supernatural | euphoria | the x-files | hannibal | the bear | the matrix | teen wolf | the magicians | the witcher | the sandman | the haunting of bly manor | true detective | jared and jensen | cats
digital - i draw photorealistic-ish stuff and am wholeheartedly winging it
traditional - winging it part 2. I use acrylic on paper and canvas, mainly liquitex and novacolor paint. still with the realism but not so much photorealism
if you have a request/idea, feel free to send an ask/dm/comment (anon is on)
fanvids
hannibal | teen wolf | supernatural | lost in translation
supernatural
(all gifs) sam and dean be still my beating heart | childhood memories | totally normal brother stuff | will he stay or will he go | whatever you say, sammy | parkour! | jody and the boys | parallels
recaps - mainly s4-s15 archive view by date it helped me remember wtf is going on because so. many. episodes.
rewatch - on indefinite hiatus because it makes me too sad but attempting to recap what i didn't first time around
spnwhinge | musical score | mushy music theme | hey i know you
person of interest
liveblogging via gifs
rinch | carter and reese | parallels
hey i know you
the leftovers
all gifs | beautifully fucked up family feels
jill and tommy | kevin and nora | parallels
the bear
all gifs | parallels | carmy and richie
carmrich | sydcarmrich
hannibal
all gifs | hannibal x lyrics | parallels
extras | behind the scenes | music
other gifs
jared and jensen | j2 on their friendship | j2 in the gutter
euphoria | silo | severance | the last of us | plur1bus
teen wolf | mindhunter | evil | the matrix | tenet
twilight | the magicians | true detective | the x-files
billie eilish | billie and finneas
bake off | cheeky bake off
other parallels
twilight | true detective | the magicians
music parallels
You can get great quality videos if you use 4K Video Downloader free version and dl the youtube version from Robyn Phillips at (cant put a link in, but youtube video v=TpOjLI294Jw
dunno what brought this about (kinda spammy feeling but whatever) but when/if i need to download a youtube video, i use yt-dlp. i see what you linked is the commencement speech on robyn's channel, i linked to the source video posted by the school when i remade the gifs with the high quality video. i'm glad it's on youtube as well.
someone else did the work of getting the whole thing and put it on twitter that day and that's what i stumbled into when i went looking so my easy way of downloading that is using the xcancel version (twitter content pulled from twitter expressly to avoid interacting with actual twitter/needing to have an account for browsing/searching/etc, their about page here) to get it:
then i can just right-click and save the video (which points to the twitter source).
i also used yt-dlp for my (currently doomed to local only) project of downloading subtitles *only* from hundreds of j2 videos. post with details if anyone is curious here:
all right so after much fiddling in daz3d i got a kind of usable base for a reference for sad girl in car maybe in this painting (lol hedging!)
much iterations and confusion trying to learn how the lights/environment/rendering settings work. would like to know how to do things like skin textures but realistically i'm only using this for references i really don't need to be doing all that, but it would be nice. i do think though that i would immediately be overwhelmed because i know very little about 3d
on the left, the skyline is from this tt user's other video that showed it better and the windows, getty images cat, magic poser (with trial of the highest tier so i could get glossy skin and surfaces) for the woman standing at the window, the couch, side table with plant and coffee mug - and a light that's casting shadows on her of the plant
on the right, getty images of a dude driving at night, daz 3d genesis 3 model with two lights and environment lighting; warm soft light from spotlight above angled down to give her skin some illumination and warmth and better shadows, spotlight with cyan light pointed at her face with the idea she's got the brightness cranked on her phone on the dash while she listens to cardi b's thru your phone at extreme volume
i ended up using a genesis 3 model because the free hair situation is abysmal
jensen ackles commencement speech may 2026 - orig source - hd full speech
But having that partner; someone to rely on, someone who would rely on you, is sometimes the only thing that got us through. But when someone needs you like that, showing up for that person matters more than anything else.
watching this episode of person of interest and i'm like hmm this feels very "search every outhouse hen house" etc from the fugitive then lady yells "i did not kill my husband!" and jumps off a building into some garbage and i'm like well. i guess i have to do a thing. and now i'm stuck because it's not streaming anywhere without $ and i'm fairly certain i have the dvd but is it on a server somewhere, maybe. so i'm like maybe i just pay to buy the digital version, it's discounted? and so i sit, frozen with indecision
jensen ackles commencement speech may 2026 - orig source - hd full speech
But having that partner; someone to rely on, someone who would rely on you, is sometimes the only thing that got us through. But when someone needs you like that, showing up for that person matters more than anything else.
jensen ackles commencement speech may 2026 - source
But having that partner; someone to rely on, someone who would rely on you, is sometimes the only thing that got us through. But when someone needs you like that, showing up for that person matters more than anything else.
jensen ackles commencement speech may 2026 - orig source - hd full speech from green farms academy
But having that partner; someone to rely on, someone who would rely on you, is sometimes the only thing that got us through. But when someone needs you like that, showing up for that person matters more than anything else.
i feel like i've seen a number of (likely old) fics with dean winchester having freckles in highly improbable locations and just reminder that they require a certain amount of uv exposure to develop, unlike moles. i mean, maybe your dean is doing the sunning your asshole thing, who knows. anyway, always makes me laugh/be concerned lol
supernatural s7e8 time for a wedding! (w. andrew dabb, daniel loflin)
i read a summary of all the becky episodes after seeing the first one. had some feelings (derogatory) about previous episodes. i was dreading this one
okay i got a question about "guano". every time they use this word i have to do a little mental lookup. is there a region in the US that uses guano regularly for going batshit/insane etc? i haven't lived everywhere but i have lived in the southwest, west, upper midwest, miami (lol it's its own region) and new england. and i don't remember ever hearing it said by anyone. john was in the military, was it something from him? anyway. stalling!
