If I could have one wish..

I'd wish for this endless battle with my own emotions to stop. To pave my way through the busy streets of life with ease. Be a hero and help lost souls. Alas, it is too good to be true. For I am, a lost soul too. -M

[hplyrikz]

Would ‘sorry’ have made any difference? Does it ever? It’s just a word. One word against a thousand actions.

Sarah Ockler (via hplyrikz)

[mnmg]

Month 2, Day 11

“Nananaginip ka lang”

I never thought I would be this emotional after hearing your voice again. Napasulat nanaman nga ako oh. Grabe.

All these weeks of getting used to the habit of emails and chats. Today, I got the chance of hearing your voice. It was so surreal. Parang kapag nananaginip ako na umiihi pero hindi pala. Ganon. It felt like we were just talking how our day went when you were still here.

It was just like the old times. How you listen to me babble about anything my mind could think of. I felt home again.

But just like you said, I was just dreaming. We were just dreaming. In an instant, we were miles and hours apart again. And we would have to wait again for that dream to become reality.

[mnmg]

I really did wait you know.. And it wasn’t the things I was expecting..

[mnmg]

Worst part is, you really seem to enjoy life without me

[mnmg]

You are here, but it doesn’t feel the same anymore.. Is this what becomes of us?

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[mnmg]

Things to ponder..

Sometimes I wonder, is it true love or I'm just making it seem like it is?

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[deeplifequotes]

“Be with someone you’re able to grow with.”

(via deeplifequotes)

Found mine

[deeplifequotes]

The sea doesn’t say much. She just keeps doing what she does every day. Roaring and falling silent. Somehow this is what my heart needs.

hiren (via deeplifequotes)

[okay]

[hplyrikz]

“I fell in love with him. But I don’t just stay with him by default as if there’s no one else available to me. I stay with him because I choose to, every day that I wake up, every day that we fight or lie to each other or disappoint each other. I choose him over and over again, and he chooses me.”

Veronica Roth, Allegiant (via hplyrikz)

[mnmg]

Month 4, week 1

This was the happiest weekend since you've left. Knowing your fine was one thing but being able to see your face and hear your voice saying my name and saying how much I mean to you was another thing. The feeling was just like how we first started being together. Maybe that's why when the weekend ended I was emotional. But thankful that it was not as bad as when you left. I just can't wait for the time when I'll be seeing you again. Few more weeks to go.

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[mnmg]

Month 3, day 21

Special days have turned into ordinary days.

[mnmg]

Month 2, Day 11

"Nananaginip ka lang" I never thought I would be this emotional after hearing your voice again. Napasulat nanaman nga ako oh. Grabe. All these weeks of getting used to the habit of emails and chats. Today, I got the chance of hearing your voice. It was so surreal. Parang kapag nananaginip ako na umiihi pero hindi pala. Ganon. It felt like we were just talking how our day went when you were still here. It was just like the old times. How you listen to me babble about anything my mind could think of. I felt home again. But just like you said, I was just dreaming. We were just dreaming. In an instant, we were miles and hours apart again. And we would have to wait again for that dream to become reality.

[boneshakes]

[toriemelody]