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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Cosimo 》

MUNDANES  COULD  BE  SUCH  TOUCHY  LITTLE THINGS  ,  but  cosimo  would  not  lie  to  spare  anyone’s  feelings .  what  was  the  point  in  that  when  it  did  not  change  a  thing  about  the  truth  ?  no  ,  they  all  needed to  deal  with  it  ,  even  if  it  hurt  like  a  bitch  .  ❛  if  you  ask  me  ,  they  should  just  burn  them  .  the  world  is  dark  .  it  will  always  be  dark  ,  but  maybe  something  would  change if  people  started to  take  responsibility  for  their  own  actions  .  ❜  the  blond  watched the  mother  of  monsters  ,  shrugging  .  ❛  i  got  them  back  .  i  have  my  family  right  by  my  side  .  there  are  angelic  parents that  weren’t  so  lucky  .  ❜  many  of  them  died  and  others  nearly lost  their  minds  over  the  grief  that  they  felt  when  their  children  were  taken  from  them  .  it  was  particularly  gruesome ,  knowing  that  there  were  barely  any  nephilim  that  made  it  past  the  baby  age  .  cosimo ,  however  ,  planned  on  laying  eternity at  his  children’s feet  .  even  god  knew  that  . ❛  they  are  trying to  make  it  seem  like  fun  and  games  ,  but  no  .  that’s  not  what  it  is  .  ❜  he  sighed in  annoyance  ,  glancing  around the  room  .  ❛  i  don’t  know  for  sure,  shiva  .  there  are  rumors that  the  seelies planned  this  to  overthrow  the  clave  and  end  their  barbaric  reign  .  yet  ,  this  feels  a  little  too  extreme  to  be  about  the  accords  .  ❜  they  could  have  refused to  sign  the  new  ones  ,  after  all  .  there  was  no  need  to  trap  almost  all  supernatural  beings in  one  dimension for  it  .

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❝ Never underestimate Mundanes and Faith, they’ll just make another fucking doctrine to follow. Another holy book and then interpret it their own way, ❞ she shook her head. ❝ A bible fire, ❞ she mused. ❝ I would love to be invited to that party, ❞ she smirked. Just like they used those fires too burn witches and anything that was deemed different. Her children included. ❝ Responsible for their actions, ❞ Shiva repeated with a scoff. ❝ I think hell will actually freeze over when that happens. I doubt we will see that ice rink any time fucking soon, ❞ she shook her head. ❝ Though I agree they should but I know they won’t, ❞ sure not everyone was like that. However enough were for it t be a problem. She gave a sad smile and nodded ❝ No parent should live though that anguish, yet too many have. ❞ It was never easy seeing a new face in purgatory. Though the arrivals that pained her the most were any of her direct descendants. It hurt her so much to see one of the twin originals of the phoenixes join her.

❝ Yeah I guessed that much, ❞ she crossed her arms. ❝ What’s your theory on it then? Because I agree that it isn’t just to do with some laws. Something should be done about them from what I hear, but this is a little too fucking far, ❞ she shook her head and emphasising little in a sarcastic way. Blowing up a city? Involving innocents? Shiva was not a fan of the method.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Yue 》

Yue  gave  a  bitter  smile  in  reply.  “So  he  told  you.  I  think  my  eldest  three  still  have  nightmares  about  it  once  in  a  while,”  they  would  text  him  when  it  happens.  Or  when  they  thought  they  saw  him  somewhere.  Which  was  interesting  because  he  swore  he  has  been  seeing  his  face  about  here  as  well,  but  the  fact  Shiva  confirmed  he  was  in  purgatory  meant  that  it  wasn’t  him.  Someone  was  using  his  face.  That…  was  a  little  worrying  now  that  he  came  to  think  of  it.  As  she  mentioned  comfort  and  help  Yue  stared  at  her  in  mild  bemusement.  She  did  seem  to  have  the  motherly  qualities,  but  he  still  felt  that  this  may  be  given  at  an  angle.  “Thanks,”  he  said  with  a  hint  of  caution.  Then  realised  she  was  most  likely  was  being  genuine.  “Sorry  I’m  not  used  to  this  kind  of  affection,”  he  told  her.  

“It  has  stopped  me  going  insane  or  bitter,”  he  shrugged.  Young  was  vindictive  and  would  declare  war  if  his  kind  were  threatened.  Yue  couldn’t  do  that.  It  would  cause  more  harm  to  his  race  than  good.  Though  he  was  not  exactly  a  fan  of  hiding  but  he  had  been  burnt  by  the  reality  of  fighting  back.  Sometimes  it  was  better  to  forgive  those  that  torment  you  than  to  go  against  them.  Even  if  he  wanted  to.  Body  count  is  lower  too.  Even  if  it  meant  there  were  still  some  rough  patches.  

“I  appreciate  that,  please  don’t  take  it  personally  I  don’t  have  many  friends  for  a  reason,”  the  ones  that  do  stick  around  either  do  it  by  force  or  he  genuinely  has  seen  he  can  trust  them.  Though  even  then  he  always  prepared  for  the  worse.  He  had  been  stung  so  may  times  before.  “There  is  a  family  none  of  them  have  ruffled  any  feathers,  the  inquisitor  who  I  suspect  is  here  for  answers  and  a  council  member’s  daughter  who  has  been  adopted  by  war,”  he  told  her.  “I  don’t  put  a  lot  of  faith  in  the  race  in  general. We  phoenixes  keep  to  ourselves,  but  the  general  consensus  is  they  are  not  well  liked,”  he  told  her.  “I  think  with  anyone  is  get  a  feel  for  them  yourself  before  making  any  judgements  on  what  you  should  do.  I  think  the  ones  here  are  just  trying  to  process  what  has  happened  and  protect  themselves.  They  say  part  of  the  reason  we  are  here  is  because  of  their  rules.  The  accords”  he  told  her.

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❝ Yes he told me the details I was fairly horrified truth be told. Took my a while to process it but I felt he was plagued by abandonment issues. Which unfortunately I played a part in, but then I also didn’t have much fucking choice in the matter, ❞ she sighed. That choice was robbed from her. She felt this would take a while but she wanted her family back again. She wanted to be there for them and she still had much to prove to Yue.  He had a long time without her and had been hunted most of his life. Good thing the parents that took him and his brother in were mundane and long dead because she would in a heartbeat make sure they suffered just as much as her sons did. ❝ If it’s too much let me know, ❞ she didn’t want to overcrowd him.

