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[mnemocynne]

hi! this is a blog made up of fragments — some of which i consider noteworthy. hence, the parts which i only allow you to read and see.

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[mnemocynne]

ang frustrating ng ganto. gustong gusto mong umangat pero yung mga kasama mo palubog. konting ahon, mahihila ka ulit nila dahil nakakapit sila sayo. mas lalo tuloy ako ngakakaroon ng drive na umalis dito. ako muna, balikan ko na lang kayo pag nakaahon na ako.

[mnemocynne]

ngayon ko lang narealize na photo sets in tumblr also works like photo carousel. kewl

[mnemocynne]

031026—

this steakhouse holds a special place in my heart since it’s where our very first date in Baguio happened (not the same branch tho)

as a local, for him, it’s a piece of his childhood

wasn’t actually part of the plan since we were supposed to eat at the barn along ambuklao rd, but it was closed when we got there

somehow, we ended up here and still makes me happy every time

always gonna vouch for their affordable steak 🤌🤤

[mnemocynne]

031726—

120+ photos and I only like 2… insane 😭😂

[mnemocynne]

📍man apsol 2600 | 031126

first time trying HOY’s yogurt and it was 🤌

also, for someone who’s a pretty space obsessed, love the interior

slow walks, soft corners, and cold weather kind of days 🌥️

[ayshx-deactivated20251028]

I love people that just naturally have morals, manners, self awareness, common sense and consideration.

[mnemocynne]

032726 —

let this photo carousel be a proof i was here 🎞️👋

[dreamgirlvibes]

[mnemocynne]

tama pa ba ‘tong ginagawa ko dito 🥹🙃

[mnemocynne]

kind of ironic how buying planners still excites me, even though i know they’d end up half-filled. i think i just got tired of mapping my life out only to watch things fall apart differently.

everytime things don’t go as planned, i end up beating myself up. so now i kinda just… don’t plan anymore.

but i still want to get that planner.

[mnemocynne]

Why?

work feels more personal than professional. you don’t get to impose boundaries when it’s family. they bypass decisions, overstep limits, and still expect you to stay agreeable. worse, effort gets neglected and expertise gets disregarded. it’s exhausting and draining.

[mnemocynne]

now i understand why they say keep family off your client list

[mnemocynne]

The people-pleaser shit in me is tired.

[mnemocynne]

sobrang frustrated ko lang recently sa mga reaction ko towards others’ actions then yung mga sudden burst outs na ‘di ko na alam kung tama pa ba or valid ba.

then here’s chatgpt giving me the validation…

ang hirap magkaroon ng madaming emotional baggage… san ba ‘to pwedeng ibaba ❤️‍🩹

[mnemocynne]

“we grow up with this quiet pressure that’s not always spoken but always felt.”

[mnemocynne]

at this point, i’m willing to give it all up just to be able to breathe again. if starting over means peace, then take everything.

after all, what’s still there to lose?