps

Please believe me when I say all is VERY well!!!

loveukurt

valentinahart

loveukurt:

“What kind of music do you listen to?”

pavarottirevenge

Are you ever going to be over Blaine or klaine? It's been two years. It's time to move on.

Oooooooook.

Listen up, boo boo. I dont care if it’s been 2 yrs, 4 yrs, 6, 8, 10, whatever — I will always love Blaine Anderson. Fucking always. I owe that character so damn much it’s not even funny. He helped me get through one of the darkest and scariest times of my life. Blaine/Darren brought something back to me that I had thought I was never going to see again. Something that I hold near and dear to my heart.

Yeah, I get that most people when hearing that would proably bust out laughing, but fuck it, I don’t care. I don’t have to explain my feelings and such to no one, let alone some gray face online.

And for Klaine, I love klaine. Their love makes me smile. Their cuteness makes me kicky feet. Klaine’s love is timeless and has helped so many people across the world.

So short answer = they make me happy. End of.

What’s wrong with still enjoying something that’s not current? Enjoying something that was here but isn’t anymore?

Ugh.

Just because something may be older or outdated, doesn’t make it any less special. Those feelings you had when they were “current” are still there, and they are still very much valid.

Let yourself enjoy the things that made/make you happy, and for the love of god let others do the same. The world is already a dark place, let peope have their light.

Sending you nothing but love and warmth,

dont-stop-believin-in-klaine

Anon, what the hell? There are so many shows that ended so long ago and their fandoms are still very much active and happy, so 2 years? This is nothing.

Besides, even if Glee ended 1000 years ago, if it makes someone happy, why should they let it go? Just let people enjoy their favorite things in peace.

lilyvandersteen

I will always be a Klainiac, because their love just speaks to me. I will never grow tired of Glee and its fanfic and its fandom. Nor should I have to.

I’m an Anne of Green Gables fan too, and I ship Anne and Gilbert so hard. Yet those books are decades old and even the TV series based on them is old. Should I be over it? No. If it makes me happy, who cares if it’s current or hip?

Same with Anne Elliot and Frederick Wenthworth, from Persuasion. Jane Austen wrote this book in the early nineteenth century, but I identify with the characters so much. Again, is that insanity? No. Fictional characters don’t age, nor do they lose any of their appeal over the years. That’s the beauty of them.

Don’t ever let anyone tell you to “move on”. You do you. Enjoy whatever makes you happy, even if it’s not popular or a “hot topic” anymore.

scorpiowoman1107-deactivated202

I agree with the new comments so much. Blaine Anderson and Kurt Hummel are such important characters to so many people. Even now, 2 years later, ppl still tell Darren and Chris how their characters changed/ influenced / saved their lives. When 2 fictional characters have that much of an impact you don’t ever have to justify how you feel about them no matter how much time has passed. I love them separately and together no matter who likes it or how much time passes. I will also be forever grateful to Darren and Chris for bringing these 2 characters to life in such a special way and giving us the beautiful relationship that was Klaine. For allowing us in to their world. And no one will ever take that away from us!

purpledreamsandthings-deactivat

Reblogging for ALL of the above ..I will always miss Blaine and Kurt

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