❝ I can imagine, ❞ she agreed. He heart really went out to her son. She just wanted to give him another hug but decided against it. Slowly build up to shooting her full affection. Shiva was Avery affectionate being to her children. She was made to be a mother after all. He had to be cautious, there were too many out there that would use their resources for their own gain for little regard on what it was doing to the being they were taking it from. Then there was the fact that dragons took their anger out on them. All of it made her angry but that was done and she would make sure it would not happen again she would also make sure that Dragons and phoenixes get the protection they deserve.

❝ I’m sorry it had to be that way, ❞ she told him. Perhaps something good can come of this, but with the way that everything has been going non it did not seem like they were heading for a happy ending. She listened to him talk about the shadowhunters that were here. ❝ Thank you for your insight, ❞ she nodded. She did wonder about them a little more but as Yue correctly said it was better to meet them and then cast judgement. ❝ Well with the horsemen’s rings involved it seems to be a lot fucking more than just that. Though perhaps this is a conversation best had indoors. We can go to the bar have a proper sit down and catch up or we can leave it here. I’ll let you make the choice, ❞ she suggested hoping her son would want more than a simple introduction.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Liana 》

“oh  no,  he  has  a  plan,”  gabriel  scoffed. The  days  of  them  believing  in  god’s  plan  were  long  over,  and  in  gabriel’s  opinion,  they  took  already  long  enough. The  following  words  left  gabriel  speechless  for  a  moment. “you…  you  are  just  telling  me  that?”  she  admired  the  honesty,  but  this  came  out  of  the  blue. Never  point  out  your  weaknesses,  one  thing  she  always  knew. And  now,  shiva  just  did  exactly  that. The  immediate  urge  that  rose  in  gabriel  and  liana  at  the  same  time  was  to  move  forward  and  hug  shiva. Just  hug  her,  hold  her. “i  will  not  betray  you. Thank  you  for  trusting  me  with  this,”  either,  nobody  else  knew  and  she  was  overwhelmed  with  love  because  of  this  unexpected  family  reunion  or  shiva  had  a  deathwish  she  didn’t  know  about  yet. Quickly  moving  on  from  the  topic  and  back  to  drinks,  she  pulled  out  of  the  embrace. Chuckling  at  the  words,  “oh  what  a  combination. A  nun  and  a  party  girl  –  sounds  like  the  beginning  of  a  hilarious  joke  and  a  wonderful  story  to  keep  in  mind.”

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❝ Ah yes the great and wonderful fucking ineffable plan, ❞ she replied with a bitter laugh. ❝ Funny how he uses that as a fucking scapegoat for his actions, ❞ because he can do no wrong. Ugh even thinking about it made her blood boil a little. Shiva looked at Gabriel and nodded slowly as she hugged her back. ❝ You’ve grown and gotten your own opinions. I am so proud of what you have become Gabriel. Yes I am trusting you with this. He’s also my son and technically your nephew, ❞ she told Gabe. Family did mean a lot to her. It was just she was not a fan of father. Though it seemed she was right in time a few more have grown to see things as they are. The rest were just stuck int their ways. Shiva chuckled in response to Gabe’s comment. ❝ It does, ❞ she agreed as they finally made it to the bar. ❝ I’ll let you order and we can put Liana’s taste to the test, ❞ she suggested.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Darcy 》

NOT HAVING TO BE INVITED TWICE ,  she sat down across from the woman, trying her best to not appear  too  eager.  “ darcy, ”  she replied to the other’s introduction, briefly lifting her own cup of coffee in both greeting and cheers. the  understatement  almost made her chuckle a little, despite the severity of the situation ;  for those affected  ( and who could tell who that would be, in the long run, with the rings gone? )  this certainly was  a bad time .  “ it’s a bit of a shitshow right now, ”  she admitted with a sort of grudging cringe.  “ but i’m sure it’ll sort itself out. ”  it simply  had  to  —  for ciri’s sake and that of her  own  safety here. reluctant to discuss  that  issue much further, darcy switched the topic to her  original intent  again, trying to frame her question as delicately as possible.  “ i  am  curious, though. you have a very  …  unique  energy, i’ve never felt something like this before. are you a celestial of some sort? ”

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Shiva smiled as the witch introduced herself. Two days and she could already see that the seeds of chaos had been sown in this realm. In purgatory she knew what she was getting and there were no surprises - even if it was rather barbaric. At least this was something different. So unlike the rest she wasn’t so tired of it all yet. ❝ Yes even in my short stay here I can see that clearly, ❞ as she mentioned she would hope it will sort itself out Shiva shrugged. ❝ A mess of this fucking magnitude doesn’t sort itself out easily, ❞ though she was swearing she tried to make it clear she was not showing disdain at her. ❝ Celestial is more angels, though they are my younger siblings I differ from them. I do have a unique energy but that is because I am unique. I would describe my energy as primordial rather than celestial, ❞ she explained. An ancient energy that created magnificent beings such as dragons and phoenixes. Manipulated mundanes to create Vampires and other monsters. Though she didn’t think them as monsters. Monsters sounded like they were nothing but beasts. Some did act out in that way but so did some mundanes, and father could act like a monster when he wanted to. ❝ The name most give me is mother of monsters, ❞ she added.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Yue 》

As  his  mother  explained  Si’s  fate  in  the  afterlife.  He  was  angry  that  he  killed  his  wife  just  because  she  was  a  mundane.  She  would  have  had  a  short  life  anyway  but  what  he  did  to  her  and  in  front  of  his  children  was  unforgivable.  Though  from  his  mother’s  words  he  was  at  least  feeling  regret.  He  would  never  forgive  him  but  he  has  moved  on  from  it.  He  wouldn’t  do  anything  against  him  but  he  would  never  trust  him  to  the  same  extent.  “I…  I  can’t  say  I  will  ever  forgive  him  for  what  he  did,  but  that  does  give  me  some  solace  yes.  I  have  moved  on  and  though  I  can  face  him  again  I  will  never  trust  him  in  the  same  way.  I  don’t  tend  to  look  back  much  not  unless  it  has  something  of  use  that  is  needed  in  the  present,”  he  flinched  slightly  from  the  touch  but  did  not  pull  away  from  it.  It  was  just  so  odd  to  have  such  a  familial  touch.  

