Hail and well met, my dude

Ailís, 21, Fae/Faer, Queer, CM

[mobydickpic]

Some days things are easier and then it hits me like a truck how lonely things are and how fucked up it is that we sat here for a roughly two months, blaming me for everything when really you wanted an excuse not to want me anymore.

I know I could have been better. I know I could have done more but when I did do more, when I took every bit of myself and changed it, when every single issue you threw at me, I fixed, it wasn’t about me anymore.

A big part of me wants you to realize your mistake and realize that you still love me.

I would love to think I wouldn’t just give in if you asked for me back.

But I don’t think I would be able to hold out.

Heartbreak hurts. And even as I move on, even as it dulls to a low throb, sometimes it flares up.

[lesbicasentimental]

Don’t cheat. Don’t lie. Don’t manipulate. Don’t fake feelings. Don’t hold someone back. Just don’t..

[asking-the-death]

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe I’m easier to love

[twofigs]

No one talks about how lonely healing can feel

[amateur]

[mobydickpic]

"The people looking for the truth Well, they're never the bad guys" My TAZ tattoo! Original artwork done by @defenestratin who is 10/10 to commission from!

[breebunn-deactivated20180414]

here’s an idea: notice toxic trends in your behavior and, idk, change them

[cptsdwillgraham-deactivated2019]

the fact that people are complaining on this post that they can’t change their behaviors that hurt others because they have x mental illness and We Can’t All Be Neurotypical Karen is absolutely fucking wild. do you realize your arguments have come full circle to being indistinguishable from the most crude, generic “mentally ill people are inherently dangerous and/or abusive” ableist rhetoric? you always have the agency to address the ways in which you are hurting others (or yourself). maybe not instantly. maybe not effortlessly. but it IS within your abilities and it is something you owe to your community and yourself

[afrosabi]

^^^^^^^

[mobydickpic]

Screams very loudly

[kim-jisoo]

I’ve been an openly gay cop since 1987, so you’re not the first superior officer to threaten me. You know how I’m still standing here? ‘Cause I do my job, and I do it right.

[memeufacturing-deactivated20161]

church

priest: *opens bag of communion bread* 16 ducks in a trenchcoat: *shuffle excitedly*

[mobydickpic]

Holy shit I'm hurt and upset and angry and frustrated Also if someone says you remind them of a not gr8 person, maybe instead of getting angry you should evaluate why that person is thinking that I know I would be devastated if someone did that to me but I also wouldn't blame the person who thought of me as such, I would recognize the fact that the person is concerned about their loved ones and that I should work to understand why they're thinking that. I actively work everyday not to do and become the person and things that were done to me and that's important to remember to do every day. It fucking takes work, and it's not gonna happen over night But you can't get angry when people are concerned.

[melanchole]

breakdown spot levels

god tier: shower, public bathroom stalls, your kitchen floor at 2am

good tier: your bedroom at 3am, leaning against a door/wall, your own bathroom in front of a mirror

shit tier: in front of your therapist

[yourresidentginger]

my anxiety has a loophole that if somebody is else is equally or more uncomfortable I develop the sudden ability to Do The Thing

[mayhemofsalem]

[mobydickpic]

When you're laying in bed at 1:30 am and it hits you like a ton of bricks that your job is what is making your depression so bad rn 🙃🙃🙃😏

[blendinblandin-archive]

I justify my impulses by the fact I’m going to be dead one day and none of it truly matters in the grand scheme of things

[blendinblandin-archive]

it’s that “treat yo self” nihilism