WAITRESS
Yeah, okay. You came in here looking like somebody shot your puppy.
DEAN
Well, things are looking up now that your shift's over. All right. Uh, here's the deal. I have this friend. He's got this younger brother. Right? Cannon's a little loose. You know, his reactor blew a while back. It's not good. Um... My friend – he's, uh... He's kind of been sitting, waiting to see if he goes guano again.
WAITRESS
And I assume it just hit the fan?
DEAN
Well, that's the thing. It didn't. The kid's all reasonable now, considering he's crazy. Well, he's – I mean, he's not crazy. He – he's starting to seem like things might be getting a little better.
WAITRESS
Well, that's a good thing, right?
DEAN
It's a freakin' miracle. Except... when it happens during their, uh... their sacred annual pilgrimage to Vegas... and he goes off on some granola-munching hike in the desert by himself.
WAITRESS
Well, maybe he just needs some time alone.
DEAN
Yeah.
WAITRESS
We all need to face ourselves sometime.
DEAN
Maybe he does.
WAITRESS
Wasn't talking about him.
DEAN
Speak of the devil. He's four blocks away?
WAITRESS
See? Baby bro needs you after all.
(of course, forever and ever amen.) when a stranger can diagnose and therapize you in 60 seconds flat. what a lot of backstory and happenings got dumped in that conversation. a yearly vacation, sam bailing to go vacation alone in the wilderness.
the way his hair is falling it looks like the mutant sideburns suddenly gained a lot ground 😂 (stalling)
how does his hair look so different every episode?
okay, leslie odom jr. i know the name, i've never seen/or listened to hamilton but i gather that's what he's known for? (i love music but don't vibe with musicals generally) i did watch smash though and he was in that, and the second knives out movie. shame he got stuck in this episode.
smash s2e1 on broadway - leslie odom jr as sam strickland
ok extra dumb murder of the week. splatting a dude's face with the baseball pitching machine
(live reaction)
SAM
You know, I went after her, Dean. Maybe that's what's bugging you – that I'm moving on with my life. I mean, you took care of me, and that's great. But I don't need you anymore.
having an actress that's about the same age as dean play becky, and having her act so juvenile... it's just all bad and insulting and weird. and then adding in the inherent joke she is about fans... will i save the noncon rant for later? ha ha she raped him too right? heavy sigh
cannot figure out what i know him from. maybe the core?? but also he was a one-off in episodes of a lot of shows i've seen and he has such a distinctive face, i think it might be one of those i think is more familiar but really isn't. also maybe the movie roadtrip? which is so very much not my kind of movie but i definitely have seen it.
having garth be incompetent as a hunter is... again, a choice.
the core (2003) dj qualls as rat
now they tell us there was no sex. see it's funny, guys! just the drugging and the concussion and the tying up and gagging.
GUY
Yes! And I'm very protective of my ass. It's one of my best features.
he's so charming in this part. say again it's a shame he got stuck in this episode
you know. it's not just the writing and the styling of becky. but the way she plays her... it's like every moment she's just making fun of a certain type of person.
crowley, sight for sore eyes
SAM
Becky, look. You're not a loser, okay? You're a good person, a-and you've got… a lot of… e-energy. So, you know, just do your thing, whatever that is, and the right guy will find you.
no. *gets out the squirt bottle*
was this all just to have some goofy bonding experience to mend things after The Incident with the stabbing and the lying (mutton chop status 66%)
SAM
Look, man, uh... When I was all dosed up, I-I said some crap.
DEAN
Oh, you mean, she – she wasn't your soulmate?
no, because dean is sam's soulmate duh. lol this show. sometimes i'll just be sitting here and think "canonical soulmates" and boggle all over again
SAM
Shut up. I mean, I do need you watching my back. Obviously.
DEAN
Yeah, when, uh, crazy groupies attack.
DEAN
I'm just saying. It's stupid to think that you need me around all the time. You're a grown-up.
SAM
Right.
SAM
I mean, you basically have been looking out for me your whole life. Now you finally get to take care of yourself. About time, huh?
DEAN
Yeah.
DEAN
Right.
haha this is like, straight out of fic. both of them "ha ha you don't need me anymore :D" and they're both😟
made it through. they really like to shove good brother content into bad episodes, like Bugs.
person of interest s3e2 leslie odom jr as peter collier
well, hello leslie odom jr in poi as well, in what sounds like could possibly be a recurring situation. and/or just intro to a new big bad. much better episode to be in than this mess above :S
decided to try out daz 3d studio (free), partially I'm stalling because confidence is not super high, to create a reference for half of my thru your phone painting, so I can avoid copyright issues and theoretically create the base of an expression to work with. it's kind of a challenging interface and still need to wrap my head around how the lighting works, but it's pretty cool