“As  for  giving  us  away  you  said  we  could  harm  you.  I  believe  we  always  have  a  choice  and  to  make  the  best  one  we  should  look  at  all  options.  If  grandfather,  the  holy  father  locked  you  away  soon  after  your  approximation  of  it  being  worse  for  us  may  be  correct,  but  we  will  never  know  so  it’s  best  not  to  focus  on  that,”  he  never  really  had  high  regard  for  the  lord  god  anyway.  Though  his  life  was  a  little  on  the  rough  side  and  a  constant  fight  for  survival  can  make  you  incredibly  bitter.  Though  if  he  was  consider  blasphemous  to  him  maybe  that’s  why  he  hasn’t  stuck  a  finger  out.  However  Yue  has  also  noticed  that  he  hasn’t  stuck  a  finger  out  for  anyone.

As  she  mentioned  about  being  more  of  a  part  in  his  life.  “That  sounds  nice,  but  at  the  moment  that’s  all  it  is.  It  sounds  nice.  It’s  not  you  but  I  have  lived  a  rather  guarded  life.  I  am  not  opposed  to  letting  you  in  but  it  will  take  time  for  me  to  trust  you  and  that  you’re  not  just  going  to  use  me  for  your  own  gains,”  he  told  her.  He  was  like  this  with  everyone,  he  had  to  be.  He’s  been  stung  in  the  past  and  used  as  well.    “As  for  the  shadowhunters  in  here  they  are  barely  a threat.  We  don’t  have  that  many  and  though  I  have  not  really  interacted  with  that  many  but  one  that  one  didn’t  seem  to  follow  the  crowd.  It’s  out  there  that  need  to  worry  about  it  and  there  is  no  way  to  communicate  outside  this  realm,”  perhaps  if  they  got  out  it  may  work.  He  needed  time  with  it  to  figure  it  out.    

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❝ I don’t expect you to, what he did was fucking horrific, ❞ she sympathised. His stories through it made it sound like the fae child he adopted was the one that was driving him further into madness. ❝ Though I am relieved you have moved on in some way. That matter is between you and him as my sons I just want to at least be of comfort and help you in any way I can, ❞ she told him. She took her hand away. He was not used to this kind of presence and that pained her. It was not going to be a simple and easy fix but since they had time here she would use it with gaining his trust.

❝ You’re right, ❞ she agreed. ❝ You have an admirable way of thinking, ❞ though it was probably his upbringing that helped him think that way. To dwell on things in a constant state of survival was only going to hold you back. Shiva knew that well. Otherwise she would have long gone insane with grief. She would make father pay though. She would help her children get a better footing on the world. She didn’t want war but she would call out one if it was needed.

She could understand why he had to be the way he was, and she knew it was not going to be an instantaneous thing either. ❝ I’ll be patient and let you take your time with it. I don’t wish to use you. I am not my father. I don’t expect you to follow me blindly. I need to prove to you I am worth being followed and someone you can place your trust in. If you help me I will help you it’s not a one way thing,’ she told him. ❝ I see, well isn’t that just fucking great, ❞ she sighed meaning about the lack of communication. ❝ Shadowhunters were not around when I walked the earth so all I know is what I hear from those that have died from their hands and I don’t really like what I heard, but if you say the ones here are barely a threat I’ll take your word. Though what about the others? ❞ She asked.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Cosimo 》

A  FAINT  SCOFF  came  from  his  lips  when  the  mother  of  monsters  admitted that  her  vessels had  been  head  over  heels  for  god  before  shiva  possessed  her  and  showed her  what  he  was  really  like  .  ❛  they  only  see  what  their  eyes  want  to  see  .  if  they  truly  opened  them  ,  it  would  not  take  possession for  them  to  learn  the  truth  .  ❜  but  the  angel  supposed  that  it  would  never  change .  no  matter how  tragic  that  was  .  ❛  rumors  about  my  actions spread  like  wildfire .  ❜  cosimo shrugged  his  shoulders .  ❛  i  never  cared  about  the  consequences  .  god  has  no  right  to  take  my  family away  from  me  .  we  have  done  nothing  to  harm  anybody that  did  not  deserve  it  .  ❜  especially not  his  children .  they  were  innocent  . mismatched  eyes  were  resting  on  her  features when  shiva  told  him  about  her  experiences in  purgatory  .  it  did  not  sound  easy  ,  but  the  creature  in  front  of  him  was  hardly  breakable  .  ❛  i  am  glad  you  did  find  something to  keep  you  sane  .  ❜  the  blond  wasn’t  so  sure  if  he  would  have  been  that  strong ,  but  that  was  yet  another  reason why  he  felt  proud  of  her  .  she  defied  their  father’s  punishments countless  times  ,  just  like  he  did  .  it  created  a  bond  that  was  hard  to  ignore .  ❛  even  if  this  place  might  continue  to  test  your  sanity .  ❜  being  stuck  here  surely  wasn’t a  piece  of  cake  and  truth  be  told  ,  the  angel  was  tired  of  it  .  he  just  wanted to  return  to  italy  so  his  son  could  be  born  in  peace  .

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She could feel the words affect Ysayle and she internally told her that not all truths were easy to face. The girl was naive to say the least but in that naivety she found happiness in a less than ideal life. ❝ Well the old testament is not too far off. Most just focus on the new and happy testament because it’s easier to swallow. Then use the old when they want to back up their irrational hatreds, ❞ she sighed. Then again her children were not exactly better when dragons hunted down phoenixes just because their ashes can kill her and the fact that their creation weakened her. Difference was Father could step in she was imprisoned. ❝ He had no right. He’s a selfish fucking bastard and anything that can threaten his rule is seen as a threat no matter if they actually are or not. I am sorry you had to suffer that, ❞ if she was there she would not have stood for it. But Cosimo has proved he can look after himself and his own.

