A Final Farewell
This is long overdue, but well over about 2 years of inactivity, Iāve decided to close down this blog. I personally have not worked with MMD since October of 2015. I lost interest, was to exhausted to spend time helping others, and just tired with the constant asks, submissions, and responsibility of running this blog.
This blog was nothing but problematic from the start. It was dedicated to showcasing ~ relatable ~ content, starting with MMD crashing, going to other peopleās bad model edits, going to full on attacks on users. The MMD drama we spoke of was fun, exhilarating at the time. We always wanted to see what would happen next, but no one thought of the lasting effects we would cause. We laughed at the closure of an account, but most of the time it was over something dumb, like we gave some criticism that they didnāt like. Itās an animation program and we harassed people over the dumbest things. I say we, because if you remember this blog, you remember all the shit that happened with it.
I am grateful however, to all the good this blog did. We started MMD Greats, after awhile. I recall opening this blog, because there was no MMD Tumblr community at the time, and seeing how large it is now, how many wonderful blogs there are, is amazing. This blog was an opener to sharing MMD content, and boosted my own popularity as an MMD user. I met so many friends through this blog, so many lovely people. I will forever be grateful for that.
I am so thankful to my wonderful admins/mods, both current and former who helped me when it became too much. I couldnāt have done it without you, and Iām happy to have worked alongside you.
Iām also sorry, to all the people that I played a role in demeaning, harassing, and publicizing. Iām sorry I gave a voice to the people who had nothing but hate to say, and Iām sorry for my own words as well. Iām as guilty as anyone, if not more. I said and did some horrible things. Iām aware my apologies are not enough to the pain I caused you, but I do regret my actions.
Iām sorry to my fellow mod, whom Iāve made this decision without. Iām making this one as the creator of this blog, and someone who wants to sever ties with their old self and make amends. I hope you understand. We talked about reopening this blog again one day, but I think Iād prefer if we left it to die.
I will not be passing on ownership of this blog to anyone. I want to see this blog dead. I will leave this up for a month, and then I will either delete, or password protect this blog. You are free to use the whole idea of this blog for another if you wish, but I hope you do not. I hope that if you know what this blog was, you saw how many issues it caused.
For the other MMD blogs, I encourage you to think about the lasting effects your blog has on people. The ones dedicated to shitty edits, bad photos... All they do is showcase what MMD users donāt want people to think the program is about. All we are doing is harassing 12 year olds who are just having fun. Leave them alone. Let them be. From my experience, donāt get so worked up over nothing.
Donāt get so worked up over rule-breakers either. There will always be illegal edits. Politely inform them of the rules, and move on.Ā
This sounds very dumb, the entire thing, but I cannot continue living with these ties to a person that I am no longer. I was a hateful, venomous person. I did a lot of horrible things, and I want to at least apologize, and acknowledge that I have learned from all this.
Iād also like to express my condolences to Fukkatsumimori, and her friends. I found out a few weeks back that she had passed several months ago. We never really spoke, but we followed each other and were fans of each otherās work. Iām sorry you had to leave so soon, and sorry that I didnāt speak more with you when I had the chance.
Again, I thank everyone for their support. I wouldnāt have guessed that weād have 900+ followers, and still occasionally receiving messages even though weāve been inactive for 2 years. I am sorry for the damage I caused within the community.
-Admin AĀ