Shiva shook her head and sighed, ❝ It was a harsh reality and most of them don’t fucking deserve that fate. ❞ Her children deserved a chance at heave or hell like everyone else. Though the rules to get into heaven were fucking convoluted. Father never wanted his precious kingdom spoiled. ❝ I’m guessing your stay here hasn’t been fun and games, ❞ she commented. ❝ From what little I saw on my short visit to the outside it’s a mess, ❞ otherwise how else would she have gotten out? ❝ I’ve heard some things about what’s going on but maybe you could give me something more definitive? ❞ She asked. Perhaps she could try an help but from what she was gathering it seemed like a rather frustrating and helpless situation.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Liana 》

Obedience  worked  for  a  very  long  time.  All  up  until  you  fail  to  see  the  point  in  it.  With  no  explanation,  only  questions  left  behind  —  and  then,  being  absent.  Gabriel  did  not  feel  like  she  had  been  abandoned,  not  really.  Her  acts  had  nothing  vile  or  bad  intentions  behind  them,  they  just  were  for  her,  for  her  fun.  For  an  endless  life,  there  must  be  more  purpose  than  serving  as  a  soldier.  Some  others  failed  to  see  that,  but  she  was  sure  that  one  day  everyone  would  reconsider,  no  matter  how  loyal.  “I  don’t  think…  I  haven’t  spoken  to  him  in  a  very  long  time.”  Losing  Lucifer  was  only  one  thing  that  hurt  him  enough  to  pull  back  and  from  then  on,  it  didn’t  get  better.  Gabriel  doubted  that  he  would  ever  get  over  it.  A  laugh  crossed  her  features,  “Yeah.  You  do  seem  pretty  indestructable.  And  honestly?  I  am  more  than  happy  about  it.”  They  said  sincerely.  Agreeing  with  the  suggestion  of  grabbing  drinks,  “Oh,  you  have  no  idea.  You’re  in  for  a  wild  ride,”  they  told  her,  “Liana,  my  vessel  has  some  very  specific  drink  wishes,  let’s  see  if  you  are  more  into  them  than  I  am.”  But  yeah,  it  was  part  of  giving  and  receiving,  keeping  the  vessel  happy.  They  liked  this  one,  they  got  along  very  well.  Gabriel  was  glad  to  not  need  to  have  Liana  locked  away  and  silenced.  She  followed  the  path  Shiva  took,  because,  she  sure  know  better  where  to  find  the  good  places.

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❝ I doubt Father has anything fucking useful to say about his actions anyway, ❞ she shrugged. Everyone pictures him as the all knowing. He’s just as clueless figuring out this life as everyone else is. Why else would it take 4 versions of a creation to get to his favourites. He just acted as if it was all part of his plan. Ironically she created the only thing that could kill her. Shiva smirked. ❝ Almost, though my actual weakness is here. As long as he is alive though there is no threat of me dying any time soon, ❞ she replied honestly, though with the chaos of no death it was unlikely anyone was going to die anytime soon. Her almost indestructible nature meant she could protect her children at least the ones that were here. Though the ones out there have been fending for themselves without her for a very long time. ❝ Now you have me interested. All I have had for the past 5 millennia is beer or mead, ❞ grapes didn’t grow well due to the harsh conditions but at least wheat and honey were accessible. The quality wasn’t great but that didn’t matter when all you wanted to do was get drunk. ❝ We’ll let see about Liana’s taste. Ysayle was a nun before I took her so the most alcohol she has had is the sip of communal wine every Sunday, ❞ she shrugged.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Luna 》

— dagon knew marcos would never remember elsa, but she hoped that perhaps she could show him memories of her lover. and he’d have luna as well. dagon had wanted to bring elsa back, resurrect her as a demon. but elsa hadn’t wanted dagon to waste marcos’ childhood trying to chase after her dead wife. and the demon couldn’t disrespect her wishes. perhaps when marcos was older, if it was his decision. elsa wouldn’t begrudge them that. “ no, it is not. but she didn’t want me to spend our son’s childhood chasing her. ” she sighed. “ perhaps we can still have some time for fun, in between all of the chaos. ” she offered. although she knew with her current plans, it was unlikely. “ it’s the feeding, and the control, and i know there are those here who could help her, but having to worry about her with everything else going on… ” dagon sighed. but she knew it would be worse if luna was allowed to roam as a mundane. “ i’ve had her too long. i’m worried about her fading if i stay too much longer. and originally, i had simply wanted her to turn because she’s important to me, and i think she’ll do well in our world, as opposed to the way that her mundane family treated her. but now, if i change vessels, then leaving her as a mundane puts her in more danger. ” although at least the shadowhunters wouldn’t be focused on luna, at the moment. “ i believe young was willing to turn her, if she decided. ” dagon nodded. 

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❝ We all want that for our loved ones, to move on and have their own lives, ❞ some of her kids didn’t and hunted down the phoenixes blaming them for her imprisonment. That she didn’t want them to do but it was out of her control and the dragons that freed her certainly got an earful. The damage was done anyway. ❝ It’s fine I am used to surviving in a wilderness with constant fighting. At least it’s prettier here, ❞ The fae did well in creating this realm. Though this was just the seelie realm. It did make her wonder what the underlie realm was like. ❝ Feeding I can help with. Control I think Young should help with that, but not a bad idea to talk to other vampires. Maybe seek the other baby vampire and see what their experience is? ❞ She created vampires but that did not mean she understood what they go through. ❝ I see the dilemma. I think making her a vampire is not a bad idea. Neither you nor Young are ones to be crossed, ❞ there was also werewolf but then they had a different issue of control. ❝ How is Young? ❞ She asked. What he has done with his curse was tremendous. She was so proud of him, but she still wouldn’t approach him. Though he couldn’t kill her she was not ready to face that act in her life. There was a lot of pain surrounding it on her end and at the time she felt she did what was right. It was still a shame to put all that on Young though.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Draven 》

“You seem fairly calm about this.” Draven commented, observing her carefully. “So then you must be an angel, which is how you’re able to tell, correct?” He had heard a few things about angels, read about them too. How they would take on vessels to step foot on earth and the different tiers of angels. There was no way to truly tell if they were related in that case, and so for now he would just go with it and find out what he could. Curiosity was getting the best of him. “Nothing major, I suppose. We had many differences and it simply didn’t work out.” It was a lie, but the best he could come up with at that very moment. “Only under the condition that you can tell me more about whatever it is that you know about… this so far.” The nephilim offered, referring to himself. 

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❝ I’m old as fuck and not a huge amount fazes me anymore, ❞ she told Draven truthfully. ❝ Not an angel. Same father yes, but not an angel. He created something more primordial before he went for celestial beings. I was created in between. When he still wanted beasts to roam his world. I am one of a kind so I don’t have a species name per se most just call me mother of monsters, ❞ she told him wondering if he would believe it. ❝ I’m sorry, ❞ she told him sympathising. Not everyone could get on. Shiva knew that. Still a shame she found the bond between mother and child magical, but then she was created to be nurturing. ❝ Well I recognise your angelic energy. I am just having difficulty placing who exactly. I have not seen my family in a very long time. You are a child of an archangel or the generation after, Seraphim. That I can tell. Nephilim’s are rare and from my time wondering the earth were very much frowned upon because father wouldn’t want something that powerful upsetting his fucking precious order. So usually killed on sight. If you harness your powers you’ll be very powerful indeed if you have not already, ❞ she told him.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Hannah 》

Another new person. Somehow that was exactly what Hannah needed to hear. She wasn’t the only one bumbling around in the woods for no reason. Maybe this woman could help her out. The urge to bounce with joy came and went fleetingly–she was far to dignified to ever do such a thing. The joy, however, remained. “I’ve never been hiking in my life and suddenly I’m thrust into some woods with no trail markers or maps. Not like I could read the map but really, they ought to have guides around telling you where to go,” she all but huffed in one long breath. Hannah fell into step behind Shiva, listening and cataloguing everything the woman said. No way could she be making all of this up. Hannah wasn’t creative enough for that. “Well, my name is Hannah. I’m-” It occurred to her suddenly that she could lie. She could come up with a new identity that fit her newest job description much better. While tempting, she let the thought fade into a wisp of a memory. “I’m a whitelighter, I guess? Brand new. I just started. I died at a party and given the choice between oblivion and a second chance, it’d be dumb to say goodbye, right?” It had been dumb to agree too but that was an entirely different matter. “Tell me about you. How’d you end up in this place?”

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As she mentioned hiking and trail markers it reminded her of the little markers she would leave in purgatory for those that stuck with her so they can be guided to her. Those that stuck by her would help each other but there were those content not following others, some did come with a thirst for power. Those didn’t always last too long. Not like she liked ruling purgatory but it was the only way to try and keep the death count lower. The girl was new to the world and has only figured out a few things and now she was thrusted into the bigger picture. Good thing she found a mother then. Her introduction should be steady as to not be overwhelming but being in the fae realm there was probably little she could do to prevent that.

❝ A Whitelighter yes I know your kind, a guardian angel of sorts. A second chance in life is something you should always take. I am sorry you had to say goodbye to your previous one though, ❞ she had made new lives for some of her creations. Shifters and vampires had a mundane origin. Her way of putting the middle finger up to father like Lucifer was by creating Lilith and demons. She would have to warn her about some of her children. She hadn’t met any of the vampires here yet and she had been apart from them that long she wasn’t quite sure how they have evolved as beings. Her blood would be tempting though. ❝ Well now you know god is real, ❞ she started. ❝ He’s my father but I am not an angel. Far from it actually, ❞ she wondered how much she would actually believe of her story. Ysayle found it difficult at first. ❝ This world you have entered is bigger than you could have imagined in your previous life. So my story will seem a little fantastical to you. It’s also best told with a drink, ❞ perhaps it was best to tell her about the fae first.

❝ What might be more important is telling you about the place you have found yourself in. Fae, Fair folk, or Fairies exist. Though not how you imagine them. They are tricksters by nature and follow two courts. For ease lets just say light and dark but it’s a little more complex than that. We are in the seelie realm the light fae. I don’t know why but someone else might. These tricksters won’t harm you but that doesn’t mean they are not cruel. However some do just love a party. Just be careful of who you trust and that can be said of anyone you meet here, ❞ she told her. She seemed sweet and Shiva was keen to protect her and if she allowed it to maybe help her until she found her feet in this new world.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Cosimo 》

WHO  DETERMINED WHAT  SHOULD  or  should not  exist  ?  who  decided which  species  should be  protected  at  all  costs  and  which  should  be  hunted  ?  it  wasn’t fair  if  that  decision  was  made  by  one  man  and  one  man  only  .  it  was  god  who  created them  ,  but  there  was  so  much  more  to  their  universe  than  him  .  no  matter how  fiercely  cosimo used  to  love  their  father ,  it  all  came  to  an  end  the  moment he  ordered  the  destruction  of  his  newborn daughter  .  nothing  would  ever  be  enough to  make  him  forgive  that  ,  or  to  make  him  believe that  the  killing order  was  justified  . mismatched  eyes  studied her  closely  when  she  told  him  that  she  was  proud  of  him  .  how  much  did  she  know  ?  it  was  hard  to  tell  ,  but  the  warm  smile  on  her  face  struck  him  as  genuine ,  so  he  chose  to  be  honest when  he  parted his  lips  to  speak  .  ❛  he  has  always  been  quite  creative .  ❜  and  not  in  a  good  way  .  ❛  interesting  how  mundanes  still  think  of  him  as  the  good  guy  ,  isn’t  it  ?  ❜  and  not  just  them  .  it  was  damn  near  impossible to  get  other  angels  to  open  their  eyes  to  the  truth  .  ❛  five  centuries ago  ,  i  got  married to  end  an  old  italian blood  feud  .  father  was  displeased  ,  but  he  let  things go  on  .  my  first  wife  had  a  lady  in  waiting that  left  me  no  choice but  to  feel  for  her  .  we  fell  in  love  and  we  had  our  firstborn child  .  aurora  de’  medici  .  when  he  heard  about  that  he  refused to  accept  it  .  i  lost  my  child  and  my  wife  and  he  erased  my  memories  .  ❜  it  took  him  way  too  long  to  retrieve them  ,  but  well  .  it  was  not  easy  to fight  their  creator .  ❛  once  i  remembered ,  i  made  plans  to  free  their  souls  from  the  empty  .  ❜  an  impossible  task  ,  according to  most  beings on  this  planet ,  but  cosimo succeeded  .  ❛  aurora and  anastasia  are  alive  .  we  have  had  our  second  daughter ,  leilani  ,  and  our  unborn  son  is  on  his  way  into  this  world  .  ❜  the  seelie realm  was  not  exactly  the  angel’s  favorite choice  for  it  ,  but  there  was  nothing  he  could  do  about  it  now  .  liam  would  be  taken  to  italy  as  soon  as  it  was  possible .  ❛  what  about  you  ?  how  did  you  pass  your  time  down  there  ?  ❜

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Shiva’s eyes widened in agreement at this statement. ❝ Though in my case he was just reusing the same punishment as our elder siblings, ❞ she shrugged. There was no love lost between her and them. They just wanted to eat everything. No real personality either. ❝ I wouldn’t really know how they feel these days, though this particular vessel was head over heels for him until I shown her what he is actually like, ❞ she shrugged. She got stories of what was going on but that was it. She yearned daily to be back but focused on what she could. She she listened to Cosimo’s tale. To wipe the memory of your love and your child that was barbaric and her eyes darkened with anger. She would not have stood for it either.

❝ Word of that did ripple into Purgatory believe it or not, ❞ she told him. ❝ I would do the same for any of my children, ❞ though she was yet to meet someone she felt that strongly for. ❝ I am so happy that it has worked out for you, ❞ she told him. ❝ Ah well I made the place my own, as much as you can in a perpetual wilderness with very limited resources. As the times moved on outside and more of my children came to join me the resources would grow more scarce. It became a fight for survival and only a limited number of my children can survive so its turned into survival of the fucking fittest. Only father can manipulate the laws of the realm and I was stuck watching my children kill each other. It was a ruthless place and I would wish that fate on nobody, ❞ she would take father off his throne and make sure that her reign was just. Father on the other hand should be locked up. Not to face his children slaughtering each other. Just locked up to never harm anyone again. ❝ I spent however most of my time helping the ones that do survive have some kind of life. We had a sanctuary city. Somewhere they can have a rest. I interacted with my children there drank and heard their stories, the ones that cared to tell me. It was what kept me fucking sane, ❞ she sighed.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Asmodeus 》

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The hairs on the back of the demon prince’s neck prickled uncomfortably upon hearing her name uttered with such an old, well-worn familiarity laced through the tone, instinctively rolling her shoulders to rid herself of the sensation before returning her attention to the young woman in front of her. Just her luck, it seemed, to run into a family member right off the bat– though she was genuinely surprised by the realisation that she hadn’t sensed their presence in a very, very long while. Longer than her self-imposed exile to Earth had been, at the very least.

“– Shiva,” She eventually replied, forcibly reminding herself to keep her cool in the presence of her older sibling, though a little teasing here and there certainly wouldn’t do any harm. Shiva hadn’t been terribly touchy, the last that she could remember. “Here I thought you were ‘tied up’ in Purgatory. And I don’t suppose dear old Dad let you out, did he?” It was a childish, lazy jab at their father, and no matter how much Asmodeus knew that fact, she still celebrated it as a win.

Having spent her time contributing to the chaos and havoc that was currently being wreaked on Earth meant that a great deal of information involving the Clave and the Seelie Court had gone under her radar, ostensibly inconsequential when compared to her passing fancy of the hour– but what little she had kept track of offered her some vague insight and understanding. Queen Cirilla’s initial invitation to bend the knee following her sudden ascension to the throne had already been a rather insulting and ill-favoured offer for the demon prince, and she’d assumed that her silence would be answer enough for the young ruler. But if Shiva’s words were to be believed (indeed, her sibling had no reason to lie), then Asmodeus could only infer that Cirilla had no intentions of being ignored.

As her curiosity spiked, so too did her irritation, causing the demon to narrow her eyes ever-so-slightly at the elder of the two. The mention of Lucifer and Dagon as something of a throwaway comment was clever, the time in Purgatory certainly having no bearing on Shiva’s wit. She’d sworn to refrain from meddling in these sorts of affairs– especially anything involving family –a promise she’d managed to stick by for the past thousand years. Mostly. Admittedly, the inclination to seek out her most trusted siblings-in-arms had been floating around in her mind for a few decades, now, though Asmodeus had made a point of brushing the thought aside each time it had jumped to the front. “I see,” It was the most neutral answer she could provide in that moment, unsure how much Shiva had heard of her ‘absence’, nor how much she wanted to tell. “Well. I’m sure I can deal with those two when I see them. For right now, I’m in dire need of a drink– preferably something that can render my vessel unconscious, but I’m flexible; you can recount to me all of the undoubtedly thrilling tales that have come to pass since we last met.”

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As Asmodeus greeted her her lips moved into a smile. She had felt proud of all those that followed Lucifer into his fight with father. They should rebel and show father that they were not his puppets though of course he didn’t listen. He did what he did best lock them away so he didn’t have to deal with them. ❝ Of course not, luckily some dragons saw the opportunity with Idris being destroyed and helped me get free. Found this wonderful vessel in a nearby monastery and then poof here. From one prison into another. Wonderful fucking luck I seem to be having, ❞ she couldn’t help but comment but at least this wasn’t father’s prison and everyone wasn’t fighting for survival. Though the tensions were certainly there.

Shiva never got said invitation hard to send one to a realm of the afterlife specifically designed for beasts and monsters. Though Shiva wouldn’t bow down to anyone. Her allegiance was to herself and to her children. However she has heard some wonderful takes about the shadowhunters and their dealings with her kind. So she wasn’t a fan. Though killing a city where there could have been their own kind mixed up within it as well? Not a good move but she did managed to get out because of it. So she was a little thankful that it happened.

A neutral answer. Not much she can gleam off that. Well if Asmodeus was willing to talk she would listen but otherwise it really was not her place to interfere. Their relationships were their own. Things can also change in the time she was gone and it was a lot of time. ❝ Undoubtedly thrilling… that’s fucking debatable but there is a lot of fighting for survival and harsh realities, ❞ Shiva shrugged. It was like a post-apocalyptic world where there was never enough resources. ❝ However if we are going to recount those tales I am going to need a fucking drink anyway. The bar is not far at least, ❞ she shrugged and turned towards the bar. The alcohol was infinitely better here at least and much more variety too.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Liana 》

Time  was  something  that  Angels  had  more  than  enough  of,  and  apparently,  so  did  Shiva.  She  has  been  created  with  her  own  free  will  from  the  beginning,  Angels  —  especially  Archangels  were  created  as  obeying  soldiers.  Back  then  in  the  day  Gabriel  was  disappointed  to  see  what  happened  with  Lucifer,  but  in  more  recent  days  she  learned  that  there  was  more  to  an  endless  life  than  fulfilling  the  wishes  of  someone  who  was  barely  present  anyway.  Now  seeing  their  oldest  sibling  caused  a  weird  feeling  Gabriel  could  not  explain.  “To  be  honest,  I  never  even  knew  if  you  were  alive,”  It  was  not  something  anyone  spoke  about,  just  like  Lucifer’s  name  was  only  caalled  in  a  whisper  when  he  got  cast  out.  But  Gabriel  realized  that  it  should  have  been  their  turn  to  check  after  that.  But  there  was  nothing  to  be  done  about  it  now.  All  there  was  right  now  was  relief  and  at  the  same  time  regret.  “We  have  so  much  to  talk  about,”  Gabriel  told  her  sister,  “So  much  has  changed,  actually.  But  I’m  actually  eager  to  know  how  you  have  been?  What  has  happened  to  you?  I  need  to  know  everything.”

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Shiva guessed that father created them to be obedient because of her and her elder siblings. Leviathans were fairly destructive truth be told. She wasn’t exactly the biggest fan of her elder siblings. Then again that happens when you keep fighting against then for five thousand years. They eventually learned to leave her alone. She was neither Leviathan nor Angel. She was unique and one of a kind. ❝ I imagine that to be father trying to keep a tight seal on things concerning rebels of heaven. Can’t rile up the ones that do follow him, ❞ she shrugged. ❝ But no very much alive. I will thank father for one thing. Making me fucking hard to kill, ❞ she chuckled slightly. ❝ That we do, ❞ she agreed. ❝Ah well for those questions why don’t we get a drink first. I believe the bar serves interesting drinks. You may have to help me on that though Alcohol has certainly evolved since the last time I walked anywhere that wasn’t fucking purgatory,❞ she smiled as she walked towards the bar.

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♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Luna 》

— “ it’s not your fault, ” dagon sighed. she was thankful she still had marcos, though. and luna, for now. she was so worried, though. the middle of a war wasn’t a good time for a baby vampire, and she couldn’t exactly take her to hell to turn her into a demon. she didn’t really care much about the outcome of anything, when she really thought about it, so long as her son and luna came out unscathed. she nodded, “ yes, i suppose so. ” she sighed, nodding again. “ yes, she’s mundane. i had just convinced her to turn into a vampire, but im not sure it would be good to add another baby vampire to things when there’s so much going on. ” she grumbled. “ luna. she was the kid of some rich mundanes and normally the whole ordeal of taking someone high profile wouldn’t be worth it but… they were so terrible to her. i don’t really care much for many, but it didn’t seem fair to just let her go through it all alone. ” dagon didn’t want her to disappear. she’d gotten so used to her presence and while it would be different if they weren’t sharing a head space, she wanted to keep her friend.

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Shiva knew it wasn’t but it sucked to lose a loved one. No matter how many times she has seen death it was never easy to face. Though when she saw it it meant total destruction of the soul they were never coming back. Then poor Marcos wouldn’t remember one of his mothers. It reminded her of the sons she gave away. Si and her reunited in his death and she was aware the other was here. She could feel his presence like she could feel the presence of vampires and dragons. ❝ It’s still a shame, and never easy to leave a child behind, ❞ she sighed looking at Marcos. As she agreed siva sighed and shrugged. ❝ Oh well no used crying over something I have no fucking control over. ❞ As she thought about it, it made her gently frown. The original was here. With his experience he could guide her. However there was a huge amount of angels, demons and those with different variants of angelic and demonic blood. That could pose a problem. ❝ Well I can understand the hesitation. Is it time sensitive? If it’s to do with feeding she could feed from me ❞ She suggested. ❝There is no way she could overpower me or drain me, ❞ she suggested. ❝ I presume you have already found a potential sire? ❞ she asked. She hoped so because she was not repeating what she did to Young. A newborn that had the same physiology as an original. That was dangerous. That village needed taught a lesson anyway. However with the fae as they are and her unsure of what the fuck was going on adding this in was just unnecessary.

[fractvrae]

( @dihstarters​​. )

She had been clear, so very painfully clear in her instructions, to the point of taking oddly satisfying pleasure in the parting of limbs from those bodies that had foolishly decided to defy her wishes. It had mainly been hunters that actively sought to bother her, the odd witch or warlock, even some less than prepared mundanes, Asmodeus creating fleetingly interesting games out of her summoners’ survival until the next morning, and it had always been within the Earthly realm. So one could imagine her surprise when she placed one foot onto the pavement of a back-alley lane in San Francisco, only to have the next fall atop soft, green and otherworldly grass, next to a bed of flowers.

How many times did she have to say it? Vaguely disoriented by the instantaneous, and involuntary, jump from one realm to the next (how long had it been since she’d last done it of her own accord?), the demon prince couldn’t help the rather beastly snarl that left her lips, gaze flicking back and forth in a half-hearted attempt to gather herself and determine who had brought her here, where it was that she had ended up, and why. Rare was it that Asmodeus, Prince of Hell and General of its armies, could be forced to appear anywhere she did not want to be– certainly not by just anyone, either. "… Powerful magic.” The demon seemingly muttered her thoughts into the aether, before (finally) registering a presence behind her and turning to direct a stony, pointed stare their way. And though it was so very tempting, she reluctantly forewent her initial, reactionary urge to make balloon animals with the person’s insides, instead straightening her clothes and opting for a slightly more humane greeting: “Am I to assume that you are the reason I’ve been ‘invited’ here?”

[mnstrmthr]

Shiva was still very much in the stages of exploring her surroundings. She figured out where the bar is possibly the most important thing. Figured out where he sons lived - though for now she was content leaving Young alone. His creation was somewhat vengeful and he suffered for it. So until she figured out how best to approach that he would be left alone. The queen’s castle and the two guest castles. There were various walks and most of all it was very pretty and things were in abundance here unlike purgatory. She could do without the fae guards but considering there was a war she understood the need for them. Besides she was able to mask who she was so to them she felt like a normal mundane and probably underestimated her. 

She got back to the village and was about to turn into her house when someone literally appeared in front of her. She stopped and could sense who was in the vessel. One of Luci’s favourites and another celestial or rather ex-celestial sibling, one of those that fell down with him. As they greeted her she could see the anger. ❝ If I was I would at least be able to get the fuck out of here but sadly no I am not responsible for your arrival. That would be the Seelie Queen. Though it’s good to see you my dear Asmodeus, ❞ she commented.  ❝ Seems like your are brought here to play in what ever fucking game this is as well. Lucifer and Dagon are here as well,❞ she commented wondering how they would feel about that. 

[mnstrmthr]

♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Yue 》

Yue  could  see  her  assessing  him  and  was  unsure  how  he  felt  about  that.  Though  it  wasn’t  in  a  bad  way  he  could  see  it  was  in  admiration.  Out  of  love  perhaps?  The  same  way  he  looked  at  his  kids.  Proud  and  loving.  It  wasn’t  something  he  was  used  to.  However  he  didn’t  protest.  Just  watched  her  carefully.  He  could  feel  connected  to  her  at  any  rate  like  something  in  his  mind  just  felt  drawn  to  her.  He  had  never  had  this  feeling  before  and  it  did  scare  him  a  bit.

As  she  spoke  he  listened  and  gave  her  his  full  attention.  It  seemed  like  she  had  it  rough  as  well.  It  only  took  a  second  after  mentioning  that  his  grandfather  locked  her  up  in  purgatory  to  realise  who  exactly  she  was  and  that  a  whole  load  of  family  connections  just  opened  up  to  him  making  his  eyes  widen…  Some  he  was  a  little  shocked  about  to  say  the  least.  The  angels  all  of  them  were  his  aunts  and  uncles  and  that  meant  the  archangels  too.  Then  there  were  the  other  originals  created  by  her…  That  was  if  they  went  by  your  standard  family  terms.  It  was  not  exactly  your  normal  family.  As  for  meeting  her  he  hadn’t  made  a  judgement  on  that  but  she  seemed  keen  and  willing.  As  she  apologised  to  him  he  gently  frowned.  

“How  did  you  know  we  suffered?”  he  blurted  out.  Wait  she  was  trapped  in  purgatory  where  all  of  her  kind  go  when  they  die  and  he  his  kind  were  one  of  them.  “You  met  Si,”  he  realised  and  his  eyes  saddened.  “My  biggest  regret  is  not  trying  harder  on  looking  for  him  on  the  day  we  got  separated.  If  I  actually  looked  and  didn’t  flee  I  may  have  found  him  and  we  could  have  been  together  still  today,”  he  sighed.  Maybe  then  Si  would  have  had  a  better  life  and  not  become  so  twisted  and  bitter,  but  who  knew.  “Though  it  now  makes  sense  why  dragons  hunted  us  down  at  one  point,”  he  commented  trying  to  not  scoff  but  it  came  out  that  way  anyway.

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He never even knew. That was the sad thing and she hoped that his siblings would have looked after him and his kind rather than blame them. Well they were not going to fight each other any more Shiva would make sure of that. She could tell by the way his eyes widened and could hear his body reacting to all that she was telling him. At least the angels left him and his kind alone. Though these shadowhunters and mundanes they were another thing. 

❝ Yes he came into my realm, my prison. He was so angry when he first arrived. Very much so, killed many a monster soul before I got to him. I asked him his story and over time I managed to get him to see where he went wrong. I am so sorry you had to lose a loved one and I regret giving you both away. Though I feel that if you and your brother stayed with me. You may have had a worse fate, perhaps with me in purgatory or not even given a chance to live. So we cannot live in regret. He doesn’t hate you for what you did anymore and he himself has his own regrets, but he’s safe or as safe as you can be in purgatory. I hope this knowledge gives you some solace, ❞ she said as she put her hand to his cheek. 

❝ I can be here for you as well now, there is no need to take things upon yourself and I want for you and your kind to live free without fear of being hunted. I want my children to help each other and not fucking fight because I got locked up. Especially now we need to group up since the shadowhunter capital has been destroyed and a bunch of vengeful shadowhunters will come in place of that. I’ll have to figure things out and it will take time but that is my motivation right now. I hope you’ll let me into your life Yu, but I am not going to force myself on you if you don’t want me to. We can take our time with this. ❞ she reassured him. She could just compulse him she had that power but then she would be no better than her father. She wanted him to accept her on his own terms.

[mnstrmthr]

♥♥♥ 《 Shiva && Luna 》

— dagon nodded, “ she was the prettiest woman i’ve ever met, ” she nodded wistfully. she wished elsa would have agreed to her turning her into a demon, but elsa hadn’t wanted it. she’d made her promise she wouldn’t waste precious time with their son trying to find ways to bring her back. she hoped elsa would have found peace, though. “ no, i suppose it doesn’t. yes, it’s unfortunate timing, but at least you didn’t fall into a false sense of peace that some of us did before this all happened, ” the demon sighed. “ i am doing alright. concerned about everything that’s happening and about the safety of my son and vessel. ” dagon shrugged. 

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Shive gave a sad but warm smile as she looked at Dagon, ❝ I am sorry for your loss. ❞ her voice carried the sadness. She was cursed and perhaps also blessed in a way that in the last five thousand years she has only met her legacy through their deaths. Though if they were to die in purgatory in itself they would be no more. It really was survival of the fittest there. Father thought that this was fitting and now she was out she was rearing to go against him. However now tangled in something else it was just going to have to wait now. She can wait anyway what’s another indiscriminate amount of time going to do? Well if the whole death situation isn’t sorted soon it wasn’t going to be good. ❝ True but some respite would have been nice, ❞ she sighed.  ❝ I can imagine with everything going on. As for your vessel. I take it’s to do with the fact without you she’s mundane? What’s her name? ❞ She asked.